Chapter 234: No Contrast, No Harm
It is difficult for a premature child to survive in this era, but Nian's child was alive when he was born, and although he was very small and weak, he still tried to cry weakly. . .
When Yinzhen saw the child, he didn't know whether it was to bless the child or to appease Nian, so he unreasonably named him Fupei.
In the old days, there were a lot of names, especially for the prince, even if it was a milk name, it had to have a meaning. When the family said this Pei word, I thought for a moment and understood the meaning of Yinzhen.
According to the meaning of blessing, the word Pei means abundance, and it is to hope that the child will grow up healthily. But if you really want to taste it carefully, this word also has the meaning of "the water is turbulent, and the action is fast", perhaps it means that the child came too early and too quickly, and faintly complained and disliked. Under these two meanings, I also tasted the third layer of careful thought, that is, "falling, falling", which has a clear sense of disgust and curse, if you have such a mind, this child must not be able to stay.
Sure enough, not long after the child was taken away, the nurse ran back and forth in a panic, saying that the little prince's face was purple, and he was out of gas before he had time to call the imperial doctor.
Nian may have noticed the strangeness of this name, and he has been restless since the child was taken away, until he heard the news of the child's death, and the whole person was stupid. She was crazy and didn't care that she was still in confinement, she got up and got out of bed and rushed to the door to go in person, but she was stopped in the house, saying that Yinzhen ordered her to be confined with peace of mind, and she was not allowed to go anywhere. As for the child will be quietly included in the prince's roster, it can be regarded as giving him a name, but premature birth and early death are not allowed to mention half a word to the public.
There is no way to find out how Fu Pei died, leaving Nian to sleep all day in fear and panic and the sorrow of losing his son. The deficit in the confinement made her already weak body deteriorate, and it was impossible to make up for it.
Now I don't have eyeliner in the palace, except for some necessary news that Xu Fu pays more attention to at any time, I rarely pay attention to other palace affairs. If Fupei hadn't mentioned this matter by Nian's family, under the dictation of Yinzhen blocking the news, I really wouldn't know at all.
"Tiger poison does not eat children, Fu Pei Xu is congenital deficiency to die early, after all, it is difficult for premature children to survive, it is Fuyi ...... back then" I paused at the mention of Fuyi, for fear of making her even more sad and sad, I didn't dare to say more, and continued: "This child is already weak, and you know in your heart that I believe that the emperor is not such a ruthless person, not to mention that the prosperity of the royal heir is a good thing, and it is impossible for him to do anything to his child." So you must not speculate, not only will you be embarrassed, but you will also have a dislike with the emperor, which will not be good for you and the Nian family when the time comes. I think the emperor still cares about this child very much, otherwise he wouldn't have given him a name in advance, if he really dislikes it, he can't take a name and not go to the family tree, don't you say that's the reason?"
I said this just to comfort Nian, but in fact, even I felt that I was not confident enough.
How can I not know what Yinzhen is about the throne and reputation, in order to sit in this position, he has done his best to sit in this position, and hopes to become the ruler of the world supported by the people, how can he allow this child who came at an inopportune time to ruin his reputation as emperor.
For people who are blinded by power and **, as long as they are in the way, whether they are siblings, wives and concubines, or children, they will all have only one name, that is, the enemy, and there will only be one end, that is, annihilation. I don't dare to think about whether the current Yinzhen will become such a person, so I can only focus on enlightening Nian's matter.
Nian's emotions calmed down a lot after hearing my words, but obviously he couldn't solve the suspicions that had arisen. She withdrew the hand I was holding, burst into tears, and muttered, "I know what you said makes sense, but mother and son are connected, and I can feel that the child wants to live, and he really wants to try to live." I don't believe that he will die so easily, and if the child dies by himself, why don't you dare to let me not let people mention it, what is the prince's roster, a child has a life, and in the end there is only one name left on the paper, if I have a choice, I would rather not have anything, as long as my children can live well. ”
Nian's murmur touched the pain in my heart. I thought of my two stillborn babies. Helplessly in the emperor's house, if I have a choice, how can I not want to live an ordinary life, even if it is hard, but my heart can be stable and steady. It's a pity that we have no choice, but the difference between me and Nian is that I will make arrangements in advance with the unique golden finger of the traverser, and fight for a stability for myself, and Nian's she is indisputable, no matter how glamorous her family background is, how favored she is in outsiders, in fact, it is all relying on others to get the false glamour, and the life of living like a dodder is sad and pitiful, and when others no longer give, there will be nothing. Only what is in your own hands is your own.
I don't know how to comfort Nian, everything that should be said has been said, and some things can only be thought out by myself.
