Chapter 1208: The First Step 608

Let's die, I really want to die.

The twist in my head doesn't have the right to continue, and I don't know how to live.

Not thinking about it, just going with the flow of problems, this kind of lifestyle is very unaccustomed.

I've always liked to analyze, weigh the pros and cons with the twists in my head, and then choose the best option possible.

Unfortunately, I don't know if the so-called optimal is really optimal.

There is nothing worth choosing, and the reason why the problem becomes a problem is completely the pull of emotions, which makes it seem that the issue is very important, and it seems that you must think carefully to weigh the choice.

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Or, just to highlight the character attributes, "what kind of person am I", and then forcibly make some choices.

That's right, but it's not a slash.

Throw away the characters, throw it all away, destroy all.

There's no need to guess what the presentation of the elements of the picture is trying to tell me, and there's no need to guess what you're going to do.

Put the cart before the horse.

Go with the flow first, then you can make a move with the flow.

Instead of guessing with a twist in the mind, it is also because fear stands behind it that this kind of behavior occurs.

I don't know what else I can do, anyway, I'm not done at the moment, I still regard the role of Yuan Changwen as my own.

The reality of the world seems unquestionable, but there is no way to determine its authenticity.

This kind of unreal thing is the object of killing.

Including myself, the knife bearer and the slashed person are not real.

It is the presentation of picture elements, a theatrical performance that destroys the stage.

I don't know what to do, I don't know what I don't know, it's just that fear makes me have to do something.

It seems that you can't feel at ease if you don't do something, but even if you do something, you can't necessarily achieve your goals, it's just wishful thinking.

Effort is peace of mind, and doing something is a compromise with fear.

Only by dying can this be over.

Characters are not qualified to survive, no matter how beautiful this world is, unreal is unreal.

Even if it's all just for fun, even if the whole binary world is for fun, I'm still going to destroy the characters, I'm still going to destroy all of this.

How beautiful the music is, how sweet those movies are, the beauty that can be spoken, all of them are going to die.

There is nothing in the reality, and the black reality is frightening.

I don't know why the role of Yuan Changwen is so tenacious, of course, it is also because of my own hesitation, after all, I am the role of Yuan Changwen, I am this thinking, I am false.

The idea that "the other party hurt me, so I must not play with the other party" is just a character attribute.

And children, when they cry and laugh, I don't do that.

Not only that, but I laugh at children, but I can't see my own absurdity.

Character attributes aren't worth grabbing at all, except that everyone thinks it's worth grabbing, and trying to maintain character attributes just makes me tired.

Without me, the role of Yuan Changwen is just a carrier, and nothing can be talked about.

So, why can't it be like this and that?

Isn't the impulse in your heart more important than the so-called behavioral norms?

Often they have an impulse in their own heart, and then they often suppress this impulse through a distortion in their mind, because it does not conform to any valid conclusion drawn from the distortion in their mind.

And it seems that, after you have suppressed this impulse, reality will always cause waves, as if encouraging yourself to meet the impulse of your heart.

Fear makes me afraid to throw away the present, I dare not discard the existing character attributes, and the deepest part is the fear of "no role".

In a straight line, upward fluctuations are positive and positive, and downward fluctuations are negative emotions such as panic, anxiety, and entanglement.

And no matter what kind of fluctuations, it is fear that controls it.

There are no fluctuations, just a relaxed and natural state, maybe the state after the slash is completed.

While resisting those negative emotions, I also lost those positive ones.

I don't have any fear, what do I have to work hard and persevere?

The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, even if I have been doing something, I will not think that it is a struggle, and I will not have this feeling in my heart.

Can you really judge others by your own actions?

No, it's just a picture element, and the assumption of "whether someone else is a real person" can't be determined at all, and there is no way to discuss any questions about human beings.

Death, what else is there to say.

However, I seem to have a lot to say, and I feel that my former self has been deceived so deeply.

This feeling of not vomiting and unpleasantness cannot be suppressed at all.

A lot of words, it seems to have been said many chapters ago, but I seem to have forgotten them.

Even the old days seem to be gradually forgotten, and there is nothing to remember about what is not real.

I don't have to try to do anything, because I'm just going to ruin the character and ruin the life.

The urge to do something for life is entirely out of fear, not a choice at all.

The impulse with a state of fear is not a heartbeat at all.

The tension in my heart is really annoying.

I don't know why the elements of the picture are presented, but there is nothing to argue about when they are presented.

Anyway, the role of Yuan Changwen is not me, and it doesn't hurt to kill the character.

The world is not real, and I don't understand why the distortion in my mind can still continue to play with me, and I can still be arrogant.

When I wasn't paying attention, the distortion in my brain crept in, and when I reacted, I had been controlled by the distortion in my head for a long time.

The blessing of fear forced me to hold on to something, but it didn't last long.

To kill a character is to open your hands in fear and see who dies first.

Patterns of behaviour that are set before they happen are.

It's like, what kind of person I am, I have to stick to this statement, and then keep injecting energy.

At the bottom, it's just "I think I'm the character of Yuan Changwen", or "The character of Yuan Changwen is real".

Don't talk about it anymore, it's just killing the character, it's killing the character.

No matter what the character grabs, just throw it together.

are all picture elements, whether the character catches filial piety, or the character grabs his wife and children, they are all thrown away together.

This is a character who is seizing filial piety, nothing more.

The character of Yuan Changwen is not, it has nothing to do with me, the picture elements are just a false presentation.

It's not enough, you have to move forward.

These words have been said countless times, but each time I have to keep saying them, constantly reminding myself.

Caught in the role, like gravity, seems simply irresistible.

The funny thing is that there is no such thing at all, and I can never escape the truth.

Whether it's disdain for the truth, or even if you want to find the truth, you can't do it.

I don't want to revise these statements anymore, and my head is a mess that seems to need to be sorted out. (https:)

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