Chapter 218: New Love, Old Love
At the beginning of October, the weather is fine, and everything is suitable;
In the mountains, the air is good, and it looks like the snow will start to fall in a few days.
When Fu Ji is in better health, maybe it's not bad to push him out to see the snow.
However, there are also shortcomings, such as not enough wool for sewing shoulders, and the speed of wearing clothes cannot keep up with the speed of cold weather, etc.
The snow in the Jing Palace is never very high, the concubine's sedan chair, the queen's phoenix chariot has to pass from the palace road and the heavenly street almost every day, so whether it is day or night, there will be palace people to clean it, although it is clean, but it always feels a lot less interesting.
Unlike when I was in the East Palace, Fu Ji had to come to accompany me when he was free, and he would hang two branches on the snowman I built, and his aesthetics were rotten at this time, and he piled up two snowballs that I didn't even pick out with my eyes, saying that it looked like a human being.
There is nothing bad about winter, and Fu Ji and I have more reasons to nest in the room and work together.
Even if you don't do anything, just talk to Fu Ji like that, and play chess is also very good.
Calculate the time, this is one of the few days in my life, I can do whatever I want, carefree days, I can scratch my head in the house and show myself to Fu Ji, and I can dress up beautifully (unfortunately the fox fur was not brought out) to enjoy the snow outside, and I can sleep as long as I want, there is no old winter melon of Chengguo Gong here to stir up trouble, there is no queen in charge, naturally there is no need to ask for peace, there is no need to fight with those women.
It's literally the life I've dreamed of.
It's only now that I really feel that it doesn't matter if I'm not a queen.
I also blame my brain circuit for being born wrong, I always thought that being a queen could be a fair and honest world with Fu Ji, but the two of us went around in a big circle, and finally returned to the starting point, it seems that the phoenix life will never be fulfilled in me, my father originally had high hopes for me, but I couldn't stand Deng Fuzi for so many years The cold water was poured down, and I had to obediently accept my fate, admitting that I was indeed inferior to Changyun, and it was already the top of the sky to be a concubine.
It doesn't matter, Changyun and I have never bothered with her, what is there to worry about with my sister.
But the cold water that Deng Fuzi poured on me, I can pour it back on him.
Changyun looks at him like a relative, just like looking at me.
She can rest assured and boldly entrust the child to him to take care of, and let Deng Fuzi take me out of the palace, but she just can't love him.
In everything, there must be a first-come-first-come~
He is one step behind Fu Sen, one step later than Gongsun Jiaao, and he is not very old next year, but he always holds a shelf and puts up the score of the elders, pushing us farther and farther away step by step, when I enter the palace, he can still say a word, pouring cold water, but Changyun enters the palace, but he doesn't seem to have obviously stopped him.
If it weren't for the fact that he had been carrying Chang Yun's embroidered purse close to him and accidentally showed it to me, I really didn't know that Deng Fuzi had always had such a mind.
It's a pity that he knows Chang Yun better than me.
How good Changyun is;
She's beautiful, she's tough, she's indifferent.
Also, she recognized one thing and never looked back.
Now even if Deng Fuzi wants to return to Shangjing, he wants to persuade Chang Yun to leave with him, and he wants to correct his original mistake and come back, sorry, it's too late.
Why did he go in the first place?
Before I knew it, the thin snow fell on my eyebrows like a feather, and then it began to gradually increase, and the cold froze a spirit.
The snow was just in time, and it pulled me back from my long thoughts in a blink of an eye. As soon as I turned around, Fu Ji wore a moon-white winter robe, with a lynx on his shoulders loosely on his shoulders, and was in the distance, with smiling eyes and clear eyebrows, just looking at me quietly.
This looks good, it's good-looking, it's romantic, it's really romantic.
But I'm very pragmatic, even if I was fascinated by Fu Ji's beauty for the first time, I still struggled to come back to my senses.
I was really afraid that he would be cold, so I walked forward quickly, helped him tie the big hat firmly, like an authentic housekeeper, put the parents in the first place, and complained to his man: "It's cold outside, isn't there a charcoal basin in the house, why did you come out?"
"I'm afraid you're lost, come out to find you" Fu Ji has been smiling since he met me, and even his eloquence is much better than before, at least his mouth was not so sweet when he was the prince and the emperor, and I couldn't resist the sweetness.
That gloomy Fu Ji, the suspicious Fu Ji, seems to have become another person.
"I've said it a few times, and you just ran out when you were just better, and all the medicine was drunk in vain," I said, "I wanted to see if there were any new wild plum blossoms in the mountains, but you didn't go a few steps before you came to me." "I always feel that he is afraid that I will run away with some wild man, and it is called a strict .............
