After being hit mercilessly, Shu Jiao was completely quiet.

It's good to be quiet, the peace of the back house is good for both body and mind, although the means are not enough to see, but it really annoys me enough, just look at the black green under my eyes.

It's a great pleasure to finally be able to sleep well these days.

I'll just say that it's just a little wind and cold, how can there be a few days and nights when the doctor can't stand on the pile, isn't it only half a day, the little boy is fine.

Gongsun Di spoke, saying that the next few months were very times, in addition to not being able to go out, he walked around the Hou Mansion casually, and he didn't care about the trees and holes, but the access control was dead, I once just passed by the door, so I gave a bunch of people to invite back three or four times, and said "You are a distinguished guest, you can't slack off", grinding me to the point that I have no choice. It just so happened that Gongsun Di left the palace very late that night, and came over, he seemed to think that I was exploring the way in the Hou Mansion, and wondered if I was still thinking about running back to Qiu You, and his mouth was so yin and yang that I was so angry that I splashed tea on his face.

This makes people under the eaves and have to hold their breath.

Gongsun Di hinted that I went back to the study to do errands, and on weekdays, the dragon saw the beginning and the end.

Although I didn't exchange news with Deng Fuzi in the palace, I can guess a little bit about what he meant by the extraordinary times.

Maybe it won't be long before the sky changes here in Beijing, just like the day three years ago.

Everyone came to grab a chair, but in the end it was me who suffered, but it was those innocent people, how ridiculous, how innocent.

The ancient capital of several dynasties in Shangjing may be too prosperous and jealous, so it is not good for the year............

So thinking about it this way, is this civil strife finally coming, I am also a little excited when I think about it, after all, chaos can give people a chance to take advantage of, everyone knows that sending troops south is very disadvantageous to Fu Sen, if he wants to turn the tide, then he can only take advantage of the situation when others are fighting, then the odds of victory are not much greater, but there is also a basic guarantee, at least there is room to start over after defeat.

Three years after three years, I believe Fu Sen will be able to afford to wait.

But thinking that Gongsun Di really wanted to grab that chair with Gongsun Jiaao, I began to be a little depressed again, not for anything else, at least he really saved me twice, once was humiliated by Luo Zhiyi, and once was the three halls of Qianshou Palace, although the end of the two times was not very good, but finally my life was safe;

Sometimes a wide heart is not necessarily a bad thing.

I figured it out and gave myself another bit of mental construction, but it didn't make much difference.

People, when they are in a bad mood, they tend to do something out of the ordinary, such as me, I accidentally ate too much at night, and in order to prevent choking, I walked around after bathing and then fell asleep. Just after the maid turned off the lights, I just lay down here and began to dream, like a marquee began to flash in front of my eyes, there is the night when Fu Ji painted my eyebrows, and the scene of Gongsun Di getting along with me, all vividly, as if in the ring, one after another, as if it was a portrayal of my heart.

In the end, reason is greater than emotion, at the end of the dream, I saw Fu Ji with a white face, and his mouth was not as bloody as before, so he looked at me directly, smiling at me: "Xianxian, you said that apart from me, you will never like anyone else, did you forget it so quickly..........?"

If the previous few times I could continue the front edge in my dreams, this time I obviously can't. Probably the real Fu Ji is not so scary, the eyebrows and eyes are still the same, but the temperament around him is completely different, just like the ghost who came to ask for his life in the depths of hell, which makes people panic. No matter how deep the pink filter was, I looked around, and I could only freeze in place after panicking, feeling for the first time what a real nightmare was.

What else can I say in my dream, I can only nod my head busily, trying to tell Fu Ji that I won't, but my throat is like being blocked by something, and I can only make a breath sound similar to 'ho'.

Because I knew that this was not true, Fu Ji was dead, so I was very sad.

But the way he looks, I'm really scared.

It seemed that Fu Ji didn't intend to let me go in his dream, and even stretched out his hand, wanting to pull me to his side, and said with words in his mouth: "It's better for Xianxian to come with me, let's go together, and stay away from those who make you unhappy, unhappy things." "The hand is cold, but the words are different from people, they are warm, with a bit of a bewildering nature, like turning back into that young man in an instant, just looking at the scenery in the general's mansion, standing in the shade of the tree for a while, just inadvertently raising his head, can promote a good story of a green plum sleeve and Lang riding a bamboo horse.

As he spoke, Fu Ji got closer and closer: "Just like this, we will always be together, and we will never be separated, okay?"

