"Well, okay, you go for a follow-up visit, my mother is still waiting for me over there, I'll go back first, you have to take care of yourself!" Bai Yanxi stretched out his hand, rubbed the hair on the top of the young man's head, smiled and left.

"Wait a minute! Lin Yun, I, my name, my name is Lin Yun!"

Bai Yanxi was slightly stunned, and then laughed again.

"Okay, Lin Yun, it's a name that suits you very well, I remember. See you next time! ”

Bai Yanxi, who said this, never thought that their next meeting would be the last face of her and this memory, such distressing and beautiful young man.

Bai Yanxi turned around and walked in the direction of Qin Zinuo, not noticing the affectionate eyes behind his figure that was gradually moving away.

"Mom, I'm sorry to keep you waiting for a little long. Bai Yanxi smiled embarrassedly in the direction of Qin Zinuo.

Qin Zinuo shook his head, his eyes looked in the direction where Bai Yanxi came, and said in a still cold voice.

"Who is that person?"

"Oh, that young man, it's the boy I met by accident before, when I first saw him, his eyes were like deep dark water, plain without any waves, without any life. I got him up from a man-made lake, in the park near here. After that, whenever I had free time, I would come to see him often. However, I only learned that his name was Lin Yun today. ”

"I didn't expect this boy to have such a relationship with you. Called, Lin Yun?"

I don't know if it's Qin Zinuo's illusion, it seems that in her memory, it seems that this name exists.

But because of the angle, Bai Yanxi didn't notice Qin Zinuo's abnormality, but continued to push her and walked in the direction of the ward.

After returning to the ward, Bai Yanxi helped Qin Zinuo to bed, and originally wanted to leave and let Qin Zinuo have a good rest, but was stopped by Qin Zinuo.

"Yan Xi, do you like being a doctor very much?" Suddenly, Qin Zinuo brought up the topic.

In fact, since Qin Zinuo came back, he wanted to know his daughter's life well in the past few years, but he always couldn't find the opportunity to speak.

Although she had not seen her daughter in a white coat with her own eyes, Qin Zinuo had heard all about her experience from Tang Yishan during this period of her vacancy.

"At the beginning, I thought that when I was the only one left in this world, it would not be an exaggeration to describe the mood at that time! If Tang Yishan let me regain my hope for my family, then my wish to be a doctor is to let me regain the existence of hope. It is it that has allowed me to rediscover the meaning of life. ”

"It turns out that this profession means so much to you? So, did you give up this profession for the sake of the baby in your belly?" Qin Zinuo raised his eyes and looked straight at Bai Yanxi.

"Because of Tang Yishan's repeated requests, I left my post. However, I am not sure whether this departure will be temporary or forever. ”

"You know, Mom, can I actually be a doctor?"

Bai Yanxi did not show a surprised expression as Qin Zinuo expected, but looked at her and smiled.

"I know! Before, I went back to the Bai family, and then I found a codex in a study that I rarely set foot in, and I recognized it, and it was your handwriting. It was also a codex that made me firmly want to take this path, because, I know, it is what you have walked through. ”

Bai Yanxi took Qin Zinuo's hand and placed it on his cheek.

"Yes, when I heard Tang Yishan say that you are a doctor, I was very surprised, but I felt that it was very deserved. Because, you and I are really alike, very similar. ”

Qin Zinuo showed a smile that he rarely had.

"Do you want to hear about my mother's past? It's time to pass the time!"

Bai Yanxi didn't answer, but she was destined to take off her shoes and lie down beside Qin Zinuo, hugging her, ready to listen to the story quietly.

"You should know that my mother has always used the name Bai Zinuo, but my mother's real surname is Qin, and the Qin family in City A is my mother's home from childhood to adulthood. Since I was a child, maybe because I was the only biological child in the family like you, I was spoiled by my parents, grandparents, and grandparents. At that time, I knew that there was an elder brother in the family, Qin Xianming, but he had no blood relationship with me. ”

Qin Zinuo looked out the window not far away, as if he had fallen into a whirlpool of memories.

