Yin Zhen has a lot of things to deal with at the moment, and originally said that he would accompany me to Meilin to enjoy the plum blossoms, but I also knew in my heart that he was just an excuse to find something to say. It's just that I didn't expect Xu is words to evoke all kinds of feelings in the past, so I really came to Merlin after talking about it.

It is the wax moon, the white plum and red plum in the imperial garden plum forest are not yet in bloom, only the plum with the crystal frost quietly hanging on the branches, only when there is a wind, it slightly trembles with the wind and wafts out the dark fragrance of nothing.

Looking at the plum trees full of trees, I somehow remembered the sentence "Outdated will drift away, shame to Dongjun is more begging". I don't know if I can uphold such a style within the high walls of this harem.

Thinking of this, Nian's pale and haggard face appeared in front of him again, and when he thought about himself again, his mood suddenly became heavy and depressed.

In fact, the so-called love can't beat time after all. Even if it is a past vow, and then the lovers who are repaired will eventually become dependents, they will become family and friendship under the wear and tear of time, but it is difficult to have love again. Like all fairy tales, princes and princesses live happily together and there is no following. Then, if you are really happy to old age, how can there be so many vicious queens, the prince will eventually become the king of flowers, and the princess will eventually become a vicious queen, so the story continues again and again. How many people can be like Geng's father and Geng's mother, who will never be separated from each other for the rest of their lives, and who will die with Qiu for the rest of their lives. What's more, the love of the emperor, how can it be extravagant, in the end, it is only carefully maintained by virtue of either interests or the little remaining affection in the past, but this relationship has lost the minimum equality and respect of love, and how can there be love.

I followed the path in the plum grove slowly, although the back walking in front of my eyes should have been my emotional sustenance and reliance in this life, but I could only look at his back, full of exhaustion and powerlessness. At this moment, I was confused, and the snow-capped Merlin in front of me became bleak and thin. I don't know why fate has brought me to this era, is it just to let me go through this experience like a dream, and carefully survive in the world?

The mood changed because of these bad emotions, and the initial interest in appreciating the plum blossoms also dissipated, but because Yinzhen was by his side at this time, it was not easy to show it, and the words became less and less for a while, and the two just walked and stopped silently, talking without a match.

Yin Zhen is not a king who will waste a lot of time on the wind and snow, not to mention that the atmosphere at this time is obviously a little unhappy. So when the atmosphere obviously began to be silent and awkward, Yinzhen found an excuse to leave first.

Saluting and sending Yinzhen away, at the moment when the honor guard following him passed by, I suddenly felt a trace of obviously unkind gaze passing over my body, just for a moment, and when I confirmed my feelings and looked up again, there was no trace, leaving only the humble backs of the palace people.

It won't be wrong, the years of open and secret fighting in the Qiandi have already made intuition extremely sensitive, even if it is not sure who the person with that cold gaze is, and why he would cast such a gaze on himself, but one thing is certain, that person is among the palace people, and they are the group of people closest to Yinzhen. Thinking about it this way, the unbearable rumors of Xiao Shunzi and himself may also have reached Yinzhen's ears through this person's mouth.

Who was this man? A court maid or a eunuch, and why did he do this? These questions kept coming to my mind, and I couldn't figure it out.

Not long after Yinzhen ascended the throne, because of Kangxi's death, it was a national funeral, and he met Yinzhen's biological mother, Concubine De, and then left, and the Eight Banners draft was temporarily stopped.

Just as all industries have unspoken rules, don't underestimate these vacant positions, Xingong people are arranged to serve in which palace, there are all particulars and explanations. For example, some palace people with no background and no money can only stay in obscurity to do some hard-working chores in the self-Xin library, and those who have made some money can be arranged to serve in the palaces, and the situation is much better than those palace people in the Xin family, of course, this is only on the surface, whether it is really good or not depends on what kind of heart master, if you meet that kind of good character, you may be able to wait until the age of twenty-five to go out of the palace to find a way out, but if you meet a ruthless heart, I am afraid that at any time you will end up with a straw mat shroud and exposed corpse in the wilderness.

It's just that even so, there are still people who are willing to spend money to ask for a chance for themselves, so the more money is spent, the better the position, and the best position is naturally the recent position of the emperor in the Qianqing Palace.

Yinzhen is a suspicious person, after he ascended the throne, all the eunuchs who served Kangxi in the Qianqing Palace were sent to the imperial tomb to guard the tomb, and the palace maids were also allowed to leave the palace, or married with guards, in short, none of the old people remained, and all of them were replaced by new people. Although these people have been carefully selected by Su Peisheng, as long as they can enter the palace, there will be no problem with their identity and background on the surface, and it is impossible for Su Peisheng to check these palace people one by one to check those who don't know if they have a behind-the-scenes background, not to mention that if these people are really okay at the beginning, it is also impossible to prevent them from being instigated to be bribed and harboring evil intentions.

However, the people who can serve by Yinzhen's side at such a close distance must have been carefully checked and checked, and it stands to reason that there will be no problems, but how can someone in such a group of people have such a deep and almost undying grudge against themselves, you must know that it has not been long since you went from the dive to the palace, and you have been keeping a low profile since entering the palace, except for those old feuds with the Li family, you have never taken the initiative to provoke and hurt anyone. If it weren't for the Li family, who would it be, and what would it be?

These speculations have been filtered and eliminated in my mind over and over again, but I still can't understand it, and I always feel that I have overlooked some important details. After thinking about it several times, I couldn't get the gist of it, so I had to sigh helplessly in my heart.

The emperor's guard of honor gradually disappeared at the end of the path, when he got up, a gust of wind rose, rolling up with fine ice chips to blow across the face, the cold and slightly painful touch made people can't help but close their eyes and dodge, and when the wind passed and opened their eyes, the purpose was a branch that was originally covered by the snow to cover the plum, and when the snow on the branch was blown away by the wind, it showed the stamens of the tender yellow and blooming, although there was no white plum clear and beautiful dust, nor the delicate and moving red plum, but it was so smart and lovely, bringing a touch of beautiful color to the pale and desolate winter.

"My heart is my hometown" stretched out his hand to stroke the tender yellow of the branch, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and the depression and helpless worry in his chest were suddenly smoothed at this moment.

In fact, I am just an ordinary woman in the crowd, this is the case in the previous life, and the same is true in this life, without too lofty ambitions, I never feel that fate has given me what a great mission to return to this era, after all, I am just alone, powerless to change the direction of history that has long been destined in the dark, even if this may only be a parallel time and space, I have never thought of reversing history and creating the future, after all, the changed future is obviously more dangerous than the known future, and what I seek is still a peace of mind and worry-free.

My heart is my home—that's what I'm trying my best for. It's just that I don't know when I will be able to get real peace of mind, so that the wandering and helpless soul can regain the sense of belonging as if it were in its hometown.