It took a week to soak in the night market every day, mingle with the men, women and children who set up stalls all year round, and buy a lot of useless stall goods to go home. Wang Ling said, "I'll go, will you put yourself to death like this?"

I said, "Then you can't just start setting up a stall blindly, you have to understand it deeply before making a decision." ”

She smiled and said, "You're really going to go." Ha ha. ”

I said, "Well, I still have to buy a house." There is no man to rely on, so you can only rely on yourself to fight hard. ”

She was overjoyed, she said: "I appreciate you more and more, let's just get together together, you support me in the future, you don't have to buy a house, make do with me." ”

I laughed and I said, "I don't want to use utensils for the rest of my life." ”

She didn't react at first, but after being stunned for five seconds, she suddenly understood what I meant, and was so angry that she beat me desperately with her hand, and then said, "You're getting more and more obscene now, haha......"

I said, "You know what, this is a down-to-earth life." My life now is like a bun in a breakfast master's steamer, plump and white, steaming. ”

She laughed, "You're hot now, and I'm completely out of temper with this little guy." ”

She has entered the third trimester, not to mention the continuous weight gain, both legs are swollen, and she often cramps at night, and after applying so much olive oil, it doesn't have much effect, and the stretch marks are all popping up.

She said, "Could you have been like me when you were pregnant?"

I said, "No, I was very easy to get pregnant, except that my belly was getting bigger and bigger, I didn't feel much of it." ”

She had cramps again, and I quickly helped her stretch her calves, and she grinned in pain, and she said, "Hey, I envy you." Look at you, you gave birth to a child so early, and now you don't have anything to worry about, and you are going to the future. ”

I said, "Come on, you are a child who struggled to have a car and a house, killing three birds with one stone." I don't have anything but a kid right now. ”

No matter how wonderful a woman's life is, it will be bleak in the matter of having children. No matter how free and easy a woman is, she will have so many years of silence due to pregnancy and childbirth. The topic of women and children has endured. Born early, born late, all have to be born after all, and Dink's thinking is still too avant-garde. No, cold, Chen You, who has always been free and easy, also reported the good news, saying that she was pregnant.

For a while, Wang Ling seemed to have found a bosom friend, and the two of them discussed each other's experiences and encouraged each other on WeChat all day long. In the blink of an eye, everyone is really a mother. Time is useless.

Wang Haoran finally found Zhang Hui, who hid in a small town in Sanya, Hainan Province, and opened a small milk tea house. The two of them washed the lead and began to live a paradise life there, and even the photos posted had a little more happiness.

WeChat is indeed very powerful, we are in the north and south, but we can clearly know everyone's daily life. Chen You complains about the simplicity and monotony of life from time to time, and misses the time when the four of them walked together; Zhang Hui has experienced so much, his face exudes a quiet atmosphere, and he is no longer as eager for quick success as before; Wang Ling is by my side every day, needless to say, the focus of her life is me except for the baby in her belly; and Yan Bin, as always mysterious, never sends pictures, you can only see his black avatar, feeling that his whole person is shrouded in darkness, and you can't really see what he's busy with......

I stared at Yan Bin's avatar for a long time, and his >

I only found out this name today, and suddenly it felt like Yan Binshu painting for a lifetime, and then carefully checked the pinyin, and found that it was really ...... At that moment, I couldn't tell what it was like to have a feeling in my heart.

Is that what I thought about too much, or was he really like that? I...... It's a little messy.

I didn't receive his birthday wishes. On that day, although I didn't send a photo, Wang Ling posted a photo of their celebration to me in the circle of friends. It stands to reason that he should have seen it. But a large number of people replied or blessed him, but he did not. He was forever silent in that darkness, and he couldn't see any movement from him.

After I told him about the last time, he didn't hear back. I was in a daze when the phone rang and I was shaking with fear. I found out he called.

I picked it up, and he asked me, "Is it convenient now?"

I said, "What's wrong?"

He said, "I'm on a business trip to County X under City A, alone. Can you come here?"

I was stunned for a moment, my brain "boomed", and it went blank, and I just subconsciously said, "Why?"

