Let's be honest!

I have to admit that because of the unsatisfactory grades, because of the huge gap between reality and ideals, because of the huge lack of confidence after reading what I have written...... I had thoughts of giving up!

I've thought more than once, give it up, no one will read it anyway, it's not very well written anyway, it's just a hobby anyway...... Once you want to give up, you can come up with a thousand or ten thousand different reasons that seem to be plausible......

It's just because I don't want to give up halfway, I don't want to easily admit defeat anymore is supporting my codeword, and I'm even like a machine, clicking once a day to publish, not paying attention to collections, and not paying attention to results. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info just a small thank you for every reader who voted for me out of gratitude!

In fact, someone should be aware of my mentality, I once said to the readers who rewarded me that there is no need to pay me a tip, and I am grateful to be able to vote. Although those words came from my heart, why didn't I think that one day after giving up, I would be sorry for the reader's mentality?

But I was healed by you!

In the past week, not only is the increase in the recommendation period not to mention, the most important thing is that some readers have begun to be willing to leave messages in the book review area, more new friends have voted for me, and so many old friends have been voting for me and silently supporting me!

You don't leave your name or seek profit, you just come in a hurry, cast a recommendation vote and walk away. I don't know how much that vote was a cure for me!

So, I decided to give up several times!

Even if it will never be on the shelf, there will never be any income, even if it is because of the job transfer, the update is not powerful, even if someone hacks me and scolds me in the future, even if the collection is fixed at this number and no longer increases!

As long as you are still there, as long as there are still people who remember me, vote for me even one recommendation vote, as long as I don't have any bloody plots that can't be coded!

Then, no matter how hard and tired I am, no matter how hard I work, no matter how rushed the time, I will not give up!

I can't guarantee that there will be such an update every day, after all, the author is a legendary construction dog, the kind of hard society who turns day and night upside down, day and night.

I even used to sleep only 4 or 5 hours for 20 days for work, and spent the rest of the time on the construction site. Because of that almost isolated social experience, I even felt hopeless about the industry and the world I chose...... So if there is really a situation where the update is not powerful, please understand!

But I can promise! I will never be a eunuch, and I will never be ruined! For you, I will strive to improve my writing, depict my ideal world, the ideal process of growth, the ideal friendship, family affection, and love, and present them in front of you!

This is my solemn promise to every person who supports me and reads the garbage I write!

The Hidden Knife once asked me, is Charlotte my own prototype?

I said no, he was the object of my longing!

Charlotte is arrogant, cheap-mouthed, speaks regardless of the occasion, dares to do what he wants, does not care about others and the eyes of the world, and most importantly - he never gives up!

I look forward to him so gorgeously, even if some readers give up this article because of his character, I want to say that Charlotte is a man who shines in my heart!

If I finish this article one day, I think I'll be sublimated to my soul too!

If I ever finish this article, I think I should thank you the most!

Because without you, I would have given up a long time ago!

Gentlemen, I'm not a, this is very important, so I make it clear!

But I love you! I think you're Claire, Sylvia, Vivien Leigh, Aven, Cecilia, and Elle!

I would like to dedicate this article to every reader who reads my book! Every reader who silently votes for me! Every reader who leaves a message in the book review area! Every reader who silently supports or directly encourages me!

The above sentences come from the bottom of my heart!

It's late at night, I wish you all a good dream!