Chapter 236: The Caged Bird
When I woke up, I happened to see someone I didn't want to see.
The moon-white shirt on my body has long been changed, and I have changed into a purple placket robe, which is the color I hate the most and the most sassy.
It's not as simple as what I wore when I lived in Qiu You, and it was so clean and dusty.
So as you can imagine, my mood is really bad.
Although his mind has been sober, but he was patronizing the anger and splashing before, patronizing Fu Ji's broken thoughts, the anger is radiating, but there is no inventory in the stomach, and he has basically not eaten anything from the time he fainted to the present, and he refused to let go of Fu Ji's hand before, and he cried for so long by himself, and his eyes are so dry now, I don't need to think much about how ugly I am now, I must be swollen like two peaches, and I can't mention anyone's pity.
They will only want to be like Gongsun Di, knocking me out with a single blade, and they will be able to exchange for the peace of the road immediately.
The horses' hooves were chattering outside, and I didn't know how many people were escorted behind, and if I wanted to come to Hou Ye's micro-service to come out to catch people, I also wanted to bring some people and horses. I am very familiar with the direction of this way, even if I don't open the curtain, I know that this is the official road back to Beijing, walk faster during the day, and camp directly on the side of the road at night, fortunately, the pomp and circumstance of Chehou is not small, the carriage is very spacious, and a small tea table can be set up in the middle of the right, no matter how fast it runs, it is still stable, and it will not be too bumpy. While I was thinking about where Gongsun Di was going to take me back, I let him wipe the fine sweat from my forehead.
He rubbed it carefully, and his hand strength was small, not at all like he had tossed me before.
Gongsun Di may still think that I am asleep, and his gestures are gentle to death, and he will brush away the scattered hair on the side for me, and his serious appearance is rare and pleasing to the eye.
I enjoyed it as a matter of course (and I really didn't have the strength to move it), thinking that he finally saw me alive in Qiu You, whether he was more angry than surprised, or surprised more than frightened, whether to send me back directly and send me to Chang Yun's side, or to cut me first and then stuff me into his Hou Mansion.
What he's going to do with me, I don't know.
If I can have the final say, then I hope it is the former, I would rather bother planning for Chang Yun in the Zhaosheng Palace, and continue to intrigue with Wan Songxue, than to live by looking at his face day and night in the Hou Mansion.
Maybe, when I see Shu Yao, I have to turn my head and call her sister concubine.
But a ninth-rate background, she is also worthy?
Disgusting, disgusting.
I don't like Shu Yao, and I even have the eyes of Gongsun Di.
The veil has passed the water on both sides, it has been a little cold, and it can play a role in removing heat and cooling down on the forehead, although I have no strength in my body, but my body does not feel sticky, but it is very refreshing, after all, there are people serving all the time, twisting the handkerchief to wipe the sweat off my back, and wipe off the dust and dust on my body for me, but I don't feel it when I am asleep, it is muddy, listening to the movement outside, it seems that I have been rushing for several days, and I can't even see the shadow of Qiu You.
My body is much better than Changyun, people who have never been sick on weekdays, fainted at first glance, and the disease was menacing, Gongsun Di saw that I woke up, and his face changed to a cynical look, and his mouth jumped my angry eyelids: "You slept for three days." He cracked his mouth and smiled a little deliberately: "What, you still want to sleep and die with your husband?"
But I don't have time to compare with him.
".........." I moved my mouth, but unfortunately I didn't make a sound, so Gongsun Di leaned closer, and finally heard clearly.
"Thirsty ..........." Thirsty mouth is peeled, and I don't know why I haven't been starved to death by him after I haven't eaten or drunk for three days.
After speaking, I saw Gongsun Di whisper two words outside, and then the carriage slowly stopped, and in a short time, a glass of water came to his mouth.
After a few sips, the symptoms of burning throat became much smaller, and I was finally able to make a sound.
Being taken care of by others in such a meticulous manner, I recovered quickly, but unlike when I got along with Fu Ji, Gongsun Di and I could never speak calmly, and we always had to test each other with the thorns in our words from time to time, as if whoever gave in first and revealed their liking for each other first would lose.
Seeing me anxiously sipping the water in the teacup, Gongsun Di obviously looked disgusted, but after I finished drinking, he asked, "Or?"
I shook my head, and pointed to his face again, and then to my own mouth, motioning for him to come over and listen to me;
Who told me that I don't have the strength now, and my voice is small, and I am afraid that I can't hear it if I am far away.