He said: "There are some things I want to tell you, but I can't say them clearly on the phone. Can you come? It's still too late to take a taxi, an hour and a half. ”

I hesitated to go, and he said, "I rarely have such a chance to be alone, Shu Hua." ”

I wanted to refuse, but I said, "Okay, you send me the address." ”

He sighed with relief, and he said, "Well, I'll send you WeChat." Hang up, be careful on the road. ”

This is the first WeChat message I have received from him since I joined him. He was so silent that I thought he wasn't playing at all> so I said to Wang Ling: "I have a little urgency to go out at night, and I may not be able to come back." ”

She already knew everything about my life, and knew that I had no reason to go out at night, so she asked in surprise, "Why are you going, it's so late?" ”

I was afraid that she would suspect what happened to Yan Bin and me, so I made up a lie, I said, "WeChat made an appointment with a netizen to meet, you know." ”

She laughed "poof", she said, "I'm sweating, you actually made an appointment with pao." ”

I laughed too, and I said, "I'm a normal woman, you know." ”

I have subverted her three views, she said, "Haha, I obey you." You're getting more and more open, and you have a future, girl. Go ahead, come on, and come back tomorrow to report the results. ”

I winked at her, changed into nice clothes with my bag, and put on light makeup before going out.

She laughed at me constantly, and she probably didn't think I would be so edgy. As everyone knows, I just don't want her to worry too much.

I went out and didn't take a taxi, I drove the car directly to the suburb county, and relied on the navigation all the way to find the hotel he said.

I gave the room number and the waiter showed me the way. My heart was flustered, I hadn't seen him for so long, and my whole heart was beating very fast. When I got to the door, I was still a little hesitant, and I was hesitating to knock on the door, when the door suddenly opened, and then a large hand pulled me inside, and then quickly closed the door.

I was about to scream, my mouth was covered, he hugged me hard and panted loudly, then let go of the hand covering my mouth, kissed me and moved me to the bed, and then pushed me down on the bed, and the whole person rode on me, I didn't have time to see his face.

He grabbed my hand and straddled me, naked, with a bath towel around his lower body, and I could vaguely see it...... I struggled, he smiled slightly, looked at me affectionately, and said, "Don't move, obedient, let me watch you for two minutes." ”

After saying that, he took my hand and pulled me up, then got down from me, and then hugged me in his arms, and kissed me the forehead, as if he missed the real appearance of hatred.

I didn't laugh or make a fuss, I just watched him quietly. He had lost weight, his chin had become more visible, his cheekbones had protruded on both sides, his hair seemed to have been specially groomed, every end of it was neatly groomed, his body was beginning to smell like his old faint fruitiness again, his eyelids were still so deep, his eyelashes were still so long, the muscles on his face were a little loose because of the thinness, and when he laughed, the corners of his eyes began to have slight lines...... He is the Yan Bin, the one from before, not the one who belongs to me......

I stroked his face, he grabbed my hand, and we stared at each other affectionately, for a long, long time, and almost at the same time, we said the same thing: "You have lost weight......"

At that moment, I wanted to cry, I didn't hesitate to hug his waist, the whole person was close to his arms, breathing hard the familiar breath, he hugged me tightly, his hand held my hand, shook and shook hard.

The second thing he said was, "I'm sorry, I'm a jerk." ”

I said softly, "You are, you're just a jerk." ”

He said, "Letting you suffer." It's me who is selfish. ”

I said, "What the are you doing now? Can you be honest with me?"

He hugged me tighter, and he said, "I hate to push you far, far away with all my might, but the next second I will regret it, I can't get you back at once." ”

I said, "You didn't answer my question. Yanbin, tell me why you did that. ”

He said, "Shu Hua, I miss you so much." But I'm incompetent, I can't have you. ”

I said, "Can you stop avoiding it?"

He stopped me talking, kissed me hard, then tore my clothes and kneaded me hard. I closed my eyes, feeling his long-lost enthusiasm, and I didn't ask any more questions, for I would have been annoyed, mad, and hated to kick him away.

But now, I didn't want to break free, I didn't want to ask anything, and since he was so eager for me, I cooperated. I catered to him with enthusiasm, with a passion I had never felt before.

He drank, and I felt like we had all the love we'd had for the rest of our lives...... It's been a long time, he's fine, he's recovered, how did he recover, he's been with him?...... Accompanied by a series of question marks, the love yu drowned me and also drowned him, and at the most affectionate moment, I pressed his arm and bit down a deep imprint......

I think all my anger and incomprehension are hidden in that seal.