Chapter 220: Concern is chaos
I think Fu Ji misunderstood me a little.
It's not a point, it's a deep misunderstanding.
He probably thought that after I left Shangjing, I had nowhere to rely on, and finally I really had nowhere to go, so I would just return to him.
He also looked down on himself too much, and he looked down on me too much.
I always wanted to break this weird and dangerous thought back for him, but I found it a bit difficult.
I'm so wronged.
Does Fu Ji think that I can be anyone?
Without Ayara brocade, no matter how bad my needlework is, I still insist on making handguards and shoulders for him.
There were no delicacies, so I personally sent a fish to the West Heaven and stewed soup for Fu Ji and myself.
Obviously, there are no good things in Qiu You Mountain, except for the scenery and Fu Ji that you see every day and night.
But I stayed.
Why didn't he use his brain and ask me sincerely, did I still love him?
It's a pity that he just didn't dare.
Fu Ji still minded my past in the palace too much, and the next day he still went out for a walk with me as usual, and went back to drink medicine after an hour, his life and rest have nothing to do with whether I came or not. When Chang Yun and I tried our best to avoid the guns and arrows of those women in the palace, he came here alone.
I can't help but take a long breath, I'm a little glad now, I and Chehou take what they need, but these are all things that happened after I thought Fu Ji died, and now that Fu Ji is all right in Qiu You, then I and Gongsun Di can't get over this stubble;
Fortunately, Qi Kaiji is quite sensible, seeing that I have never taken the Queen Mother's words to heart, he gradually stopped thinking of myself as my opponent.
It's a pity that Fu Ji has that temper, he said that he won't ask again, but I'm afraid that he will also compete with himself.
I'm doing well in Qiu You, except for Po, who doesn't like me as always, and almost everyone treats me like Fu Ji.
It's just Changyun, she still makes me feel uneasy.
I know that Xiang Taozi is unwilling to be subordinate, so I asked Chang Yun to transfer her to the Needle Bureau, and now she has become a noble person with the support of Chang Yun, which is very good.
And Chang Yun's wings are getting fuller, and he has been promoted honorably in just a few years, and there is a vague sign of overpowering the Wan family, which is also very good.
At least until the Wan family and the eldest prince are not degraded and blamed, their interests are the same, and there is no question of whether they are against the water or not.
Oh, there are also Qi Kaiji and Xiao Tangerine, let's not talk about the surname Qi, Xiao Tangerine is barely a secret whistle between Changyun and the Hou Mansion, the disadvantage is that he is greedy and lazy, and the advantage is that he can run fast, and he may be able to come in handy when ventilating the news.
I still remember that I used to have a very good attitude towards Nan Xi, because of Fu Ji's relationship, it was not only me, but all the concubines were polite to him, and the things that were rewarded to him were always the most.
However, he is now a person in front of the emperor, and he has always been low-key and cautious in handling things, and Gongsun Jiaao has never loved people to serve him closely, this habit is not a good thing for him, and the slightest mistake is the end of the head falling to the ground, even Changyun is not good to trouble him at every turn.
I only hope that Nan Yi can help a little bit for the sake of me and Fu Ji's face.
Chang Yun is alone in the palace, it's too hard.
I don't know if she drank the medicine after I left...........
I originally wanted to write something, I wanted to write the words of complaining and non-complaining on the letter, so that I could send it back and let Changyun give me ideas, but after thinking about it, this is too stupid, it is simply a door-to-door delivery, Gongsun is afraid that he is still checking where I am hiding, with his ability, he can find it slowly without knowing it, and then maybe suddenly one day, at a certain moment, it will appear in front of me, like a dark cloud that cannot be hidden.
That feeling, who sees who knows.............
I guess he probably wouldn't be very angry, he had never been restrained, and he lingered in the flowers for so long, saying that he would hang himself on a tree, let alone a person, and the tree wouldn't believe it.
I just feel that many scenes in front of me have been done in vain.
Especially for his meritorious service, he also ran to Gongsun Jiaao to ask me to go back to the Hou Mansion, which can be said to be the best singing, and the foreshadowing in front of me is also the most sufficient.
If I were still the same person I was back then, I would only be afraid that my heart would be fluttering for a long time, and I just hated that I couldn't stay with him day and night.
But I've changed a lot, and even Fu Ji said that I've changed.
So it's a pity that after the play is over, I still have to go back to that person and Fu Ji.
So at this time, I really can't contact Chang Yun.
If you don't contact you, there is a way to know Chang Yun's current situation, Deng Fuzi's letter is always safe, but the interval is too long, often the white-bearded old man comes three or two times, and his letter will arrive.
So far, I've only received four letters.
The first letter, the same as Fu Ji said, also said how Chang Yun supported Xiang Taozi and Mao Concubine in the palace, these two have been immersed in the harem for many days, and they have long been not fuel-efficient lamps, especially Mao Concubine, she is simply reborn, but she is partial and obedient to Chang Yun, which has made Concubine Shu and Li Zhaoyi suffer a lot of dark losses.