"You....... Where did you place Ah Ji?" Before he said this again, I had already been mentally prepared for Gongsun Di's stinky face, and when I saw him frowning and avoiding answering me, I was not discouraged, but I still hooked his neck hard, pulled him closer to me, and asked repeatedly: "Hey, let me ask you, where is Ah Ji now?"
One of the things that women who are not afraid of death usually do the most is to lift another man in front of another man.
Gongsun Di's brain hurt when he heard this, and he wanted to strangle this woman, but then he remembered that she was crying in front of him that day, and she cried so ugly, so he lost the desire to strangle her.
He still relented.
Look, I've been holding on to Fu Ji's affairs, and finally annoyed Gongsun Ji.
He looked at me fixedly, and only after a while did he spit out, "I ordered someone to burn him!" Then he threw off his veil and sulked by the window.
Jealousy, proper jealousy.
I know that Gongsun is not so small-minded, and he should torture me, but there is no need to do anything to a deposed emperor of Yasukuni, not to mention that he is dead.
It seems that Fu Ji was probably buried on the top of Qiu You's mountain.
It's the top of the mountain, it's empty, the air is good, and when I come to see him in the future, I can bring some Shizuka's flower seeds.
When ten or twenty years pass, maybe the flowers there will bloom all over the mountains, more than the irises in the Zhaosheng Palace, and more than the jade makeup flowers in the Imperial Garden, dense and vast.
And Fu Ji will sleep peacefully underneath and will never be disturbed.
I was fascinated by such a beautiful imagination, and I unconsciously began to be distracted, and a look of infatuation fell in the eyes of Gongsun Di, which was very unpleasant.
refuses to admit that this is jealousy, now he can only blame this on Fu Ji's death, so his winning chance has been maximized with his death, no matter how many immoral things this guy has done before, it is now a precious memory in her eyes, which is worthy of forgiveness and can be missed.
He can't deal with a dead man, and he can't be jealous of a dead man.
Gongsun Di had no doubt that Fu Ji's last few words were said to him, what can't he remarry, he can't like someone else, Fu Ji can't say anything else, but he always looks down on him.
After all, he is still a bastard, and if he can't get it, he would rather destroy it than give it to others.
He used his own death to block all the ways on his side.
Gongsun Di knew that he would never be able to get her heart again.
The carriage continued to move forward slowly, but halfway through, there was a slight movement behind me, which woke me up again.
After changing into a more comfortable sleeping position in Gongsun Di's arms, I looked at him and asked, "What's going on outside?"
"A wild girl" Gongsun Di said indifferently: "You fainted that day, she came out of nowhere, pinched the corner of your clothes and screamed and jumped, as if she had hysteria, so she asked someone to tie her up, and then she fell down in person when you woke up." ”
"It's going to be dropped," I said, "That wild girl is very wild, but her name is Bao, and she was serving Fu Ji before I came to Qiu You, you can ask someone to bring her to see me later, I have something to ask her." ”
"Let's talk about it tomorrow" Gongsun glanced at me, and said disdainfully: "It's better for the concubine to take care of herself first, and when she has the strength to shout, it's not too late to see her again." ”
I didn't argue because I was really tired.
With Su Hexiang on his body, I fell asleep again.
I slept for three more days, and I didn't wake up for three days in a row.
When I opened my eyes the second time, I could clearly notice that something was wrong.
Gongsun Di's face was as black as if he was about to kill someone, darker than a dark cloud.
And I feel so weak, just like Fu Ji at that time, I didn't even bother to breathe, as if I didn't gasp, it was a luxury to die ignorant like this.
I've ever dreamed of this.......
Look at my life without love, the death of oil and salt, even if Gongsun Di is angry, it is too late to get angry, he is not a person who will only do it in a hurry, there are only personal guards among the accompanying people, and there is no accompanying doctor, the only thing that can be used is the crazy little girl, at least she is taking care of people, which is barely experienced.
I got better intermittently, and when I was sober, I mostly leaned to the side, seeing that Po was clearly reluctant, but I still endured the hatred to take care of me, and suddenly found that the time on the road was not lonely at all, and I could also borrow her to pass the time, which is also very interesting to think about.
Ah Bao fed me water and fed me food, but because of Gongsun Di's intimidation, she didn't dare to be too perfunctory, but her hatred really couldn't be hidden, every time she saw me fall on my stomach in the arms of someone other than Fu Ji, she wanted to stare through me with her eyes.
She probably scolded me in her heart every day, scolding me for being a disaster, when I didn't come, she and Fu Ji talked a lot and said nothing, and the master and servant could live together.
But when I came, not only did I rob her favorite Fu Ji, but not long after I came, Fu Ji's illness began to worsen, and he finally died in front of me.
She must have hated me to death.