Why are those people and things still in my head?

Since it is only the moment, since it is impossible to determine the authenticity of the memory, why do we still have the mentality of "making sure that the memory is true"? Is it just because it is convenient to live in this way?

Even if it is convenient, it cannot be assumed that the false is true. A guess is a guess, and it's always an unverified hypothesis.

What else is there to say?

Yuan Changwen didn't know what else to kill, but the uncomfortable mood was gradually approaching, and it was not approaching at the moment, but he could already smell the uncomfortable breath.

Come on, let's see if you can make yourself crazy or break down this time?

It's too noisy to always think about those countless people and things. It's just that you can't let go and let things unfold on their own, always wanting a specific result. The point is, that particular outcome comes from a false self-definition in the head, and it's very sad to do so.

I still haven't gotten rid of those falsehoods, why don't I let go?

, the protagonist encounters something, and then has an epiphany, and his martial arts are climbing rapidly. I, Nima, know so much and kill so many chapters, but I still hold on to the falsehood and don't let go.

Epiphany? There may be an epiphany, but it doesn't mean that the epiphany will change your life immediately. Imagine, with a bang, and become a Buddha immediately after an epiphany, it is just a deception of the mind.

Not only is it convenient and fast, but you don't have to think about killing characters or anything like that, and you don't have to doubt the authenticity of life, everything seems to be reinforcing the beauty of life.

I don't know if it's true, it's none of the business with me, my own experience tells me that it's a tough battle to kill a character and get real. Maybe someone really can have an epiphany, maybe I'm just a mentally handicapped idiot or something like that can't have an epiphany.

It doesn't matter, it's me, I'm at the heart of the fight. If I can't have an epiphany, then it doesn't matter at all if I have an epiphany or not. I don't need to convince people to say "there is no epiphany at all" or something, what others think, that's someone else's business.

Now, at the moment, I'm the key point.

Here it comes.

The uncomfortable emotion pressed over, and the whole person was low again, as if the previous relaxation was a trance. Even at this moment, shouting out the voice of the Eternal King again will not help.

There is no point at all, and clinging to the past accolades and not letting go will only make me stop. Those realizations, those gains on the path of slaughtering, should not be a burden to me.

I don't need to convince people that what are these explanations for? If these explanations can make the uncomfortable emotions go away, then I can't keep them. There is a world of difference between driving away the uncomfortable and killing them.

I'm going to let the discomfort in, to see what is making me uncomfortable, to see what is holding me back. Whatever it is, it's a false thing that doesn't exist. After the killing, I don't even remember what was in the way.

I am eternal, and there is no doubt about the reality of "I exist." Then the rest, whatever it is, is the falsity of the character, the weaving of self-definition for so many years.

Living in falsehood, that's the impact of the role. Of course, falsehood is not bad, there is nothing wrong with having a family to be warm, a career to work for, and a life to commemorate.

"I exist" must have spent countless energy to make the character exist and make the whole life seem so real. I don't want to be deceived any longer, I want to see what it looks like when I get rid of the fake.

Of course, this "I think" will also be killed in the end. No one "wants" to be killed, just as no one likes to cut off their hands and feet and enjoy the pain. If there is, it must be a madman.

Oops, my mind is cluttered, and it seems like I have to wait a while to clear my direction every time. And at the stage of clarifying the direction, there is no direction to speak of. It's as if the person who was killed jumped out of it by himself, not by me.

Or, it was because I didn't hinder the uncomfortable existence, and I let the discomfort rush into my body and force the hindrance out of me.

Of course, this is all speculation, and how do I know why?

Moreover, after each kill, his Qingming period seemed extremely relaxed. But what follows is still the fantasy of the character. Whether it happened or didn't happen, the characters begin to fantasize about their own victory.

Maybe it's to go back in time and use your knowledge to unfold a happy picture of life. Maybe it's going to the future and bringing something more advanced back. In short, in the fantasy of the character, the character himself must win.

What if I fantasize about a character failure, what if I am abused to the fullest, what if all my pride is crushed? It's hard, even if I am defeated, I will think that the other person is stupid, and I don't know that I am just pretending to be defeated or something.

Opinions, where do you get so many opinions? Or opinions and opinions, have you been a teacher for too long? You always want to stand on a high place and point out others, and you always want to prove that your views are correct.

Damn, is it that hard to discard? Or can I try and not speak? yes, I'm in this green aura anyway, and no one talks to me.

Expressing my opinions, elaborating on the introduction, have I always done this in the past? Doesn't I feel disgusting? Instilling false things into the next generation, it is no wonder that the spiritual master's cultivation is even more difficult now.

Waiting for the teacher's teachings and making the teacher's words sacrosanct has already made the most important mistake - to stop moving forward. I am my own authority, after all, I don't know if the teacher is real.

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"Special Operations Brigade, come and report!"

In front of Lao Zhang, there was a tall soldier who was reporting to Lao Zhang about the situation of the special operations brigade. They were only temporarily reinforcing Lao Zhang, after all, all the soldiers on this side were sacrificed. When the new garrison arrives, the special operations brigade will be closed, and it will be a special operations brigade anyway.

It should be used as a sharp knife, not simply defensively.

Lao Zhang: "When you came over, did you see our soldiers stationed on the main road?"

"No, we didn't see a single person at any of the garrison points we came over. ”

Lao Zhang nodded, secretly noted down this fact, and said, "In this way, let's sort out the brothers first, it's not good to lie here like this." ”

"Yes. ”

The officer of the special operations brigade was ordered to leave, not paying any attention to the people who died not far away. The principle of secrecy in the armed forces is not to ask questions that should not be asked.

"Wait a minute!"

Lao Zhang stopped the departing officers and said, "Let's sort out those masses together, and I will report to them to characterize them as good citizens who act bravely and assist the military in defending the country." ”

"Yes!"

Lao Zhang: "Count their identities, maybe they can be used in the future." ”

If these masses are really used, it means that the imperial court is already very dangerous, and it will use the dead to carry out propaganda and encourage the masses to protect their homes and defend the country.

Lao Zhang didn't want to see that day, but at least these were materials.