Okay, okay, then don't separate, it's better to be together for the rest of your life.

I wanted to nod almost the next moment Fu Ji said it, scared, and longing.

Anyway, no one will like me except him.

After all, I am such a bad person, countless shortcomings and failures have filled my twenty years of life, all day long worrying about whether I will love it because of color decay, worried that without a son and a half daughter by my side, there will be no place for me in the future, I didn't think about changing myself, just blindly blaming others, even two days before I went to Qiu You, I was blaming, blaming the unpredictable destiny, why did I say that I was born with a phoenix life, but it should not be fulfilled at this moment.

It's because I'm living so badly that I can't stand it anymore.

"But, I'm gone, what about Chang Yun, what about Master Deng, what about my little niece?" Fu Ji was right in front of me, close at hand, but I began to hesitate at this time: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Chang Yun will give up on himself if I leave, and I'm afraid that ............" I'm also afraid that Li Zhaorong and Luo Zhiyi won't let me go, I know that their deaths are more or less related to me, not to mention those concubines who died in vain in the East Palace, those women, they must all be resentful before they die;

I'm afraid that if I follow Fu Ji there, I will be entangled by them, endlessly.

They will make me atone for my sins and make me repent.

But I don't want to repent, and I don't want to atone for my sins...............

If I could go back to the past, I would do the same as I did, otherwise I would end up like them, but it was just a misalignment, and I would suffer.

"No" Fu Ji said: "With me, I will protect you, there is no third person between us, only me and you." His tone was really light as a spring breeze, like some kind of sin-evil whisper: "Immortal, isn't this exactly what you want?"

Want, want, who doesn't want such a life?

What a good day to get along with each other, to grow old together.

I want it, but don't I think it's too late to say it now?

Facing my favorite person, Fu Ji who I have liked since I was a girl to the present, I began to shake my head, as if I was running away from something, and the confusion in my heart surged out, forcing me to just turn around and run away immediately, but Fu Ji didn't let me go, his murmur has gradually turned into questioning, and asked me mercilessly: "Why? Are you reluctant to give up your sister, your family, or because you are the most reluctant, in fact, it is still the ethereal posterior." Fu Ji said coldly: "Perhaps, there is still the one who is willing to allow you to take the throne?"

No, how is this possible, I'm not a fool, I won't like the enemy, not to mention that his royal brother killed his father.

I shook my head even harder, anxious to explain something to him, but my words were extremely monotonous, and I just shouted, "No! I didn't!"

It's a pity that Fu Ji can't listen anymore. He said harsh words, not caring whether I would be sad or not, and only said, "Xianxian, you disappointed me. Then, he returned to the way he was when he was Qiu You, with moon-white clothes, jet-black hair, and starry eyes. From head to toe, it's the same Fu Ji I'm familiar with.

"Taboo, Taboo!!" I shouted, not seeing him turn back, the back was only resolute, as if he had decided that he would never appear in front of me again, not before, and never again.

No matter how hard I shouted, it didn't work, I was pulled back to reality by a strong sense of dizziness, and when I woke up, it was pitch black, only the smell of Su Hexiang lingered on the tip of my nose, Gongsun Di lit the lamp, and the clothes on his body didn't change, looking a little tired, but he still cared: "What's the matter, are you caught in a nightmare?"

I shook my head very weakly, my clothes were soaked with sweat, my face was not much better, white and colorless, and my lips were covered with tooth marks that I had bitten out of nightmares, and I was also haggard.

Gongsun Di didn't ask me who I saw in my dream and what happened. He didn't leave, just got up and poured me a glass of water, and reassured, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

"It's nothing, it's just a nightmare" I laughed: "I dreamed that many people came to collect debts from me, some of them knew and some of them didn't know, and Luo Zhiyi was also mixed in, saying that they were unwilling to lose in my hands, and they wanted to drag me down." I aimlessly made up nonsense: "The mouth is bloody, the teeth are all sharp, and I am scared to death." After speaking, he didn't forget to ask him: "What about you, it's so late, why do you still want to come to me and not go to see your side lady?"

"I don't look at her, I just suddenly want to come and see you" Gongsun Di said naturally: "That's why I'm here." ”

Coincidentally, every time I was in need, he came, and when he came, he comforted me and told me not to be afraid.

Therefore, it is easy for ordinary people to be tempted.

No matter what the purpose of Gongsun Di is, at least at this moment, I am at ease.