In the end, the conversation ended unhappily, and Gongsun and I stood up, blushing and short of breath, probably with round eyes, and the anger rushed to the top of our heads, and I don't know if my hair was running up.

Later, I thought back that this was probably the hardest moment in my life, and I had never been like this before when I was squeezed by Luo Zhiyi's little on his head;

The person who bows his head first loses, and no one is convinced of this situation, and no one speaks, so I just watched, watching Gongsun Di's eyes change from bright to dark, and then slowly walked out of the room, during which he didn't turn his head back once.

I don't need to go on, it's a complete breakdown............

I originally thought that this time, like countless times before, after the quarrel, it would be equivalent to turning the page, and no one would mention this stubble in the future.

I thought he would continue to endure and continue to turn back for me.

Unfortunately not.

After three days of cold war, and the bed was also cold for three days, I lay in bed in the middle of the night, and suddenly my soul was blessed, and I suddenly figured it out.

Following Fu Ji's death, I was once again thrown into the cold palace, or by another man.

This is the second big hurdle in my life, and it hurts enough.

My temper is not to mention him, I can't bear it myself, it should be.

It's really a wall, thousands of miles away, even if you are on the same roof in the future, I'm afraid there will be no chance to get close to talk, snuggle, or even sleep together.

Because he knew he couldn't hold himself, and I never threw in the towel.

So don't say anything that you have to say, and don't mention whether it's hypocritical, the opposite side of love is hate, thinner than paper, and a poke is a hole in the eye, so love will immediately deteriorate, because of love and hate, and in the end it will end in old age and death;

To put it bluntly, it's an injustice...............

Since then, we really haven't seen each other again, even if the Hou Mansion is just such a place, we can't touch one side.

Don't say anything to watch secretly, if you count the hours and chances, there is nothing in us.

Finally, the dark clouds that have been hovering over my head since the Guanghan Palace have finally dispersed, and the whole world should celebrate together.

I wanted to laugh, but this time I couldn't.

On the contrary, I still feel like crying.

Since men are unreliable, just think about women, the post-sealing ceremony is imminent, what a grand event, not to mention the cabinet of the DPRK and the Central People, even the common people are watching.

The closer the day, the more my eyelids jumped, not only me, anyone could think that Fu Sen had been dormant for many days, and he would inevitably make some moves, guess it, Gongsun Jiaao was not stupid, and took great pains to help Chang Yun up, in order to force Fu Sen to be angry and ruthless, he should think of it the most.

It's just that he is too proud, and he seems to be determined to transfer Chang Qing back to Shangjing, Fu Sen's men and horses are not a problem, the people of the Northland are brave, and it is so easy to seize the throne of Fu Ji, what is he a king of Yu who has cut off the knight, he is not the defeated general at the beginning, and he has been raising a wounded turtle for a year, and he is expected to make some assassination-assassination tricks, and he can deal with it.

King Yu's reputation is very high, yes, but if you want to talk about reputation, maybe our Lu family is the most wronged, from his father to Changyun, now he can't wash anything, so he has to continue to wait, and when Fu Sen becomes a treasure, he nodded first in order to completely correct the name of the General's Mansion.

Regardless of the depth, I found that it is not enough for people to grow brains in vain, and people who can't control their temper are at a loss, just quarreling with Gongsun Di, and they will quarrel with the long-term meal ticket, and my days in the Hou Mansion are obviously not long, coming and scattering, scattering and coming, the man walks in front of him like a marquee, and finally has to return to Changyun's side.

Except for Fu Ji, only Chang Yun is good to me.

After figuring this out, I decided, in the rest of the days, I should read more books, no matter what I read, at least use history as a mirror, I can force myself to weigh it, the side is not important, and the most important thing is to be able to figure out the gains and losses.

As for what kind of children's affection, what has him in my heart and doesn't have him, to hell with it!

The Hou Mansion was locked up tightly, and there were no visitors, no banquets, and it was like living in seclusion for a long time. I've read a lot of idle books, and I'm good at it, but I can go wherever Gongsun Di is not there, but occasionally I encounter it and it's embarrassing, I look at each other and then stagger silently, stepping on the snow silently, there are only two rows of footprints on the bluestone slab that never intersect, and the two of them just passed.

This way of getting along is what I have always hoped for, it is better to never get along with each other, and everyone is pure.

But that's not right.

I always feel that there is an empty piece in the cavity, and I can't make up for it.

I look out when I have nothing to do now, and I don't focus on what to see, the snow and red plums have their own awe-inspiring meaning, how are they all beautiful.

It's just uncomfortable, I'm always thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking about.

He obviously agreed, and wanted to paint me a small portrait again..........

promised not to count, not a gentleman's style.

