When it was almost dawn, I had a dream, in the dream was a man with a vague back and I held Yan Yan's hand together, walking on an infinitely bright road, Yan Yan smiled very happily, my heart was also full of joy, but the man's face was never real, the dream vaguely saw the tall silhouette and broad shoulders, but when he turned his head, I was woken up by a kiss......

Yan Bin pressed on my body and began to kiss me with great emotion, this fierce kiss made me breathe quickly again as if there was a lack of oxygen, when he put his hand into my clothes, I pushed him away in great panic, and then let out a terrible scream as if he was being violated, he was originally sleepy, but instinctively did these things, but my screams were so frightened that he suddenly woke up, he looked at me helplessly and said, "What's wrong? How can you react like this?"

I don't think he must have met a woman like me, I think he must have felt a frustration in me that I had never felt before, and the scream just now made me instinctively roll out of bed, and sit quietly on the ground at the moment, looking a little embarrassed

I said softly, "I'm sorry, I have something to hide. ”

He sat up, lit a cigarette, sighed a little disappointedly, and said, "To what extent have you been hurt by a man, and how can you be so repulsed?"

I smiled and I said, "You can't imagine it, and I don't want to mention it." ”

He looked at me with intriguing eyes, and I said, "I'm going to wash up first." ”

He nodded, and I got up from the floor, walked into the bathroom, washed my face with cold water, and felt like my head was finally much clearer. I washed my teeth and rinsed my mouth, and when I got on C, I found that my underwear was actually wet, and I was embarrassed. In addition to being embarrassed, I also wondered why my physical reaction was so violent, but my psychological resistance was so strong.

After washing, I sat quietly on the sofa, he got out of bed, only wearing his underwear and walked over, I looked at him in a daze, he sat next to me, reached out and took me in his arms, he said: "Don't worry, I can wait, I believe you will become my woman, sooner or later." ”

He's always been so confident, but I don't understand why he's putting so much effort into me.

I smiled and said, "You have so many women, why do you have to work me?"

He said softly, "That's different. ”

I don't know what the difference is, I asked myself why he always seems to have a soft spot for me, but I'm not a particularly good woman.

At 9 o'clock in the morning, we set off to go back to City A, on the way back I fell asleep again, I woke up in City A, and when I woke up, I found that I was wearing a coat of his, and my heart was warm again.

He sent me home, and he said, "Go back and get some rest, I know you didn't sleep well last night and kept turning over." ”

I thought he was asleep, but he knew everything I did. I said, "Okay, then I'll go up." ”

He shouted again, "Wait. ”

The foot I had just stepped out was retracted, and I looked back and asked, "What's wrong?"

He leaned over and kissed me on the forehead, and said, "All right, go ahead." ”

I couldn't help but smile sweetly, and got out of the car with such joy, his kiss, holy and beautiful, made me feel pure to the bottom of my heart. Yan Bin really knows a lot about women.

When I went home, they were all at home, and when I entered the door, Zhang Hui asked, "Where did you go?" ”

Neither of us had a habit of talking on the phone, so neither of them ever called me to ask me. I smiled and said, "When I meet a friend, we catch up together." ”

She didn't ask any more questions, just said, "We want to go shopping in the afternoon, do you want to go shopping together?"

I shook my head and I said, "I'm a little tired and want to rest in the afternoon." ”

She said helplessly, "Okay then, then the three of us went." ”

I said, "Hmm. I'll be with you next time. ”

I went back to the room, and I didn't think that Brother Monkey actually called me, and he said, "Are you still at the beach?"

I said, "No, I'm home, I've just arrived home." ”

He said "oh", and then said, "What about this weekend, do you have any plans?"

I said, "No, I don't know where to go." ”

I asked him about the current situation, and he said, "It's good, the company has grown twenty or thirty people." Ono did a great job and saved me a lot of effort. ”

I said, "Really, I've always thought that girl was fine." ”

He said, "Well, she has always missed you very much, and she always mentioned you to me, saying that you used to be in that company, and you cared about her very much. ”

I laughed, she has always been very fond of me, and I said, "Actually, I didn't treat her very well, maybe it's fate." ”

He said again: "By the way, Ni Xiaona is about to give birth, time is really fast, half a year has passed." ”

When it comes to these old things, there is a sense of disconnection in time. It seems that this group of people belong to the old times, and occasionally turn it out to dry, and feel sentimental. I had been away for a short time, but I had the illusion that I had been away for a long time.

I said, "That's fine, tell me when she's born, I'll go see her." We haven't been in touch either, and I don't know where to start when I want to call. ”

He said: "Yes, I met her in the hospital a few days ago, her belly was very big, and she came to the prenatal examination alone, and Shen Bai did not accompany her." People have also gained a lot of weight, and I almost didn't recognize it, but she called me first. ”

I said, "If you are pregnant, you will definitely get fat, and you will lose weight after giving birth." But why did she go alone, why did Shen Bai go?"

