In short, Fu Ji's old mistake has been committed again.

He didn't have much time to get better, maybe just over a year, just over a year ago, just in his second winter.

The white-bearded old man in Bao's mouth came to deliver the goods several times, and the first time he saw me, he was not surprised at all, he just touched his beard and laughed, and even said two sentences, "The heart medicine has arrived, and the heart disease has been eliminated", and then prescribed some ordinary prescriptions, and left.

That's right, Fu Ji is a heart disease, a problem that has existed a long time ago.

But I'm coming, and the most I can do is relieve.

Eradication will not work.

In fact, people who are not in good health should be more calm, and it is the best policy to quit impatience and stop being impatient.

But Fu Ji is bad because he minds too much.

He cared so much about what I did in the palace, that I had been filled by someone else for so long, and even when he saw me change into a purple shirt, he began to ask me why I didn't wear my favorite crimson and green.

I was the only person around him who could touch and give him a sense of security.

He doesn't mind me, who else can he mind?

It's so miserable, the honeymoon period has just passed halfway, and I have to fight with Fu Ji again.

Once again back to the pre-liberation period.

Fu Ji was able to control it very well at first, but then it didn't work, his eyes turned red when he was excited, and he muttered about the old things of his mother and Concubine Yun, anyway, Cheng Guogong's dwarf winter melon was also mentioned two or three times, which really annoyed me.

In short, everyone is disappointed in him, and so is himself.

.......... Isn't this still the same as before?

I'm convinced, Fu Ji can't change it, then I can only follow the old rules, not only to be careful when I speak, but also to take his emotions into consideration, no matter what I say, I have carefully considered it before opening my mouth to confirm that there are no flaws, so that I can laugh with him boldly and boldly.

Tired, so tired.

Sometimes I'm not in a good mood, Fu Ji coaxed two sentences and saw that I didn't react, so I simply didn't speak, but that look looked extremely hurt, as if I didn't accept it anymore, it would be unreasonable.

Me: "................."

It's okay during the day, last night was even more terrifying, I had no experience in the winter last year, and in the end I put all my clothes on my body in the cold, and this year it's good, those who protect Fu Ji have hit a lot of game, saying that they can eat good every day during the New Year, and then the fur peeled off will be kept to make hoods and shoulders, and it can be regarded as being able to prepare things before the heavy snow closes the mountain.

I like to nest next to Fu Ji embroidering patterns, his smell is very good, I wanted to show him a good show of my needlework, but just a few stitches and sleepiness hit, but squinting eyes and sleeping for a long time, I always feel that something is wrong, that kind of feeling like a mang on the back, like a needle prick, uncomfortable.

As a result, as soon as I opened my eyes, I found that Fu Ji's face was gloomy and uncertain, just staring at me directly.

Mom, it's really scared to death, okay?

Thanks to my very strong psychological quality, my heart missed a beat and I connected it, and immediately pretended to be sleepy-eyed and asked Fu Ji what was going on, so that he would be less angry at night.

"It's too bright in the room, let's go and extinguish two more" Fu Ji looked away, looked at the wool I put on my knees, and said: "Just leave these things to the next person, you know I don't care about this." ”

"That's not possible," I got up to put out the candle and said, "In the past, Changyun used to make knee pads and clothes for my father, and I rarely used needlework here, so you can be regarded as catching up, but first say yes, even if it is ugly, you have to put it on for me." After that, I blew out two candles, and lay back on the collapse again, I was still chattering: "I will also replace Qi in Guanghan Palace..... Qi Guiren has mended her purse, don't you know, her embroiderer is really bad, not much better than me, I don't know how you elected people into the palace in the first place. ”

Fu Ji pulled the corners of his mouth when he heard this, and looked a little reluctant to smile: "I remember that she likes to play with flowers and plants, and she thought that she should be a person who can bear her temperament, so she left a brand." ”

I understood what he was thinking at the time, so I said: "Yes, everyone knew that I was flying and domineering at that time, and I had to think about it to send my daughter to the palace to bully me, of course, I chose the most honest one in the family to come in and fill the number~"

Fu Ji said maybe, so I still prefer to live such a rich life in the palace, with food and clothing, and someone can bully me, right?

I listened to his tone and began to drill the tip of the horns again, hurriedly stopped, hurriedly gave him a smooth breath, and comforted: "It's good to be rich and rich, but without Ah Ji by my side, I'm nothing~"

But Fu Ji still looked at me, just with his eyes, he blocked all my words.

Just when I was about to be overwhelmed, his next words really struck me like lightning, and I almost couldn't hold the candlestick in my hand.

