Chapter 112: How Should I Explain to My Child? (For the 18,000 plus more)
Taking care of Su Beiwang is a very painful thing.
Because I never know if he will open his eyes this time.
So every time, before lulling him to sleep, I would kiss him on the forehead, just as he had ever given me the truest doting.
I wanted to tell him that with a kiss, death might not hurt.
When I went out, I saw Hua Xiaoting wiping her tears over there. I walked up gently. Reached out and gently put his hand on her shoulder. I said when I was very young, I watched Cinderella in fairy tales...... Looking at me, I hugged my mom and cried.
I said Mom, don't get sick and die one day, then my father will find my stepmother, and my stepmother will abuse me.
Stepmother...... Just like Voldemort in the Harry Potter world, it is the biggest shadow and nightmare of many children's innocent childhood.
But Aunt Hua, I never thought that there would be a stepmother like you in this world.
Whether it is Sister Nanxun, Beiwang Xihang, and the younger brother, they can be so outstanding today, I believe that it must be you, the great mother, as the best textbook in the world, who imperceptibly let them learn the best things.
No matter how terrible Su Mingchen is, we have love. He didn't. So he can't win.
Hua Xiaoting hugged my shoulders and cried: "It's my fault...... If we shouldn't have beaten their brother's idea from the beginning. They won't be dragged into the water by the Su family.
His dad...... Just a bastard......
If they are just the most ordinary pair of brothers in an ordinary family, they can at least be happy for a lifetime. ”
I said, Aunt Hua, where can anyone really live a happy life?
You have your troubles, others have someone else's. Back then, Uncle Su would rather raise someone else's son than betray you to find another woman to borrow her belly.
No matter how much he is, he will be wholeheartedly devoted to you after all.
You're many, much happier than most women in the world, but you still have pain that no one else can understand.
So I thought. Whether you have money or not, whether you have love or not, life is like this.
"Luo Qi," Hua Xiaoting held my hand with tears in her eyes: "Since you have thought about it so much...... Why do you want to part with Western Airlines? As you say, your uncle is a bastard. But I still love him. Still will not forsake him.
Because the tolerance of love can really be infinitely expanded.
What else can't you get over and keep love out?"
I bit my lip and said softly, "Probably, it's because I love each other too much." That's why I thought hypocritically, either calm down to the point where I don't love each other so much......
If you think about it objectively, can I really let go. ”
I think that one day, even without Susi Airlines. Can I really forgive Huang Jianbin? The answer must be no, the hatred of killing one's father has been called incompatibility since ancient times.
But can I not care if he lives or dies. Can I understand his confession, can I accept his final apology? At the same time as these two innocent little lives conceived in my belly, will I take everything lightly and lightly?
Leaving the hotel, I scolded Konishi for urinating a pad in my car.
- I cried after scolding.
I don't know if I should tell Su Xihang, as Su Beiwang said, am I willing to risk my beloved man's life?
If both are gone, should I name my two children after them?
If one lives and the other leaves, how can we swallow the most helpless and longing regrets?
If both of them are alive, is it because God used the technique of seduction and rolled the sheets with the god of death?!
I was so miserable that everything was back to square one, just like my mom told me.
You weren't fucking supposed to mess with the twins in the first place!
Multiplying favor will also be exchanged for one day multiplying pain, this is the truth.
Speaking of my mom, my mom called me.
"Xiaoqi, I'll be back next week. ”
I said, oh, I see.
My mother mentioned it to me before, saying that my grandmother was not bad over there. She put her mind at ease and began to think about me, wanting to come back and see me alone.
"Mom, when this project is finished at the end of the month, I ...... Can I go out with you too?" I didn't dare to tell my mom everything that happened here, including my separation from Su Xihang, including the real cause of my dad's death.
Because I used the price of my separation from Su Xihang in exchange for the concealment of my father's true cause of death, I didn't want my mother to be uncomfortable. If she knew that Huang Jianbin was the murderer, maybe she could really do something to cut him down with a kitchen knife!
In fact, at this point, Su Xihang and I ...... What's the difference?
If Su Xihang is selfish, in order to maintain the nurturing grace of his adoptive father. What about me?
Didn't I deliberately hide my mother from my own position?
Am I not afraid that my mother will coerce me with an order, 'with her without him, with him without her'?
Am I not afraid that my mother will not allow me to give birth to Su Xihang's child, and force us not to even meet!
It's true that my mom was a reasonable person - but the one who died...... It's my dad after all!
Whose love is not love, whose life and death are not heartbreaking! But I ...... But he did the same thing as Su Xihang......
I can't get entangled anymore, I'm almost in a strange circle after all. Thinking about it any longer, I was afraid that I would not hesitate to drive the car in front of Su Xihang - to tell him that I loved him like crazy.
"What's wrong Xiaoqi, work is not going well, or did you quarrel with Xihang?" was silent for too long, and my mother asked on the phone.
"I didn't ...... I, alas, actually the two of us are not married. I lied while wiping away my tears: "Beiwang is critically ill, we ...... We want to wait at least until ......"
Mom didn't say anything, maybe my excuse was too depressing, and she didn't even have the heart to explore the truth.
