Yuan Changwen gradually felt uneasy, as if the feeling that everything was fine before was just an illusion.

I still remember the relaxation before, as if the world was going to dance for me.

Perhaps, this alternation of self-righteous discomfort and ease is not a sign of slashing forward at all. It's just that the teacher says this, and then I imitate it. It seems that he is being killed, and it is not a wrong thing to leave the empire by himself.

Maybe it's just the characters kidding me. In fact, he is still just a poor creature enslaved by the character.

Every time he thought that he would never be able to kill him, or even that he hadn't moved forward at all, Yuan Changwen would always feel a pang of sadness. Every time he swims, it seems that the completion of the slash has become his only goal.

Just like someone is afraid of not having money, I am afraid that I will not be able to kill it, and I will not be able to go to the teacher's step. I gave up everything, but I couldn't get back the results I deserved.

It's just that this idea is gradually becoming absurd, and no one stipulates that they can give up everything to get what they want. If that's the case, it's too easy. Isn't it nonsense that everyone just needs to throw away everything and get what they want.

Always flustered, always anxious, as if time passed and I didn't do anything, it was a big mistake. Look at yourself, to what extent is it distorted to hold on so firmly to these baseless affirmations?

Perhaps, I'm the craziest person, oh no, I'm not human.

The so-called madmen, the so-called crazy philosophers, are like children in front of the question. No matter what weird ideas the other party has, what absurd worldview they have, they will be vulnerable in the face of "the existence of the character must be false".

It doesn't matter what alien conspiracy theories are, or what bacteria enslave us, or what end of time, four-dimensional bugs, etc., it doesn't work. As long as there is a character, and there are "non-character" things, then whatever the explanation, it is all false.

Speculation should be abandoned.

I still can't stand from the perspective of a theatergoer, and I keep looking at the role of Yuan Changwen. I still care about the character, worry about what the character has, and want to make the character's life better and more perfect.

Even knowing that the world is not real doesn't seem to help.

What else can I do?

It's just an excuse, I'm not killing every minute, I'm not throwing everything away for the sake of killing. Like, this one is important, and that one is also important.

The old woman cleaned up the house and found that everything could not be thrown away.

I was like that at the moment, although I had a lot of realizations, and although I seemed to have become much easier, I didn't hurt the core of the character at all.

There are no characters at all, all of this is just a perceived element of the picture. That awareness is real, and I can never touch that awareness. In other words, I have always been in touch with reality, but I have always become a perceptual element of the picture.

Because my essence is truth, the character of Yuan Changwen does not exist at all, only reality exists. So, where do I need to touch the truth? And the so-called cultivation to the real is nothing more than the character's desire to become a supreme eternal existence, just another manifestation of vanity.

This kind of vanity does the opposite, focusing on slashing to get attention, and becoming different by cultivating to the truth. It seems that in the end, the character can be cultivated to the real and then become a completely different existence.

It's a pity that it's just a character fantasy after all.

This thinking is not real, it is the same as a table and a bench, it is the same as poop, it is the same as vomit, it is the same as the germ air, it is a perceptual element of the picture. All the elevation of a certain element of the picture is just.

That awareness is everything, and don't pay attention to the visual elements of the awareness.

Perhaps, human beings are the spirits of all things, and it does not mean that they are blessed with cultivation. Rather, human beings can think of themselves as real, they can act through the distortion of the purple glass, and they can believe that they are separate from the world.

This kind of thing can lead to uneasiness, anxiety, fear, after all, the world is the world, I am me, and there will inevitably be conflicts. And I, naturally, want to control. On the other hand, it is because of this that the world is so exciting.

The flying of human nature, whether it is sadness or joy, sadness or joy, these things constitute all kinds of dramas. And which super VIP can enjoy this unparalleled show to the fullest.

Perhaps, animals are more able to live in the present moment and become one with the world. It doesn't matter if it's a plant on the edge of a cliff or an animal on the grassland. Whether it's the animals that have been mutilated, or the uninhabited mountains. Flora and fauna seem to be demonstrating all the time, what is called surrender.

So, I'm designed to believe in the twist in my head, and I'm going to be human. And the sheer size of this dream makes the characters feel incredible.

It's just that why did you start killing yourself?

I don't know, maybe it's just designed to be like this.

Yuan Changwen does not believe that he has free will, and everything about the character has nothing to do with him.

I should have focused on that awareness, not on the perceived elements of the picture. Unfortunately, no matter how much attention is paid to that awareness, it is always just the mind, and it is always just the mind that is perceived at the moment.

I'm not done yet, and this reminds me all the time, like the sun hanging in the sky. Even though I don't look at the sun all the time, it's there.

Why can't I keep my eyes on the sun all the time? What could be more important than slashing?

These are just delaying tactics of the characters, nothing more than excuses for the characters. If you think about it, the world is not real, so what else is important? What is the difference between those crazy people and normal people? And I, when will I go crazy?

I always feel that something is in my way, maybe it is called reason or maybe it is called stability, and every time I am angry and explodes, it will gradually subside. This ability may have been very fond of my former self, but now, it's just a garbage thing that hinders slashing.

I want to be crazy but I don't go crazy, maybe this is the sadness of all people, who always don't get what they want.

However, I can't judge at all, madness can kill. All I know is that I didn't finish the kill. There's still a way to go, and I shouldn't have stopped. Of course, it can't be stopped.

The world is not real, and when you can't be in a relaxed state, this discomfort will push you to kill. I don't have to resist being uncomfortable, I don't have to resist fear, I don't have to resist whatever happens.

Even, many times, there is no need to resist the emotion of fear.

When did sorrow become my best companion?

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