Called Mama Tan in, explained a few words of precautions for diet and medicine, and wrote a diet prescription to nourish the heart and calm the nerves, so that Nian's must eat some regardless of whether he wants to or not, and then specially instructed Mama Tan not to let Nian's get cold.
In the mournful gaze of the Nian, I left the Yikun Palace, although it is also a red lantern hanging here, but I don't feel half festive, even if this is the closest palace to the Empress Wulanala's Yongshou Palace and the Emperor Yinzhen's Yangxin Palace, it is still cold and lonely, I am afraid that even the Chengqian Palace of the Li family is more popular than here because of the existence of the concubine Song. A vast and gorgeous palace can sometimes become a spacious and cold cage, where there is never a shortage of fresh life and lonely withering.
Coincidentally, as soon as I came out of Yikun Palace, I happened to see Yinzhen's sedan chair coming over from a distance. The long straight palace road is not blocked, and Yinzhen should have walked out of Yikun Palace when he sat on the sedan chair. There is no way to avoid it, so you can only stand in front of the door at this time, bow your head and salute, and wait for the arrival of the royal car.
"I'm not burning incense and praying in the small Buddha hall of Jingren Palace today, why did I come to Yikun Palace?" Yu Yuan stopped in front of the door of Yikun Palace, and Yinzhen walked down, not surprising that I was here.
"Back to the emperor's words, after praying for blessings, it was still early, I heard that the plum blossoms in the imperial garden were blooming, I wanted to take advantage of the good weather to go, but I didn't expect to meet the people in the palace of the concubine Niangniang led the imperial doctor over, thinking that the concubine's body was taken care of by me before, plus the low position knew that the high body was not safe after all, it was always time to visit, so I followed over" I didn't know what kind of thoughts Yinzhen would have about me coming to visit Nian's, and I didn't want to make trouble for Nian's anymore and trouble her, so I didn't say that the people around her asked me to come over, and I planned to find a suitable reason to deal with the questioning.
Yin Zhen lowered his eyes and was slightly silent, then smiled and said: "Just now, the imperial doctor came to tell the New Year's concubine's illness, it is said that there is no big problem, but it is not suitable for life in the palace for a while, and I am worried that Nian Qianyao, who is going out in Xining to fight against the rebels of Luobzang Danjin, so it is just a heart disease caused by difficulty in sleeping and eating, and it will get better after a while." Now that you are in the palace, it is convenient for the imperial doctor to take care of you, and you are already a serious master, so you don't have to worry about these trivial matters. ”
Yinzhen spoke in a soft tone, without any blame, but my heart fluttered when I listened to it. Obviously, what this means is to say, "Concubine Nian's body is taken care of by the imperial doctor, you don't need to interfere, you don't need to walk around with her often when she is fine, just let her stay alone quietly." ”
Luobzang Tenzin, Qing Dynasty Erut Mongolia and Shuote Department Taiji, Heshuo Prince Dash Baturzi. Kangxi took the throne of his father in the fifty-third year. In the 59th year of Kangxi, he entered Tibet with the Qing army to expel the Dzungar army, and returned to Qinghai the following year. To enter Tibet to make meritorious contributions, and to seek a base in Tibet to control Qinghai remotely. The Qing court did not put him in charge of Tibetan politics, so he held a grudge. Later, he regarded himself as the grandson of Gushi Khan, and wanted to be the leader of Qinghai and Shuote. In the summer of the first year of Yongzheng, he lured the leaders of the tribes to meet the alliance in Chahan Torohai, ordered them to restore their old titles, gave up the titles of the Qing court, and called themselves "** mixed summoning Ji", and publicly erected the anti-Qing banner. At this time, Qinghai and Shuote had been under the Qing Dynasty for more than 30 years, and this split was opposed by the prince Erdeni Erketoketo, the prince of Chahan Danjin County, who refused to participate in the rebellion. Luo Buzang Danjin then led 4,000 troops to Tun. On the second day of July, the Qing court decided to send an envoy to persuade peace, and made preparations for a large-scale rebellion. On July 22, the Qing envoy Changshou went to the station of Lobzang Danjin, but Lobzang Danjin did not listen to the advice and detained Changshou. Later, he instigated the great lama of Ta'er Monastery, who was quite influential among the monks in Qinghai, Hannuomen Khan, to follow him, and because of the support of Chahannuomen Khan, nearly 200,000 people responded, and Lobzang Tenzin rebelled and attacked Xining, and the Tibetans in Gansu and Sichuan also joined the rebellion, and the momentum was huge for a while. When the news reached the capital, the Qing court immediately organized a counterinsurgency army, and from late August to early September, Lian sent Nian Qianyaoyue, Zhong Qi, Fu Ning'an and others to march into the army. Luo Buzang Tenzin originally wanted to enter Tibet to contact Arabutan, but was intercepted by the Qing army, failed to enter Tibet, and returned to Chang Shou, asking for a boycott. The Qing army pursued the victory, and after several months of fighting, forced the rebels to surrender with 100,000 men, and Lobzang Tenzin fled to Qaidam.
