082 felt her temperature
After making a phone call with Yu Song, Bai Yanxi couldn't calm down even more, that voice was undoubtedly Tang Yishan's, and he interrupted Yu Song's words in such a hurry, does it mean that the next content, he also knows that it is very likely that he can't accept it.
For a while, Bai Yanxi's mind was full of Tang Yishan's unconscious appearance that night.
opened the box of imagination, Bai Yanxi felt that he couldn't stop, and all the messy pictures in his mind ran out.
Tang Yishan, who was lying on the hospital bed "dying", suddenly appeared, and suddenly Tang Yishan refused to eat and was getting thinner and thinner.
With a "snap-" sound, Bai Yanxi finally couldn't stand the various plots in his mind, took the case, packed up his things, and left the office.
hospital
In a room where the people living in it can be seen from the decoration alone, the atmosphere was at an impasse for a while.
Just when the cold sweat on Yu Song's forehead was about to slide down, Tang Yishan finally spoke.
"What did you want to say just now?" The slightly raised tone at the end of the sentence showed the unhappiness in the heart of the man who spoke at this time!
Yu Song swallowed his saliva and organized the words in his mind before speaking.
"Boss, I'm sorry. ”
has been with Tang Yishan for so long, Yu Song knows very well what kind of way of speaking can be more acceptable to this man.
"But, boss, I don't think it will be okay to go on like Mrs. Kaihe!" Yu Song spoke again without fear of death under the gaze of Tang Yishan's eyes.
Seeing that Tang Yishan did not reprimand himself, Yu Song continued the topic and continued.
"First of all, you know better than anyone what Madame's temperament is. I'm sure you had a clear idea of how Madame would react to this matter when you made this decision. Secondly, although you brought Madame's mother back safely, Madame only has gratitude to you, which does not offset the sense of betrayal in her heart. In the end, your inaction attitude seems to be giving Mrs. time to calm down, but when Mrs. calms down, this relationship will be cold nine times out of ten. ”
Tang Yishan probably understood what he wanted to express. All along, everything he encountered, even emotionally, went according to his own ideas.
At this moment, Tang Yishan had an idea in his heart, feelings are not like business, he can't be decisive, and he follows his own methods.
"Go on. Tang Yishan's expression did not change, and he looked at Yu Song and said slowly.
Seeing that his boss listened to his words, Yu Song breathed a sigh of relief and told the plan in his mind.
"Madame is not like other women, through this time with her, I feel that Madame is a very strong person, and at the same time very strong, she is not a silk flower, she needs to rely on the protection of the tree. I think that Madame is so angry because you treat her as a woman who can't bear anything! In fact, the biggest reason why Madame is angry is because of her love for you. Speaking of which, in fact, Yu Song was vaguely envious, envious that they could meet someone who was willing to use his life to care for and protect him.
"I know, however, she doesn't want me in her life right now. ”
If a strong appearance intervenes in her life, it will definitely disgust her even more, and she can't be stimulated now. However, if you can't see her, how can you coax your little wife back?
In Tang Yishan's life, all the frustrations were given by this woman.
"As I said, Madame is very strong, but she loves you more. In such a relationship, if you are strong, she will be strong, and if you are weak, she will be weak. Saying this, Yu Song also nodded, indicating that he agreed with his words.
"What do you mean?" Tang Yishan didn't understand what Yu Song's words were expressing in weakness.
"That is, you have always been a protector in front of Madame, and you occasionally need to give Madame a feeling that she is needed. ”
Tang Yishan's eyebrows, which were finally loosened, were knotted again.
"I have!"
"I'm not just talking about emotional, I'm talking about a more practical need. ”
Seeing that his boss still had an expression that he couldn't get his own point, Yu Song decided to change the way.
"To put it simply, you need to show your weak side in front of Madame, and now is a good time. Madame knew about your injuries, but she didn't fully know about them......"
"Do you want me to lie to her?" Suddenly, Tang Yishan's tone was cold and terrifying.
After this sentence ended, it was as if the temperature of the entire ward had dropped below freezing.
"No, it's not for you to lie to Madame, it's just for you not to be patient in front of Madame, and to show your pain in front of Madame appropriately. ”
Before he finished speaking, Yu Song saw Tang Yishan looking at him with disdain, Yu Song also identified that his boss was a straight man from beginning to end.