"Immortals"

"Do you know" Fu Ji said, "Your sister was named a concubine three days ago, and perhaps her name is even better than yours." ”

“..............”

"She should still have contact with Lan Gong, otherwise she wouldn't have planned for him like this, planned for him" He calmly told me what he knew: "Now everyone in the world knows that Gongsun Jiaao is very fond of the four princes born by the concubine, and he has the intention of becoming the crown prince. ”

Yes, Fu Sen is already very powerful, and if he wants to make a comeback, it is only a matter of time.

So Chang Yun is helping him buy time, right?

Fu Ji looked at me with a look of being struck by thunder, but his tone was still the same as before, and he said unhurriedly: "Oh, and the palace people who served by your side in the past have also been given the title of Ji Guiren and given to live in the Zhaosheng Palace together." I still seem to have a little impression of her, is it the one named Xi Xiangtao?"

"You........ I....... How do you ......." I was so scared out of my illness that my mouth was stuck, and I asked stupidly: "How can the matter of going to Beijing be spread so far away, I don't know ..............."

After asking, I can't wait to bite my tongue, how else can I know, it's not that Fu Sen and Deng Fuzi sent news from afar to add to the blockage.

One of them is recruiting soldiers outside, and the other stays in Shangjing to take care of Chang Yun, and Fu Ji has nothing here, the most important thing is news, good or bad, even if he can't do anything, he always has to know everything first, and he has to know everything.

This shows that I can't hide the things I did in the palace from him.

"It's already Concubine Jing, then........ That's good," I forced myself to laugh and said, "What is Ah Ji talking about, Changyun has her own way to go, no matter what she wants to do, we have no reason to ask, and there is no room for beaks, right?"

"If there is no support from the Hou Mansion behind her, she is just a Yasukuni woman, I'm afraid she won't be able to sit on the position of concubine........." Fu Ji took the candlestick in my hand, blew it again, and said as usual: "Sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

Xu is that my expression is too stiff, Fu Ji looked at it for a while, and finally let me go, but the sense of oppression is not less at all, but it makes me breathless.

The room was warm like spring, but I still felt chills on my back and a chill in my heart.

I just sat like this, and sat on the collapse for a long, long time.

Since Fu Ji has endured it for a year, and now he can't bear it anymore, and he can't help but break the paper with me, then some things are better to talk about as soon as possible.

I looked at Fu Ji's back and stroked it gently.

He's pretending to be asleep, and he's pretending to be pretty much like it.

"Aji" I called him: "You get up, what's the matter, you ask me face to face, lie down like this and pretend to be dead, you might as well be decisive when you lied to me to go to the glass hall, I will look down on you." ”

Then I saw the quilt move.

Fu Ji still had his eyes closed, but he turned around and turned to face me.

I said, "If you ask now, I must know everything, but tomorrow morning, let's just act as if nothing happened, okay?"

Fu Ji opened his eyes, but unfortunately his eyelashes were long, just drooping downward, which concealed his true emotions.

"Not good" he straightened up, but still looked at me, and just muffled, "It's not good at all." ”

I wanted to speak and stopped, but Fu Ji didn't give me a chance to speak, and then said: "But I know that I have long lost the qualifications to be willful to you. ”

He reached out and pulled me down and lay down with him.

Fu Ji hugged me gently, regained his calm and gentle appearance, and said, "Sleep, I don't want to ask today, and I won't ask again in the future."

"Ah Ji" I knew that Fu Ji still didn't look at me, but he didn't care, he just said: "I heard Deng Zaoliang say that Chang Yunsheng's child is becoming more and more like her, and he may surpass my aunt when he grows up." I laughed, and the room was dark, but I laughed out loud: "What about you, have you ever thought about what our child will be like when it is born?"

Fu Ji was silent for a long time, but still responded: "If it's like you, it's best." ”

I said that I can't do it like me, if I am spoiled and lawless, won't I be able to marry when I grow up.

How bad it is for me to go up to a tree and dig out birds' eggs, maybe one of my feet slips, and I will fall on a young man, and then I like him like crazy, love him, even if I look like a fool.

I'm still talking here, but Fu Ji's hand under the quilt doesn't know when it grabbed me.

He said, "Xianxian, I'm sorry. ”

I didn't say a word, I just squeezed his hand tightly, and it was so tight that it seemed to use all my strength.

There was a very empty hatred at the moment that forced me to crush his finger bones.

But I'm still reluctant.

Fu Ji is still the same, and he has never changed.

I saw it clearly this time.

It turned out that from beginning to end, he was still the same Fu Ji.

It turns out that from beginning to end, only I have changed.