In the study, I studied the ink for Gongsun Di, and the paper on the bookcase was covered with a lot, but I didn't have time to accept it, some of them were written on the top of the Heavenly Dao people, and some of them only had separate words, which were disorganized, and they couldn't see any meaning even if they were put together.

However, he, like Fu Ji, is a master who can meditate by practicing calligraphy.

And I'm not.

I couldn't stand still at all when I stood on the side, because serving pen and ink is an elegant manual work, and the best thing is that the red sleeves add fragrance, and the bad thing is that the slave has to do it, for example, my hands are very sore now.

Knowing that Gongsun Di didn't like people around him to talk a lot when he practiced calligraphy, I closed my mouth very obediently (I was also afraid that I would be led by his nose if I couldn't say a few words), there were few people in the Hou Mansion, except for Shu Jiao who could also say hello, I couldn't get along with anyone, and I had made it very clear in the prison before, and then I and Gongsun Di obviously began to talk not to speculate, fortunately, although there was a small quarrel this time, but there was no quarrel, the reason was that I restrained my temper very well, and I did not continue to grind with him;

This is what I owe him.

He couldn't put up with me for so long and didn't throw me out of the Hou Mansion, and he didn't reach out to strangle me, so I should be thankful.

The world is unpredictable, no one knows that after today, tomorrow there will be some chicken and dog mess to find the door, without the original King Yu, there will be no me today.

At that time, Fu Ji and I were so happy, even if there was a Bao among them, it was nothing, the little girl could easily pass away without wind and waves, but the result was because Fu Sen intervened sideways and asked Bao to secretly change the medicine, not only Fu Ji was gone, but even I couldn't run, and I was brought back to Beijing by Gongsun Di.

Touching his conscience and saying, if Fu Ji is still there, I should be in the hills at this time, watching the flowers, the mountains and the scenery, as long as the people I like stay together, I will have a kind of mood of rain and sunny sky and cloudless sky in everything.

Qiu You's snow melts slowly, and the clouds also walk very slowly, just don't do anything, just accompany Fu Ji wholeheartedly, even if you eat the potatoes and fried shredded pork I made myself every day for a month, I am willing.

Fu Ji and I should have continued to live like this, at least there was nothing left, and when we looked back, we found that we still had each other.

But it's too late to say anything now~

I took advantage of the best temper when Gongsun Di finished practicing calligraphy, and complained to him in a hurry, and pointed to the winter robe on his body very aggrievedly, saying that this dress was really thick and a little too much, hot and heavy, and it was a little better than what I wore when I was working as a coolie in Guanghan Palace, at least it was not patched, and the thread was not washed and stretched.

"It's hot inside, can't you go out to write, go out to paint?" I saw that he was still immersed in the study, and finally said angrily: "I said that I wanted to paint a picture of Hanmei, and you left it alone before people's faces were touched, how can there be such a reason!"

I thought that my righteous words could be exchanged for Gongsun Di's 'face', but who knew that he didn't even have a good word, just gently handed me a sentence "The heart is calm and naturally cool", and I was completely silent.

"It's so quiet here, it's so panicked" I leaned over pitifully, stretched out my hand to take him, and my voice softened, "Look at me, I've been standing with you for so long, and my stomach is empty............."

From the moment he returned to the Hou Mansion, I have been cautious, lest he get angry.

When I was no longer as natural as I used to be with him, I need to be so careful now.

It seems that we are all the same, trapped in the Hou Mansion and unable to get out.

After a while, Gongsun finally whispered, "Let's go." ”

............. With such a strange way of getting along, it's really hard for him to calm down with me.

After all, I was the one who went to leak the secret to Gongsun Jiaao, and after Shu Jiao fell ill, it was me who helped support me in the Hou Mansion.

Maybe I didn't even find the contradiction in my heart, I always wanted to save Changyun first, and then I really saw that man go to prison, I began to have a bad time again, tossing and turning at night, not only worried that Gongsun Di would hate me, but also afraid that he would not even see me, and he forced himself to lose weight, and he couldn't please me.

It doesn't matter, just when he indirectly forced Fu Ji to death, I used Gongsun Jiaao's hand to make him fall short, and we barely evened it out this time.

In the evening, Gongsun Di came from Shu Yao, and he didn't need to look at it much, but he was tired with the naked eye.

I understand, our side lady needs to be appeased the most now, otherwise she will be worried every day, just in case there is a nobleman in the palace who wants to leave her last child, not to mention when it will be returned, that is, Yan Ji occasionally returns to the door, at best, she only stays for a day and a night, and she will leave the next day, she just watches like this, whether she wants to live or not.