"Boss, it's not shameful to show your vulnerability in front of your beloved, not to mention, how many sages in history have used the bitter tricks in Sun Tzu's Art of War. ”
In fact, Yu Song's consciousness is to make Tang Yishan pretend to be pitiful and weak in front of Bai Yanxi, but he needs to package it in better words to make Tang Yishan more acceptable.
Only then did Tang Yishan understand that Yu Song was on the phone just now, not to say that he was leaking, but that he could leak his situation and what happened.
Before Tang Yishan could give a definite answer, saying whether to do it or not, there was a knock on the door of the ward.
Yu Song impatiently walked to open the door, leaving Tang Yishan with space to think.
"Didn't the doctor just come over to inspect the room?" and what ......?" Yu Song, who opened the door of the room while muttering, paused instantly when he saw someone coming.
Before he could get to the point of what he said at that time, his wife really came? Yu Song realized that he still underestimated his wife's affection for the boss.
"What about him?" Bai Yanxi didn't notice it herself, her own words, coupled with her hurried expression that she forgot to manage, made people know at a glance how deeply she cared about Tang Yishan.
"Madame, you're finally here, boss, boss is sleeping. Yu Song said in a slightly higher tone.
Fortunately, Bai Yanxi's attention was attracted by the man in the ward, so he lost his usual sharpness and failed to notice Yu Song's lame acting skills.
When he heard that Tang Yishan was resting, Bai Yanxi was still relieved in his heart, if he was sober, Bai Yanxi really didn't know what kind of expression he should use to face him.
Perhaps, I would even choose to leave like this......
"Can I go in and see him?" Bai Yanxi said next.
"Of course, I can't ask for it. Yu Song said as he made a way for Bai Yanxi.
Yu Song deliberately raised his voice, of course, to remind Tang Yishan in the room.
As soon as Yu Song's words fell, Tang Yishan hurriedly pulled up the quilt and lay down, pretending to be asleep, but in fact, his ears were raised high, listening carefully to the movement at the door of the ward.
When he heard Bai Yanxi say that he was going to come in, Tang Yishan suppressed his somewhat flustered breath and made his disguise more realistic.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for Tang Yishan to hear the shallow footsteps that only belonged to Bai Yanxi, and he was getting closer and closer to him......
At the moment when the footsteps stopped, Tang Yishan's nose came with the gentle aroma of Bai Yanxi's body, light but sultry.
When Yu Song saw this scene, he simply left the ward and guarded the door, not letting the doctors or nurses who had no vision to go in and disturb them.
Seeing that Tang Yishan's breath was stable, but it was not as powerful as usual, and the eyebrow lock was difficult to untie. Bai Yanxi couldn't help but stretch out his hand, his cold, slightly trembling fingertips caressed Tang Yishan's face little by little.
Even with his eyes closed at this time, Tang Yishan could still feel the distress that flowed from Bai Yanxi's body and the distress for himself.
Faced with such Bai Yanxi, Tang Yishan was inexplicably a little nervous in his heart, and even had a faint tingling.
In her mind, the bottom line and impulses are intertwined, entangled and fighting with each other, and her arrival also proves Yu Song's words in disguise, which is not unreasonable. With a short sentence of wanting to say and stopping, Bai Yanxi took the initiative to see him.
In the end, between the bottom line and his wife, Tang Yishan still chose the latter.
Although Tang Yishan was engaged in the battle between heaven and man in his mind, the actual time was only a few seconds that passed.
At the moment when Bai Yanxi was about to withdraw his hand, Tang Yishan grabbed Bai Yanxi's Rouyi fiercely, and his fingertips were slightly forced. In the next second, Tang Yishan opened his deep black eyes.
At the moment when he withdrew his hand, the man who was still resting seemed to be awakened, grabbed his hand fiercely, and the pain came, and then, Bai Yanxi saw that when the man first woke up from a big dream, his eyes were full of vigilance.
The next second his eyes touched him, the vigilance in his eyes was like the sea water at low tide, retreating in an instant, and the force in his hand was also removed, but he didn't let go of his hand.
"You ......"
After seeing this change, Bai Yanxi's heart suddenly twitched, and various emotions such as pity and distress all rushed towards her at once, but the pain in her wrist that had not subsided reminded her that she could not show it.
"You're here!" After speaking, Tang Yishan took Bai Yanxi's hand that he hadn't had time to withdraw and gently put it on his cheek.
"Yanxi, Yanxi, Yanxi......"
A murmur full of affection, soft, but caused a burst of echoes in Bai Yanxi's heart.
As if burned, Bai Yanxi withdrew his hand.
"Hiss!" At the same time, from Tang Yishan's mouth, a cry of pain flowed out.
