"Does my sister regret it?" Chang Yun turned her back to me, looking at me in the mirror, I was combing her hair, and after a while, she said softly: "............ Just entered the palace and didn't take anything with you, don't you regret it at all?"

She looked serious, and asked twice reluctantly, asking me if I regretted it.

Forced to laugh and tired people, but at this time, I still have to maintain the waves on my face, my heart is full of holes, and I still have to grit my teeth and go on, and I can't turn back

This is the same as the day Fu Ji left me, silently, what should be said and what should not be said are in the eyes and hearts. I stopped in front of the Xiyuan Gate of the Hou Mansion for a long time, and at the end of the day, I didn't take anything with me, I didn't even see anyone, so I just left.

Chang Yun asked me, I couldn't answer, and the paragraph with Gongsun Di disappeared from the moment one foot stepped out of the Hou Mansion, I couldn't tell whether it was true or false, but it was emotional.

But what if you have affection, can you eat it as a meal?

I can't lie to her openly, and I can't say no against my will, so I just shook my head, and pretended to laugh and said: "Didn't you say that the old one doesn't go and the new one doesn't come~ I'm happy to come to see you lightly, and I have completely dissociated myself from him, isn't that good?"

Chang Yun sighed in the mirror: "It's not bad, it's just that I'm unstable, I always think that my sister accompanies me, and the two of us can be down-to-earth together, but who knows that what I want with you is upside down, and we are not happy." ”

I know what she said is the matter of the post-seal, and as soon as the post-seal ceremony passes, she and Gongsun Jiaao will be equivalent to stamping the seal, life and death are the same acupuncture, and they are a real husband and wife.

..............

This seat, if I could, would have been mine.

If Gongsun Di had taken the throne that day, this seat would have been mine.

Unfortunately, the most taboo thing in everything is 'if'.

It's a pity.

"Actually, Chehou is also very good to my sister" Chang Yun reached out and took a pair of small gold locks and put them on his ears, and said with some emotion: "There is one thing I didn't say as soon as I put it away, in fact, since the day my sister came back from Qianshou Palace, I haven't cut off medicinal materials here, and they are all good medicines to cure injuries and wake up, and I want to know who secretly sent it in." ”

"You can't blame him for this, you have to blame me" I smiled bitterly: "If I hadn't offended Concubine Cheng and the Queen Mother, I wouldn't have happened to the next thing, what is it to rush to post a eunuch upside down, it's a joke from anywhere, and you are still tired of having a dull face, although I thought about it myself, but I almost had no face to see people, so I simply went to Qiu You, I didn't expect to wait for Fu Ji." ”

I told Chang Yun about the days on Qiu You Mountain, which came back the year before last, and now it is really like a different life, and it sounds like it happened in the previous life.

No matter what, men are unreliable, there are always sisters who can sit and talk, I said to Changyun with envy: "Gongsun Jiaao is sincere, I expect him to be too, otherwise what would you do to choose you, see that Wan Songxue has children and daughters, she can't wait for more than ten years, and you will be on the turn as soon as you come, this is fate." ”

As Deng Fuzi said, everything is fate.

Chang Yun listened, was silent for a while, and then nodded lightly: "Maybe............"

Everyone has a last resort, and there are also unspeakable things. Although she is unlucky, but she is also lucky, until today I don't know what her sister and the emperor did, when she and the Marquis of Che plotted to set off civil strife, involved the innocent four princes, and then into the queen mother, but in the end was easily strangled in the cradle, there are too many twists and turns here, unless it is a close person, it is impossible to know so clearly.

But Lu Changyun just had a faint guess in her heart, and she never thought of asking this sentence, as long as her sister came back now, she was already like this, she could live one day at a time, why do you need to find an answer to everything, waste time on meaningless quarrels, meaningless bickering, what a waste.

I touched Changyun's good hair, and saw that her face was still so smooth and delicate, and I couldn't envy it, some women's beauty didn't need to use external objects at all, just quietly occupied a place, that is, it was full of brilliance, why use vulgar things like fat powder to embellish.

"The action of the needle bureau is really fast, I will change it twice, and the phoenix robe should be done, when the time comes, you remember to wear it in advance for me to see" I enjoyed the moment when I was alone with Chang Yun, that is, the place changed, it used to be my own boudoir, but now I have changed the Zhaosheng Palace, and it is even more coincidental that the Zhaosheng Palace was given to me by Fu Ji at the beginning.

The world is changing, but some things can't be changed, as if it is a reincarnation.