"It is said that it is not easy to repay children's debts, and I don't think it is easy for Shu Yao" I took advantage of the situation to loosen my clothes for Gongsun Di, and comforted: "But as long as people live for a breath, they will have to live no matter how hard and difficult they are." Be content, now it's much better than me in the Guanghan Palace~!"

He was silent, just spreading his hand at the right time to make it easier for me to move.

"Actually, you don't have to" Gongsun Di looked at me busy, his expression was extremely calm, and he only said: "Defeat is defeat, nothing else." If you are really ashamed, you should never see me for the rest of your life, instead of forcing me to nod my head just for an answer. ”

Hit the nail on the head, it really hit the nail on the head.

When did he not hit the nail on the head.

I turned my back to Gongsun Di and pretended to be calm and was sorting out my clothes, not even daring to look back.

What he said was really right, I was ashamed, so everything revolved around the Hou Mansion and around him, even if I knew that Gongsun Di would not be much happy when he saw me, he still insisted on asking for an explanation.

I just want to give myself an explanation, I want to hear him admit it himself, admit that I am a two-faced villain, and I ask for peace of mind when I do bad things, even if I am not qualified to be forgiven, it is good to force him to hate me.

Only in this way can I have peace of mind.

is too diligent, and everything he does is to clear himself, and this kind of self-righteous accommodation is even more chilling.

Gongsun Di saw it, Shu Yao also saw it, how can there be such a beautiful thing in the world, because of guilt, so no matter how difficult it is, he has to accompany him hard, as if he has paid, he has been breathed down, and he simply put an attitude to come out, and everything in front of him can be written off, and in the end, no one really laughed, and he moved himself enough.

Don't say that it is Gongsun who is killed, no man can stand such a 'favor', it is more like a shame.

Originally, this scene could still be done so foolishly, but this time it can be regarded as a complete tear of the face, and it is clear to say.

My face was red, I don't know if I was embarrassed or pierced by my heart, I was particularly angry, in short, Gongsun Di was just behind, but I even had a hard time turning around, and the jade belt in my hand hung down weakly, I was afraid of embarrassment, or refused to face him, but suddenly my voice was dumb, but I still didn't admit defeat, and I just stiffened my neck and replied: "I'm not good to you, you're not comfortable, this time I finally know that I'm good to you, and I understand the difficulties of the Hou Mansion, but I've become a sinner? He has his pride, and I have people I have to protect, and if you really want to worry about me, then you can count enough, and see who has a point.

"At the beginning, you pulled Changyun and asked her to do this and that for you, and let her carry the child into the Queen Mother's Palace" I turned around and looked at him: "I want to protect my own sister, everything else is fine, I can't care about anything, am I still wrong?"

Qubbling, still quibbling, Gongsun Di knows that in this life, I am afraid that I will not be able to wait for her to tell the truth, and now she does not feel that she has done anything wrong, she is so stiff with her neck, as if everyone in the world is sorry for her, she has more difficulties than anyone else, and he should be tolerant and tolerant.

is the same as Fu Ji, he was born to owe her.

This is normal, Gongsun Di knows her too well, and knows this former Rui Guifei too well.

For the sake of her sister and the Lu family, she was not wrong at all.

He is the one who is really wrong.

He once thought that he could hold her firmly in his hands, look at Shu Yao, look at the Queen Mother, he has a good understanding of everyone's weaknesses, and he can take one by one.

may have his own definite number in the dark, he has no last resort, but he didn't expect that he would still be defeated in her hands at a critical time, he knew that her ambition was so big, and he knew that she would choose to 'abandon the darkness and turn to the light', and turn to his imperial brother, he should have made a decision immediately, even if it was to let her disappear.

Gongsun Di walked a few steps closer, but he still felt that the two of them were far away at the moment, and his beautiful blue eyes were full of scrutiny, and at the end he smiled to himself, and there was a kind of sorrow that had passed a thousand sails: "No wonder, I promised you the position of concubine, you never really agreed, and you guessed my plan a long time ago." He sighed, "So I lost, it's normal." ”

After living for almost thirty years, he is really not qualified to do a thorough job, how long a person's life is, and it is short enough, it seems that it is for the unreachable dragon chair and a person destined to be unreachable, that he has come to the present step by step. In the end, he lost it and got it, because he was plotting the throne and was detained in the Hou Mansion, but she could have left but she didn't leave, such an ending was something they didn't think about, and in the end, it was difficult to tell whether it was two clear or compromises.

The light of the open fire in the room is like daylight, and everything can be seen from the face. I hesitated to step forward, but I didn't know what face to look at him, this thing has happened, and it's not interesting to mention it now, if I had to choose at the beginning, I would also choose Gongsun Jiaao, after all, he treated Changyun at least sincerely.

My eyes are not good, but I can still see the affection in a person's eyes, and I can see it really.