After that day, the newspapers were flooded with long reports on the "arrest and death case".

Originally, it was very common to be arrested quickly, and it was very common to die in the line of duty, but after the case was reported, everyone regretted it at most, and it soon passed. But this time, due to the child's participation, the whole thing was particularly interesting, and the major media hyped it up, triggering a wave of national attention, and the heat has always remained high.

In the newspaper, a special section was set aside for interviews with passers-by. And in these comments, all of them are cursing the child in the incident.

"Why wasn't that kid dead?"

"A model of death. ”

"It's better to strangle to death as soon as you are born, raise such a thing!"

There are also those who speak objectively, "He's still a child!" But such opinions are often followed by a lot of abuse: "When your child kills you, you tell yourself that he is just a child." ”

Even, even the sacrificial catcher, some people questioned him.

"If you want me to say that the quick catch is self-inflicted, there is nothing to sympathize with. If he doesn't die, he will always catch the head, why should people die for your bear child. ”

Every day, my mother would buy these newspapers and shut them in her room alone, looking at the sharp words over and over again, and weeping silently.

Although these voices were like holding a knife, bloody piercing her heart, these were the only news related to her husband.

If one day, everyone forgets him, maybe it means that he has really disappeared from this world.

……

Guan Linden has been at home for many years.

He avoided contact with anyone. Although there were also newspapers that inquired about the address of their home for the sake of hot spots, and came to interview him, but those people were later driven away by their mothers.

In those years, although the outside world was stormy, he hid in his room, but he was still relatively well protected.

However, staying at home all the time is not an option. After his mental state finally improved slightly, his mother still sent him to the Heavenly Sage Children's Department.

On the first day of school, Guan Lin mingled among a group of children of the same age, listening to their frolicking, and remained silent alone.

The unexpected happened quickly.

When the tutor was arranging the seats, the boy who was arranged next to Guan Lin suddenly stood up and said loudly, "Mentor, I don't want to sit with him." He's a broom star, he killed his father, I don't want to be killed by him!"

Immediately, the whole class burst into laughter, mixed with a large number of seconding voices: "Then let's not sit with him!"

"Get him out of our class!"

The original case of arresting Kuai and killing in the line of duty has been hyped for several months, and it can be said that no one in the entire Heavenly Saint Kingdom does not know his name. As a former party to a hot case, when he re-entered the college, it was naturally as a blockbuster news that was once again excavated by the media. Therefore, even those young children are quite clear about his identity and past.

The tutor looked a little embarrassed, but it didn't stop the children who were adding bad words. Guan Lin could see that he didn't like himself either. Maybe he was also one of the overwhelming abuses at the beginning.

When everyone pointed at him and shouted "get out", Guan Lin finally couldn't bear it anymore, stood up and ran out of the classroom.

By the time he was found in the toilet cubicle, he was crying and convulsing.

Then, in the office, the mentor received his mother.

"Guan Lin's mental state is not very stable now, I suggest you, is it better to let him take a break from school for a while?"

Guan Mu glanced at her son who was huddled in the corner sadly, and sighed lightly: "Yes, I also hope that he will return to the academy early because he is not in a good state, and he will be with his classmates more, and he may be able to ...... slowly" She glanced at her son again, as if she was carefully considering the words, "Recover." ”

As a mother, she didn't want to use the words "sick" and "crazy" in the newspaper to her son. She didn't want to admit that her son was no longer a normal person.

"However, now the other students are reluctant to sit with him, and a group of people are clamoring for him to change classes, and our tutor is also very difficult. ”

"You'd better think again. ”

Although the tutor's tone was polite, the emotion on his face was obvious, and he felt that they had caused him trouble.

Guan Lime can understand this emotion. Although he has closed himself off over the years, he has become more sensitive to the malice from others.

……

That afternoon, his mother took him straight home and straightened his clothes, which were crumpled with tears.

"Linden, do you really not want to go to school?"

Guan Lin nodded vigorously. If he continues to go to school, he will have to endure constant pointing and swearing like he did today, and in that case, he really won't be able to live.

"Okay, then we won't go to school from now on. The mother seemed to have made up her mind, "Whatever other children learn, my mother will teach you at home." ”

Being able to stop going to school made Guan Lin's heart feel a lot more comforted.

However, when he got up at night, he walked through the living room and unexpectedly saw that the light in his mother's room was still on.

Standing in the half-hidden doorway, he saw his mother's body lying in front of the table, crying suppressedly.

It's your own relationship.

Because she caused trouble in the academy, let her mother be asked by the tutor to talk, and once again uncovered her wounds.

If you stay at home in the future, your mother will face herself every day, and it will be very painful.

Thinking like this, Guan Lin walked into the room and gently tugged at his mother's sleeve.

"Mother, don't cry, I'll go to school. ”

……

Since then, Guan Lin has been a person at the academy, a table, sitting in the corner next to the trash can.

There are always people who call him a broom star, and they curse him for bringing bad luck, and at the same time, they stand on the side of self-righteousness and tease him again and again.

His world had been shattered that day, and with it a sea of endless suffering.

Those people don't understand anything, but they rub salt in other people's wounds.

He hoped countless times that it was he who died that day. In that case, the father and mother can have another child, and they can still live happily.

……

When the academy was rehearsing the play, I don't know who proposed the theme of the arrest and death case, and when everyone was discussing the selection of actors, they suddenly seemed to think of something, looked in his direction, and laughed together.

"Let Guan Lin act, he must be in his true colors!"

In the midst of the commotion of everyone, Guan Lin held the pen in his hand tightly, and he chose to endure it.

During the exam, he also did it more than once, and although the questions related to the quick death case crushed his heart every time, he still chose to endure it.

If you can't bear it, if you make something happen to yourself because of this case, the academy will talk to her mother again, and it will reveal her wounds.

It's good to bear these pains on your own.

He was like a fallen leaf, sinking in a deep sea of suffering.

……

Later, he went to the elementary department.

Many years have passed, and the initial heat has gradually faded. After all, the spectators will always disperse, and no one will always pay attention to a tragedy for a lifetime. But the pain left behind is a lifetime of torture for the person concerned.

On the campus of the primary school, no one will point a finger at him anymore. As he grew up, his face was angular and handsome. Moreover, because he has a cold and melancholy temperament, he has a very appetite for girls at that age, and many girls take the initiative to pursue him.

Guan Lin has not accepted any girl, he has lost the ability to love and be loved, and he doesn't want to let himself be hurt again.

Until Banhua Liumo, who was in the next class, handed him a love letter.

Liu Mo, as her name suggests, is a girl as pure and clean as jasmine. She is excellent in character and learning, and there are many people who pursue her. Guan Lin didn't expect that she would like herself.

Such a self is even worthy of being loved.

There is such a good girl who likes him, and he secretly decides that he will love himself more from now on.

It was the first time he had regained his self-confidence after that trauma.

He once thought that Liu Mo was a light given to him by God and the only warmth in his dark life.

However, this short-term warmth pushed him deeper into hell.

(End of chapter)