Hua Xiaoting entered a hotel. Damn, we checked all the real estate in Su Beiwang's name and eliminated them one by one, but we never thought that he would stay in a hotel!

I also thought about it before, he couldn't rent a house, and then I felt that with his kind of heart, I must not want to bring so much bad luck to other people's landlords when I came to the end of my life.

As the ultimate shelter. The hotel's vista and facilities are ...... It's really perfect for recuperation.

No wonder someone once jokingly said that if the housing prices in S City are so high, even the cost of staying in a high-end hotel for a year is not more than enough.

I threw Xiaoxi in the car and followed Hua Xiaoting in.

Not daring to follow too closely, after confirming the house she entered, she went around to the garden outside to observe the panorama.

It is a separate recuperation center in the rear, which is different from the front row of mobile guest areas.

Open exterior garden on the ground floor and 30 meters to the beach.

When I saw Su Beiwang, he was sitting on the balcony reading a book. He wore a thick coat and a slightly comical hat.

I couldn't see the expression on my face clearly, but the outline was familiar and calm.

It's early March morning, and where there's sunshine, it's paradise. His seat was in the triangle where the light was shining, and it felt like the whole world was watching him perform one of his most attentive mimes.

Later, Hua Xiaoting came over and couldn't hear what she said to him. It's probably still cold. It's not good to stay outside for too long.

I saw Su Beiwang nodding at her, and then naturally stretched his arms slightly. Hua Xiaoting picked him up at once and slowly walked indoors.

I think Hua Xiaoting is not as tall as me, and her weight is not as heavy as mine. With a few catties and a few taels of strength, you can know the limit just by thinking about it - but such a weak woman can pick up Su Beiwang effortlessly!

Judging from the sensibility, maternal love can be worth a thousand pounds. Judging from the rationality, the north of Jiangsu is ...... What has already been thin.

I stood behind the rockery in the courtyard, wondering if I should wait until the tears were out before I went in to find him. ad_250_left();

Later, Hua Xiaoting went and returned, standing on the railing of the balcony and smiling at me.

All right...... It turned out to have been discovered a long time ago.

When I pushed the door open and went in, the woman told me that she had gone down to the laundry room to wash her clothes. Time is left to me, but please don't let him get too excited and hard.

I nodded my head and tiptoed into the suite......

Su Beiwang was lying on a single bed. I guess it's not a big bed – anyone who has ever waited on a patient knows that a single bed is better than a bed and is easy to support. In case the bed is too big to roll into it and you won't be able to get it out.

He's ...... Is it to this point?

When I walked into him. He kept his eyes closed at all times. The breath is light and even, and the eyelashes occasionally move.

I know he wasn't asleep, maybe just too tired and weak.

I began to recall the first time I saw him, the straight suit, the rigorous demeanor, the glasses that added a sense of distance, and the aura of not being angry and arrogant even if he frowned slightly.

Only half a year ago, what kind of posture did my Su Beiwang come into my life with its own poer background sound? Now, it has allowed me to witness the desolation of the hero's evening scene, which is better than on the most turbulent battlefield of the year...... Sent away by a bullet.

Luo Qi ...... You've changed your perfume. ”

He spoke so suddenly that I almost cried.

I swallowed the tone, carefully suppressing my calm voice, and I said that I had finally found you...... Don't you rush me away?

I did change the perfume. Specifically, I started using perfume.

Before, the smell on my body should have been just aromatic hydrocarbons in the pharmacy.

After leaving Sussi, I felt like I had hallucinations, and I felt a smell of formalin that belonged to him all day long.

So that day, Yang Huixin gave me one - introduced that this is suitable for you. It is D-Link's new lady-style fragrance this spring, called 'Thorn'.

"I didn't want to see any of you again like this...... Luo Qi, can you understand my last pride?" Su Beiwang always closed his eyes, and his voice was soft. It's not like the breath of ordinary people from the dantian, but it seems to be a paragraph recorded in the hoarse throat.

Every word floated out and landed on the distorted stave in my heart, tear-jerking at the touch of it.

I said that of course I can understand, I can understand your pride, your selflessness, your helplessness and your ruthlessness.

You just go away and send us a letter from heaven. Do you think Su Xihang and I will be happy?

I put down my tote bag. Bend your knees and sit down. I felt a softness under my feet—

Mi Woo !!

I'm holding it down!

Su Beiwang opened his eyes to look at me, and as soon as the familiar light in his eyes was handed over, I couldn't hold it anymore.

Reaching out to pick up the fat cat, I held its back hair and wiped my tears. Su Beiwang slightly raised the corners of his lips and said to me, "I'm sorry, I asked Song Ye to steal it out." You're worried......"

