166 Crazy for whom

He lit a cigarette and held me in one hand, and I lay lazily in his arms and said lazily, "Got along with M?"

He turned his head to look at me, and the hand holding me slid lightly across my face, and then said, "Blind thought." ()”

I smiled, a little tired of this untechnical disguise. I slipped out of his hand and hid under the covers.

He immediately pinched his cigarette, turned me over, scooped me out of the quilt, held my face and said, "Stupid woman, I miss you so much, I'm going crazy thinking about it." ”

I smiled and said faintly, "Yes? I didn't feel ......."

He smiled too, helplessly. I tried to keep slipping, but he grabbed me again and wrapped me tightly in his arms to keep me from slipping. I was angry and said, "Hey, I want to sleep." ”

He said, "Then sleep in my arms." ”

I said, "Yan Bin, are you looking for me just for this?"

He didn't understand, he said, "For what?"

I didn't explain, but he figured it out again, he pinched my nose, and said, "I told you not to think about it." ”

I was a little angry, and I hated that he was halfway through talking. I sat up with a "whew", and I said, "I've played and touched, I've touched and touched, it's time to get down to business, right?"

He looked at me with some irritation, and he said, "Don't say that." ”

Again, I emphasize the words "get down to business". He pulled me into his arms again and said, "Wait a minute, I want to hug you right now." ”

I sighed, and I said, "I don't know what you think of me in your heart." ”

He kissed me on the forehead and said, "The person I trust the most, my future wife, the one with whom I have spent my life." ”

I was stunned, and I said, "Yan Bin, don't bluff me with these. Just tell me what exactly you're doing right now. ”

He said: "I don't want to tell you too much, I am now you far away from my current life, the farther away the better. Shu Hua, I'm in a very difficult situation right now, and I don't want me to affect you. ”

I said, "I don't understand. ”

"You don't need to understand, you know one thing," he said. That's the only one in my heart, and that's you. Otherwise, I would have left that day, and I would not have looked back for you. That's what makes me the most uncomfortable, my dear, and I can't control the urge to find you myself. ”

I smiled helplessly, and I said, "Are you using me?" or is it out of your heart?"

He let go of me suddenly, got up and walked to the table, took his briefcase, took out a box, and said, "This is a birthday present for you, and I know you must be sad that day you didn't receive my blessing." But I have been preparing this gift and want to find the most suitable opportunity to give it to you in person. ”

Very delicate box, I got it in my hand and it was heavy. I opened it and saw that there was a golden comb lying inside, the style of the mahogany comb, the length and width were about the same, and it was made of gold, no wonder it was so heavy.

He said, "All my thoughts are here." I just got my first month's salary, and I bought it with my full salary. ”

Of course, I know the meaning of giving a comb, one comb to the end, the second comb to the white hair and eyebrows, and the third comb to the full house of children and grandchildren. The comb can be said to be the deepest token that a man can give to a woman.

I looked at this heavy gift, I didn't know what to say, and I had mixed feelings. I said, "You still have a lot of debts...... Why are you so expensive. ”

He said, "To prove my love for you. I know you won't believe me what I say now. But Shu Hua, I didn't mean to let you down. ”

I frowned, and I said, "What's so hard to say?"

He shook his head, and he said, "You won't understand, and you don't need to know." Shu Hua, I just hope that you have a stable job now, take good care of yourself, and wait for me peacefully, okay?"

I said, "I can't wait for you, wait for you to become someone else's groom?

His eyes flickered a little, but he nodded anyway, and he said, "Yes." ”

At that moment, I felt my heart sink suddenly. I feel like I can't love anymore, so fast, with everything?...... Hehe.

He looked at me with pain in his eyes and said, "I'm sorry I had to...... Hey, people are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves. ”

I sneered, and I said, "Yan Bin, where is your former pride? Do you have to lick other people's toes now to be alive?"

He said: "I don't explain, I know you look down on me now. I also knew that I was going against my principles, but with her every day, I had to fake myself like that to gain her trust. ”

I laughed a few times, and my heart was extremely painful, and I said, "Yan Bin, since you have chosen to climb the high branches, why do you have to turn back and provoke me, a wild fruit that is crawling on the ground? How can you bear it? I have already lived hard enough, and if you want to walk your sunny avenue, go and walk quickly! Why do you want to turn back?"

