In the spacious kitchenette, the soup is boiled on the stove, and the heat slowly rises from the clay medicine pot, and the air is filled with the rich aroma of medicine. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Outside the house, it was snowing heavily, in stark contrast to the warm and steaming scene in the kitchen. I stopped at the door of the kitchen, lifted the curtain and looked at the snow, feeling the pain of the icy north wind on my cheeks. The touch of the skin gradually became numb, and for a moment I remembered the snowstorm when I said goodbye to Yinyu when I returned the telescope.

I don't know if there is such a thing as fate in this world, just like a pair of invisible hands controlling everyone's life, helpless but unable to resist. It's like he came to this era inexplicably, and then he couldn't avoid getting to know Yinzhen, and then involuntarily entered Yinzhen's mansion and became his concubine, and finally couldn't refuse to be involved in this chaos called the Nine Kings to seize the heir, but in fact two political camps were plotting to seize power.

Everything seems to have been arranged in advance, not so much as the self-correction of history, but even without my presence, perhaps all these things would have developed in this way, because history is not history from the beginning, and the fate of everyone in this era has been connected by various subtleties from the beginning into an inevitable vein. And I'm just a wandering spirit that has wandered into time and space, and by chance I have broken into this body to complete the fate that must be completed in her place.

"Geng Gege, it's windy outside, be careful of catching a cold. There was Mama Tan's voice behind her, and there was no consolation in these words, only reminders, with undisguised alienation and indifference.

Mama Tan's voice brought my thoughts back to reality, gently lowered the open door curtain, and returned to the small medicine stove to warm my hands, so that the fingertips that had been numb from the cold wind just now regained some touch.

At this time, I was located in the small kitchen in the courtyard of Nian's. The matter of protecting Nian's fetus cannot be bad, so the decoction that Nian's takes naturally cannot be boiled elsewhere, and naturally has to be completed in Nian's small kitchen. Of course, these rough jobs do not need to be done by myself in my identity, plus many concerns and suspicions, except for the little Shunzi next to me, Nian's arranged for Mama Tan to give me a hand. From grabbing the medicine to decocting the medicine, all the processes are actually completed by Mama Tan alone, and I only need to supervise the amount of medicinal materials and the decoction time, and then check Nian's pulse every day, watch her take the decoction, and occasionally accompany her to play chess and chat.

Speaking of which, such a busy time always flies quickly, and half a month has passed in a blink of an eye, and I see that the New Year is coming again. Nian's situation is also a lot safer, although she and the child's weakness can still be felt from the pulse, but at least for the time being, there is no danger of slipping tires, as long as you continue to take care of it, it should be no problem to survive until birth.

During this period, Nian Qianyao's family letter was sent back to the capital along with the military newspaper, which specifically inquired about the situation of the Nian family. Nian knew his situation, and there was no big problem at the moment, so he didn't elaborate in the reply, but just said that everything was safe, so that Nian Qianyao could rest assured.

When Nian was writing a reply, he happened to meet me and Mama Tan bringing medicine in. Standing in front of the desk where she was sitting, looking at the paper spread out on the table and faintly visible on it, I subconsciously stopped at a distance from the bookcase, but Nian Shi did not shy away, but stood up with difficulty, slowly walked in front of me, handed over the freshly written paper and said, "Coincidentally, you are here, help me see if the reply to my brother can be written like this?"

Nian's unabashed attitude was not half hypocritical, but with a real inquiry in her eyes as she looked at me. I didn't answer the letter she handed over, but said with a light smile: "How can I easily read the letter from Fang Fujin's family with my status, now everything is fine with Fang Fujin, just let General Nian feel at ease in front of the battle." ”

Seeing that I was cautious, Nian Shi didn't force it too much, handed the letter to Mama Tan and put it away, and then asked her to walk to the warm couch and sit down, drink it while the temperature of the decoction was just right, and when she handed the medicine bowl to Mama Tan, she motioned for her to retreat first, and then pointed to the other side of the small table on the couch, and stopped talking for a moment before saying, "You give me the truth, this child is really okay?"

The so-called mother-child heart-to-heart, in fact, whether the child in the womb is really proper or not, the mother who conceived the child can usually feel it. In terms of days, Nian's baby is almost four months old, and it should have been the time to show her pregnancy, but even if she is as thin as Nian's body, she still can't see any movement. In fact, Mama Tan also asked me this question privately, and I just told her that this baby is not very good, but it can be saved for now. Mama Tan is a person who has been a wet nurse, it can be said that she has come over, and she understands this tone in her heart, so she usually comforts Nian's, saying that some people don't show their feelings in the early stage, but when they are born, they are stable and stable, so that Nian's don't have to worry.

But Nian's on the surface seems to accept Mama Tan's consolation, but her heart is not steady, she knows too much about the second brother Nian Qianyao's scheming, and she also understands what this second brother's attitude means to Prince Yong's Mansion and her future, so she is afraid, afraid that she will not be able to give birth to this child who can make her second brother calm at this critical time.

I didn't want to talk to her about it, because I was worried that it would affect her mood, but now that she asked herself, if she didn't say it, it would make her more thoughtful and unreassured.

"I said that I would give birth to this child, but after birth...... I'm afraid it won't be good," I thought over the words in a soft voice, trying to find the right and soft words to tell her the cruel words that followed, so that she would not hurt herself and the already weak child in her womb because of her mood swings.

When Nian Shi heard this, his whole body stiffened, and his face gradually showed a sad look, and he muttered, "Could it be ...... Don't...... Still can't survive?"

"I won't hide it from you, because my mother is weak and weak, it is not easy for this child to be saved, and it is absolutely impossible to raise it......" Looking at her look of loss and grief, I thought of the child I strangled with my own hands, and clearly understood that this kind of feeling that I could clearly feel the existence of the child but already knew that his life was destined to be short, and the pain was no less than cutting my heart.

"Then why do you still take on this errand, aren't you worried that this child will die in the future, and someone will take all their suspicions and sins out on you?" Nian is also a person who has gone through a lot of things, she is no longer the little girl who just entered the mansion back then, her heart is undoubtedly strong, at this time she can still suppress the grief in her heart, still thinking clearly about my intentions in her mind, and asking the questions in her heart in a dull voice.

"Miscarriage is very hurtful, and Prince Yong's Mansion must have a child born by you personally......" The second half of this sentence is too realistic and hurtful to say more at this time. I said half a sentence but knew that even if I didn't say it thoroughly, she understood what I was going to say, so she continued: "If you want to conceive a relatively healthy child again in the shortest possible time, you can only let this child be born smoothly, and the reason why I took this errand is because only I can find a way to recuperate your body during this period of raising the baby and the subsequent confinement period, and then hope that you can get pregnant again." Of course, I will do my best to take care of this child, but for the sake of safety...... Fang Fujin still has to prepare early. (To be continued.) )