Chapter 629: The First Step 29
Why spend this life as if it were your only life?
Of course, this is just a reminder to hurry up and tell everyone how precious time is. However, the strange thing is that people who keep saying this often do not regard this life as the only one in many cases.
When I proposed not to treat this life as the only one, my heart was subconsciously against it, and I knew that it was the character who was against it.
Do I value my time? No, I didn't value it. I'll rest, I'll waste time emotionally, I'll go to meetings knowing it's pointless. If this life was the only one, how could I be so bad?
So, in the past, I didn't agree with this statement at all, even though I often advised others to regard this life as the only one, and this breath as the last breath.
And now I don't believe in time at all.
Life has become a playground, death is no longer fear, the role of Yuan Changwen is dispensable, not to mention the self-definition of those who make up the role, it is all arbitrary.
If I knew that I had the next life, and the next life, and that I had an endless life, would the voice in my head still be noisy? Of course, I would have become very lazy, let alone have a career or anything like that. Even, I could turn into a murderer, or a heinous bad guy.
Without the words "must" and "should" in my head, I suddenly felt a lot quieter. The whole person is relaxed, and he is no longer affected by delusions. Any thought is a delusion, and any opinion is a prejudice.
It really became to go with the flow, let go of my hands, and let the "Tao" control my ship of life. I have no opinion, no self-definition, why not follow the "Tao" to start a magnificent life together?
Of course, it may be possible to go against the flow of the "Tao", and the "Tao" tells me to do this, and I want to do that. I don't have any opinion, that is, I have to work against the "Tao".
Questions? No, whatever, whatever.
Maybe, after a broken hand, I'm still happy, and I'm still looking forward to it, but what will happen next? And then I broke my leg, and it's still the same. Why are you complaining, the role of Yuan Changwen is not me, I am eternal, these are my.
Yuan Changwen was in a happy mood, as if he had unraveled something. The night sky outside the window didn't seem so dark either, and there was a real place waiting for me to get there.
I'm not done yet, so go ahead. I'm happy now, and I don't even know what was holding me back, but I'm not done yet.
Further!
As soon as I mentioned it further, it seemed that the happiness just now was fake happiness, and most of it dissipated in an instant. Although I still have some remnants of happiness, I know that it will not be long before I will return to that uncomfortable state.
However, there is no resistance.
Come, then, and let the fear of discomfort come more violently!
Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered the various lives of the empire, although it was already possible to live across galaxies, many residents of the administrative planet lived a life that was no different from the era of the home planet.
Perhaps, it is convenient to give money, perhaps, it is convenient to get around, but there is no difference in mode. Those aunts and uncles still like to sit in the square park after retirement. Although it is possible to interact with the ground, it is possible to search remotely through the device in the body.
They still like to sit together and chatter, although the content may be so-and-so on the planet next door, or some child in the other hemisphere.
You can communicate remotely through your device, but for some reason, even if you grew up remotely, you still like to communicate face-to-face when you are old. This kind of retro communication has instead become a kind of fashion among the elderly, a kind of anti-technology fashion.
Older people like to be in control, and that has nothing to do with technology. Even if there is no human driving in the empire, those old people have to toss their own driving tools. A group of old ladies and grandfathers chatted in the park, and then drove their own modified works when they went home, which was very popular!
Maybe on a strange planet, there is no high technology at all, and then you will grow old alone.
Hehe, imagining your old age is really boring. Such a barren imagination, it seems that I can imagine my life after that in a few minutes.
I'm not done yet, so go ahead.
There must be a place that is real, and I must go to that place. Even if you don't, it doesn't matter, it's all about getting rid of falsehood anyway. That real place is nothing more than a goal to move forward.
Whether there is that place or not, I want to get rid of falsehood. Although this is only speculation at this time, after the false killing is over, it will inevitably encounter the truth. Even if it's a guess, even if it's a wrong guess, it doesn't matter.
Is there no end to this road, so I don't go? Is there no such thing as truth, and I just let falsehood rule me?
No way!
Sure enough, anger is the strongest motive force to support the killing.
Yuan Changwen felt that he really wanted to rest now. It's not that I want to rest after being too tired, but I'm in a comfortable state at the moment, with no feeling of restraint and no fear of manipulation.
In this case, how do you continue to kill?
There's no motivation!
Really, one day I would pray for the coming of anger, praying for the burning of anger with hope.
However, he understands at least one thing, that is, no matter whether he can end the killing or not, he will continue to kill. Regardless of whether there is so-called truth or not, he will still continue to kill falsehood.
You don't need any goals, you don't need any reason, and even if you destroy yourself, you can't change this decision.
Yuan Changwen said this sentence very plainly and said his direction. It turns out that after really identifying the goal, there is no need for any enthusiasm at all, it is just to hide your fears.
The gaze seems to be back in the Imperial Forum, where the group of old men and women are gossiping about what they thought was secret, but in fact they are rotten. Isn't it bad for them to be like this? Nothing bad, they're bored, but at least they're smiling on their faces.
Will you still have a smile on your face?
Probably not. There is nothing to remember in this world, nothing to worry about, and there must be nothing to be happy about. Ouch, unconsciously, I don't even identify with this universe.
From childhood to adulthood, in the face of the universe, I have always been a small existence. At this moment, he seems to be extremely tall, and the whole universe is just a small toy in his head. It's all virtual data that I know, it's all in my head, it's all my own perception and distortion.
What is the truth of the universe as it is observed by the physical body? What can be observed by those instruments is all?
limitations, then it is false. Only truth is infinite.
And what is real is "I exist", that eternity, I am already eternal.
Yuan Changwen suddenly shouted loudly: "I am the King of Eternity!"
Hey?
Why do you want to add a "king"? I always think that there is a difference between high and low, and I always find it difficult to extricate myself in the world of duality.