The hand touched his shoulder, and immediately felt that his hand was wet, Bai Yanxi was stunned for a moment, raised her hand to take a look, and the bright red of her hand made her face pale in an instant.

"Yishan, Tang Yishan......"

Bai Yanxi struggled to support Tang Yishan's body, and the feeling of losing Tang Yishan hit him again.

Putting Tang Yishan, who had been completely unconscious, onto the bed, Bai Yanxi picked up the scissors in the bedside table and cut all Tang Yishan's clothes.

Then he turned around and left the room to look for medical supplies that could be used, only to find that because he had just moved in, many things, including the medical kit, had not yet had time to be purchased.

Suddenly, a sense of powerlessness swept towards Bai Yanxi.

At this moment, Bai Yanxi's ears heard the sound of the door lock being opened, followed by the chaotic footsteps caused by several people.

Bai Yanxi raised his head, his eyes stared straight at the door, and after a long time, a small figure jumped in.

"Mommy, you're back!"

Thinking that he ran out with someone without saying a word to his mommy, Doudou stuck out his tongue weakly.

But at this time, Bai Yanxi didn't notice his small appearance at all, her whole body and mind were all on the woman who was still charming behind her son.

Sensing the unusualness in the air, Doudou's starry eyes kept shuttling back and forth between Bai Yanxi and the woman behind him, this kind of complex emotions that belonged to adults, Rao was as smart as him, and he couldn't understand it.

"Hee-hee!"

Even in the face of life and death, she can maintain an indifferent face, and her tone is a little rarely choked.

A familiar voice sounded, and Bai Yanxi's eyes instantly wet.

Bai Yanxi's hands trembled uncontrollably, and a pair of apricot eyes stared closely at the figure by the door, looking at the woman who was gradually approaching here.

Bai Yanxi's hands that were originally placed on both sides of Tang Yishan's shoulders were tightly clenched together, and his body trembled slightly, as if he couldn't suppress the heart in his chest, and the heart that might jump out at any time.

Bai Yanxi's apricot eyes trembled uncontrollably, and his eyes were sour and fiery.

She bit her lip tightly, her eyes fixed on the woman walking towards her.

Until the moment when the woman slowly raised her head, her whole face was exposed to the light, and the eyes that were almost exactly the same as Bai Yanxi faced her unabashedly, Bai Yanxi's eyes shrank suddenly, and tears flowed down violently.

From the moment the woman appeared, the breath that had been tight in her chest suddenly relaxed, her feet softened, and Bai Yanxi's throat let out a whimper that seemed to collapse.

"Mom!"

"Hee-hee, my child'......"

If it weren't for the wooden frame next to her, she might have just sat down on the ground.

"Is it really you? it's really my ......" Bai Yanxi didn't dare to say the rest of the words.

Because she was afraid that she would admit her mistakes, and in the end, it would be the same as before, and there would be countless empty joys.

After each disappointment, she had to spend a considerable amount of time sewing up her broken heart, which had been broken again and again.

So she has already learned to seal the memories that belong to this woman in the most corner of her heart.

After confirming that the figure of the person in front of him was not an illusion, Bai Yanxi's emotions completely broke the embankment.

Holding the wooden frame that supported the weight of her entire body with both hands, her eyes were firmly fixed on Qin Zinuo's face in front of her, although her tears were blurred, she stubbornly refused to blink.

When Bai Yanxi saw Qin Zinuo, he felt in his heart that it was the same as Tang Yishan's sudden appearance just now, to a certain extent, it was a kind of pleasure that was lost and regained.

She always thought that in this world, she was left with only her own children and Tang Yishan, so when he appeared, all her persistence and stubbornness in front of people could collapse in an instant.

She doesn't need to hold on any longer, she doesn't worry about letting him know her weakness, because Bai Yanxi knows that this man will definitely not let her be hurt in the middle, but she doesn't want to let each other be tired anymore.

Before she could have a showdown with him, and before Bai Yanxi could come out of the impact of Tang Yishan's fainting, she appeared......

Just today, she didn't even think ......

In this world, there is no one she can snuggle up to.

didn't expect that today, she would actually be lost and regained, and she was still two of her dearest and beloved people.

Bai Yanxi stretched out his hand to cover his chest, tonight, this place has gathered too many unprecedented sourness, grievances, apprehensions, shocks, and joys, but it is beautiful that Bai Yanxi is very afraid, afraid that it is fake,

Qin Zinuo also wanted to step forward and hug her daughter, but she didn't forget why she left this room.