"Once, I heard the servant of the Qin family say that my birth is likely to cause Brother Mingming to leave. At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand the cause and effect relationship, but I didn't want him to leave, so I stayed with him, as long as I couldn't see him, I would cry and make trouble, although I knew that there was nothing to lose my temper about, but I didn't want my brother to leave, so I showed a very strong sense of dependence on him. ”

Gradually, this deliberate proximity slowly became a habit, a possibility that in the eyes of others, it may develop into another relationship. But, obviously, at that time, we were still young and did not understand the possibility of what they were talking about. But it's the same thing that almost ruined us all. ”

"When I grew up, I began to want to have my own independent space, so I began to feel tired and bored with Qin Yanming's excessive possessiveness since I was a child. Finally, after a "friendly" and in-depth conversation with Qin Yanming's fiancée, I chose to leave. ”

Hearing this, Bai Yanxi remembered the aunt in her memory who really didn't have any good looks for herself, and finally figured out why she was so hostile to herself.

"Then, I ran around in order to study, and the Qin family, to me, seemed to be a past existence. At that time, I still had a little talent in medicine, so I unscrupulously "caused trouble" everywhere and acted rashly, but I also gained a lot of things because of this temperament. ”

When chatting about the past, Bai Yanxi found that Qin Zinuoyi at this time vaguely seemed to have returned to the appearance in his memory.

But before she could sigh, the aura on Qin Zinuo's body changed suddenly.

"Finally, one day, because of her arrogance, my mother inadvertently provoked the man who completely changed my life. I still remember that it was a small alley, and the sound of men moaning in the middle of the alley was as fragile as a newborn kitten, and even in the dark of night, I could see the shocking stains of blood on the ground. The ghost sent God, I didn't think about it so much for the first time, and there was only one thought in my mind, I wanted to save this person. ”

Later, under the contact, the relationship between me and this person gradually became ambiguous from the original patient. For the sake of this man, I gave up my purest and most determined things and chose to follow him. And until finally, I had you. It was also at that time that I discovered that this man's heart has me, but there is more than me, he has too many things on his back, and these heavier and heavier things have finally become an impassable mountain between me and him. Therefore, for the sake of you, who was just a small embryo at that time, and what kind of future you can have in the future, I chose to leave. Then, I reached an agreement with the young master of the Bai family, I gave him a marriage, and he gave our mother and son an upright identity. ”

Although Bai Yanxi could hear that many of Qin Zinuo's words were reserved, but from these words alone, she could hear the unknown bitterness contained in them.

What about those who can't say it, what kind of grievances did she suffer before she chose to leave the home that gave birth to her and raised her.

What did she suffer that would finally take her with her, escaping from the man who gave her future and her other half of her DNA.

Bai Yanxi lowered his head, stretched out his hand, and wrapped Qin Zinuo tightly in the quilt.

Suddenly, Bai Yanxi remembered someone.

"Then, what about Uncle Hantian, how did you know him, I know, in fact, he is not my biological uncle, right?"

Qin Zinuo was a little surprised, Bai Yanxi would know about this matter, unless it was Bai Hantian himself, otherwise this matter would ......

That's it, these people who can be called "secrets" have become meaningless in the face of the years.

"Your Uncle Hantian met him when his mother hadn't left that man, and when he was young, he was abducted into an organization, which specializes in capturing children who are called geniuses, and then brainwashing them for a long time, washing away all their cognition. Finally, make them exactly what the organization needs them to be. However, later, before this organization could cultivate and instill his beliefs, he was destroyed by the Quartet. I found him in a cellar. At that time, he was obviously an adult, but his life was blank like a blank piece of paper, I saw him at a glance, he was also in the crowd, and he saw me at a glance. From then on, he became my younger brother, your cold uncle. ”

It turned out that the uncle of Hantian, who watched him grow up, also had such an unbelievable and unspeakable past.

So it makes sense, why he has always been desireless in his memory, as if there is nothing to do except himself and his mother to arouse his interest.