Obviously, Xiaoqi didn't like to be used as a towel by me, so he jumped on the bed with a bang, and stepped on Su Beiwang and passed.

Then coiled up into a scarf and curled up behind him.

"You're ...... now. My body is so weak," I raised my hand and rubbed my eyes, and said, "How bad it is to be with a cat." ...... with cat hair flying around"

"Mom said the same, but she spoiled me. "The moment Su Beiwang said 'favor', his eyes were a little red.

I know that when Su Beiwang made such a decisive decision, he had already confirmed that he didn't want to be found by us again. But he accepted Hua Xiaoting's care, and I was very unbelievable at first.

Su Beiwang told me that the reason why he was willing to let his mother accompany him was because by doing so, she would no longer have guilt and regret.

"Even though I can't get up on my own, I can't walk, I can't eat.

But it's like ...... When I was very young, every step she took by my hand was hard and willing.

I didn't care, turning back into a baby in her eyes. ”

I grabbed his hand stretched out outside the quilt, laughing and crying: "Su Beiwang, you have never ...... Haven't you thought about yourself?"

He always looked at me in this sideways position. I think he may not be reluctant to get up, but he can't get up anymore. The smile is still trying to keep it full of energy.

He said that of course he did, and the reason why he fled was that he didn't want me and Xihang to make a little more sacrifice for him.

"Of course I understand that you are worried about me, but I selfishly reject your concerns. Su Beiwang said: "I know that you will be very uncomfortable, but I just want to kill myself, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

As he spoke, he glanced at my empty finger, which no longer had the brilliance of the ring......

Sighing, Su Beiwang said, "Luo Qi, what did you promise me?

I nodded, and I said of course I remember.

"As the only brother and the only relative of Su Xihang, I ask you that no matter what happens, you must not abandon my brother......"

I completely collapsed all of a sudden, and I said Su Beiwang, you are also a bastard...... You know it, all of you know the truth - but you have been hiding it from me for so long!

"If you want me to forgive Su Xihang, you will survive. As long as you don't die, I will forgive everyone!

If you can't do it...... And why cut my despair?"

He raised his hand to touch my head, just the slightest movement of raising his hand would make him weak and sweaty.

"Luo Qi, in fact, I've been thinking about it all the time - if I hadn't had such a disease. I will, try very hard, very hard...... Make you fall in love with me.

Maybe I had a more asshole father, but at least, he didn't kill Professor Law. ”

As long as there is no resentment in the middle, it turns out that love and non-love are just too small things.

"The first time I met Professor Luo was three years ago," Su Beiwang said, "starting with the 'Health Star' and ending at the 'Health Star'.

That day, we met in a business café near Zhongke, and he told me frankly that he didn't care about fame or achievements, and the only thing he wanted to do was to never let those imperfect research results flow into the market to harm people.

He couldn't stand up to Tang Jiali openly, he was afraid that that sinister villain who would not compromise his means would harm all his cherished relatives and friends.

He told me that his daughter ...... I adore him very much. So he wasn't worried about the ruin of working with me, and he said his daughter would believe him. As long as she believes it, he doesn't care about other people's slander and misunderstanding. Like the alternative scholar style of the higher the lonelier in this world, from that day on, I ...... I admired Professor Luo's sentiments. ”

Su Beiwang gasped lightly and evened out his breath: "Luo Qi, I saw you more than three years ago. A quick glimpse through the windowpane of the café...... I don't even know what your name is. ”

I was taken aback, and I said have you seen me?

"Yes, on the afternoon of my first in-depth meeting with Professor Luo. You and your husband are driving downstairs waiting for your father. ”

I suddenly seemed to have the impression that there was such a thing - I was going to attend a classmate's wedding, and Zhou Nan and I came to find my dad. He seemed to be talking to a client about something, telling us to wait downstairs or something.

"You were wearing a very ordinary brown dress that day, and I stood upstairs at the window and watched, and a few small details encapsulated the real state of a person's life. I saw that Zhou Nan didn't even take the initiative to open the car door for you, and when he spoke to you, the impatient look ......" Su Beiwang said: "At that time, I was just bored thinking about it, maybe your marriage is not happy, but you have that kind of only attachment on your face, which makes my heart ripple involuntarily."

I know the people around me, maybe it's wrong...... But he still insisted on lying to himself.

Just like me. ”

I think I can suddenly understand Su Beiwang's original mentality.

At that time, it should have been Yang Huixin's accident, Su Mingyuan was sick, Su Xihang left, and Qisu Group broke with Yang Wei, which led to the discontinuation of the tax-free project - this series of messes were all pressed on this man who was only twenty-six years old!