"But the rules are the rules, I guess I won't be lucky to see you put on at first glance" I smiled: "In a few days, I will find Sanfu Mama to learn a few words, and then give you a face and comb your hair, our Lu family is finally going to be a queen, if my father knows under the spring, it is estimated that he will have to cross his waist at this time, put his nose to the sky, and the whole world will know that his daughter is the queen, and the emperor will bow his head and call him his father-in-law in the future." ”

"I don't have a chance, maybe I will have to go to Qiu You to give Fu Ji a whole tomb in the coming year, he said that he hopes to lie in a warm place after death, it is best to have mountains and rivers and few people, I promised, I want to plant him full of jade makeup flowers.........." I nagged, full of proverbs and nonsense that I had learned over the years, and I just wanted to pour it all to Chang Yun: "Look at me, I haven't forgotten him until now, and I guess I won't forget him in this life." Women~ Whoever follows is who's family, as for the outside things, let them men fight for themselves, a good life is rare, they should live well, don't you think that's the truth?"

I was worried about giving birth to white hair, but Chang Yun didn't listen, and just shook his head and laughed when he heard the words: "What my sister said is all crooked, I don't listen." ”

Don't listen........ If you don't listen, forget it =_=

I read that Changyun is a sick person for many years, and I don't care about her at this time.

Speaking of which, it's not a day or two since I had a disagreement with her, the plan to restore the country is really so easy, Fu Sen will not drag it out until this time and will not come forward, in the final analysis, Chang Yun is still too well protected, I don't know what kind of chaos can be made outside, it sounds like a river of blood, and the ugly thing is purgatory on earth, the change of dynasty has always been, and the change of the emperor is on a bloody road, and the bones are piled up into a mountain, and the book is just a brushstroke, and even an inscription is not qualified to stand.

If you want me to say, why bother what you think outside, your own good life is the most important thing, you can slowly earn back your false name, but if you lose your heart, you can never get it back.

But Changyun can't listen to this, and it's useless for me to wear out my mouth.

I know Chang Yun's temper very well, and I have nothing to say for a long time.

I can't agree with the concept, I just don't care about both ends, and I didn't quarrel about it, Chang Yun and I are good at this, and we have identified a way, that is, if you go to the black, you can count it as your own, it doesn't matter if it's good or bad, it doesn't matter if you win or lose, in short, in the end, you will bear it all with one effort, and no one will regret it.

Rui Xue had a banquet, everything was peaceful, I changed Chang Yun into a crimson skirt, and watched her slowly enter the table, and Wan Songxue lived next to the emperor left and right, Chang Yun also took medicine before coming, and his appetite was very poor, and the people in the small palace did not have long eyes, and they had to pour wine when they came up, and I glared at them, and retreated aggrievedly, and almost turned the wine cup over to her when they bypassed Chang Yun's side, fortunately, Chang Yun's eyes were fast, and he reached out to help her, and the half-sized palace did not fall like Wu Meiren in front of him.

At the banquet, Chang Yun almost didn't even move his chopsticks, didn't drink wine or food, just drank two mouthfuls of soup, and his posture was so arrogant.

Just take the face as Qiao, the saint actually turns his head from time to time to condole, it can be seen that the status of the concubine has long been beyond everyone, but there is no help, one is willing to fight and one is willing to suffer, the people on the tip of the heart are not comparable, no matter how many people there are, it is just a wisp of grass, Jing Guifei can go out has already given face, just sat down slightly, and said that she was unwell, and as soon as the dance of the dancing girl at the banquet was finished, she got up and retired.

"It's not good," I hugged her and said worriedly: "You have only been staying for a long time and coming back, I guess Gongsun Jiaao will have to come to see you in half an hour, isn't this obviously not giving face to the courtiers and not giving face to his little wives." ”

Chang Yun comforted me and said that it didn't matter: "He knows me, I have always been impatient with such an occasion, and yesterday I had already asked someone to take a scroll of Hanmei to the New Year's Chart and send it to Hanliang Palace, which should be regarded as reparation." After speaking, she squeezed my hand again, and looked very well-behaved: "Sister, the medicine is so bitter, I poured it in one go, but at this point I still can't taste it in my mouth, so it's better to ask the little orange to boil some yellow rice porridge." ”

Originally, I was worried that she had a bad appetite and couldn't eat anything, but now that I know that she is hungry, then I can rest assured, so I nodded: "Okay, the big fish and meat at the banquet will taste greasy, I'll go to the small kitchen to see, don't make any porridge and cabbage, I'll give you a stew bowl of white sugar bird's nest, you eat to replenish your strength." ”

After so many years, I still have that fiery temper, just do what I say, and without waiting for Changyun to pull me to say something, I turned my head and went out.

There were already few people in the inner hall, and as soon as my sister left, there was no one at all.

No one is good, no one can see what to do, Lu Changyun took out a piece of tissue paper from her small sleeve, and the palace maid who poured wine just now secretly stuffed it into her hand while people were unaware of it.

She spread out the note, looked at it carefully, and read it very quickly.

A small stove was lit in the Zhaosheng Palace, which was specially used to boil water, and it was best to make tea with rootless water, Lu Changyun collected a lot of snow water and morning dew on the plum blossoms, and the purple clay pot was boiling at this time, and it was bubbling, she had no intention of soaking any more Gongchun silver needles at the moment, but she just threw the note into the furnace below, and it burned clean after a while, and there was no trace.

No one knew what she saw.