Stretched out his hand and handed the plastic bag in his hand to Bai Yanxi.

"Go ahead! He insisted on seeing you before agreeing to treat his wounds. ”

Only then did Bai Yanxi notice that her mother had been holding some anti-inflammatory and antibacterial drugs and straps in her hands.

As a doctor's instinct, he didn't give Bai Yanxi too much time to be sad, Bai Yanxi took the bag, wiped his tears, and returned to the room where Tang Yishan was.

"Grandma, let's go sit on the couch! Mommy is amazing. ”

When he was about to step into the door, Doudou's childish voice came to his ears.

Hearing this, Bai Yanxi only felt that his heart seemed to be surrounded by warmth and tears, and at this moment, his eyes became more firm than ever......

Qin Zinuo patted Doudou's head lovingly, and then raised his head again, the woman who has always been stubborn and strong is now also red-eyed, almost greedily looking at the back in her field of vision, the daughter who was slim and beautiful in her absence.

She slowly stretched out her trembling hand and grasped the void.

"Daughter, I'm sorry ......"

Not long after Bai Yanxi entered, the bullet on Tang Yishan's shoulder was successfully taken out, but because of the delay for too long, the wound was seriously infected.

Bai Yanxi, who packed up his things and walked out of the door to contact the contact, saw Yu Song bowing at this time, just as his mother said this, and kept nodding during the period.

Seeing Bai Yanxi come out, the two of them were stunned and hurriedly ended the conversation.

And Bai Yanxi maintained a posture that he hadn't seen anything and stepped forward.

"Yu Song, are you injured too?"

"Minor injuries, out of the way. Yu faced Bai Yanxi's relationship, Yu Songxin was very moved, but his hand swayed subconsciously.

Yu Song's wound, although it looks more serious than Tang Yishan's, is just a bullet abrasion, and it is now bandaged, so the situation is not much better than Tang Yishan.

"That's good, his wound is infected, although I have taken the bullet out, but the situation is still not optimistic, I suggest you send him to the hospital. ”

Yu Song, who originally felt that it made sense, thought about it, and now let's not talk about how much impact Tang Yishan's resurrection will have on the current situation.

Moreover, this is a good opportunity to use the bitter meat trick to make the lady angry.

"But ......"

"Send it over, right away!"

Yu Song didn't expect that Bai Yanxi's attitude would be tough to the point where he couldn't be ignored, and it was also her attitude that made Yu Song become stern.

Isn't it, the boss's injury is very serious? But didn't the boss only hurt his shoulder? Could it be that when he was holding his wife's mother, he tore it, or rather, there were other wounds on the boss's body that he didn't notice?

Thinking of this, Yu Song's face became more and more solemn.

"Yes. ”

Looking at the unconscious man on the bed, Yu Song's heart twitched, his high-spirited boss, how could he have been like this, Yu Song didn't delay at all, quickly contacted a private hospital, and sent Tang Yishan over.

……

In the hospital, Tang Yishan's eyelids had just moved, when he heard an unusually urgent-sounding voice next to him.

"Boss, boss, you're awake. Tang Yishan, who opened his eyes, frowned.

Even if I don't wake up, I have to be woken up by you!

Slowly opened his eyes and looked around, seeing Yu Song and several doctors and nurses surrounding his hospital bed, staring at him without even blinking their eyes, his face suddenly darkened.

"Get out!"

A slightly excited low roar happened to involve the wound, and then Tang Yishan's muffled snort came.

"Boss, don't get excited, pay attention to your body. Do you think you're okay? I don't think it's burning, are you?"

Tang Yishan was pestered by Yu Song and had a headache until he said that he burned ......

A pair of dark eyes looked around the room, and there was no one else but him and the medical staff.

"She, isn't she, the person who took care of me last night ......" Tang Yishan's tone suddenly turned sharply and became a little unpredictable.

Yu Song, who immediately reacted to his boss in the next second, sighed with mixed feelings.

"Madame is not here. Uh, I was the only one who took care of you last night, and because you didn't say it, I didn't dare to tell the Tang family about your situation, so ......"

Hearing this, Tang Yishan's already slightly frowning eyebrows wrinkled fiercely again. Then, he looked down at the white and blue loose hospital gown he was wearing, and his face couldn't help but sink.

But after a while, Tang Yishan seemed to think of something, and he was also relieved. Since he chose to hide from her in the first place, he shouldn't expect her to be angry.

At this time, Tang Yishan, who had just woken up, was a little pale, but he still couldn't see the slightest embarrassment, and the whole person was calm as if the person who had been shot was never him.

