106 Burning of the Teenager

"Unfortunately, I've come to you. ”

Tang Yi admitted his true look, and ripped off the last trace of Song Tingting's disguise. The smile on her face froze on her face.

"What are you looking for me?"

Song Tingting cautiously tentatively, she never thought that she would tell Tang Yicheng about the baby in her belly.

Although, it is possible that he will accept this child, but Tang Yicheng can love the child, but he can't love the child's mother, such a family is unhappy.

And the worse situation is that it is more likely that Tang Yicheng will not let this child come to this world, after all, the person in his heart is still Bai Yanxi......

If I have never met you, there is no mistake, so many things have happened with you, and there is such a deep bond, perhaps, this road will go differently, but unfortunately, what cannot be changed in this world is what has happened.

"Tingting, you, why are you going missing?"

In fact, Tang Yicheng knew that what he originally wanted to ask was not this sentence at all.

"I didn't go missing, I was just tired from work, and I just wanted to find a place to relax. ”

Song Tingting wanted to say these words with a smile, but Tang Yicheng's gradually deepening scrutinizing attitude made her unable to laugh at all.

After a long time, Tang Yicheng sighed heavily.

"I saw your medical report!"

Song Tingting's brain, with a "boom", stopped thinking in an instant.

"You ......"

"Tingting, you really, you don't have to be like this. ”

There's no need for this, there's no need for that? Is there no need to keep this child? Sure enough, in his eyes, he doesn't even have the qualifications to keep this child?

"No!"

Suddenly, Song Tingting's eyes looked at Tang Yicheng, and there seemed to be a trace of unprecedented fear,

Tang Yicheng got up from the chair and approached Song Tingting step by step, and his approach, in Song Tingting's eyes, was equivalent to a ghost with teeth and claws, shouting to devour her and the belly child.

Tang Yicheng's "tight pressing" was exchanged for Song Tingting's step by step.

The current situation of the two of them attracted the eyes of all the guests in the courtyard building. Tang Yicheng frowned tightly, perhaps, he should take Song Tingting away and talk in another place.

"Tingting, come back with me. Let's have a good chat. ”

For Song Tingting, all she thinks about now is Tang Yicheng instigating herself to go back with her, and then attack the baby in her belly.

"No, I don't. ”

Suddenly, Song Tingting pushed Tang Yicheng away and ran out of the small hotel again.

"Song Tingting!"

At this time, Song Tingting had already left his reason and everything behind, and there was only one thought left in his mind, that is, to escape, to escape from this place, to escape from Tang Yicheng's side.

The strenuous exercise made Song Tingting feel as if her heart was about to jump out, but she couldn't stop.

Just ahead, a vehicle that he was very familiar with slowly drove towards him, and this car, in Song Tingting's eyes, became the only salvation.

James looked ahead, and there was a woman, like a madwoman, running towards his car. But then, James saw clearly that the woman in front of him was Song Tingting.

"James, drive, fast. ”

Song Tingting, who had a panicked face, got into James's car directly, and did not respond to any of James's words, but kept urging him to drive and leave.

And Tang Yicheng, who was a step slower to catch up, could only watch Song Tingting catch a car and leave far away. He picked up his mobile phone and called Song Tingting's number, but found that he couldn't get through.

In desperation, he dialed James's number again and waited tirelessly for the other party to connect.

"Hey!"

"James, is that you? Did you pick up Tingting and leave? You give her the phone and let me ...... with her."

While Tang Yicheng was talking, a girl came out on the other end of the phone.

"Don't listen, don't listen!"

Then, the human voice was replaced by a burst of busy phone tones......

",!"

James did not send Song Tingting back to the villa, but found a random hotel and stayed.

It wasn't until he came to the hotel room that James felt that Song Tingting was finally slowly relaxing.

"Song, are you okay?"

James stretched out his hand towards Song Tingting, but before he could touch her, Song Tingting dodged.

"Don't!" Song Tingting was all over his body, revealing resistance to James.

"I'm sorry. ”

All of a sudden, the whole room fell into silence.