"It's okay, mom is back, mom is back with you. ”
I said okay, I miss you.
I'm still fragile after all, and I want to hug my mom and cry when I'm vulnerable. No matter how old the child is, he is a child, and even when he just saw Su Beiwang facing Hua Xiaoting, he would show the child's innocent and obedient expression.
Alas, life is obviously full of negative energy, but I am not ready to tell Su Xihang about my children......
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Han ran back yesterday afternoon, and it is said that the first thing she did when she entered the house threw her high heels in her father's face!
Fortunately, we rushed over in time and packed Su Dongtang directly in front of her, so that we didn't see her die in front of her father in a fit of anger.
I said to Su Xihang, "You guys are really a little bit damaged this time. ”
Han Nian's face is really ugly than that of a squid, and I still remember that scene at that time-
As soon as he gave the order, all the bodyguards immediately surrounded the entire Han family's mansion.
Not even a fucking fly can fly in.
When he was leaving, he said: "Today, all of you, if you don't want to compensate me for the 2.5 billion project, no one will want to get out alive!"
"Hey, we have two more pregnant women here!" Yang Huixin roared!
I almost went up to cover her mouth when I saw everyone's eyes drifting towards us women.
Sunan Kaoru said don't look at me, I'm about to stop menstruating......
"It's me, what's wrong?" Yang Huixin raised her eyebrows: "I'm pregnant!"
"Who's?" the crowd asked.
"I don't know! Anyway, I ...... I'm also a beautiful boss who is almost 30 years old. Isn't it normal to have a few high-quality men rushing to the harem around!"
Su Xihang swallowed a mouthful of old blood silently, and said that it is indeed normal, but can you let yourself be ...... in this life? At least once you're pregnant with a child who you know whose dad it is!
I had a weak heart, so I persuaded me to say okay, okay, don't talk about those useless things.
"Now that Su Mingchen has been forced to act like a rat crossing the street, should we think about what to do with him in the end?"
"Don't think about it, Han Nian is just scaring and scaring us," Lin Yu said lightly: "Who is he fighting more fiercely with Su Mingchen, will he leave the other party with a chance to breathe and bite back?"
Zhongke Pharmaceutical Co., Ltd. was frozen, and the last road of high-tech project development was blocked by Gu Jinheng's disclosure to the Food and Drug Administration.
Han Nian used his identity as a bona fide property owner to ask Su Mingchen to immediately cash out Zhongke as collateral, because from the moment the tender was delivered, the project risk of Jiangxindao New Area had been transferred to Su Mingchen.
So now, he not only has to deal with the scorched expenses of the four disclosed munitions warehouses, but also has to bear the losses of the construction projects for Han Nian-
Don't mention project insurance to me! In order to reduce costs and attach to the Jiangxin Island project as soon as possible, Su Mingchen has kicked out the property accident insurance budget in Zhongke's account. Of course, the new CFO who suggested that he do this was Han Nian's person...... Tsk, this old fox. ”
"Hey!" Ruo Ruo glared at him: "He's my father anyway, you talk to me and pay attention to me!"
"It's your father, why don't you hurry up and beg him to let us out, it's all a meal! You see that you are pregnant, and the Dongtang people are not in good health. If your father is a little human, would he be willing to starve his daughter and son-in-law to death?"
"It's useless, if you don't pay my dad's 2.5 billion, he won't let us go. ”
"I'll take my shares to you as a dowry, can I exchange it for a meal!" Su Dongtang raised his hand weakly: "I'...... I can't bear to let you and your baby go hungry!"
As he spoke, he leaned over and listened - you wool listen, torture a room of single dogs!
"Listen, it's been less than three months. Han Jiao snorted, and I had goosebumps all over my body. Subconsciously glanced to the side at Su Xihang, and it happened that he was also looking at me......
For a time, all kinds of embarrassment.
I hurriedly said that I would go to the bathroom, and Yang Huixin followed me in.
"You're not going to tell Su Xihang yet?" she said as she touched up her makeup in the mirror as she flushed the toilet pit.
I snorted.
"Hypocrisy to death. Yang Huixin scolded me, and then said: "By the way, next Monday, the 'Health Star' will be officially launched and cut the ribbon." At the press conference, you prepare. ”
"What?" I almost peed my pants, I said Mr. Yang, don't be kidding, okay!
You asked me to speak at the press conference?!
"You're exalting me too much, I don't have the ability to do that. And I'm ...... I don't have that much to contribute...... Well, let's call Manager Gu to talk about it. When I was in school, my legs would be weak when I stepped on the podium, and really, the student union president couldn't do it after half a month. ”
Yang Huixin glanced at me with disdain from the mirror: "Look at your little bit of breath." My dad is dead, and I can support Yang Wei Group alone. Your dad is dead, and you don't even dare to stand up and say a few words for his life's work?"
I bit my lip and said oh, then I'll try it......
Yang Huixin went out first, and I met Su Xihang in the corridor.
He said he was going to eat, so he came to me.
I said that I was indeed hungry, and it was another matter whether I lost money or not, Han Nian was just very obsessed with field control, and he would not be really unreasonable.
