As mentioned before, based on the analysis of normal people's psychology and concept of life, Ahn Junhyuk's personality is probably flawed.

It is not decisive and ruthless in the major right and wrong, or rational, this is actually everyone's normal concept of choice, some people are more indecisive, some people are fierce, you can't say that the indecisive character is not good, the vigorous and resolute is flawless, the Chinese invent words, and there is still the distinction between "decisive" and "arbitrary", and there are also the vague ends of "looking ahead and looking backwards" and "planning no strategy".

The flaws are reflected in some details, such as the family.

For normal people, the composition of the family should be parents, children, top-down, and a tree-shaped structure that connects the past and the future, but in Ahn Jun-hyuk's previous life, half of this tree-shaped structure was missing, and in the memory of the later dream, the first half of the first half that it should inherit was completely cut off, for him, the family is a parallel line, and the universal moral concept is naturally recognized, but this "tree" is crooked and broken, and it is impossible to exert much influence on him.

In the years of "Dreamland", he was alone, desperate to break into a circle that he was not familiar with, and climbed up little by little, when he was small, he did not have the ability to change the environment and adapt the environment to him, so he had to change himself to adapt to the environment.

Of course, we can righteously say that some of his ideas are wrong, and we can even accuse him of making excuses for his present behavior, but what is the basis for our accusations? It is nothing more than universal morality.

And these morals, in fact, are not your own, others tell you what to do. When there are many people who say it, it seems to become the truth. The difference is that the truth that Ahn Joon-hyuk accepts is not the same as the truth we are used to, and the truth that the circle that he has had to adapt to instills in him.

He has no emotional moral purity, you can scold him for being incorruptible and shameless, but in the "dream" that affects him the most, he shuttles between many, many women, and maintains a relationship that can be regarded as erosive. Until the novelty is gone. He threw his hand away, and when he woke up from the dream, the environment was still affecting him, the difference was only. These effects are in the minds of normal people. It's positive and uplifting. Full of positive energy!

He didn't kick anyone away again, but carefully chosen, carefully maintained. Then carefully take your own responsibility.

It's not about having a clear conscience, and it's certainly not about being ashamed to death.

At this time, there was silence, but he didn't know what to do......

Not long after the sun turned into a setting sun, the burning clouds shimmered brightly from the western sky, drawing a long arc from the other side of the mountains to the eastern coast, and the whole sky seemed to be shining, and the spacious hospital room seemed to be very bright. Ahn Junhyuk looked at Xiujing, who was lying quietly on the bed not far away, sleeping deeply, and the orange red of the sunset illuminated her side face, and after a while, she nodded under her sister's gaze.

"I know ......"

He is not blind, in the past two days, her anxiety and her hesitation, he has seen it in his eyes. But he couldn't give her the promise she wanted, because, he couldn't.

For him at present, the responsibility is to stay by Xiujing and Jingyan's side, and other than that, it is all the last thing.

The light of the setting sun gradually diffused out, and the corridor was also dyed golden, and the lounge at the end, behind the half-hidden door, the girl leaning sideways in front of the window, looked back at the immovable door, was stunned for a while, and sighed.

"Hey, what's the sigh about?"

The phone held up in his ear, and Xiuying's words came from the other end.

Yun'er hurriedly smiled in disguise: "The air here is not good, and I feel that the pollution is quite serious." She looked out the window at the blue sky at sunset, feeling a little weak.

Fortunately, Xiuying didn't think about it deeply, and followed her to casually criticize Japan's air quality, and immediately talked about the things around her, which was naturally inseparable from Taeyeon's abnormality.

“…… I always feel that she is not normal, and she is preoccupied, and I suspect that she is thinking about the spring period...... How can I have that American time to joke, she's changed since she received a love letter this morning, you defend her so much, don't you two have a leg?"

"Ernie!" Yun'er could almost imagine that Xiuying over there at this time must be lying on the bed in a huff, playing tricks with her while clasping her feet.

Xiuying laughed and laughed, the two joked a few more words, hung up the phone, after this short period of noise, she was left alone again in the small lounge, and the feeling of loneliness inevitably came to mind.

When she was about to put away her phone, Yuna saw a photo on the screen that was used as a wallpaper.

That's actually a random call from the photo album, she likes to take some nice photos, sometimes herself, sometimes and the people around her, this one is probably from last year, looking at the background, it should have been taken casually when she and Taeyeon visited the park one day, behind the two round smiling faces crowded in front of the camera, the withered branches and leaves of the park fell into mud.

After staring at the photo for a while, the girl opened the album and flipped through it.

Although it is only a few months, but with the beginning of the year as the divide, the past days seem to have suddenly pulled a long distance, and when I recall it carefully, it is naturally because I am different, I have held hands, I have hugged, and I have ...... Kiss......

The girl gave up her sorrow for a moment, and her face was faintly red in the setting sun.

But speaking of which, why is it only yourself who has changed?

For example, Taeyeon......

There are some things she understands, even if Taeyeon never said it. Looking at the photos of herself and Taeyeon in the album, Yuna suddenly realized that something was missing, and after thinking about it, she flipped back, to last summer, spring, and to the midwinter and golden autumn at the end of the year before last, as if reincarnation turned over summer and spring again, and then, in a certain silver-covered world, a group photo of her, Taeyeon, and him appeared.

In March 2005, in early spring, peach blossom snow swept across the northern part of the peninsula.

They traveled together from Seoul to Gangwon-do, and were stopped halfway by a snowstorm. It's not even a group photo, he was injured at the time, and, just after confirming the relationship with Xiujing's sister, he just stood on the edge of the lawn with a cane, watching them compare scissor hands to the camera, and under the camera, only he looked at the silhouette here.

This seems to be the only photo they have together, he doesn't like to take pictures, there is a relatively clear photo with him, but it was 04 when the SM Autumn Eve party, there were a lot of people around, she and he were separated by the crowd, and smiling faces were crowded among them, and they could hardly find each other.

It's far less intimate than this one.

In the dimming afterglow, the girl under the window looks at the screen of her mobile phone, her memory of that trip is almost completely covered by the rainy night before the snowstorm, at that time, she and Taeyeon face the camera, what else did they do except scissor hands?

“cheese——！”

In a dim trance, there seemed to be a girl's crisp cry, echoing in his ears from the wind and snow of memories, flashing brightly on their smiles, he looked this way, and then everything froze.

Do you know the truth?

Yuna closes her phone.

…… These two girls are in love with you...... (To be continued......)

PS: My eyes are better, this time I was careless, and the egg hurts...... Continue to warm your hands and try to recover your state~