"Song, I actually know about your pregnancy. ”

Hearing James's words, Song Tingting's body just stiffened, but he quickly became fine.

"Really, why do you know I'm there?" Song Tingting's tone was light, as if he was just mentioning it casually.

"I followed the man up, and I didn't feel at ease. So I secretly followed him, but I didn't expect that before I could find my destination, you suddenly appeared in front of my car. May I ask what just happened?"

James really couldn't figure out what that man said to Song Tingting that made Song Tingting show such a frightened expression.

"Did I tell you about the matter between me and Tang Yicheng?" Song Tingting raised his head tiredly and looked at James.

"I don't know much about your past, but I vaguely know a rough idea. ”

Yes, from the beginning, James was attracted to Song Tingting, not because of how good-looking she was and how attractive her personality was, but because the sadness she invisibly exuded was very similar to herself.

"James, have you ever loved it?" Song Tingting continued to speak after a long pause.

James laughed dryly as if he didn't care, then lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers.

He restrained the emotions on his face and talked about himself to Song Tingting.

"I fell in love with a woman a long time ago, she was like an elf, when she was caught off guard, she broke into my life, and turned my life upside down, and then one day, she suddenly disappeared, and since then, I have not had any involvement with other women. ”

Song Tingting raised his head, slightly surprised in his eyes.

She didn't expect that James was also an emotionally hurt man.

"James, didn't you look for her later?"

She thought that with James's current ability, it should be very easy to find a missing woman!

James didn't nod or shake his head, just said softly.

"If a person wants to avoid you, no matter how hard you try, you can't find her, because how well you know her, she knows you as well. ”

Song Tingting's heart trembled violently because of these words.

"James ......"

James looked up and pulled out a smile, but in it, there was inevitably a hint of reluctance.

"I don't need any comfort, I just want you to understand that maybe if you love someone, you will regret it, but don't deny your past, even if this past brings you more pain than happiness. However, it is your life, the happiness is yours, and the bitterness is also yours. ”

Song Tingting listened silently, and finally nodded.

"I know what you mean, James, you're right, this past has brought me pain, but it has also brought me the most important fulfillment of my life. ”

After speaking, Song Tingting carefully stroked his lower abdomen, feeling the little life that was slowly growing inside, and it seemed that the energy gushing out from the palm was gradually filling Song Tingting's body.

James held out his hand.

"The process of finding true love is too painful and tiring. However, we always have a lot to gain. You can also meet many of your kind, and if you need anything, you can tell me, don't refuse my help, okay?. ”

Song Tingting also stretched out her hand and held James's hand, since the last time she fell into the sea, this was also the first time she had such physical contact with James, but after just a polite touch, they separated.

James stood up, "It's not early, you can rest early, I'll go back first." ”

Song Tingting stood up to see him off, and when she arrived at the door, she couldn't help but stop him.

"James, if you can, you better go to the hotel to find medicine, your face is really, it may affect the state of the company's employees at work tomorrow. ”

Yes, James's face was colored, it was Song Tingting who accidentally knocked the phone into his face when he grabbed the phone with him just now.

Listening to Song Tingting's words, James barely showed a smile on his face.

"Okay, got it. ”

Song Tingting watched James leave the room, then turned around and entered the room, she stood at the door for a while, and finally sighed, cracked her mouth and gave herself a comforting smile.

……

After talking about everything with Tang Yishan, Bai Yanxi really felt a lot more relaxed.

Just as the weather was good, Bai Yanxi pushed Qin Zinuo and went downstairs to bask in the sun.

In fact, Bai Yanxi was skeptical about Qin Zinuo's statement about why she was hospitalized. But since she was a child, she has a deep understanding of Qin Zinuo's character, even if she doesn't believe it in her heart, she still doesn't choose to ask further.

"With Tang Yishan, did you make it clear last night?" Just when the two of them were enjoying the sunshine, Qin Zinuo suddenly asked.

Bai Yanxi was slightly stunned, and then replied in a salty tone.

"Sort of!"