In the eyes of all, he is strong, he is determined, and he is omnipotent. But who can understand how many sleepless nights he has been entangled and helpless and self-deceptive?

knew that Yang Huixin no longer belonged to him at that time, but he still insisted on finishing the wedding. A farce made everyone unable to cover their faces, and he, as the saddest victim in the eyes of the world, resolutely picked up the burden.

Maybe it's just a quick glance through the glass, in Su Beiwang's heart, I took my indifferent weakness at the beginning as a portrayal of his sympathy - even if his life and mine have almost no intersection.

"When you first met me in Zhongke Pharmaceutical......" I bit my lip and slowly digested the beginning and end of fate.

"Just think of you as a pretentious and sensitive daredevil...... At that time, I didn't think you were Professor Luo's daughter. Su Beiwang smiled and said: "Because the confident light in your eyes is completely different from that kind of quiet and forbearant dodge."

Later, I finally realized that in the time and space where we never met, you grew as fast as I did. The top is widely carried.

I can't control it anymore...... The determination to be close to you. ”

I lowered my head, tears fell on his arm, and I said I'm sorry Su Beiwang, I ...... After all, I still let you down.

"No, it's actually me who really disappoints me. Su Beiwang closed his eyes and slowed down for a while before opening: "It was I who gradually discovered that during the time I was with me...... You've reverted back to the vulnerable way you used to be.

You're vulnerable, you're patient, you're trying to be nice to me, but you're often at a loss.

You lie, you cheat, you hug me, but you always dare not come closer.

Luo Qi, do you know how sad I was at that time... I'm afraid that I will become the second Zhou man, and I will give you the confidence and dignity that you have finally been reborn. In the name of pampering, once again accustomed to the soles of the feet.

So I thought...... I've probably never lost to Sussi, just myself.

Whether it's Huixin or you, I deeply believe that you have been sincere to me from the beginning. It's me who can't make you really happy, it's I...... It doesn't bring you a truly suitable and beautiful love. ”

I choked up and buried my face in the crook of his thin arm: "Su Beiwang...... Don't talk about it......"

Su Beiwang motioned for me to help him, and he wanted to sit up. I held his frighteningly thin waist and carefully picked him up. The hat accidentally fell off - he, not even a single hair!

"Don't be nervous, it's just not good for cleaning...... and shaved off. He smiled and comforted me, the corners of his lips blooming weak and pale, but the light in his eyes was still gentle.

I hugged him and cried so hard that my chest ached. I said I like your hair the most, and I like Sussihang's hands the most.

But his hand is crippled, and your hair is gone......

Whose sin is it who is punished, and why should we suffer like this!

Can I bear it for you? At the cost of not being able to get love for all my life!

"You're disobedient again, my mother said...... You must not make me uncomfortable. Su Beiwang turned his face, and at the oblique lower corner where the sun shone in, I saw his tears rolling under his cheeks, reflecting a colorful luster.

I said that you don't listen to your mother, and your mother told you not to die, can you do it?

I saw Hua Xiaoting returning to the door with the laundry basket with her spare eyes, and as soon as the words fell, she covered her mouth and ran away crying.

"Luo Qi, can you forgive Xihang?" Su Beiwang stroked his cheek and turned to ask me.

"Would you like to accept his liver for transplantation?" I asked.

"What about you, do you want him to save me?" Su Beiwang is still the same Su Beiwang, no matter how much HP health is left, there is always a way to force me into a corner.

I said I don't exist if I want to. You are his brother, and he saved you...... It was his heart's desire. I can only choose respect!

"But you know he's in danger, he might die. You're going to die on the operating table sooner than me, don't you really care?

If I have to die between Su Xihang and Su Xihang, how do you choose?"

"Su Beiwang, can you not be so annoying......" I shook my head, I said don't force me. Isn't the despair and struggle I face enough?

If he dies, can I go with him?

"You see, there is nothing but life and death in the world...... Everything else is trivial. Su Beiwang held my cheek and stroked it gently.

"I've done it so that my loved ones will always miss me, right...... Isn't it the final state of a person's life's pursuit?

The length and breadth of life are eternally contradictory, and everyone wants the most greedy limitless.

But Luo Qi, ask your heart...... To this day, you feel death, for me...... Is it really scary?"

I said no terrible, I said I know you are the strongest person.

If you think that such a death will be your most gorgeous and self-respecting way to exit, I am willing to accompany you on the last road.

But please let me be selfish, okay? I want to be with you until the end without regrets. Su Beiwang, can you let me take care of you?