"How are you? It's okay! I'll see if you have a wound. ”
After speaking, Bai Yanxi planned to "put his hands up" on Tang Yishan and check the wounds on his body.
Seeing this, Tang Yishan used his uninjured other hand to pull Bai Yanxi into his arms.
Bai Yanxi, who was taken into Tang Yishan's arms unexpectedly, suddenly became angry, and he didn't know if he was angry with the man's sudden movements, or angry that he didn't take care of his body.
Bai Yanxi subconsciously struggled a little in Tang Yishan's arms, and said in an unhappy tone.
"You let go of me. ”
"Well, that's it, can you stay for a while?"
At such a close distance, he heard the painful voice in the man's tone, which frightened Bai Yanxi and didn't dare to move anymore.
Now Bai Yanxi and Tang Yishan, although they seem to be the same as a few months ago, Bai Yanxi knows very well in his heart that there is an invisible barrier between himself and Tang Yishan.
If this barrier is not broken for a day, Bai Yanxi will not be able to open up to him again, as if nothing has happened.
Bai Yanxi, who was in Tang Yishan's arms, thought that maybe one day, this estrangement would eventually split the relationship between them into two......
Seeing that the woman in his arms finally settled down, Tang Yishan evoked a triumphant smile in a place that Bai Yanxi couldn't see.
The two of them stayed in such an ambiguous and awkward posture for a while, and Tang Yishan opened his mouth as if he were nothing.
"Your mother is back, are you happy?" the tone was so light that it was almost inaudible.
But Tang Yishan said it in Bai Yanxi's ear, so Bai Yanxi still heard it very clearly.
"Hmm. After saying this, Bai Yanxi unloaded his strength and completely handed over the weight of his body to Tang Yishan's body.
"Thank you, thank you for finding her, thank you for bringing her back, thank you for not giving up. "Even I, who was my own daughter, couldn't help but give up a long time ago.
"Because I know that your life would never be complete without her. And I don't want you to be unhappy. ”
If Yu Song is again, I am afraid that he will be surprised by his boss's ability to say such love words, although he does not doubt that this is a true expression of feelings, but the expression is so meaningful, and it is not something that a casual straight man can do.
Bai Yanxi sighed heavily in his heart, every time he would be shaken by this man's words.
"You, what has happened in the past two months? What have you been through?"
Bai Yanxi also figured it out, this man, in order to save his mother, I am afraid he also suffered a lot.
Tang Yishan, who just wanted to understate and pass it away, echoed Yu Song's words in his mind.
"Two months ago, after leaving the hotel, I met Helian Qi, the same person he rescued your mother from the middle of the sea. Coincidentally, at that time, your mother escaped from him and was found and taken away by He Yang. But Hao Lianqi didn't know it, it was the first time in my life that I helped others take the blame. In this way, I was "invited" by Hao Lianqi to go back and live for a short time. ”
Tang Yishan tried to use a witty tone to make his experience sound less terrifying, but he didn't know that he was like this, it was easier for Bai Yanxi to think about it, after all, Bai Yanxi was the person who knew him best in the world.
"What happened later?" knowing the man's intentions, Bai Yanxi, who was lying in Tang Yishan's arms, also tried his best to resist his urge to choke.
"Later, I took a little time to leave Hao Lianqi's house, and of course, I paid a small price. Yanxi, I'm sorry, at that time, I should have contacted you, I should have let you know that I was still alive, so that you could end the pain sooner. However, at that time, my situation was not so optimistic, I was afraid that you would be sad and painful, but I was also afraid that after you saw it, I would feel distressed and uncomfortable. So ......"
At this time, Bai Yanxi hated the caution of this man's words. But he also knew that his situation at that time must have been much worse than he imagined.
After a while, Tang Yishan felt that a piece of wetness was slowly spreading across his chest.
Tang Yishan stretched out his hand and stroked Bai Yanxi's hair.
"Later, I learned that your mother was in He Yang's hands, and the people of the Quartet also had different opinions on your mother's appearance, which made He Yang more busy and cautious, and at the same time, I realized that this was an opportunity. A chance to save your mother from the wolf's mouth. The previous plane accident was He Yang's handiwork, and he didn't know that I was taken away before I even had time to get on the plane, so he always thought I was dead. At that time, I didn't tell you that I was still alive, because I was afraid of startling the snake. Thankfully, I brought your mother back safe and sound. ”
After listening to Tang Yishan's experience in the past two months, Bai Yanxi had a lot of things to say in his heart, but the words were like a fish in his throat.
