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The unexpected victory gave me a rare good night's sleep. Even if I get up early before dawn, I still feel in a good mood, and even the creak of the door is very pleasant.

From the eyes of Mama Pang and Yun Hui, I saw surprise, and I was surprised why I seemed to have changed overnight. Mama Pang has been taking care of Yunhui these days, and she doesn't know about last night's events. Xiao Shunzi and Wan Qing were both on duty last night, and naturally knew everything last night, but they were all measured people, except for telling Mama Pang that Yinzhen had come, nothing else would naturally say anything without my permission.

Wanqing said to me privately that I was really too presumptuous last night, not only did I not observe the rudeness and directly use disrespectful words like "you" and "me" to address the master and myself, but also acted so boldly and recklessly through alcohol, which really made her pinch a cold sweat for me.

I shook my head and smiled and said, "If you dare to break into his study, what else can you not dare to do? If he is angry because of this, then it will not be a big deal if I look at him wrongly, even if I die." ”

Wanqing said with a smile: "After so many years by the master's side, I have never seen him so indulgent to anyone, even Fang Fujin has never been so accommodating, it can be seen that Gege has a heart, if Gege does not make a five-year appointment, I am afraid that the honor and favor he will receive will be difficult to match even Fang Fujin." ”

Wanqing is a woman who belongs to this era after all, she doesn't understand why I let me go and don't think much of her words, wealth and glory are just floating clouds for me.

Actually, I wasn't completely unprepared for the future. Imagine that it is always difficult for Israel to do things for a long time, and what I want is a short-lived favor. And he is not very human, how can he just want to be happy for a moment. How could a man of such intelligence not understand this truth? This agreement is the best for me and for him, and he naturally knows it very well in his heart.

Naturally, it is impossible to say this to Wanqing. Even if she said it, she didn't understand that if she wanted to pass it on to Yinzhen, she was afraid that she would have a misunderstanding, thinking that I was an invitation to retreat.

There are never any secrets in the palace. The fact that Yinzhen came to my garden late at night spread throughout Baylor Mansion in less than a day, but Yinzhen came again and did not stay, which made there be a lot of speculation in the rumors. Some say I'm ready to go, while others say I'm grounded. In short, there are different versions, each with its own version. Most of these have become jokes in Jingyuan's insiders, but they don't care too much. It wasn't until soon after Yinzhen returned to the house that the Wulanala clan suddenly accepted the right of the Li family to cooperate in all matters in the house, and said that her fetus was unstable and she needed to wait for childbirth with peace of mind, and no one could enter and leave her garden at will.

As soon as the news came out, the entire Baylor Mansion was in an uproar, and I happened to be busy serving Yinzhen in the study in the front yard, and I didn't know until I returned to my garden at night to hear Wanqing talk about it. She also said at the end: "Chang Fujin has always been reluctant to fight with Fang Fujin, but this time I am afraid that it is the master's intention." It seems that it is called raising a fetus, but it is actually grounded, and I am afraid that it is angry for you. ”

I was also surprised when I heard the news, but after thinking about it carefully, I understood, and said to Wanqing with a smile: "Your master doesn't have so much spare time to deal with the backyard affairs, I'm afraid that Chang Fujin guessed his mind by himself, and just suppressed her from the beginning." But let's not think this is a good thing, since even you think that this is our master for me, I'm afraid that Fang Fujin will think the same way, and the grudge against me will only be deeper, and you should be more careful about these in the future. ”

After saying these words to Wanqing, he couldn't help but snort coldly in his heart: It seems that this Wulanala clan has really played "Thirty-six Strategies" to a high level.

With the grounding of the Lee family and the lifting of the ban on my garden, everything is calm again. Since I began to serve in the front yard, the people in the house who climbed high and stepped on the low ground also began to stutter vigorously when they saw the wind. Even the Wulanala clan sends a copy to my courtyard whenever there is a good thing, for fear that others will not know how much she values me, and it will make people feel how rare Yinzhen is to me.

For a while, everyone classified me into the faction of Chang Fujin, but only the people close to me in my garden understood in their hearts that since Yunhui's incident, she had a clear attitude of standing by and watching, which made my impression of her already not good even worse, and I naturally disdained her to be in the company of people who hid knives in their smiling faces.