Tang Yishan sat up from the bed, everyone knew that he had injuries on his body, but no one said anything to stop him.

Because they know that no one can stop this man from doing what he wants to do.

"Where is she now?"

"It should still be in the community. Yu Song thought back to that night, Bai Yanxi's expression did not feel anything unusual.

Yu Song sighed.

"Boss, what are you going to do on the lady's side?"

"No, she should have a lot to say to her mother by now. ”

Hearing this, Yu was relieved. It seems that in this short period of time, the boss really doesn't plan to appear in front of his wife, yes, after recovering from his injuries, he can only consider violent suppression, or coax people back with tender and sweet words, isn't it?

After resting for the night, Bai Yanxi got up early as usual to prepare breakfast. But I saw a busy figure in the kitchen.

"Wake up, bring things up and eat." ”

Familiar conversations, just as I remember.

Since childhood, Qin Zinuo didn't like to hand over the preparation of meals to the maids, in her words, food is the thing that can best relieve fatigue, and it is also the thing that can best express one's heart, how can you fake your hands to others?

So Bai Yanxi grew up eating the meals made by Qin Zinuo since he was a child.

It's just that this scene, over the years, has only appeared in her dreams.

Bai Yanxi pursed her lips, suppressed the emotions that flooded her heart, and brought a simple but warm breakfast to the dining table.

Smelling the familiar fragrance, Bai Yanxi's eyes were rosy again, these are his favorite things to eat......

After a simple breakfast, Bai Yanxi and Qin Zinuo took Doudou to the park downstairs for a walk.

Bai Yanxi still couldn't help but ask Qin Zinuo, back then, in addition to the things she confessed in her letters, what happened, and when the plan for her and her father to "commit suicide" together burst out, was she absolutely sure that she was alive?

Has she regretted this decision once over the years?

Qin Zinuo was silent.

Bai Yanxi understood her silence at this time and understood her acquiescence.

"Then did you think about me before you made that decision?" Bai Yanxi spoke again unwillingly.

These things haunted her day and night, and she thought that she would never find anyone to answer her doubts in her life.

Qin Zinuo exhaled lightly and replied without denying it.

"Yes, I thought about it. ”

"If you thought about me, why did you do this, and why did you finally decide to leave me alone?"

Under Bai Yanxi's voice accusation, Qin Zinuo was silent for a while, and just when Bai Yanxi thought that she would not answer her again, Qin Zinuo slowly spoke again.

"Because in the first place, I had to die. "Otherwise, there will never be a day of peace in their lives. If that man knew the truth, he wouldn't give up.

Bai Yanxi stopped, and the hands hanging at his sides were tightly clasped together.

She looked at Doudou not far away, squatted down, and reached out to play with the brilliant hydrangea at her feet.

Bai Yanxi, who didn't know where to put his eyes, also stared at the hydrangea with a calm expression and a distant look.

"Why?"

Qin Zinuo turned around, shifted Bai Yanxi's gaze, and looked at himself, his voice was still flat.

"Hee-hee, mom wants to know, do you like your life now?"

This time it was Bai Yanxi's turn to be silent, do you like it? But there is still so much pain? Don't you like it? Why do you feel that it is precious now.

Bai Yanxi reached out and touched his bulging lower abdomen, still speechless.

Qin Zinuo didn't mind that she didn't answer her question, and then spoke.

"It doesn't matter if you live in poverty or in the present. Yanxi, no matter how much happiness or pain we have in our lives, and no matter whether the people around you are waiting for the opportunity are kind or malicious. This is your life, a life that is truly yours and not controlled by anyone. So, I believe, you are loving your life. ”

Qin Zinuo smiled and hugged Bai Yanxi tightly into his arms.

"At the very least, the frustrations, the sufferings, the joys and the joys that you can experience are real. There are many people who have a very unbearable past, but no matter how much they do, they can't lose their love for their lives, and they can't lose their desire to enjoy and pursue freedom. Seeing you so free, my mother is very happy. ”

Bai Yanxi buried his head in Qin Zinuo's shoulder socket like a fledgling, pursed his lips, and was noncommittal.

She's right, her past is unbearable, but she's survived, and she has two children of her own, and a man who is willing to love her with his life......

"That's enough. That's why I chose to do it that way in the first place. Qin Zinuo said lightly.

"But you should know very well how important you are to me, but you suddenly ......" Bai Yanxi's throat was sour and undilutable.

Qin Zinuo stretched out his hand, touched Bai Yanxi's skin, and said pityingly.