But Chang Yun doesn't mind, it doesn't mean that the emperor will definitely be able to use it.
Deng Fuzi said that Gongsun Jiaao was obviously not very happy, and the reason for canonizing the concubine was not very complicated, it was just to be angry with her.
Angry.........
When men and women are angry, most of them are jealous, or they are unhappy and need to be coaxed.
Perhaps, Gongsun Jiaao didn't like it before;
But now he is unconsciously, and he has also fallen.
The second letter, the letter only said a few words, nothing to do with political affairs, only said that the newly sealed Ji Guiren is very set, maybe he has stayed with me and Chang Yun for a long time, Xiang Taozi knows that she is not the most beautiful, but she deliberately imitates Chang Yun's posture and dress. And Changyun doesn't have the suppleness, but Gongsun Jiaao can see it in her, so it's natural to be favored.
The third letter was a little longer apart, and Deng Fuzi's handwriting began to become sloppy, which made me wonder if he really couldn't write anything, and deliberately made up some nonsense to deceive me.
Because the words he wrote on it didn't look like he was writing Changyun at all, but like he was talking about someone I didn't know at all.
I have always known that Shangjing is the lifeblood of the capital, and the silk satin and eight satin in Shangjing have always been licensed, and it is the main object of trade, but since a nobleman in the palace spoke, bluntly said that the sound of the cracked brocade is comparable to the sound of heaven, a large number of new brocade and water are sent to the palace, and within two months, the price of these things began to rise day by day.
And the favorite concubine of the country happened to be surnamed Lu, named Changyun.
I think at that time, like Ah Bao, who has always hidden Xiao Jiujiu in my heart, I was wondering if my eyes were not good, did I see it wrong, maybe Deng Fuzi was not talking about Changyun, it was Jin Guifei, or Wan Songxue?
But what is written on the letter is clear, it is the one from Zhaosheng Palace, and it is Jing Guifei.
I feel like something is starting to go beyond my imagination.
When the fourth letter came, Fu Ji and I had already taken off our thick winter coats, and even lost our shoulders, for no other reason, it was really my embroidery was too poor, Fu Ji couldn't resist me, so I had to wear it for a winter, and finally wore it completely open.
I only sew new ones, and I don't make up old ones, so such good materials are always worn for one season and then thrown away, which sounds strange and wasteful.
Ignoring Ah Bao, as well as those minions and guards sent by Fu Sen, it is also clean, I push Fu Ji to hang out all day long, he is in a good mood and I am also good, after a long time, he is also happy to accompany me so leisurely.
But there are those who don't have long eyes, and they handed Deng Fuzi's letter to me.
There was a thin piece of paper in the envelope, and when the first letter came, it was about Deng Fuzi who saw Chang Yun, and he was in a very happy mood, so he wrote more than two pages, but the more he came later, the fewer and fewer words on the letter, I was really afraid that he would not want to write the letter, I was really ineffective in Qiu You, everything was not working, everything was not understood, and everything had to be inquired from Fu Ji in order to find out such a little bit of news.
The same is true of the one that came today. I always had a sense of foreboding, and I didn't want to take it apart.
Fortunately, I still have Fu Ji, it's okay for him, just watch it, whether it's bad news or good news, at least it comes out of his mouth, so that I won't be so uncomfortable to watch it.
Fu Ji took it and looked at it carefully, when he looked at it, I looked at him with a blank eye, trying to see something from his face, if he frowned, it means that the news is not good, and it is okay not to listen.
But I almost had to stare a hole in Fu Ji's face, and I still didn't see anything.
He put the letter down, seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then smiled at me again: "It's nothing, it's just some ordinary words, it's just that your sister is not in good health, and she has been sick since the beginning of spring. ”
I quickly breathed a sigh of relief when I heard this, and sighed: "That's the case, Chang Yun has been calculated since he entered the palace, and he is poisoned and dieted, and the old stubborn people in the palace can't be cured, so they can only think about it outside, but Deng Fuzi has a famous person who has entered the palace now, and his medical skills have always been good." ”
"It's cured, give a thousand gold" Fu Ji listened to me, and said lightly: "If you can't cure it, you will be dragged out immediately and decided." ”
"What!?" I'm really anxious now, it's not easy to show it in front of Fu Ji, I only hate it in my heart, I hate Gongsun Jiaao for not keeping my word, and I didn't do anything I discussed with him before leaving the palace, and I pushed Changyun into the fire pit.
What is the fate of the demon queen who has always woken down to the country, isn't it a death to put it bluntly!
Fu Ji saw that I was reaching out to grab it, so he dodged on one side, just shook the letter in his hand, and before I could react, he put it in the incense burner, and after a while, the ashes of his burned face were gone.
"Don't worry, with Chehou here, Changyun won't have an accident" He smiled and comforted me, but he couldn't smile enough, obviously tempting:
"Xianxian, who are you worried about?"