Hong Yanwu grew up among the crowded people of the Republic. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

His generation has never left the group since he was born. Families, schools, and workplaces, even if they are re-education through labor or squatting on fences, all live in a collective. They are always in the noisy and dense crowd, and they are bored by the cramped living space.

Therefore, in the past, he had a superficial understanding of loneliness and loneliness. He didn't expect that compared to the life of starvation, poverty, and discrimination, the real feeling of loneliness and loneliness would be so terrible.

The first time he experienced this was when he was "locked up" in prison (a small cell about 3 meters high and 80 centimeters wide and about 1.4 meters long) used to keep prisoners. Before that "single room" in prison, he had never tried to live alone and in a fixed environment without communication.

The reason for his confinement was that he was crushed by the prisoners around him due to the small space of his cell, and this pain caused him to shout and scold in public. "I'm sick of it, let me clean up for a while!"

I don't know which god is at work, and as soon as I heard his wish, I immediately fulfilled him. As a result, he was taken to an independent "single room", where he was "clean" and "comfortable".

There, I didn't see a single person for a day. Five days later, he experienced what it was like to go crazy for the first time. At that time, he thought that if Ma Ye outside (in black words, referring to the police with "Ma Wangye's three eyes") had this right, he could lock up the suspect like this for a month at any time, and no one would have to recruit him.

But at this time, even if he had a brain, he couldn't imagine that at the age of fifty-two, he would actually get worse and taste this taste again.

In the first month after returning from the hospital, Hong Yanwu couldn't even roll over in bed. I don't know what kind of medicine Gao Ming injected him, which made his body weaken rapidly, and it was completely a symptom of a stroke.

There was no television, no books and newspapers, and no one could see him except the couple who were guarding him. The couple was also very rude to him, except for scolding and insulting, they didn't say a word. They only feed him gruel and often are lazy or forgetful. Since he was locked up here, he has not eaten a serious meal, so much so that he often suffers from insomnia due to hunger. When he has insomnia, in the empty bedroom, so quiet that he can only hear his own heartbeat, he is as stupid as a vegetative person.

In this way, he was tormented by hunger, loneliness, and loneliness at the same time every day. It wasn't until a month later that he regained his mobility. But at that time, his body had been ruined and he was a wasted person, and it was difficult to even get up and get off the ground.

From then on, Mr. Wu would come here every week to persuade him. Although he was tortured and wanted to agree, reason told him that wealth was the guarantee of his life, and if he promised it, it would be gone.

He was not stupid, so he simply used a line in "Outwitting Tiger Mountain" as an answer, "Do you want money? No! You want food? I will rob you all a long time ago! I want to die? There is one!" Therefore, he still kept his life and continued to live in this room day and night.

In the days that followed, he was so stuffy that he went crazy, he lost weight day by day, and his spirit collapsed day by day. He used all means to persevere, reminding himself that he could not follow the wishes of these people. He began to recall the film and television dramas he had watched, and also recalled the books he had read, which he used to make himself better.

"Torture is the enemy's weapon. Cowards have lost their backbones under torture, but strong party members want to break this superstition......"

"I know the names of my superiors and my subordinates, but the party stipulates that you are not allowed to tell the enemy......

Let his thoughts fly, and the lines that are too familiar to be familiar are remembered by him. Xu Yunfeng, Sister Jiang's image jumped out of his mind, they are the heroes in the movie he watched countless times when he was a child, "Eternal Life in Fire".

Soon, in his imagination, the SS major of the Albanian film "Rather Die than Yield", "sweat to death and die mad and die more", also appeared.

"Sweat dies and dies madly" said to Mira, a chick in prison, "Life is good, girl. Life is only once for us, the sun is shining outside, people are enjoying the endless pleasures of life, but you, you are suffering in the women's cell, you will die. ”

Pretty Mira chose to die. The theme song sounded at this time, "Hurry up the mountain, warriors, we join the guerrillas in the spring, the end of the enemy is coming, and our motherland will win the liberation of freedom......"

