We had this meal for a long, long time. I drank three or four bottles of rice wine that I brought up. Brother Monkey drank more than me, because he always lost his punches, and every time he lost, he would fill himself with half a cup and then drink it all.

We laughed all the time, and the laughter was so loud that everyone around us looked sideways. Life was hard, but we were very happy at that moment. One of the great blessings in life is to meet a friend who smells like you, and accompany you to a drunken game without asking the reason.

By the time it was time to settle the bill, we were both staggering drunk. The amount of alcohol in the half year with Yan Bin was much better, and I was much more sober than Brother Monkey. We hooked up shoulder to shoulder, good buddies to the bar, he trembling hands can't pull out the bills, I straight out of his wallet a few hundred yuan bills, and then said very arrogantly: "This meal, I invite!"

He laughed and hooked my nose with his hand, so drunk that I couldn't stand up with a red face, and the weight of the whole person weighed on me. I carried him out, trying to get him a ride to get him back, but he insisted on sending me back to the hotel.

The room I booked was not far from where we ate, and we walked slowly and leisurely for a short while, Brother Monkey tilted and poured from time to time, and I also felt dizzy, and the stamina of the wine came up. Brother Monkey said drunkly: "Sister, every time I see you, I feel like it's the last one, I cherish it very much, I ......"

I covered his mouth with my hand, and I said, "Don't say anything, just bury something in your heart." Sister understands, and you have to understand. When you have a family, you live like a man, take good care of your relatives, and train your daughter-in-law well. Men need good women to train them, and women need good men to train them......"

It was hard for me to be drunk and still talk about such a big thing, he also covered my mouth, and he said, "Sister, we don't talk about this, we don't talk about this." I knew I was having fun tonight, really. I've been so happy since I got to know you. Every time I see you, it's like running home to see my mother when I got a certificate of award when I was a child...... Sister, you mean a lot to me, you must not contact me, you know?"

Such a heavy feeling made my heart warm and palpitating at the same time, and I suddenly thought of Rainie Yang's "Ambiguous", which has a lyric called: "I can only accompany you here." ”

I hummed softly, he put his hand around my neck, and sang loudly with me, we sang and sang and sang and sang tears, he wiped a handful of tears, and then said, "Sister, the more mature you are, the more you understand that your choice is right." We are indeed better suited to be confidants. ”

I patted him on the shoulder, and I said, "Go back, sister, I hope that the next time I see you, you will be happy, and Ono will be happy." A family of three, young and having everything, what a beautiful life this is. ”

He stopped, and I staggered forward without looking back, and he suddenly shouted: "Sister, don't you really regret your original decision?"

I was stunned, I stopped, I looked back, I said, "I regret it, but I don't regret it." You're the most worthy woman I've ever met, come on, little brother!"

I made a cheering gesture, and at that moment, he smiled, a little bitter, but also a little relieved. I turned my head and strode forward, and I couldn't help but laugh too, laughing and laughing, and suddenly tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes...... How can I not regret it, such a beautiful day, such a good man, such a good time, I used to have it at my fingertips, but I gave up......

He didn't chase after him, I think, he has already got the answer I gave, he is relieved. I know what I mean to him, like a distant landscape, desperately chasing, endless admiration and love, but this landscape only belongs to the distance. It is an ineffable emotion, and only those who understand it understand that subtle beauty.

This night, I was drunk. Asking for it but not being able to do it is sometimes a kind of realm.

I took a shower and lay down, I don't know what kind of storm he's going to face when he comes home, but that's his life, and he's going to have to take it. The things of the wind and snow are unrealistic, and I have been living in his fantasy of the wind and snow.

Sleepiness hit, and I fell asleep with a heavy head. When we met again the next day, he was fine, and so was I, as if nothing had happened to us and nothing had been said. He smiled and said good morning, and I smiled and responded, "Morning." ”

I accompanied Yan Yan all day, and every time I was inseparable, not to mention, the childish childish children's words also made me feel worried.

With sadness and reluctance, I returned to City A and went back to continue working hard in my life. The small store still didn't recruit anyone, the samples and goods in the store were almost laid out, and I published my contact information and the list and price of the items in the store at the door of the store, but from time to time someone came to ask.