I laughed so hard that tears came out, he came over and kissed my tears, I pushed him away, he said, "Shu painting, don't be sad." I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been looking for you. I know I shouldn't have turned back at this time. Hehe, it's a failure to be a man to the point where I am. I'm sorry, Shu Hua, maybe you will understand me later. Maybe, you won't forgive me for the rest of your life, hehe......"

He smiled helplessly, I looked him in the eye, and I said, "What is there that is worth sacrificing your dignity in exchange? Is that kind of wealth? That kind of high life? Is that flashy upper class? Yanbin, I look down on you." I look down on you who rely on women to get up. ”

He shook his head, and he said, "No, neither." I said it, you won't understand, and I can't explain it. Shu Hua, are you still willing to trust me? Are you still willing to let me trust you?"

His face was crumpled and he cried, tears flashing in his eyes, and he tried his best to hold back. I asked softly, "If I choose not to ask, will you tell me everything and tell me word for word when the time is right in the future?"

He nodded, and he said, "If there is a day, I will." ”

I said, "Are you sure you don't have feelings for M?

He nodded and said firmly, "I'm sure." ”

I said, "Are you going to hurt me, are you going to use me, are you going to use me as a tool for you to achieve something?"

He said, "I swear that if I make you use you as a tool, I will not die a good death, and I will never be a man again for the rest of my life." ”

I said, "Yan Bin, how long do you want me to wait for you?"

"The shortest is one year, the longest is three years," he said. ”

I said again, "Yan Bin, what would happen to you if I met another man?"

He said, "If I succeed, I'll snatch you from other men, no matter where you are." If I don't make it, I'll bless you. ”

I smiled and I said, "Do you want me to make a bet with you......?

He shook his head and said, "Shu Hua, I know I'm very selfish like this. However, the person I want to be with me for the rest of my life is you. ”

I said, "Okay, I'll bet with you." ”

He was so surprised that he was stunned, and he said, "Really, why? I thought you wouldn't believe me anymore." ”

I said, "Because you're the man I've chosen for a thousand times, I don't want to admit I'm blind." ”

He was overjoyed and pounced on me and wanted to kiss me, but I quickly pushed it away, and I said, "However, I have the conditions." ”

He said, "You will promise you what I can do." ”

I said, "Can you and M avoid physical contact?"

He nodded, and he said, "I've always avoided it unless I had to." And I can't do it with her. I thought I wouldn't be able to do it again, but I didn't expect it to succeed today......"

I said, "Well, you don't have a ...... with her."

He nodded, and he said, "Hmm." I'll try to avoid it in the future, I'm already making all kinds of excuses to prevaricate her request. ”

I said, "What is your relationship now?"

He said, "I, the vice president of the company. She is the general manager of the company. She said to the outside world, I am her...... Fiance. ”

After he finished speaking, my eyes quickly dimmed again. He stretched his face over and said, "Last time I hit the left, today I hit the right." ”

I looked at him helplessly, and I said, "You have to choose this way, don't you? There's no other way, right?"

He nodded, and he said, "Well, no." ”

I said, "Okay. It doesn't matter what you want to do. In short, take good care of yourself. ”

He said, "Hehe, you still care so much about me. ”

I smiled wryly, "You've been forcing me to get on your thief ship, including now, haven't you?"

He reached out and stroked my face, and he said, "I've wronged you." ”

I said, "Don't touch it, I'm dirty." ”

He shook and put his hand down. He said, "I know that I have always left a wound in your heart. I didn't want to have a relationship with my children anymore, so I said, "Tell me, what did you know about what I told you last time?"

He leaned against the head of the bed, and said: "Preserved Egg has made a lot of moves recently, and Qin Xinhao's disappearance is likely to be related to him, and I am still investigating." In addition, Lin Xi may have something to do with Mr. Huang's death. ”

I was excited, and I said, "What are you talking about?

He frowned, and he said, "That's why I want you to investigate her." If I guessed correctly, she's helping with the preserved eggs. ”

I said, "But where did you know that?"

"I have my channel," he said. Honey, you should be closer to her, and it would be better if you could use her to see the preserved eggs. It would be nice if it was certain that there was a connection between her and Preserved Eggs. ”

I said, "She did mention that she had a big brother covered her, but she didn't say who it was, and she said that she didn't see each other often, and she only saw each other when she had something." ”