"That day will come, and no one can avoid it. Xixi, you should know that your mother can't be with you for a lifetime. It may be that this day has made you experience it once in advance, and it is unacceptable for you. However, I also want to make my own life more meaningful. As long as you live peacefully, then you still have the possibility of happiness. Your peace and smoothness, your happiness and fulfillment, is the greatest meaning of my life. ”

In the first half of her life, her life was trapped by feelings, and she had too many inseparable entanglements with that person. In the second half of her life, she only hopes to use everything she has for her daughter.

As long as she lives peacefully, as long as she is still free, then she still has the possibility of happiness......

"I don't want you to pay so much for me, you are all protecting me one by one, even paying for your own lives. In this way, it makes me feel so heavy and makes me feel so incompetent. Bai Yanxi choked up, and his voice was also thick with a trill.

"Even if my life is not tolerated by many people, I don't want to, I don't want you to do this for my sake. Bai Yanxi's voice became softer the more he spoke, but Qin Zinuo still heard it.

"You can't deprive me of my right to be a mother, what you have in your veins is my blood, sacrifice for you, this is my right and necessary choice as a mother. You are also a mother now, and I am sure that you will understand me. ”

Qin Zinuo's eyes fell on Doudou, who was still in a stalemate with the flower not far away. The greatness of life lies in its continuous energy flow, isn't it......

Bai Yanxi originally thought that Tang Yishan was back, so in the next few days, it would be City A, and it would be the most lively and turbulent moment for the Tang Clan.

It turned out to be unexpected, and everything was okay without incident.

Because considering that Tang Yishan's body is not sure what it will look like, Bai Yanxi will still come to the company and deal with daily affairs.

With Huo Zheng's intervention, coupled with the fact that his stomach is becoming more and more pregnant, the people in the company are slowly polite to themselves, and the treatment they received some time ago is simply a world of difference.

And Huo Zheng never appeared in front of him again after the matter was revealed.

Although Bai Yanxi always thought that she was dealing with the documents without distraction, every time she came back to her senses, she would find that her thoughts had drifted to Tang Yishan's body again.

This time, when Bai Yanxi's thoughts returned, she was holding her mobile phone in her hand, and Yu Song's phone was only one step away from being able to dial.

Bai Yanxi, who wanted to exit the interface, hurriedly pressed the dial-through button.

By the time he regained his grip on the phone, Yu Song's voice had already come from the other end of the phone.

"Hey, ma'am, what's the matter?"

Bai Yanxi, who was difficult to ride a tiger, could only talk to Yu Songgu about him left and right.

In the end, Yu Song, who couldn't stand it, still tried his best to expose her unnaturalness.

"Madam, what do you want to know from me?"

Bai Yanxi, who was dumbfounded by Yu Song's too straightforwardness, gritted his teeth and decided to follow his heart.

"How's he doing?"

Hearing that Bai Yanxi finally cut to the chase, Yu Song glanced at the man sitting on the hospital bed.

"The boss's injury is very serious, when he came to the hospital, he had a high fever, and then he was seriously dehydrated, and the doctor said that the boss his own will to survive is not high, so the situation is not optimistic. ”

Then came a long silence on the phone.

It shouldn't be, Tang Yishan's wound has also been examined himself, although he doesn't know much about the wound caused by this weapon, but he has helped him deal with it in time, and Yu Song also sent him to the hospital immediately afterwards, how could it be so seriously infected?

"Yu Song, have you forgotten that I am a doctor? I have also dealt with the wounds on his body. ”

“……”

Yu Song, who had a short circuit in his brain all of a sudden, forgot that his wife's job was a doctor, and after reacting, he couldn't wait to give himself a few slaps.

"I don't know, the boss's situation was really serious a few days ago, but now it's much better. It's just that the boss has asked his wife about your situation since he woke up, and he has hardly eaten anything except drinking water. Fearing that the boss would be malnourished and lead to complications, the doctor had to inject him with nutrients. But doctors say it's not a long-term solution. ”

Yu Song, in line with the principle of describing his boss as miserable as he could, didn't even look at the trash can, Tang Yishan had just finished eating the porridge lunch box.

"Ma'am, I know you blame the boss. But at that time, something did happen to the boss, and I didn't contact me until half a month ago. Before that, he was alone, and suffered ......"

"Yu Song......

Another man's voice suddenly rang on the phone, and immediately, the phone was cut off by Yu Song.

So, what Yu Song said, what did Tang Yishan suffer half a month ago?