PS: There was a power outage, and I finally found an Internet café with a mobile phone code...... When will I be able to use my mobile phone to log in to the background, your sister!!, look at when the call comes, I will update the code again, and I won't be in arrears!

Many thoughts conflicted in her mind, no clue, sat in a daze for a long time, about ten o'clock, the sound of opening the door was late, she trotted over, and saw An Junhyuk at the entrance bending down hard, as if he was about to find shoes, Yun'er was lying on his back softly, sleeping soundly.

"Haven't slept yet?"

"I'm waiting for you!"

The dialogue is short but warm, this is the picture she has been dreaming of for a long time when she was young, her husband comes home after a tired day, and his wife welcomes her gently, and the life she wants does not need to be vigorous, just warm as water.

But this kind of life is not to everyone's liking.

There was a certain sorrow brewing in her thoughts, but on the surface, it was the same as usual, she stepped forward to help Ahn Junhyuk take out his shoes, and helped him change them, everything was done so naturally, and after months of getting along, these had long been used to - Lin Xiujing was used to serving, and Ahn Junhyuk was used to enjoyment.

"Where's Jisoo?"

"I went to bed after eating, and when I came back, I was very happy to see her. ”

"Hmph, I haven't settled accounts with her yet......"

Frowning dissatisfied, Ahn Jun-hyuk still seemed to be angry about Jisoo and Yun'er messing around, but Lin Xiujing knew that he would just talk about it in the face of Ji-so, so he couldn't help but glance at him and teased: "Are you willing?"

“…………”

Ahn Joon-hyuk pretended not to hear and carried Yuna behind her back and went to her bedroom.

Carefully put her on the bed. When he covered the quilt and came out again, the kitchen was brightly lit, and Lin Xiujing's figure was busy back and forth, giving him a hot meal. Ahn Joon-hyuk went upstairs to take a look, the bedside lamp in Jisoo's room was still on, she was half-lying in the quilt, and the notebook she opened, a half-written diary, appeared in his eyes in the warm orange light:

May 30, rain

Forget how long it has been since you had contact with outsiders. The focus of life has always stayed in a small home. The faces I see every day are my brother, Lin Xiujing, Yun'er, and Xiaoxian...... Taeyeon comes over sometimes, but she's so introverted that we usually don't have much to say.

Today is Lin Yuna's birthday, and it is raining heavily. I heard Yun'er talk about her birthday in the past ten years. Most of the time it's rainy. There must be some special meaning. I think she thinks too much, even if it has a special meaning, it is God who remembers 15 years ago today that she was born. I can't regret crying bitterly - sometimes I really want to beat her back with an abortion needle!

Her audacity and recklessness were sometimes completely incomprehensible, and she invited me to her birthday party and asked me to pretend to be my brother. The first time I knew that she was so good at instigating people, I agreed to her bad idea in a daze, and when I really felt scared, it was too late, so I had to go on the stage.

Empty, dark, hazy, heartbeat fast, vision distorted.

It was the first time I was on stage, and it felt ...... It doesn't seem bad......

At that time, I imagined that I was my brother, and I imagined him standing in my place, enjoying the enthusiastic cries from the audience, and I was suddenly very excited. The dreams of the past seemed to come alive again, urging me to press the keys and cheering like a brother.

However, that stage is not mine after all......

……

There were many traces of alteration in the back, probably because she didn't know how to continue writing, or maybe the words could no longer express the complex emotions in her heart, so she froze until she fell asleep, and then he could not see it.

Although he is an older brother, Ahn Joon-hyuk usually doesn't snoop on Jisoo's privacy, so when he accidentally touches it, he only closes it silently and turns off the lights.

Next to Jisoo's second bedroom is the master bedroom where he usually lives, and in the spacious room, a faint fragrance remains. That is the perfume smell commonly used by Lin Xiujing, he has never paid attention to these, he doesn't know what brand it is, he just thinks that the smell is light and elegant, and his nose likes it more.

And she also likes flowers and plants, since moving in, she bought a lot of potted plants and moved them into the small balcony of the master bedroom, the flower varieties are not more expensive, most of them are easy to maintain and have an aesthetic effect of spider plants, aloe vera, etc., when it enters May, most of the plants have entered the flowering period, and they have not come back for a while, the balcony has been crowded with those blooming flowers, and the eyes sweep, the yellow, red, and blue colors should be with the neon shining in the distance, and the demonstrative and colorful.

In the past, her mother also liked to serve these little things, and Ahn Jun-hyuk was no stranger to them.

After changing out of his half-stretched pants, he picked up the kettle and sprayed some water, and then stood by the window, slightly stunned.

Yuna's whimsical behavior may be reckless, but it has received some unexpected effects, in fact, the most important thing is naturally the change of Jisoo's mentality, he has not forgotten that Jisoo thought he was asleep that time, and said in his ear that her dream of being a singer has long been gone.

