Chapter 190: Visiting Nian (2)
When he entered the inner room, Nian's personal grandmother was helping Nian's to stand up from the couch. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Nian is still as calm as an orchid, and the slightly bulging lower abdomen does not bring her bloat at all, but it seems to make her more plump and soft. It's just that there is a faint melancholy hidden in her weak and delicate face, which is not the look of a happy woman who is full of favor and is looking forward to the arrival of an heir.
"Say hello to the side Fujin" I hurriedly took two steps forward and bowed slightly.
From entering the house to the present, even in front of Yinzhen and Wulanala, I rarely call myself a slave, and naturally I will not call myself like this in front of Nian, although I am a little rude at this point, but Yinzhen's acquiescence and Wulanala's silence make everyone automatically and consciously ignore this problem, Nian's heart is clear, so in the past intersection is also like this.
"Geng Gege doesn't have to be polite," Nian's lips hooked a shallow smile and said politely: "The master of Fang Cai Fujin has sent someone to inform him, and he will have to rely on Geng Gege to bother more these days." ”
I didn't expect to hear the true thoughts in her heart from Nian's words, so I also chuckled and replied: "This is really a bad thing, it is a matter of duty, I should only do my best, and I can rest assured." ”
As he spoke, he took out the prescription for protecting the fetus from his sleeve and handed it over, and said straight to the point: "This errand was originally begged by the fourth master and Fujin. Thinking that Fang Fujin's body itself is weak, this fetus is probably not easy, and there are many inconveniences for the imperial doctor to come and go to the house, but it happens that I am good at medical skills, and I have a more symptomatic and stable fetal protection prescription in my hand, so I have this proposal. This recipe has been given to the fourth master and Fujin, and I have also looked for the imperial doctor, and if Fujin is not at ease, he can also find someone to take a look. ”
Nian Shi motioned to Mama Tan to take the prescription over, but she didn't look at it carefully, only glanced at it and was slightly silent, and then asked Mama Tan to take the prescription and leave, leaving me and her to talk in the room.
When there were only two people left in the house, I instead had a sense of crisis, if according to the plot in the bloody drama, Nian wanted to frame me with the child in the womb, and only needed to create the illusion that I had a miscarriage, I would be at a loss for words, and then let Nian Qianyao put pressure on me, even if Yinzhen had a heart, I am afraid it would be difficult to protect me.
For a while, I was silent, planning for the worst in my heart, and Nian was also silent, not knowing what I was thinking, and the atmosphere in the room suddenly became awkward and cramped in the silence and thoughts of the two of them, and there was a sense of tension that made people fidget.
"Actually, I've been paying attention to you all these years, but I haven't been able to understand you. In the end, it was Nian Shi who opened her mouth first, and she adjusted her sitting posture to make the state of the conversation seem more natural and casual.
Hearing Nian's words, I listened carefully, and various analyses and responses quickly flashed in my mind, judging the purpose of her question, and secretly observing her subtle movements, to prevent her from deliberately taking advantage of my distraction to do anything unfavorable to me.
"I really feel honored and apprehensive to get Fang Fujin's attention, but I don't know what Fang Fujin wants to understand?" I kept the smile on my lips and followed her words cautiously.
Nian Shi smiled, but did not answer this rhetorical question, but said unexpectedly: "Do you know? Actually, I envy you." ”
"Envy?" Nian's brainless sentence puzzled me a lot, and after repeating it in surprise, he deliberately made himself look relaxed and casual as a casual casual and rhetorical question: "Fang Fujin is young and beautiful, and he is a noble side Fujin when he enters the mansion, and he has been favored all these years, and his life is smooth and smooth, and most of the people in the house are full of beauty." I have heard Fu Jin talk about it, even the emperor and Concubine De Niangniang have praised Fu Jin for being sensible and proper, how can you say 'envy' for me?"
Nian Shi stared at me for a while, the look on his face bloomed from the light breeze to a gentle and faint smile, Yaoyao said: "Don't say dark words in front of the Ming people, you and I are not stupid people, so why pretend to be stupid." ”
The smile was very warm, and there was a gloom behind the smile that I could read, and when the words fell, the smile also dissipated, and then continued with helplessness: "Your honey, his arsenic, everyone envies my smooth sailing, but how many people see me as a chess piece. In fact, anyone who knows more knows it, even the prince doesn't know, but whether it is for the Nian family or the prince, being able to achieve each other's goals is the greatest value of existence in my life. So these seemingly flowery graces are actually just a mirror flower, once the prince and the Nian family take what they need and get what they want, then I will become dispensable for them. Do you think such a life is full of flowers, what is there to envy?"
The intersection between me and Nian's past is just a nodding acquaintance, and we haven't gotten along to the point of talking about these private conversations. At first glance, I heard her mention these things so frankly, and I didn't know how to deal with it for a while, so I hesitated for a moment before I lightly responded to the sentence "Side Fu Jin is cautious".
"You must be wondering, why did I suddenly tell you this?" Seeing my solemn expression, Nian Shi actually chuckled lightly and continued bluntly: "I am always going to put my life in your hands, can't I tell you these thoughtful words?"
Nian's words were earnest, but I could only listen to half of them and leave half of them. I have experienced too many things over the years, and I have long dared not trust others, and the kind of vigilance formed in the repeated injuries has become a subconscious instinct of self-preservation. I didn't answer, but I was silent and listened to Nian's continuation.
"No matter what the people in the house say in private, in my opinion, the most down-to-earth person in this house is you. I know that I am afraid that my pregnancy will not be good, and I am worried that I will not be able to give birth, but this morning I heard that you yourself came to take care of it, and I was relieved. Nian's eyes were clear and indifferent, and he couldn't see the cunning and darkness when he spoke, but it made my guard seem a little petty. But sometimes the more beautiful the words, the more murderous they are, and I really can't really relax until I understand what she wants.
"Fang Fujin doesn't have to worry, since I dare to take on this errand myself, I must be sure that the child will be born smoothly. "I don't want to increase Nian's psychological burden, I didn't tell Nian's that even if the child is born, he can't raise it. At this time, what she needs is to calm down and recuperate, and it is useless for her to think too much. In fact, she said so much that she thought it was just a gesture of goodwill in this way, and she hoped to exchange it for a promise that I would give her peace of mind.
"I believe that Geng Gege's medical skills are good, and this child will have to worry about Lao Gengge. Sure enough, when Nian got my words "I am sure that the child will be born smoothly", the whole person obviously felt that his body was loosened and his smile was softer.
Having said that, there was no need to continue, I got up and said goodbye, and Nian did not stay. When I walked out of the inner room, I felt that there was already a little sweat on my back, and my heart was that this year was really not a fuel-efficient lamp, and the seemingly soft attitude exuded an oppressive aura cultivated by a large family for many years, which is how a woman from an ordinary family can't learn it. (To be continued.) )