"I heard that the plum blossoms here are different from those in the palace, and the wild plums here are all plain white. It also coincides with the blooming and failure of thousands of flowers, withering in the wind, which must add a sense of nobility. Fu Ji smiled: "Before you came, I had seen it many times, and there was nothing new about it." ”
I folded my clothes, still a little unhappy, and muttered: "You just can't see me running out alone, you want to take care of me........... That complaining look is really cute.
It's like going back to the days of the East Palace.
Although I have almost seen the appearance of taking off my clothes, and now I get along with each other like an old husband and wife, but in front of first love, a woman will always unconsciously reveal her unique little daughter attitude, which is the most natural and the most pleasing to men.
Seeing this, Fu Ji stretched out his hand and pulled my sleeve again, a little happy and a little aggrieved in his words, and said: "Ah Bao stares at the fire every day, I drank the medicine, and I came out when she was not paying attention." He motioned for me to squat down, rubbed the tip of his nose against my cheek, and said softly, "I don't believe you smell, does it still smell like licorice...........
The person you like is so coquettish, and no matter how hard-hearted a woman is, her heart will soften most of it at this moment.
I swallowed unconsciously, and suddenly I wanted to slap me in the face.
Lu Xianyi, Lu Xianyi, how old are you, why can't you get along with men?
I really want to be tired of being crooked with Fu Ji, but being crooked in the cold wind and the first snow is obviously a bit unwise.
So we went back to the house.
Sure enough, after returning to the house, I ran into someone who came to disrupt the situation.
I think it's one thing for me to be good with Fu Ji, and it's another thing to get along well with the people around Fu Ji.
But the former is obviously much more important than the latter.
Right now, I have a house, I have land, and I have people I like.
Although there are a lot of mosquitoes in the valley, but fortunately it is almost winter, except for the lack of clothes to change, in general, everything is quite satisfactory.
It's just that Po can't.
She was still annoyed like a mosquito, noisy to death.
I used my brains to drive her down the mountain when I lived in a room with Fu Ji, and then I thought about it and found that I was really too busy alone, at least Fu Ji had a headache and brain fever, she knew where the doctor left the medicine, how to take it and how to use it, she was the most numerous.
If you can't drive it away, you can only treat it as if you don't see it.
I think Fu Ji is also very happy, he doesn't say it, but looking at my jealous appearance, maybe his heart will be happy for a long time.
But the more affectionate Fu Ji and I are, the more uncomfortable some people are.
This directly caused Bao's eyes to be uncomfortable all day long, and he was blind several times at every turn.
She probably likes Fu Ji, and she likes it too much, so she looks at me so unpleasantly everywhere.
It's the same as when I was back then.
Tsk, I have been a little wife to Fu Ji at her age, and I compete with more than a dozen women every day, and there is really no need for her to be careful, anyway, Fu Ji has always been mine, and no one can snatch it away.
This girl handed over a heart, and the final outcome would not be to sweep away the broken heart and then take it back again.
A woman who is carried away by love........... It's horrible.
I'm not afraid that Fu Ji will get sick, what I'm afraid of is that I won't be able to hold on and fall, and I won't mention who will take care of me at that time, just to see who is fooling Fu Ji around, I will be very, very unhappy.
I don't know if it's a man to rob you.
The fly in the ointment is that Fu Ji is always a thief, while using innocent eyes to me to coquetry, while moving his hands and feet is also a common thing, I touched my conscience and said, I am not at ease with his body, and what is good about exercising in bed, I am really tossed in Gongsun Di There can not be counted, he is a pervert who is alive and well, and he likes to dress me up as he wants according to his own wishes, and then he will open me layer by layer like opening a gift, so that I am painful and happy every time, and afterwards I can't wait to knock Gongsun Di's brain open, to see what is inside, is it in addition to the spring palace map and tossing people's tricks, and nothing else.
Recalling the night in Guanghan Palace, it was simply a comedy plus cup, I cried my nose, and I cried so ugly, but what I should have done or not was still the same.
What does it mean to make a mistake into a thousand hatreds, I am now.
Lingering in the green building, wandering uninhibited........ I can casually name a long list of his shortcomings. The Gongsun Di, who has a lot of tricks and stares at me, is obviously not comparable to my Taboo, but in my heart I have completely lost the fun of such behavior, and it is really better to be happy to chat with the quilt.
I know it's not right to think of another man in front of one man, so I can only curse in my heart.
And I decided to pretend that nothing had happened, and Fu Ji didn't ask me and didn't say anything, as if my mouth was closed, and the window paper couldn't be pierced.
I thought I was doing a good job of covering it up.
But Fu Ji, he didn't think so.