He understands his sister, how can he say that the dream of the past ten years is not there? Looking at the essence, it is nothing more than being suppressed by reality, everyone probably has a similar experience, due to various reasons, many times dreams and reality cannot coexist, can only be used as a single choice question, in his opinion, Jisoo's choice is to obey reality.

Ahn Jun-hyuk was not satisfied with such a choice, before that dream, without the sudden change of family, he actually wanted to do something, he hoped that one day he could be admitted to the air force, flying into the sky with a plane, not a battle or anything, just just wanted to try to soar high above the clouds, what it was like. If the country can compete a little more and realize manned spaceflight, he may even participate in the astronaut selection.

When he was a child, when he first saw a photo of the earth taken by a satellite in a sketchbook, he always thought, I wonder what it would be like to look at the earth from space.

It may be empty, lonely, cold, but he wants to see the magnificence of the vain drifting in the boundless darkness, and the earth expanding in an arc under his eyes.

Of course, in the end, he also succumbed to reality, so like many parents who dot on their children - they dote a lot of times. In fact, it's just to make up for the regrets of his childhood, maybe he hasn't eaten anything, or he hasn't played anything, they don't want their children to be the same as themselves, without a complete childhood - he hopes that Jisoo can pursue what he likes casually, and he will do the rest.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, Ahn Jun-hyuk didn't look back, and after a while, a pair of hands pressed on his shoulders. Knead gently.

The flow of air brought by the incoming people. The frequency of the swaying of the flowers was disturbed, and the faint fragrance of the wisps of fragrance came out, and the water that had just been sprinkled and stayed on the petals slid down. Drop out a flash of crystal.

"How. Is it comfortable?"

He's tall. Wanting to grab his shoulders and knead him like this, Lin Xiujing had to lift her toes, and the whole person was lying on his back. As he spoke, a warm breath blew into his ears.

"Hmm!"

Needless to say, seeing him standing here in a daze, she knew that he had something on his mind.

After a moment of silence like this, the muscles on An Junhyuk's body were too hard, just after a while, his fingers were a little sore, and he noticed that her kneading force was weakening, An Junhyuk grabbed her hand, patted it, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I'm not so tired today." ”

"Hmm...... What are you thinking?"

"Ji-so's business......" said, he told her about Jisoo's changes at Yuna's birthday party today, although his tone retained his usual indifference, but Lin Xiujing could tell from every change in his tone, every time his eyebrows were slightly raised, he was actually very happy.

“…… When my career in music is better, when I have a concert, I plan to let Jisoo also take the stage, and then when she accumulates some popularity, I will write songs for her. When he said this, his eyes flashed with a faint brilliance, as if preparing all this for Jisoo was more important than his own career: "No matter what, my stage is not hers after all, I want to create a stage for her to belong to her!"

is so confident that he didn't hear tonight's song "Lies", but Lin Xiujing never doubted whether he could do what he said, even if he praised such a disabled artist, there were many, many difficulties and constraints, the packaging company's resistance to risks, the distribution company's deliberate difficulties, and even the fact that the audience couldn't accept a disabled idol...... All these are twists and turns that need to be overcome.

But she believed that he could do it, and she envied it.

If, if his concern for Jisoo could be divided into half of her, she wouldn't need to have so much distress!

Holding him from behind, sticking to his back, listening to him sketch the blueprints in his mind, Lin Xiujing was silent, and gradually, An Junhyuk also noticed something unusual, pressed his somewhat excited emotions, paused, turned around and hugged her, let her raise her head, and looked into her eyes: "What's wrong?"

“…… Nothing ......."

She dodged her eyes, but no matter what, she still couldn't resist his strength, so she had to meet his eyes with apprehension: "Uh...... The agent's sister came over today......"

An Junhyuk frowned slightly, Lin Xiujing's agent had always looked at him unpleasantly, of course he knew this, taking care of Lin Xiujing's emotions, he probably didn't meet the other party, but he didn't expect her to find here.

The change in mood was only for a short moment, and then he smiled and said, "She came to you, did she take another order for you?" Or did she take some script?"

“…… Script!"

replied softly, and then she explained hurriedly: "I haven't agreed yet, my sister said to show it to me, and I can't refuse, Junhyuk, if you don't want to, I won't take them......"

She didn't want Ahn Jun-hyuk to think that she was a woman who was too ambitious, although the agent's sister's remarks about the "yellow-faced woman" pierced her heart like a thorn, but compared to the uncertain possibility, she felt that it was more important to maintain the present.

After the words came out, my mind, which had been confused for nearly half a night, suddenly relaxed.

She is really a silk-like woman, she is at a loss when she has no support, she even forgets how to grow, and once she has a support, she subconsciously throws everything she has over and lets him decide her life for her.

Looking at her steadily, after a while, Ahn Jun-hyuk pressed her little head to her chest so that she could hear it, and he sighed a little funny and a little pity:

"Silly Girl......" (To be continued.) )