In this way, it seems to have become inertia, and several familiar Chinese and foreign heroes were remembered by him one by one. The heroes also told him countless times that the enemies wanted to isolate him and kill him. I hope that he will fall, that he will beg for mercy, that he may control his destiny at will. And the nature of a martyr is to always be steadfast in the belief that the darkness will pass!

Can...... Can he do it, and how long can he do it?

The trick of solitary confinement is indeed much gentler than torture, but it also tests people's spiritual limits more. And in his sleep, he couldn't escape being arrested by the enemy and tortured to extract a confession.

The enemy killed one of his companions before he could do so, and then he was executed. Chilli water, tiger chair, leather whip, soldering iron...... A series of whole jobs were the same, but he resisted them all, and he didn't feel how to be afraid. But in the end, a beautiful female officer appeared among the enemies, and she seemed to have a great affection for him.

He knew that it was a "sugar-coated cannonball", and he wanted to take it off and eat it as planned, and the cannonball would be sent back. But the female officer was charming and sweet, extremely tempting, and the way she used was so in line with his heart.

The lights are red and the moonlight is sultry, but he finally didn't hold it and said everything he knew. Then, with the sound of glass shattering, the frantically rushing enemy was about to drag him out and shoot him......

When he woke up completely, he was glad that none of this had happened. But the fear of the rest of his life after the catastrophe and the panic in the face of death made him difficult to let go of for a long time.

Then, he remembered the rebellion in his dream, and he wanted to slap himself in the mouth.

I actually dropped the chain for a girl, no matter what I said, it didn't make a profit, and I was eye-catching!

But then he couldn't help but think, if this was the case, would he defect to the enemy?

"Grunt", a burst of gastrointestinal peristalsis.

Don't think about it, the answer is yes.

He is not the material of a martyr, and a hero is not something that anyone who wants to be can be. If there is no hope of survival, a roast duck can make him lose his armor.

The days of captivity continued for a long time, and the things that could not be hit with eight poles were all remembered.

Originally, I was trapped in this bed, and my hands and feet couldn't move at all. In this case, the only thing that can be used is the brain, and only memories and fantasies are unlimited.

When Hong Yanwu went through "Smiling Proud Jianghu" in his mind, he was surprised to find that what happened to him was like a copy of what he could do. The difference is that Ren Xing is remembered for the position of Star Absorbing Dafa and the Sect Master, while Gao Ming asks him for equity and legal personality. What's more, he also doesn't see the light of day, but he still has good buddies who come to the rescue of Wentian, but he doesn't even have a person to count on.

If Izumiko is in ......

As soon as he thought of the name, a voice immediately sounded in his heart.

Dead! Izumiko is dead!

But it was useless to deny it, and a face similar to that of a suburban peasant still appeared in his mind. The cheekbones are clear and the lips are dark and thick. The two round drum-eyed bubbles were large and godless, and their expressions were forever numb and dull.

Chen Liquan is not good-looking, but Chen Liquan is the only good buddy who doesn't care about his family background and has always accompanied him. They are Ciqi (Turkish language, referring to close friends), Fa Xiao (Turkish language, referring to friends who grew up together), or senior brothers. They kowtowed together and worshiped Yu Ye as their teacher, learned wrestling together, and were also arrested for fighting together.

On the day of the accident, he asked Chen Liquan to go with him to the eastern district of the city to fight (black language, referring to fighting for superiority), in order to help Gao Ming pull out the breakthrough (black language, referring to the head of others) and destroy an old cannon in Beicheng (black language, referring to a qualified old hooligan) "Zhendongdan".

At that time, he took this matter entirely because Gao Ming, who was born in the General Staff compound, promised to help him find a job. Chen Liquan, who was already working at the coal station, was already anxious that he didn't have a job, so he followed without the slightest hesitation.