At this time, it was the time for Nian Qianyao to show his strength in foreign troops, Yinzhen relied on him logically, and it should be better for Nian's, but the situation, Yinzhen seemed to have lost patience with Nian Qianyao's use of Huairou pacification strategy, and instead began to control Nian's words and deeds, so that Nian's news could not be sent out of the palace normally, so that Nian Qianyao could not know the situation in the palace.
Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that Nian's letter to Nian Qianyao was not lost in the sea, maybe it was not delivered to Nian Qianyao at all. Because Yinzhen doesn't need a young Qianyao who knows how to keep a low profile now, but expects his selfishness and arrogance to swell as much as possible, only in this way can Yinzhen have enough reasons to block the mouths of the people of the world when he unloads the mill and kills the donkey.
Zhen will come to Yikun Palace because I am here, and someone must have sent him a message. And he came to remind me in person, suggesting that I should not get too close to Nian, so as not to get into trouble.
There has always been a tacit understanding between me and Yinzhen, and he only needs a look and a movement to speak to me, or an innocuous reminder like this now can make me understand what he wants to express, which is why he trusts and likes me. So I just understood what he said, and it was not appropriate to talk about it deeply, so I promised yes according to his wishes, but after all, I couldn't help but say: "It's always a woman who has given birth to you, and it's not easy for her, so treat it well when you can treat it well." ”
Yin Zhen's face sank, and he didn't answer noncommittally, and the originally peaceful atmosphere suddenly turned sharply, and the cold air in winter Japan added to the chill.
"A few days ago, I did hear that the plum blossoms in the imperial garden are blooming just right, and it is rare that I have to go with you for half a day today" The stalemate was broken by Yinzhen's faint words, and the air that was about to condense into ice also returned to its proper temperature at this time because of this sentence.
This is because Yinzhen doesn't want to embarrass me, and deliberately finds steps for each other, so I naturally won't be stupid enough to continue to touch his moldy head, so I will follow his words.
Yin Zhen didn't take a ride, and walked with me in the long palace road, and the royal driver relied on Su Peisheng's signal to keep a suitable distance behind him, leaving a space for the imperial concubines to talk about themselves, so as not to feel cramped and disturbed when speaking.
"From the time you entered the mansion to the present, I don't seem to have accompanied you through a good journey like now. Yinzhen's voice is deep and magnetic, and there is a kind of reassuring charm when she speaks eloquently.
"The emperor usually works for official business, and I am not a person who likes to walk around, and it is inevitable that I can get along alone with each other like this, it is really not enough, the emperor should go out and walk more when he is free. I followed behind Yinzhen, coping with his inexplicable emotion, I don't know why he suddenly remembered to say this.
Yin Zhen continued to fall into silence, and walked to the Qianqiu Pavilion in the Imperial Garden before saying, "Did the sentence you just said also imply yourself?"
I didn't expect Yinzhen to have such an understanding of that sentence, and when I was stunned, I hurriedly replied: "The emperor laughed, now that I have no worries about food and clothing, and the emperor and queen take care of me, my life is quite comfortable. It's just that I saw Nian's situation just now, and I was a little touched in my heart, so I said a lot and asked the emperor to forgive me. ”
"She is her, you are you, the two cannot be compared, there is no need to be sad because of her situation, and there is no need to worry about your future. As long as it wasn't a big mistake, you wouldn't be in such a bleak situation. Yin Zhen stood still, stretched out his hand and grabbed the big on my body, just like when he was in the dive mansion with a soft warmth.
I looked up at the familiar yet unfamiliar face, and I was dazed. I can't tell how true or false the feelings of this person in front of me are for me, but he has indeed given me much more than other women around him, after seeing his politeness to the Wulanala clan, his affection for the Li family, his coldness towards the Nian family, and his indifference to the Qian family and other women, I will suddenly feel that it will be an excessive greed to care with him about love or not, at least in some such moments, I seem to be able to feel a little sincerity revealed by him at that moment. Announcement: Biquge APP Android, Apple special version, say goodbye to all ads, please pay attention to the WeChat public account to enter the download and installation: appxsyd (press and hold for three seconds to copy)