He said: "She said that Shen Bai was busy and didn't seem to be very happy, I felt." I didn't ask much. ”

I suddenly reacted, and I said, "Oh, no, why are you going to the hospital?"

His tone was a little hesitant, and he said, "What, it's okay, my friend is hospitalized, I'll go and see." ”

I could hear something was wrong in his tone, and I said, "No, what the hell is going on?"

He told me at this time, he said: "A few days ago, Yan Yan had a fever, Ruan Dazhi played mahjong and didn't care about her, when I went to see her, I found that her little face was flushed, she told me that she had a headache, I touched it, it was broken, and her forehead was very hot, so I quickly took it to the hospital to see." But don't worry, it's all right, it's all right. I was afraid that you would be worried, so I didn't tell you. ”

When I heard this, I burst into tears, and I said, "Oh my God, why didn't you tell me? Why do you have a fever, Ruan Dazhi doesn't care? No, I want to go home to see her, I want to take her away, I don't want her to be over there anymore." ”

He hurriedly said: "Sister, steady, steady, don't be impatient, you listen to me." I have communicated with Ruan Dazhi many times, I asked him this question tentatively, now he will not give the child to you, he is the kind of person who wants to play one out of the other, you know, he can't get around the corner, no matter how you say it. I said that the child you take away the hukou with him, and you can also get the house, he doesn't believe me, he thinks that Yan Yan must be there for him. If you come back now, you can't take Yan Yan away, and you are just stable now, how can you live with Yan Yan, you can't do your job, and you can't support her. Don't worry, don't panic, I will take care of Yan Yan here, I guarantee that Yan Yan will not have any mistakes, okay? You can work over there with peace of mind, as you told me, the salary there is several times as much as before, and that is enough. When you make enough money, you come back here, and I'll give you some money to buy a small house, find a quiet job, and then take Yan Yan over, okay? Listen to me. ”

While he was saying these words, I kept crying, and when I thought that when I was living a chic and happy life here, Yan Yan was living a life over there that my father didn't care about my own mother, and my heart was like a knife. But what Brother Monkey said is all right, and I can't refute it. Now, what ability do I have to take care of my face?

After he finished speaking, I was still crying, and I said, "Little brother, do you think I'm very selfish? I'm living so chic here, I also go to the beach to play, but Yan Yan is alone there suffering and enduring the pain of missing my mother, am I the most selfish mother in the world?"

He comforted: "Sister, you can't think about the problem from this angle. Although Ruan Dazhi doesn't care about Yan Yan, after all, he is her own father, and he is not much worse than her. As for getting sick, it's impossible for a child not to get sick. You can relax, I will go to see her from time to time, I will ensure her safety, I will educate her well, and now I have also launched Ono, and Ono will also play with me from time to time. You can make money and work over there with peace of mind, if there is a suitable man, you can talk about it, don't worry about anything, we are relatives now, and Yan Yan is my niece. You don't have so much psychological baggage, let it go. You've had such a hard time for so many years, and I only hope for one thing now, that is, you're happy. Yan Yan, I will never care, don't worry. ”

I choked up even more, and I said, "I owe you so much, how can I repay you?

He said, "Sister, isn't it here again?" I said, I don't have a sister in my life, you are my own sister. As for all the bastard things I said, just don't take it seriously. I am good to Yan Yan now, it is my fate with Yan Yan, and it is also my fate with you. Maybe I owed you in the last life, and I will pay it back in this life. And seriously, I really don't think I've helped you a lot, a lot of things are effortless to do, Yan Yan is so big, and so well-behaved, she is happy to take her to do anything, and she doesn't add to my burden, she eats and sleeps very well, I don't think I've done a lot, but I think Yan Yan makes my life happier. ”

He was always so open-minded, but he always made me feel helpless, and I said, "I really don't know what to say except thank you." I can only say that if I can be good in the future, I will repay you for all the good you have today, really. ”

He smiled: "It's emotional again, isn't it, just don't cry." I don't need you to repay, your best reward is to live happily and happily, and ensure that the next time I see you again, your face will be flushed. Eat more, every time I see you thin like that, it hurts to watch. ”

I said, "Okay." So are you, take care of yourself. ”

He said, "Don't worry. I'm fine. ”

We exchanged a few more pleasantries, then said goodbye to each other and hung up the phone. I felt sad, thinking of the current powerless situation, thinking of Yan Yan's loneliness, and thinking of Brother Monkey's love for me, I couldn't help but cry bitterly.

I must work hard, stand up well, and have my own foothold in this city as soon as possible like Zhang Hui and others. Brother Monkey is right, if a person can't even take care of himself, how can he take care of others.

Now I can't give Yan Yan any happiness. But I believe that I will be able to give her happiness in the future. Shu Hua, struggle, I said to myself in my heart.