"Zhendongdan" is famous and black-handed, and he is famous for his ruthlessness that is almost crazy. But a group of four of them worked together, and they were still not his opponents with Chen Liquan. In the end, the gang was hammered all over the place, strayed into a dead end, and was blocked in the side passage under the simple building in Dongsi.

He has always been arrogant and arrogant, and this situation is naturally to be wiped out, unless Zhendongshan is willing to kneel down and call grandpa.

On the rivers and lakes, it is important to lose people and not lose face, and as long as Lao Paoer bows his head, he can no longer be praised. "Zhendongdan" was in a hurry, so he took out a snake brand oar from his back waist, pointed a gun at him, and asked him to give way.

At that time, the republic did not have a ban on guns, and cold weapons were worshipped on the rivers and lakes, and very few people used guns. Even if it is occasionally used, it is mostly five-shot shotguns and home-made powder guns. A delicate pocket pistol like Sauer, Germany, is really rare.

Therefore, he took it for granted that "Zhendongdan" was just using a toy gun to intimidate, and he would continue to do it when he stepped forward.

"Zhendongdan" suddenly went crazy and pulled the trigger with a cruel smile.

At this critical moment, someone suddenly slammed into him.

With a strong force, he fell to the ground in an instant. Then, in a daze, he heard several crackers.

When he got up again, all the people were gone. I saw Chen Liquan lying crookedly under the dim light, and there were three blood holes in his chest and abdomen. Only then did he understand that it was Chen Liquan who saved him.

When he picked up Chen Liquan, Chen Liquan was speechless, and blood spurted from his mouth. The bullet holes on his body slowly stopped bleeding and began to foam. "Flutter" "flutter"! Like three more blowholes!

He began to slap Chen Liquan, for fear that he would not wake up again after he fell asleep, but the person in his arms was still inevitably in a trance with straight eyes and a trance.

Chen Liquan's bulging eyes would still cry, so he flowed.

What kind of man bleeds without tears?

Full of remorse, he slapped himself with a big mouth.

"Izumi! I'm sorry!

What should he not be able to do with Izumi? Should he call Izumi to help? Or should he not be careless?

Shouldn't people like them be born? Or is it impossible for them to live at all?

Shouldn't he expect a job?

What went wrong?

He doesn't understand either!

Izumiko may be able to understand!

The side crossing is the road, and when a car occasionally passes by, the cold light cuts his face like a razor, and also across Chen Liquan's face.

He had no choice but to hold Chen Liquan tightly in his arms and cry. Tears sprinkled all the things he understood, didn't understand, confused, fearful, right, and wrong on Chen Liquan's cold body. His cries echoed in the side passages, and it wasn't long before the upstairs residents couldn't bear it anymore and opened their windows to curse......

After Chen Liquan was wheeled into the emergency room, the police came, and the police took him away from the hospital.

The next day, in the detention center, he saw bloody clothes that made his spine tingle. Shocked by the bad news, he suddenly realized that he couldn't afford to fight some fights.

The nature of this gun case is vile, and for the public security in the capital, the gun-related case is a major case that must be solved. Therefore, only half a month after the incident, the "Zhendongdan" hiding in Mentougou fell into the legal net, and the snake brand was also seized from the bird's nest in the woods. During the interrogation, "Zhendongdan" confessed the source of the gun, and it turned out that it was during the "Ten Year Movement" period, and this kid copied his family's private stay. After another two months, "Zhendongdan" was executed.

It was over, but he still had a nightmare for a long time. In the dream, Chen Liquan was lying in his arms spurting blood, which made him often wake up in a cold sweat and screaming. Therefore, he began to try his best to dispel Chen Liquan from his mind, and he didn't dare to think about it anymore. Even people with bulging eyes and bubbles he didn't want to see, and he never dealt with them, so he stayed away.

Although I am a little sorry for Chen Liquan, dead people don't care about the righteousness of their buddies.

It's still so good to forget about it.

After that, he never had a real friend.

After that, more and more guns could be freely traded, and the era of cold weapons in the rivers and lakes came to an end.