"This matter, my mother hid it from you, I thought that this matter would lie in the coffin with me in the future. But I didn't expect that it would really be discovered. Qin Zinuo sighed heavily.

"Mom, so, my ......," Bai Yanxi said tentatively.

"Yan Xi, who is this person, my mother won't tell you, now that you know about it, there is no way to get it back, but if you really have that so-called father-daughter induction between you and him, so be it! Yan Xi, you have to believe that your mother is for your good, that man, in your mother's life, has left a deep scar, so, mother is here, and I hope you can understand your mother's scarred heart, mother is the only one left with you. ”

The more Qin Zinuo said, the more moved Bai Yanxi's heart became, in her life, only the pair of "loving" parents in her memory appeared, so she didn't have any expectations for her biological father.

For her, the existence of that person is far less important than Qin Zinuo.

Bai Yanxi half-squatted down and hugged Qin Zinuo into his arms from the side.

"Mom, I see, I won't ask again! That man, to me, is at best a stranger with the same DNA. ”

"Yanxi, in this matter, my mother is sorry for you, but my mother also wants to ask you to be considerate of your mother. ”

"I know, I know. Bai Yanxi nodded heavily.

"Actually, my mother was vaguely worried after knowing that you were with Tang Yishan, but I knew that at that time, it was too late. At that time, between you and Tang Yishan, it had reached the point where you had to be the other party. So, I didn't say anything. ”

Bai Yanxi looked at Qin Zinuo and said these words calmly, she knew that she shouldn't want to express these things.

"It's just that you and Tang Yishan like that are really like me and that man, that is, your father, indeed, we were in a state where you had to be at that time, but this state brought more pain to each other than happiness. And Tang Yishan's personality is almost the same as him. ”

"And I, like you. ”

Bai Yanxi completed the words that Qin Zinuo had not finished.

She understood what Qin Zinuo wanted to express, because she also had this feeling deeply. Obviously, each other is sure of each other's intentions many times, but this kind of mind, the behavior that comes out, sometimes makes people feel unusually tired and powerless.

She also knows that this feeling, in this relationship, is very fatal and should not appear, but she just can't restrain herself from having this thought, this feeling.

"However, why is my mother still willing to give you and him a chance, that is, I see hope in Tang Yishan, and I see the hope that you and him can have a future and not follow the same old path as me. Yanxi, mom actually wants to tell you that love is a pleasure between two people, and in the same way, maintaining them also requires two people to compromise with each other, mom doesn't want you to blindly endure it, no relationship can rely on a person's forbearance, a person's stubbornness can be maintained Maybe sometimes, you should stick to the end, you should tell him your thoughts completely. In this way, he will be able to realize what kind of gap there is between you. ”

After absorbing Qin Zinuo's words, Bai Yanxi had a feeling in her heart, but at the same time, she also felt a faint distress in her heart, because she heard it, this is not only a mother's advice to her daughter, but also the ending of the throbbing love that this mother has been throbbing for in the first half of her life.

"I will, Mom. ”

In fact, sometimes, Qin Zinuo can't help but wonder, if there was such a person who told himself, don't screw, don't be stubborn, don't endure, would his future not become so bleak.

If it is not his daughter's life, it will not be so sad.

However, the world is cruel and has coined the word "if" that can make people have infinite reverie, but it has never given us any opportunity to practice this if again......

In fact, between relatives, sometimes, just need a look and an expression to understand what each other wants to express.

After a long time, Qin Zinuo and Bai Yanxi were a little hot from the sun, and Qin Zinuo gently patted the back of Bai Yanxi's hand.

"Let's go back!"

Bai Yanxi pushed Qin Zinuo's wheelchair, turned his head, and walked back slowly.

Suddenly, Bai Yanxi suddenly saw a figure not far away, and after looking at him, he turned around and walked away, but he didn't bump into a little nurse walking behind him.

"Mom, you wait for me here!"

The young man was directly hit and staggered two steps, and when he regained his balance, Bai Yanxi was already following closely behind him, and the young man subconsciously wanted to run away again.

"Stop!"