In the past few days, Yinzhen is not in the house, and I don't have to go to the study to serve, I am happy to be idle. Coincidentally, I saw that the Ulanala clan sent someone to send a few fine brocades.

When the person who was waiting to deliver the things left, I looked at the tribute brocade on the table, and said with a smile: "There is nothing to be dedicated to being diligent and diligent, there is something to be hoped for, and the good people let her do it all by herself. It's a pity that she gave the wrong hospitality this time, I was bent on avoiding favor, and I was afraid of shaking my eyes when wearing such good materials. ”

After all, the Wulanala clan is the main lord of this mansion, and now that he has the protection of Yinzhen, it is rare to have a few days of peace. Wanqing has always been cautious, and she heard the unkindness in my tone, worried that I would be impatient for a while, so she carefully reminded: "This is also the reward of the master of Fujin, and I can't wait for it." If Gege doesn't like it, the slave and maid enter the warehouse, and out of sight is clean. ”

I stretched out my hand and stroked the brocade surface, the touch was silky, the embroidery was exquisite, and the dazzling streamer reflected in the sun, it was really a royal style, if this thing was placed in modern times, I am afraid that it could have been regarded as an artistic treasure to be held at a sky-high price.

Facing these gorgeous Shu brocades, I suddenly had a thought in my heart, and said to Wanqing with a smile in my eyes: "The master of Fujin has rewarded things, so naturally we can't wait slowly, if we put it in the warehouse, wouldn't it be a waste of our minds." I'll wear this material, and I'll send it tomorrow to make a few clothes. Remember, you can do whatever you look like, as long as you don't transgress the rules. ”

"Gege, this is ......" Wanqing was slightly stunned when she saw my unexplained change of attitude, judging whether I was serious or just angry.

I told her that she didn't have to question it, just do it, and by the way, she told me that she would bring back all the leftover materials for making clothes, which would be of other use.

Wanqing is a person who attaches great importance to rules, even if she had doubts, she didn't ask, and took out the ingredients according to my instructions.

I looked at Wanqing's back, smiled, and half-leaned on the couch, thinking that she was not a confidant like Yunhui after all, and some words had to be reserved for her no matter what. Luckily she didn't ask, and even if she did, I wouldn't tell her why she changed her attitude so suddenly.

In fact, what made me change my attitude was not the beauty of Shu brocade, but the fact that I suddenly wanted to understand something these days.

The events of that day have always scared me. If it weren't for Yun Hui's death to protect the master, and if it wasn't for me to break into the study and fight to the death, then where would I be today and what would be the situation.

People are good and are bullied, although I don't want to hurt others, but I can't let people harm me. Originally, I always thought that low-key forbearance could protect my life, but now it seems that I was wrong, and it was not until Yunhui was framed and I could only beg for mercy in isolation that I clearly realized how naïve and ridiculous my original stubbornness was.

Li's revenge was only temporarily restrained because of Yinzhen's intervention and the Wulanala clan's suppression. But she is definitely not the one who will let go of this, and Yinzhen has not made a clear statement on this matter from beginning to end, and it is obvious that she is protective and partial to the Li family. I can't imagine how I will always be on guard against her calculations when Lee is back in the background.

In this era and the environment in which we live, even if there is no dispute, we must learn to protect ourselves, and the only way to protect ourselves is to have a stronger backer of the honor guard.

Self-preservation does not mean to let go of the wagging tail of self-esteem and beg for mercy, nor does it need to be brazen and bent to meet the situation, but to take the situation into your own hands according to the situation, so that you can seek a real stability in the cracks.

To achieve this, I must do everything possible to make Yinzhen's heart always towards me, even if he will not fall in love with me, even if there will be more and more women around him, but for him, I must become the irreplaceable person for him, so that no matter what happens, he will not easily abandon me.

This is a game of chess, and I don't need to be the most important piece, but I can't be reduced to an outcast that can be discarded at will. Therefore, although I will not use sex to others, let alone deliberately curry favor, I will use my way to carve out my place in his heart and seek true peace.

[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, it must be better!]