Even the basic relationship between men and women, in Uncle Hantian, there is no trace at all.

Speaking of him, Bai Yanxi remembered that it seemed that he hadn't seen Uncle Hantian for a long time.

"By the way, Mom, have you contacted Uncle Hantian since you came back? He won't know the news that you are not dead!"

Bai Yanxi thought that if he knew the news that his mother was not dead, he would not have stayed in the United States forever and not come back to see his mother.

Sure enough, Qin Zinuo opened his mouth slowly.

That's right, my mother didn't let him know the news that my mother didn't die, because, in the first half of his life, if he didn't exist blankly, he lived for his mother, and his mother didn't want to live his own wonderful life in his limited life. He deserves his own life, and I think maybe my departure will be the best choice for him!"

Listening to Qin Zinuo's words, Bai Yanxi couldn't help but reddened her eyes again, is this still the uncle she remembered who doted on her?

"However, it is impossible to keep this matter from Uncle Hantian, sooner or later, he will know about it. ”

Perhaps, at that time, he had already found his own life, and how terrible it would be in other people's worlds, only those who have experienced it know. For me, I have long regarded him as my relative, just like you, so I, like you, want him to live well and well. ”

Bai Yanxi also knew that she really had no way to interfere with these things, and she knew what kind of existence her Uncle Hantian was.

is really like what his mother said, he should live his own life, and he should live his own wonderful life.

For a long time, Bai Yanxi had no way to say anything to evaluate the decision made by his mother.

"Mom, then have you ever regretted these decisions, have you ever regretted meeting that man?" Bai Yanxi couldn't help but have a sour nose when he said this, but he endured it very well.

"Do you regret it, indeed, among so many life decisions, even if I only change one of them, perhaps, my life, your future, will not be so bumpy. However, my mother has never regretted these things she encountered and these people she met. If you want to say that you regret it, there is only one, and that is that my mother gave up her dream and her original intention for too many reasons. In fact, my mother now has gradually become confused, what can I do with such a self, even if I pick up the scalpel again, I don't have the confidence to use the knife for those patients who pin their hopes on themselves. ”

At the same moment, Qin Zinuo lowered his head, and Bai Yanxi also raised his head at this moment.

"So, Yanxi, what my mother wants to tell you is that no matter what you meet, don't forget why you have persevered until now, don't forget your original intention, and you have to always. ”

In fact, when Qin Zinuo's last sentence was spoken, Bai Yanxi already understood what Qin Zinuo wanted to express.

Bai Yanxi didn't know if what he was facing at this time was the same as what his mother was facing, and the choices he faced.

"Yan Xi, don't choose a path that you think is happy for everyone because that decision is difficult to make and persist, the joy you see is only the joy of others, your beloved, not the real yours. ”

Qin Zinuo's words, for Bai Yanxi, were like an initiation, and they rang the bell in the deepest part of her heart at once.

Indeed, the reason why she made this choice was because this choice was the easiest for herself to make, and this result was the most satisfactory for everyone. So much so that I thought that I was also happy.

"Mom, did you make the easiest choice between easy and difficult?"

"Yes. I chose a choice that would make everyone feel at ease, but I couldn't be happy. I thought that what I had lost would be made up for in other ways, in other people. But it took me so many years to understand that some things, some things, are true and irreplaceable. And if you give up, you really give up. By the time you regret it and want to get it back, it's too late. ”

In fact, Qin Zinuo's words, invisibly, gradually affected the balance in Bai Yanxi's heart, from the original one-sided, slowly became swaying again, and even slowly changed the direction of its tilt.

At this time, a nurse suddenly passed by Qin Zinuo's illness.

"Sir, why don't you go in, I just saw that the patient inside has just entered, and he shouldn't be resting yet. ”

The little nurse reminded in a low voice, a little shy.

This man, she recognized, had been coming to see the patients in the ward before, and, judging by the age and way of getting along with the two of them, it should not be a couple, it could be a sister and brother or an aunt with a little difference in age.