Every cosmetic product sold, I first helped check the relevant information, to make sure that it is genuine and then sold to the other party, the same product, because of the difference in the shelf life, so the price is nearly one-third cheaper, a spread of ten to hundred, and slowly a lot of girls come to buy. One girl said, "If you buy a genuine product at such a low price, even if a bottle of cream is used as a body lotion for a month, it is cost-effective." ”

Fortunately, not long after the store opened, I found a girl who seemed to be quick with her hands and feet at the intermediary, who was also from Sichuan, called Xiaohuan. Because I am a fellow countryman, I am very kind, and the salary I give is a basic salary + commission, and she also accepts it. In this way, the small shop was successfully opened, and I was finally able to free up my hands and do my job well.

Li Dadao has been busy again recently, and he has taken all the cosmetics agency rights of this manufacturer of facial masks, spending a lot of money, and the pressure has become greater. He began to slowly expand his manpower, originally I was alone in City A, but now he recruited two people for me to govern, and instantly felt as if I had gone to the next level.

The work slowly went smoothly, and at first the two people were not used to it, and I always felt that the work was not very well distributed, but after a few days of running-in, I knew what to do. Before entering this industry, I always felt that this job was inferior to sitting in an office building, but after entering this industry, I slowly found that the work that is not visible does not mean that there is no way out, as long as you do it seriously, there will be a way out in any line of work.

I shared all the insights and work experience I gained with the two new girls, both of whom had just graduated and were still in the confusion period of their lives, thinking that finding such a job was just a temporary choice. How many people who have just come out of society fantasize about what kind of work they can do and what kind of person they can become from the beginning, and they always feel that they are particularly wronged in the initial stage. In fact, everyone starts from the beginning, and no one is an exception.

The two girls reminded me of Lin Xi and Chen Xiaoye at the beginning, and they were like this at that time, with their own beautiful hopes and ardent wishes for life, they devoted themselves to work, hoping to make their own achievements. It's just that in the blink of an eye, one is married to a woman, and the other seems to be glamorous but hides countless filth...... Think about it, a woman's youth really doesn't have a few years. Over the years, among the women I have met, it is probably Chen You who lives the most freely, who has played crazy at the age when he should have played, worked hard when he should have worked hard, laid the foundation of life, and also decadently lived the decadence that youth should have, and chose to return to Ning when he was tired of playing, and since then he has washed his hands and made soup, and his life is so complete that it is enviable.

Who remembers the crazy prodigal woman in C with a strange man in the middle of the night? You can deny her life, you can denigrate her past, but you have to admit that she is a winner in life. Looking at all the women around her, she has her own failures and greatness, but her life is without regrets, as she said in WeChat: "I know what I want, and I also know that I will get what I want." I've always lived on my own, I was, I am, and I will be. There's no reason why he shouldn't love me, because I deserve to be loved. ”

I stared at that passage for a long, long time, and she still looked so pure now in a simple lounge dress with her hair in a bun in her man's arms. The sludge and dust in those dark nights were all washed away, and there was not a single trace left.

Women who are loved are happy. Zhang Hui has also become well-behaved, no longer as bewitching and sexy as before, and began to be willing to wear an apron and Wang Haoran to tann their skin on the beach, and told us with a smile that they are trying to get pregnant, and occasionally there are quarrels and discords between them, but Wang Haoran is not a man who likes to turn over old accounts, so they are happy most of the time.

Wang Ling and I, who are still living in wandering and restlessness, can only rely on each other to comfort each other. The sanatorium was heavily guarded, so that she and Qin Xinhao could only contact each other through WeChat to complain about the pain of lovesickness. And Yan Bin and I haven't been in touch for a long time.

Wang Ling said that Pidan was still looking for her, constantly looking for her in various ways, and even invited her parents to tea, but as everyone knows, her relationship with her parents has long been weak, and her parents don't know where she went.

Lin Xi and I are in constant contact, always hoping to get some information about Wang Ling from me. But with her, I never mentioned Wang Ling, and she had no choice. On this day, I drove my car to a big trade fair with two new girls, and the merchant provided us with a free booth.

I asked the two girls to stay there, walked around the venue by myself, took notes on some brands on the spot, and made brief communication and exchanges with the staff of some manufacturers to see if I could find any business opportunities.