Chapter 246
Sometimes, Zhou Sheng is always very indignant, but he is really fed up with the faces of other people in the family, but what is the result of his anger, it is nothing more than to let those people add another crime when accusing themselves, that is, they have a bad temper, they are easy to get angry and quarrel with others, which has become their own problems.
It's really funny, Zhou Sheng sometimes thinks about himself, if he can really live with his eyes closed like them, with a heart, facing other people's words, or rather, they do use their sincerity, but that heart can only see themselves, not others' contributions.
What they can see is that they are working hard for this family, and they think so from the bottom of their hearts, rather than looking at things from a third-person perspective like Zhou Sheng saw, and they can see it clearly. Everyone thinks about themselves, and they can't see the efforts of others.
In their hearts, they only picked up one thing from the ground, so it was a very, very hard thing. It must be how careful they must be to see that there is something left on the ground, how carefully they must analyze that this thing needs to be picked up, how hard they must work to bend down to pick it up, how patient they must be to put it back smoothly, this is simply a huge project.
And what do other people do? It's just washing the vegetables, cooking, washing the clothes, sweeping the floor, or the work they should do every day, these are all the same, pieces of cake, these are not worth mentioning.
Only what you do is the most important, only your own contribution is the greatest, others can't see this, then they are all white-eyed wolves, they are all ungrateful, they are all blind, or they are pretending to be blind with their eyes open, they are all unfair to themselves. It's your own dedication that counts.
How long has it been since Zhou Sheng felt the warmth of being cared for, and the messy home seemed to be cursed by some kind, and everyone seemed to have forgotten their gentle and kind side as a human being, and all the seemingly kind performances they showed were just a disguise they used to disguise themselves.
In fact, there are many times when Zhou Sheng hates his ability, as if from the beginning of his sensibility or earlier, he can see through the true face of the person in front of him, can hear the most secret voice in the heart of the person, and all the disguises are gone in front of him.
He was angry when he thought of his ability, because he felt that the reason why his family hated and feared him was still very forgivable. Whoever has just raised some evil thoughts in his heart, and immediately the person in front of him has noticed that the attitude has changed, and even the person in front of him has changed his attitude, and everyone will know that the child in front of him has completely seen through himself. He is like a fruit in front of him, there is no privacy at all, who wants to face Zhou Sheng like this.
Sometimes, Zhou Sheng felt that the reason why their family seemed to be cursed and generally developed into this situation was probably because of his own reasons. After all, because of the existence of such a character who seems to be the most real thoughts of everyone's body and gives direct feedback, as for everyone, they no longer want to hide too much about themselves, and at the same time they are unwilling to admit the not-so-glorious thoughts in their hearts, but instead have a deformed and pathological psychology.
Under this kind of psychology, on the contrary, they are more hypocritical on the surface, and the appearance they pretend to be, in fact, it is difficult to estimate in front of outsiders. Let others notice, but these high school students will be directly punctured like bubbles in front of them, which has brought huge psychological pressure to the rest of the family.
After all, if you are serious, in fact, everyone has a devil living in their hearts, and some evil thoughts occasionally rise in people's hearts. This may be an instinct of an animal like a human being, but not every one of these evil thoughts will be valued by the owner, and each one will be seriously implemented by the controller of this body, in fact, most of the evil thoughts are often a kind of dissatisfaction with reality in people's own hearts, or an instinctive reaction to certain things.
And they are actually just thinking about it, and they don't put it into practice or carry out these malicious thoughts and ideas. If everyone is like that, then everyone doesn't think there's anything wrong with it. People may never even face this problem, but because of the existence of sentient beings.
At the very least, Zhou Sheng's family members are very clear, Zhou Sheng can see the true thoughts in other people's hearts, with such a foreshadowing, Zhou Sheng's family will inevitably reflect and reflect when doing things, and then turn around and think about it a few times. And often in the end, they will fall into a dilemma, or a difficult situation, struggling in pain.
No one wants to live like this forever, and after a long time, people will inevitably have a sense of resistance. Therefore, Zhou Sheng's family actually didn't know what kind of attitude to take to face Zhou Sheng, so they could only unite together to oppose anything Zhou Sheng said, and then try their best to brainwash him and instill his own ridiculous thoughts, which are not realistic at all.
But the problem is that Zhou Sheng is not an easily persuaded person. In fact, he is a person who is difficult to be persuaded and observed, although Zhou Sheng is not very outstanding in his studies, but the main reason is because his mind is not all in his studies.
In Zhou Sheng's opinion, studying is almost enough, after all, he doesn't think that he wants to go to the imperial examination to become an official. He really doesn't have this desire, and in his opinion, it is already very tiring to see all kinds of careful thoughts and calculations in his family every day. In fact, except for his family, Zhou Sheng is no longer willing to have too much contact with anyone.
What he is afraid of is that after he has more contact, he will clearly see the other party's intentions, so that he can guess or see the dirty thoughts in the other party's heart. Of course, Zhou Sheng does not say that everyone will have these thoughts, but most of the time, people will unconsciously have some bad thoughts. This is what Zhou Sheng doesn't want to see, so except for the family members who have to come into contact, in fact, he keeps a distance from everyone outside equally.
Academically, Zhou Sheng didn't want to take the imperial examination. The main reason is that he doesn't want to be an official. After passing the imperial examination, if you want to become an official, you generally start as a magistrate.