She had never doubted this man's intentions for her, but she couldn't ignore the strange emotions in her heart.
In the days after learning of Tang Yishan's "death", she once again experienced the sadness and pain brought by the departure of her loved ones.
Even when I think about it, I feel suffocated, my mother is like this, and so is my lover.
They all make that choice and face that situation because they love themselves. She knew she had no right to blame them.
She just blamed herself, blamed herself for being too useless, and blamed herself for only bringing them endless suffering and suffering......
"At that time, I was really scared and scared, and I really wanted to go with you like this, but grandpa said that Tang's is your life's work, and someone must protect it, and in the belly, there is still the baby you are looking forward to has not yet been born. But there was not a moment of peace in my mind during those endless days and nights. ”
Bai Yanxi got up from Tang Yi Shanfeng's arms, and in an instant, the original disguise suddenly completely collapsed at this time.
When the crystals condensed in the eyes became more and more, they finally broke through the shackles of the eye sockets, and burst out of the embankment like a flood, and hot tears flowed out.
smashed on Tang Yishan's hand mercilessly, on his clothes, and even on his face, it was hot as if it had burned that piece of skin, causing people to hurt.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Tang Yishan had no other words, so he could only say these three words while wiping away Bai Yanxi's endless tears.
"You're really going too far this time. ”
As if crying was no longer enough for Bai Yanxi to vent his emotions, Bai Yanxi hammered Tang Yishan's chest one after another, but intentionally or unintentionally avoided his wounds.
The tears that had been suppressed for a long time were out of control once they flowed out, instantly soaking the clothes on Tang Yishan's chest, but Tang Yishan didn't care at all, just hugged her, and gently patted her on the back with his palm.
"Cry out, cry out all the grievances and pain in your heart during this time, vent all the sadness, pain, and resentment in your heart, cry!"
Yes, cry, only in this way can you know how much you have done to you, so that you can empathize with your pain and not let you bear it alone......
After Bai Yanxi slowly calmed down, Tang Yishan reached out and lifted Bai Yanxi's chin, lowered his head and gently took her tight cherry lips, treating her tightly like a treasure.
After feeling the person in his arms, he trembled slightly in the long-lost kiss, but he did not have any emotion of refusing to resist.
The eyes under the black eyes became more and more gentle, but not deep, and soon, the original tenderness was quickly replaced by a passion as hot as magma, as if it was going to melt her in the next second, and it was as deep as a black hole, to suck the whole person in front of him.
Tang Yishan, who was unwilling to stop at a shallow taste, gently pried open Bai Yanxi's teeth, and then slipped into her mouth and swept through one by one, taking her lips and tongue and dancing together.
Tang Yishan forgot how long it had been since he had kissed her like this, and in the days and nights without her, in his mind, in his heart, he was thinking about this woman all the time.
Thinking about her every move, angry, happy, angry, sad, even, moved......
Finally, I can hold her tightly into my arms like now, kiss her lightly, devour her breath, indulge in her fragrance, and feel her temperature......
That night, Bai Yanxi stayed, perhaps because of Tang Yishan's retention, or because of the reluctance left in his heart.
The two of them lay quietly on a bed, just lying quietly. But Bai Yanxi invisibly widened the distance between him and Tang Yishan.
Tang Yishan naturally felt these small actions, but he was not angry, let alone forced.
He understands that if you want to hurry, he knows, now that she has allowed herself to re-enter her life, this is a good start, and the next day is long!
But unwilling to let go of the emptiness in his arms, Tang Yishan ignored Bai Yanxi's actions and forcibly took him into his arms, domineering movements, like holding the most precious item in the world, not letting go at all, and unwilling to let go.
And Bai Yanxi didn't dare to act rashly because of the injuries on his body, for fear of accidentally getting his wounds. Bai Yanxi thought that when the man's hand was sore, he would naturally let go, so Bai Yanxi followed Tang Yishan's movements.
Thinking so in his heart, but before Tang Yishan could show any signs of relaxation, Bai Yanxi fell asleep under the wrapping of a long-lost sense of security.
This night, I'm afraid that Bai Yanxi has slept the most steadily and safely in the past two months.
And with the warm fragrant nephrite in his arms, although he has always been very eager for Bai Yanxi, Tang Yishan does not have any physiological impulses, he just wants to hug her so simply, his palm gently moves down, carefully caressing Bai Yanxi's bulging lower abdomen, his heart is calm and happy.