"Okay, but I don't want to see him. Su Beiwang said: "If in the last half a month, I only have you."

Just let me have you to your infidelity alone, Luo Qi, even though I'm an atheist. But I still want to remember you...... Always, remember the afterlife. ”

I said okay, no one can take away the next life I promised you.

"Then I promised you, can you also promise me?" Su Beiwang is really a businessman, and he never forgets the essence of the commodity economy of conditional exchange.

I said no, if I promised you, you would close your eyes now!

I said that I couldn't forgive Su Xihang because I didn't blame him from the bottom of my heart, so how can I forgive.

But there are some things that we can't say right or wrong, love or hate, and we can't turn the pages of a calendar as cleanly.

We need time, we need precipitation, we need to think about it...... When will the expansion of love be able to defeat all the evil karma in the world?

Maybe one day, Huang Jianbin died. Maybe one day, we have amnesia. Maybe one day our friends around us are happy, maybe one day we walk in a strange city, in a strange road, and we can become the most indelible scenery in each other's eyes.

But it's not the answer I can give you right now—

Su Beiwang said, that's a pity.

"I'm still thinking about going over there to be angry with Du Wenya when I die......

She is dead, but she has succeeded in tearing you apart. I'm dead, but I can't get you back together.

You say I'm over there, but what kind of face do you have to meet her?"

I said don't say such funny things, okay! Du Wenya is a blue pool, she can't go to heaven, you can look at her on it, and be angry with her!

Su Beiwang smiled bitterly and shook his head, saying that he had also committed a crime, and he would not be able to go to heaven.

I bit my lip and lowered my head slightly, I wanted to ask Su Beiwang what happened that night.

But I also feel that in his limited energy and limited life, it is really a waste to ask these words.

But he took the initiative to tell me -

Du Wenya knew about Principal Huang, and as the last hole card to break the net, she wanted to blackmail Su Xihang to break up with me.

Su Beiwang asked Song Ye to go to her father's backyard in country A, intending to use this as a handle to contain each other.

On the night he returned from Moscow, Su Beiwang used the means of surveillance to learn about Du Wenya's appointment to meet Su Xihang. He hurried to the park near the woman's house to negotiate with her for the last time.

There are witnesses who saw her walking with a person who resembles Su Xihang on the streets near the community, and these are real.

No matter how ruthless and crazy the woman was, she didn't dare to put her father's safety at risk. In the face of Su Beiwang's back-up move, she could only stubbornly submit to it.

And I do believe that this is the true painting style of Su Beiwang himself. He wouldn't do such a thing as stabbing that little slut with a knife.

"But then, my health was too bad," Su Beiwang told me, "so I had to end the negotiations with her as soon as possible."

I left the park and walked slowly alone...... I heard what appeared to be a woman crying for help behind me.

There was a moment when I thought...... It's the West Airlines coming. ”

Suddenly!

"That's why you're confessing?"

Su Beiwang said that he was already in such a situation, even if he confessed to murder, he would not have the opportunity to go to prison to experience life. What a pity!

I said that you are really too much, Su Xihang is your younger brother, what kind of person he is, don't you understand?

I said you vomited blood all the way and your brain was empty!

How could Su Xihang really kill Du Wenya? You didn't even have a chance to communicate, so you confessed your guilt, do you know how uncomfortable we were at that time!

"It's that you don't know him. Su Beiwang looked into my eyes and said, "For you, he can actually do anything." ”

I smiled wryly and said, maybe.

But we all understand that there is a person who will do anything for you...... While feeling love multiply, once it collapses, the pain is also exponential.

Su Beiwang, if you are not a person who makes everyone reluctant to let you die, we are a bunch of fools...... Is it necessary to be so painful?

In the world, there is a cycle of cause and effect, and happiness and bitterness are conserved. Unless you are ruthless, you can be invincible.

"Su Beiwang, what will you become in the next life......? Would you really want to be a man like Su Xihang?"

He was silent for a while, then said he was tired and asked me to help him to his back.

The moment he closed his eyes, he said he didn't want to. Because Su Xihang is actually the kind of person who hides pain and depression more than him. It's just that the way he distracts is so poor that others can't see the blood he sheds.

"yes, he's better than you...... It's still unpredictable. I lifted my chin and gently pulled the quilt up. I said Su Beiwang, either in the next life, reincarnate as a girl.

Girls can cry, and they just need to cry when something big happens. It doesn't matter if the Great Wall cries, the more you cry, the better your skin, and the more you cry, the stronger your ability to resist pressure-

"You try it, Su Beiwang ......"

"Su Beiwang?!"

"Hey, Su Beiwang!"