"Lose money? Don't be funny. Su Xihang said: "The purpose of the four munitions depots that were blown up at the beginning was not only to cut off Su Mingchen's black market dark line capital flow.
More importantly, Langhan directly took over all the large and small demand chains in the pan-East Asian region. In the long run, his profit is more than these 2.5 billion. ”
I said heheda, that's good. I actually...... I'm really scared that he'll turn on you.
Of course, I am referring to Su Dongtang's matter.
"Now that things are almost over, I heard Aunt Hua say that you still haven't told his father that Dongtang is not dead, and the old man is still crying at home in front of the photo. This punishment ...... It's too heavy, isn't it?"
"Well deserved. Su Xihang said unceremoniously.
I said hehe, then let him reflect for a while, but Su Beiwang may not feel good if he knows it.
I was a little hungry, so I said let's go eat and don't make everyone wait.
However, Su Xihang suddenly stepped out and grabbed my shoulder-
"Luo Qi," he stepped forward and pressed me gently. I was so frightened that I quickly retreated, saying what do you want to do, you: "Let's ...... The two of us are nameless now, don't mess around with the Han family. ”
"Are you...... Do you know where Su Beiwang is?"
Belch!
I shook my head, looking away.
"Tell me where he is. Su Xihang's tone suddenly became stern, almost making me cry.
I said, what are you trying to scare me? He doesn't want to see you
"I ...... I have promised him that I will accompany him on this last journey. I will fulfill all his wishes, I will take him without regrets, I even ...... I could even marry him!
When we meet in the future, remember to call me sister-in-law!"
I ran away, not knowing what I was saying.
Su Xihang stood in place and didn't catch up, and it took a long, long time before a sentence came: "Luo Qi, if you want to marry him, let me change his life!"
Do you want to be a widow so much?"
The dinner was very rich, except for Han Nian, who had a stinky face, and all of us ate happily.
I didn't dare to eat more, because the morning sickness was very bad these days, and everything looked like watching Su Xihang's dissection.
I stole a glance at him during the dinner, but he didn't respond. It's like the joke I just told him was really just a joke.
The way he cuts the steak is still hilarious, but his left hand is a little less flexible.
My heart ached, so I decided to join everyone's conversation-
"After talking about it for a long time, what else will Su Mingchen do now?"
When Han asked this sentence, I saw that the expression on Sunan Xun's face was slightly sick.
Of course I knew what was going on, and gently pushed her with my hand.
"Nan Xun," Lin Yu hugged her lightly and comforted her in a low voice, "Those few photos have been sent for analysis." From the billboard outside the window, a few possible intervals are basically locked.
But—"
We all know that even if you find a photo spot, it's useless. Su Mingchen is so cunning, he can transfer it at any time.
"Now he is cornered, black and white. Lin Yuqing said: "But I think people like him may not be able to afford to lose." Since he is going to die, he simply takes away the last enemy.
Maybe he used Diao as a threat to let us hand over Huang Jianbin. ”
For a moment, everyone's eyes ...... Including me, they all fell on Su Xihang.
The man flicked his knife and fork, but he didn't even want his demeanor.
"What do you see me doing?
With that, he pushed the table away and turned to leave!
They looked at me again.
"Luo Qi," Lin Yu said lightly, "It's normal for him to feel unhappy, which is equivalent to saying that he wants to exchange his adoptive father's life for the life of your ex-husband's daughter-"
"He's not happy!" I was also angry: "Huang Jianbin is guilty, and he is not guilty!
After saying that, I pushed the table and left.
I heard Han Nian behind him annoyed: "I was tricked by you and invited you to eat, but I still have a temper on my dining table, and the young people are too arrogant now!"
"Okay, don't make a mess with it, it's none of your business, your old man will go out for a walk after eating, walk the dog and walk the bird!"
Listening to Han gag with her dad in the back, my tears once again couldn't stop coming.
You have a dad, you all have a dad......
What about my dad?
I covered my mouth and ran out of the yard crying, and a small breeze came behind me, which turned out to be a coat.
I said, Su Xihang, what kind of warm man are you pretending!
Now, you're teaching me a trick......
How can you not hate Huang Jianbin, how can you hold your hand and stand in front of him and call him dad?
"If one day, we have children...... The moment you want my child to call him grandpa, how can I explain to the child where his grandfather has gone!"
Su Xihang held me tightly in his arms and let me cry dimly.
"No, Luo Qi. We don't get married, we don't have a family, we don't have to cross that emotional chasm.
We...... It's enough to just love each other. In this life, I will only guard you, and it is enough. ”
Later, we left Han's house, and Su Xihang sent me to the gate of the community as usual.
He hugged me and looked down to kiss me, but I turned my face away.
The tear stains had dried up, and it still hurt a little when the wind blew on them.
"Be careful when you go back and drive. I don't think your hands are very flexible yet...... "I turned around and crossed the street, this time I endured it and didn't look back.
I know that Su Xihang is not leaving, he must be ...... Will wait until the lights come on in my little house.
I twisted the key twice, and the moment I pushed the door, I felt that the door was a bit heavy.
But at that moment, I didn't realize that there was someone hiding behind the door!