But that day, Gongsun Di in the Huxin Pavilion had been preoccupied, and in the end, he only made a few moves, and the matter was put on hold.

Maybe I can't wait for that little portrait in my life.............

It's not a good thing to pretend to be virtuous and virtuous in front of Gongsun Di for so long, for example, I am too deep in the play, and I myself have a bit of a human drama, and now I am mixed into a transparent person in the Hou Mansion, and I feel some meaning, it is too abnormal to read books like this, and people are going to be dull, so I still have to think of sending news into the palace, and ask Chang Yun to pay more attention, I was in Qiu You except for accompanying Fu Ji, and other things should not be left behind, and I inquired left and right, only to know that the lord of Pingyang Weng had formed a line with Fu Sen early, these two people are the same as Gongsun Di, and they are all top-class characters in terms of strategy, and there must be actions on the ceremony after the seal, so we should always be careful。

In the evening, the Hou Mansion was lit up, and it was empty and bright, and the people who walked around were not diligent in wearing the hall;

Most of the people who come to me are rare guests, and if Chehou doesn't come, then only Mrs. Fang can come.

Shu Yao's expression is indifferent, the child is gone, he is seriously ill, but the sick person is aging rapidly, he used to stand with Gongsun Di is still a joint name, Juan Xiu is petite, and now the lines in the corners of his eyes are growing vigorously, looking very old, a little in the direction of the emperor's peers.

Pinch your fingers, I can't count it, I haven't chatted with anyone seriously for a long time, I can't remember, anyway, it's been a long time, at first glance, I naturally welcomed her, but Shu Yao obviously didn't plan to sit down, just endorsed me like a book to pass a message, it was sent from the palace, scribbled only a few words, but when Qi Kaiji came to pass the word, I was tired of reading books, and I was resting, so I didn't see this old acquaintance at all.

What the palace means is that Concubine Jing and Mrs. Shu of the Hou Mansion have a good personal relationship, so Mrs. Lao Fang cleaned up, and changed Ming'er to enter the Zhaosheng Palace as an accompaniment.

Time, that is, to accompany until the end of the ceremony.

The Zhaosheng Palace has a special identity, belongs to the kind of person who can't even stammer, and there are really not many times she can ask the emperor to give an edict.

In fact, it goes without saying that everyone is a smart person, and who the concubine really wants to see is not just a one-sentence deal.

There is half a month to come, it was supposed to enter the palace ten days early, but there is no one in the concubine's mother's house, there is no one in the palace who does not deal with it, and the saint is not good to be relieved by her side all the time, so the concubine then chattered about Mrs. Shu Yao of the Hou Mansion, what else can the woman do when she enters the palace, anyway, she enters the palace to do nothing, and she talks with her every day to relieve her boredom.

There is another one, the concubine is afraid that the palace is expensive, and she may not be used to living there, so she has allowed Shu Yao to bring the people around her to come in, and the number of people is not too much.

Even if Shu Yao became a fool, it was impossible not to understand the meaning of these words, it couldn't be more obvious.

The so-called official level crushes people to death, and anyone who used to be Lu Meiren can ignore it, but Lu Meiren followed up with a title, and raised the concubine extraordinarily, this weight is not ordinary, everyone has to weigh it, whether they can offend it.

Shu Yao knows the weight of the concubine in the emperor's heart, which is not offended at all, she can not ask for much, it is best for the child to come back, if not, only her idea of being a mother tries to see her, it can be said that the reason of the concubine is reasonable, not only gave her the stairs, but also reminded her in disguise to bring her sister into the palace together, these are not difficult things, she can do it.

She told the truth what Concubine Jing meant, and as soon as the words fell, she saw the good-looking woman opposite put out the notebook, with a pair of bright eyes, stars in her eyes, and some joy in her eyes, I was very happy to finally see my sister.

Shu Yao smiled, it was good to have a backer in her heart, so she didn't have to worry about anything.

So it was finalized, the day after tomorrow I took the waist card into the palace, before leaving I had the heart to go to the study to take a last look, when I was close to feel extremely close, as if the heart can be attached together, but turn around a cold, you can also avoid it since then, this is a man..............

I packed up my baggage and looked around, the small courtyard of the Hou Mansion was full of feelings, carved beams and paintings, jade and jade, wealth and nobility are accumulated, and the face is still there, and it is still full of wealth.

None of it is mine.

I went around and took nothing with me, and I couldn't take anything with me.

The carriage to enter the palace was waiting at the west gate of the Hou Mansion, and I finally went to the old place.

Although the study is closed, I know that people are inside, and I don't have the courage to knock on the door, I am full of unwillingness, just like when I left Fu Ji, as if I don't look at this and that, and there will be no chance in the future.