PS: Yesterday, because of work, there was a little problem with the eye, so it was not updated, so I would like to explain it here. This is today's update, about the small number of words, it's really not good, but I'm trying my best to adjust!

"Taeyeon!"

The familiar name made the girl excited, her attention suddenly withdrew from her memory, and she subconsciously turned to look in the direction where the voice came from, and the half-hidden door of the practice room was pushed open, and Stephanie, who had long hair like a black waterfall, stood there looking at her worriedly.

"What's wrong with you?" Stephanie walked in, carrying a small and fashionable pink shoulder bag on her shoulder, followed by a faint smell of sweat, it seemed that she had just finished practice, she looked at Taeyeon worriedly, "I just called you several times, but you didn't respond, are you not feeling well?"

She also noticed that Taeyeon was not quite right early this morning, although she spoke and did things normally, and occasionally made jokes in small talk, or when others told dirty jokes about, pee, and fart, she still made her signature aunt laugh, but if you remove all this, in fact, Taeyeon has been practicing hard all day today, squandering her physical strength, and she is not diligent like her- Stephanie knows all too well that Taeyeon usually hates practicing dance, and when she has time, she prefers to stay alone in the practice room, hanging her voice in front of the mirror over and over again.

"Oh, no...... cough ......" Taeyeon, who was constantly sliding down her forehead with sweat, waved her hand when she heard the words, as if she wanted to find a reason to prove that she was not feeling unwell, but after a long time, she didn't finish her sentence after all.

She coughed a few times. With his hands on his knees, he bent down and lowered his head, his petite body undulating regularly, breathing quickly and heavily.

In a moment, a drop of water fell to the ground, and in the glow of the sunset that leaked through the floor-to-ceiling windows behind it, a little crystal gold exploded.

Tick, tick

Standing beside her, Stephanie suddenly didn't know what to say. She raised her hand. I wanted to pat Taeyeon on the shoulder, but looking at the thin and twitching shoulder, the arm was as heavy as lead.

……

……

This world has always been like this, there are tears. There is also laughter.

Dark clouds shrouded the coast of Shizuoka for more than a day. Dispersed the next afternoon. The sea breeze is warm with the sun, blowing the waves, and the sky washed by the wind and rain. Connected with the blue of the ocean, in an arc far in the direction where the water and the sky meet, some white and gray seabirds, soaring in the air above the pedestrians, flew from that side, or flew that way.

The sun after the rain was very gentle, Ahn Junhyuk opened the curtains of the ward, allowing the yellowish light in the afternoon to let in, the air was a little cold, and the light passed through the window into bunches, and some dust and fibers moved in the light.

Near the window, there was a small crib, and the light suddenly became rich, obviously making the little guy who was sleeping in it very uncomfortable, his limbs kicked around, and the little mouth made a few humming and chirping slightly, and after a while, the tiredness that had just been born in this world prevailed, and the little guy did not wake up.

This is his daughter!

Ahn Joon-hyuk sat on the edge of the bed and looked at his sleeping daughter.

From yesterday's when she was born, until now, in fact, he barely had time to stop. First accompanied the doctor to check, and then he had to pay attention from time to time, he didn't sleep at night, his nerves were always tense, he listened to any movement, took care of the little guy, and also took care of Xiujing, until this moment he had time to take a closer look at this little life who inherited his bloodline.

He whimsically compared the palms of his hands, and found that two palms could cover her. She was also very weak when she was born, from yesterday to now, he has hugged a few times, he didn't dare to use force at all, he was always afraid that he would hurt her, but he always couldn't help but want to hug.

That feeling is very novel, whether in the past, in dreams, or now, he has never been in love with something, and in terms of selfish desires, he likes to touch the dot to the end, keep some distance, leave some leeway.

It is not as Schopenhauer said that "porcupines hurt each other", but he is accustomed to putting himself in a shell, depicting gentleness on the shell, marking weakness, paralyzing outsiders, and waiting until one day the picture is poor, and the gentle and weak shell can be discarded at any time, or retreated, or reversed, and he can deal with it calmly.

In a sense, this should be considered a character flaw.

Not too affectionate, but too ruthless.

There were many thoughts mixed in his mind, Ahn Junhyuk's rough fingers swiped his daughter's lips, the little guy in his sleep smacked his mouth, and then hummed and cried faintly, the little hand subconsciously hugged his fingers, opened his mouth to hold his fingertips, and sucked hard.

"Heh......"

Ahn Jun Hyuk was amused by the soft and tender wetness of his fingertips, under the sun, his daughter's fleshy mouth held his fingers, she naturally didn't feel anything in her sleep, she didn't give up if she didn't suck anything, just a little cheek squirming, and her hands hugged his hand tightly.

After laughing a few times, Ahn Junhyuk's expression softened, and he gently withdrew his hand and covered the sheet for his daughter.

In fact, the birth of a child is not entirely happy, you see this little person under the sun, she was born in this world because of you, you have to take responsibility, she is only so old, you have to wake up and sleep every night in the days to come, to ensure that you can hear her cry, you have to feed her, you have to wipe her little buttocks, change diapers.

When she is a little older, you have to take care of her life, you have to play with her, you have to start teaching her a lot of things, you can't teach her for 10 years, even if it is 10 or 20 years later, you still can't relax, you have to take her to see this society, tell her the wisdom you have accumulated for decades, sometimes she will resist, but you can't give up, no matter how aggrieved and sad you are.

There is no precedent for any of these links, and it's not like an open-ended game, which option is wrong, you can re-read the file and come again, there is only one chance in any link, and if you are wrong, you will live up to the responsibility that she was born into the world because of you!

If you think about it carefully, the future of the foreseeable is undoubtedly a very troublesome thing, he is not suitable for such trivial things, he is not a very caring person, the experience in the dream is only to use money and power to "oppress", but in educating his daughter, this experience is obviously useless.

Sitting on the edge of the crib, looking at Jingyan in a daze, at a certain moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a slight sound came when the wheelchair was driven, and Jisoo came to him and watched the little one with him.

"What, are you in a particularly complicated mood?" After looking at it for a while, Jisoo smiled.

has been together since conception, she always understands his thoughts and troubles best, but understanding does not mean empathy, and when she asks to speak, Jisoo's expression is a little gloating.

"It is said that the daughter was her father's lover in her previous life, and she came to collect debts in this life, classmate Ahn Junhyuk, are you ready?"

Ahn Jun-hyuk responded with a slap on the back of the head to her playful inquiry.

"Ah, I'll turn my face with you again!"

"Oh? ”

"Damn it, nasty!"

Because they were afraid of waking up Jingyan, the brother and sister stopped talking after a few jokes, facing the sunset that was gradually sinking in the west, and they were silent to each other for a long time, and when the sky finally began to appear burning clouds, Jisoo looked at Xiujing, who was still lying on the bed not far away, and whispered: "Yun'er hasn't rested since yesterday......"

“…………”

Ahn Jun-hyuk's eyes jumped. (To be continued......)