Chapter 10 Goodbye is Farewell
The year of Z Bao's eighteenth birthday
Lin Hui suddenly fainted on the podium.
She was sick, very serious.
Lin Hui, who has advanced lung cancer, refused to be hospitalized and did not want to have surgery, everyone had no way to take her, and they didn't know how to persuade her, some friends who came to visit her told Shu Ranjie the news that Lin Hui was sick, and he appeared in Lin Hui's ward the next day.
The two people who hadn't seen each other for a long time had red eyes as soon as they met, and both of them were old.
The two who don't stay together every day, after a long time, make both of them marvel at each other's aging.
"Little Wisdom ......"
"Sit down. Lin Hui pointed to the sofa not far away, but he approached her on the hospital bed without looking, leaned over to help her gently straighten her sideburns, and smiled softly: "Xiaohui, why don't you want to be hospitalized." ”
"I want to stay by Z Bao's side, and in the past two years, I have been busy calling for more people to pay attention to autistic people, and ignoring Z Bao. Now it's okay, I have a reason to take a good rest and take care of my Z treasure. ”
"You're always like this, everything is centered on Z Bao, and the reason why we divorced was all because of the birth of this child. ”
Shu Ranjie suddenly became emotional, and asked Lin Hui loudly with red eyes. "It's said that I have changed, who has changed, who finally made himself like this, lying on the hospital bed dying......" His tears fell and dripped on Lin Hui's gray hospital gown.
"Let's go......" Lin Hui tilted his head, unwilling to look at him again.
"Do you really hate me to this point now? Don't you even want to look at me?"
Lin Hui still turned her head away and didn't want to look at him. "Okay, okay, I'll go, this walk may be goodbye, Lin Hui, can you please take one last look at me?"
"Let's go, goodbye, little guy. ”
Lin Hui didn't look at him when she said this, still looking out the window with a biased face. Shu Ranjie walked towards the door with heavy steps, and when he was about to go out, Lin Hui's voice came from behind him.
"Waiting for idle changes but the hearts of the people, but the old people's hearts are changeable. Between me and you, I have never regretted it. ”
Shu Ranjie knew that she must be watching him at this time, but he didn't dare to turn around.
Goodbye, sometimes it's goodbye.
Unable to resist the stubborn Lin Hui, she finally returned to the recovery home, taking care of Z Bao's diet and daily life as usual, in addition to the unbearable pain from time to time, she also had to take a lot of medicine like Z Bao every day.
Lin Hui sat on the wooden bench under the banyan tree in the compound of the rehabilitation home, looking at Z Bao who had been staring at her toes all day, and recently the child fell in love with looking at her own toes again, but she found that Z Bao was also interested in other people's toes, and when someone passed by, she would unconsciously move slightly.
What she is most happy about is seeing a little change in Z Bao, and there are many parents here who share with each other every day the subtle changes they have noticed in their children, and are happy for each other.
Just go through the last days of your life in a dull way. Lin Hui thought so.
"Mother Z, I found out that our child will not stay in one place all day now, he will try to take two steps. "The father of a new child came to the recovery home and sat down next to her. "Sometimes I think you're great, a woman who has built this protective shield for Z Bao, and at the same time allowed more autistic children to find a place to go. ”
"Everyone says that parents give their children strength, but why don't children give us strength, we raise them to grow up, they are also teaching us to be strong. ”
"yes. The child's father patted her thin shoulder, got up and walked in the direction of his own child.
Looking at the quiet Z Bao not far away, Lin Hui smiled happily, Mom is very happy, I met you, my baby.
Lin Hui gritted her teeth and struggled with the illness for two years, and finally didn't get up early one morning to help Z Bao get dressed.
When people found out, she had no heartbeat.
Lin Hui's funeral was very simple, and very few people came. When He Yu arrived, Z Bao was standing beside Shu Ranjie and kept looking down at his feet, not knowing what he was looking at.
Halfway through the funeral, it suddenly rained heavily, and in a heavy and sad atmosphere, even the menacing raindrops looked black, and the sky was soaked in black. In such a scene, there were already several friends who were usually very good friends with Lin Hui, as well as a few parents who had been with Lin Hui for a long time in the rehabilitation home, and they couldn't control themselves crying in the sound of the rain.
He Yu didn't want Z Bao to stay here any longer, so he told Shu Ranjie that he wanted to take her to shelter from the rain. Shu Ranjie turned his head, his eyes were swollen, and he nodded slightly invisibly, then turned his head and continued to look at Lin Hui's urn with blank eyes.
This man still loves her in his heart after all.
He Yu didn't stop much, led Z Bao to the house not far away, and after taking her under the nearby spacious eaves, he braved the rain to borrow umbrellas for others. When he quickly returned to that roof with a large pile of borrowed umbrellas, Z Bao was gone.
He searched for her, and finally saw Z Bao in a clearing not far from the house, she was looking up at the sky, her eyes wide and motionless, and her eyes never blinked.
He Yu ran over and saw that her eyes, which had been trying to open wide, had been reddened by the raindrops, and the raindrops were still falling into her eyes, and then sliding down her cheeks from the corners of her eyes. He threw away the umbrella in his hand, then reached out a hand to cover her eyes, hugged her from behind, and made a barrier for her with his body to protect her from the rain.
He didn't know if Z Bao felt his mother's departure, and he didn't know if she was also sad.
He only knew that Z Bao was trembling in his arms at this time, and he was screaming in a low voice.
It's been a while since Shu Ranjie brought Z Bao home.
At the dinner table, Z Bao once again lost control of his emotions and overturned the dishes and chopsticks, which once again angered Shu Ranjie's new wife Su Li. "I really can't take it anymore! I was so kind to see her pitiful, I quit my job and stayed home to take care of her all day long. But what about her, look at it, and make trouble for me again!" she complained to Shu Ranjie a little hysterically.
"If this continues, I see, I'm about to be tortured by her as autistic as her. ”
"You can't stand it after you take care of it for a long time?" Lin Hui didn't ...... before" He stopped the car in time, and saw his wife's face sinking rapidly, he knew that he shouldn't mention his dead wife. "Alright, Xiaoli. Even if I'm sorry for you, you should bear with it for me, after all, Z Bao is my biological daughter, and I can't watch her live on the streets. ”
"Hmph, who asked you to bring her back, isn't it good to let her in the recovery home? She was still a little upset. "You can also go over and see her often. ”
After all, her Aunt Zhang is not Z Bao's biological mother, how can she do everything, and although the scale of that rehabilitation home is not small, it is never professional. Besides, I'll bring her back, look at you, and put more effort into it. ”
Su Li's face softened slightly.
"But I really don't know what to do with her. This kid doesn't say anything, doesn't do anything, is in a daze every day, and gets out of control at every turn......"
"I know, I know, Z Bao is not easy to take care of, as soon as I find a suitable medical institution, we will send her over, okay?"
"That's pretty much it. She replied angrily.
Looking at his biological daughter who was covered in vegetable rice stains, Shu Ranjie suddenly felt that his father was really a failure, and he even thought about sending her away, Lin Hui went, and all the grievances disappeared with her departure. It's just that the Z treasure in front of him really doesn't know what to do.