What exactly is this?

Wave after wave of suffering, gentle and endless.

Adults think that they can distinguish between right and wrong, and they all think that they have reason and will not be easily deceived, but with such a simple linear passage of time, I have been deceived for so many years.

I don't know what else is presumptuous in my heart, but there must be something, dark and massive. Every time I get rid of the outside world, the dark and massive monster will be revealed. I couldn't see it, I didn't need to see it, and the discomfort just permeated my body.

It seems that there is something alien about to break out of the body.

Yuan Changwen wanted to die, but he didn't grieve to that extent. The monster stretched out its hands, and the invisible hands easily locked my neck, and they just pinched it too hard.

What is it? What kind of monster?

After removing time, what is left, and how does that monster survive the explosion of time removal?

Yuan Changwen felt that his thinking was beginning to be chaotic, completely stream of consciousness, and he had no intention of organizing language at all. It seems that I can't organize my words, and my feelings are so jerky.

Are the parents still there? The word filial piety is so powerful and emotional that people don't dare to approach it at all. However, why filial piety, and who can give an effective answer to this question?

Where are the parents after the removal time?

Aren't these tables, rooms, ideas, family, oneself, and so on just pictorial elements that we perceive at the moment?

I can't read or hear clearly, and I always think that the past is the past and the present is the present. Always think that your present is formed due to the accumulation of the past, and always think that it all seems to be full of connections.

Contact a fart!

The so-called past, the so-called causal relationship, are also only the pictorial elements that are perceived at the moment. Why explain the elements of the picture in terms of the elements of the picture, and why do you believe that the elements of the picture are real?

That awareness is transformed into memory, into sound, into time and space, into you, me, and him, and that's it.

Those beautiful memories, those painful memories, those ordinary days, those beautiful transiences, are all just pictorial elements that we perceive at this moment!

Yuan Changwen really wants to crumple all this together, time and space, the past and the future, himself and others, life and work, parents and family, etc., all crumpled together and then thrown away.

I don't understand what else to think about, even the universe is just a visual element of awareness, what else is there to think about?

Is it the tears of the parents? Is it the smile of the parents? Is it the reluctance to disturb the leisure of the parents? Or is it the inferiority of the self-esteem that you dare not accept the love of your parents?

Accept it indifferently and then ignore the return. I don't need to think about filial piety, and I don't need to ask for any care. I don't want to be filial to my parents because of my parents' care, and I don't blame my parents because of their control, all this doesn't exist at all!

If you have to think about your parents in everything you do, this is a kind of presumptuousness, that is, a distortion in the mind. In other words, when you think about others, or refer to something, it all becomes a trade-off of the mind.

It's still a trick for the characters.

Does it have anything to do with me if my parents are sad? Why do I carry the banner of "making my parents smile"?

Is this real? Not real.

It is just a traditional virtue that has been practiced by society for thousands of years, and if you do this or strive to do this, you will be praised by others. Plump up the character attributes, and it's just a simple means to fear that bewitching woman.

If you are not filial to your parents, is there anything wrong with that?

Is there anything wrong with others refuting my theory?

What can't happen?

Killing family members to cheat on insurance, drugging parents to receive inheritances, stealing babies in exchange for money...... What's not to do?

Don't ask "what if this happened to me?" or anything like that, because it's just a matter of waste, just a build-up of emotions, a product of fear.

Yes, I have not yet reached the point where I can see through all things, and I have not yet taken everything as a natural courtesy. But I don't want to continue to treat bad things as bad things, because that's just a human distortion.

My opponent is not the content of fear, but the truth or not.

That awareness is everything, and there is no such thing as a parent or a lover. Even if there is a real parent or lover, those responsibilities are just forced distortions.

Only that awareness, then what are the eyes seeing?

Yuan Changwen felt a burst of amusement, as if he had been fighting in the game for life, and then suddenly turned off by others. What the hell is all this, what am I doing? What the hell is that dark, massive monster?

I don't know!

Yuan Changwen's heart was tearing, and the uncomfortable smell was like the stench of a sewer, and it was bubbling out.

I don't understand how parents can live outside of time, and I don't understand how money can live outside of cause and effect.

There is no time, and the fond memories of the past are only the pictorial elements that are perceived in the moment. Parents are just one of the elements of a picture, what's so special?

There is no cause and effect, and the so-called cause and effect are only the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment. Money is just the biggest cause and effect, and with money you can do whatever you want. But this kind of thinking is only a visual element that is perceived at the moment. I can't even be sure of the simple cause and effect of buying things with money!

I have a glass of juice in my hand, which I just bought at the supermarket. But how do I know for sure that the juice is really the juice I just bought, and is it really the juice that I paid for?

How scary is money in my mind?

Constantly trying to obtain, weighing and analyzing with the distortion in the mind, it seems that the amount of money has become the only criterion for measuring life. Although he said no, he knew very well in his heart that money was the only measure of life.

Thousands of years ago, the world was not like this. So, how will the world be measured in a few hundred years? Perhaps, if I live in this world, I will have to obey the rules of this world.

But where is the world?

The world I perceive at this moment is only a pictorial element that I perceive at this moment, just a small place in front of me. How do I know that other places still exist? How do I know that the world really evolved according to the history books?

Yuan Changwen suddenly found that he couldn't seem to remember the high-minded talk he had before, what industry situation, and what the latest developments in the empire. These things seem to be like distant starry skies, just bright dots, but they can't be seen at all.

Words based on the linear passage of time are all nonsense.