The step of stretching forward was stopped in place by Bai Yanxi's reprimand. Between the pauses, Bai Yanxi had already walked up to the young man.

"What are you running, have you fallen?"

Bai Yanxi's eyes swept around the young man's body. I found that there were no extra wounds on his body before I was relieved.

Thinking that this young man would run away when he saw him, Bai Yanxi angrily knocked on the young man's forehead.

"What are you running, am I a bull, a ghost, a snake, a god? If you see me, you will run. ”

"I ......" The boy didn't expect that he would meet her under such circumstances.

He did receive an order to spy on Qin Zinuo, but he didn't know that he would meet Bai Yanxi because of this, and for a while, there was an imperceptible panic on the young man's face.

"By the way, I seem to have seen you last time, and if I'm not mistaken, last time, you also ran away when you saw me. ”

The young man raised his head and looked directly into the scrutiny in Bai Yanxi's eyes.

"You recognized the wrong person, that night!" the young man said with a straightforward look, and it was difficult for people to see the clues.

When Bai Yanxi heard this, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows.

"I haven't even said that day, I saw you at night, how do you know it's night? If you say it's your guess, before you say it, you think about it, believe it or not. Bai Yanxi smiled at the corner of his mouth, as if he was watching a child's lame lies.

"It's not me, it's not me, it's not me. ”

Bai Yanxi looked at the young man's face, and suddenly there was a slight struggle, and his heart moved. She clearly knew that this young man's heart was not like a normal person, so why did she have to force him to admit it? Bai Yanxi's heart was full of guilt.

"Well, I see, it's not. Why are you here today?" Bai Yanxi said deliberately in order to change the topic.

The young man's eyes crossed Bai Yanxi and fell on Qin Zinuo behind her.

Unexpectedly, Qin Zinuo at this time also looked directly at them in this direction. Naturally, between the young man and Qin Zinuo, there was a Bai Yanxi, and the two of them looked at each other like this.

Each other, from each other's eyes, saw some information that they didn't want to be known by each other.

Before Bai Yanxi wanted to follow his line of sight to look back, the young man spoke slowly.

"I'll be back for a follow-up visit!"

Listening to the young man's words, Bai Yanxi remembered that this hospital happened to be the hospital that the young man was admitted to before.

"How's your recovery, what did the doctor say?"

"Only when it's okay will the doctor agree to let me go!" Not to mention, you haven't come back to see me since!

"Okay. No wonder when I see you this time, I always feel that you have changed a lot, and it seems to have become a lot clearer. You are like a vigorous teenager!"

Yes, but you don't know, I'm only more like a person in front of you. You don't know that if you don't have me, maybe your life will be smoother and more fulfilling.

At this time, the young man didn't know what he was thinking, so he kept his eyes on Bai Yanxi's face and looked at her with affection.

"You, why do you look at me like this?" Bai Yanxi couldn't understand the emotions in the eyes of this young man, and always gave people a deep and obscure feeling.

"No, I just think you've been really good-looking lately. ”

"Okay, I also learned to flamboyate and coax little girls! I'm afraid it won't be easy in the future!"

Bai Yanxi's ridiculous words did not make the young man feel ashamed.

"It's not flamboyant, it's true, maybe you don't know, you are the first person in this world to give me warmth, the first person to give me a pure hug. You have no idea how important you are in my world. ”

If I could, I would even want to hide you, so that no one can find you, let alone anyone to share your beauty, your warmth, with me.

However, it seems that I discovered your existence too late, and there is already a more protective being by your side than me, and you are willing to live under his protection.

The boy didn't understand what his feelings for Bai Yanxi belonged to, not love, not family affection, and not like friendship, which made the teenager, who had never had human emotions, very flustered, but at the same time excited.

The only thing he thought could do was to take care of her and the safety of the people she loved within his own ability.

In fact, in this world, there really is an emotion that can come for no reason, come vigorously, and come quietly.

The young man looked at Bai Yanxi's smile at this time, and left his oath that he would do everything he could to protect her for the rest of her life.

And in the end, the boy really did it, but the only oath in his life was at the cost of burning his own life.