What's more, this man is so handsome, especially on him, his cold, looming temperament is really attractive, and he is completely the type he likes.

"Do you need to knock on the door for you, or see if the people inside are resting?"

As soon as the words were finished, the little nurse was about to knock on the door.

"No need. Tang Yishan stretched out his hand and directly stopped the little nurse's move.

Inadvertently, the tip of Tang Yishan's middle finger and the back of the little nurse's hand had a certain degree of contact, which frightened the little nurse to withdraw her hand directly. Then he spoke softly.

"Really, don't you need it?"

"Well, I suddenly remembered that I had something, so I didn't go in yet. Thank you!"

Tang Yishan turned to one side slightly, and walked straight past the little nurse. completely ignored the undisguised admiration and faint hookup in the eyes of the little nurse when she looked at him.

"Eh, why did you just leave, I still want a contact information, I didn't expect it, I left like this, but why did I suddenly feel that I was abstinent by him again, handsome and bloody? Also, I must not wash my hands today, and I must leave the traces left by his fingertips. ”

Just when the little nurse looked at the direction Tang Yishan left with a look, Bai Yanxi walked out of Qin Zinuo's room.

"What are you looking at?"

As soon as I went out, I saw the little nurse standing outside the door of the ward, looking at a certain direction with a spring face, and her eyes were slightly confused. But Bai Yanxi looked in that direction, and saw no one else except for the scattered nurses.

"That's the man who often comes to this ward!"

That man often comes to this ward, so is the person she said Tang Yishan? Bai Yanxi thought secretly in his heart.

"What's wrong with that man?"

"What's the matter, that man, it's not that I haven't seen it, my God, so handsome, completely ascetic face and temperament, it's really seductive, don't you think? I think he's the most handsome man in the world." The little nurse looked at Bai Yanxi with golden eyes.

Bai Yanxi had no doubt that if she hadn't been holding something in her hand, she would have grabbed her hand violently and shook it desperately, completely revealing a little girl's style.

"Yes, I often feel that my husband is the most handsome man in the world. The corners of Bai Yanxi's mouth hooked up a meaningful smile, and deliberately accentuated the tone of the word "husband".

"What, you're married, but you look so young!" the little nurse appeared with a shocked face that had been popular on the Internet before.

Bai Yanxi smiled again and tucked the corners of his clothes, revealing the curvature of his slightly bulging lower abdomen.

"Yes, I'm married, and I'm already a mother of two, and the second one, right here, didn't take long for her to come out and meet her mom and dad. ”

"Wow, that's great, you already have a baby! You must be very happy!"

Facing the little nurse with the appearance that she should have, Bai Yanxi was a little distracted.

Yes, I already have two babies, and I also have a husband who is very fond of me, and I have found my mother, how can I be unhappy, how can I feel unhappy?

Thinking of this, Bai Yanxi's smile on his face suddenly changed to a taste.

"Yes, I'm happy, very happy. ”

Suddenly, Bai Yanxi noticed that the little nurse's other hand kept touching the back of her hand that was accidentally touched by Tang Yishan, and her brows suddenly furrowed, and soon dispersed again.

"Actually, I'm sure you'll soon be able to find a man who's as ascetic and handsome as my husband. And then also have their own baby. ”

"Well, that's what I think too. ”

The little nurse vaguely felt that Bai Yanxi's words were a little familiar, and before she could react, this was what she used to describe Tang Yishan just now, Bai Yanxi spoke again.

"Oh, by the way, my husband, you seem to have seen it before. ”

"Huh?"

Speaking of which, I did see a few good-looking men today, maybe one of them!

"That's right, weren't you still in front of me just now, praising my husband for being exactly your ideal type? Oh, by the way, my husband is the man who appeared in the ward just now. I hope you will work hard and meet a single man like my husband as soon as possible. ”

After speaking, Bai Yanci didn't pay attention to the little nurse's expression of being struck by lightning, and left the same place in the same direction as Tang Yishan left......