Chapter 11: Jealousy
When Shu Qin was about to go back from Aunt Zheng's house, sure enough, Shen Wei waited at the door again.
As if nothing had happened, he waved his hand at Shu Qin with a smile, and Zheng Lihua on the side saw it, patted her shoulder lightly and said, "Madam, sometimes don't wronged yourself." ”
I haven't heard Aunt Zheng call herself "Mrs." for a long time, since she went to the United States for treatment, Aunt Zheng has always called "Miss, Miss", and in the past two years, under her strong request, she changed to "Xiaoqin" again.
"I know, Aunt Zheng. Shu Qin responded. "But after all, he is also atoning for his sins, I promised him back then, let him take care of me for He Yu. ”
This Zheng Lihua knows that Shen Wei's appearance of being covered in blood and kneeling at Shu Qin's feet back then was really scary. But looking at the current development of events, Shen Wei's fear of Shu Qin is far more than just atonement.
"Alas......" she sighed and took Shu Qin's hand. "It's no wonder that Mr. He left too early, and now let others be your company. Don't be afraid, child, if he dares to force you, no matter how powerful he is, I will fight with him, after so many years, I have long regarded you as my own daughter. She patted Shu Qin's hand gently.
Shu Qin looked down at Zheng Lihua in front of her, after all these years, the wrinkles on her face have become more and more obvious, and the traces of gray hair can still be seen in the hair dyed by hair dye. "I won't let Shen Wei bully me, Aunt Zheng, don't worry. There are many people around him who care about him, and Shu Qin knows that even Shen Wei really cares about him.
"Okay, you can go back. Zheng Lihua let go of her hand.
"Hmm. ”
"When you get home, remember to call Aunt Zheng. She told Shu Qin uneasily.
"Good. ”
Seeing Shu Qin leave, she had mixed feelings in her heart, just like seeing her daughter who was going to travel far away, she burst into tears, and she didn't know when she would wait until after this meeting.
On the way back, Shen Wei looked at Shu Qin, who was speechless, and said, "In a few days, it will be your mother's death day, do you want to ...... then?"
"No need. Despite interrupting him, Shu Qin didn't turn her head to look at him. "I made an appointment with Frost that she would accompany me and visit her mother's grave by the way. ”
"Good. ”
Over the years, there have only been two days when Shu Qin will disappear for no reason, and he will not look for her.
One is her mother's death day.
The second is He Yu's death day.
It doesn't matter, but they're all dead. Why bother with it.
"Z Bao, what have you been doing at Aunt Zheng's house these days?"
"Shouldn't you know all this?" Shu Qin asked rhetorically.
"I ......" It is true that Fang Fanyang has reported all her whereabouts to himself in the past few days, but he wants to hear her tell him in person, just like a wife who has not returned home for many days shares what she has seen and heard with her husband. "Don't you want to say it? I don't force you, you can say it if you don't want to. Indeed, he should not have had such illusions with her.
"Shen Wei, don't deceive yourself. Shu Qin said indifferently. "Whether your care for me all these years is atonement or selfishness, you probably can't even tell yourself. ”
"Z Treasure. ”
"I don't say it, you don't say it?" Shu Qin turned his head to look at Shen Wei who was driving on the side, and continued to speak expressionlessly: "I know that you and Fang Fanyang have something to hide from me, and I don't want to know." But Shen Wei, maybe because of autism, I don't look at emotions very lightly, but what I value Shuqin values, you can't hurt either. ”
Sure enough, as soon as she touches her bottom line, she will be as daunting as she is now.
"Don't hurt Aunt Zheng, if you give Fang Fanyang gambling money again, it will be a harm to Aunt Zheng. ”
But you're not doing me any harm, my Z treasure. Maybe you have already sentenced me to death in your heart since He Yu left, and you agreed to let me take care of you just because I am that person's half-brother.
Thinking of this, he suddenly had a thought, it would be better to die together like this.
Shen Wei stepped on the accelerator and rampage on the road, but there was no trace of fear on Shu Qin's face, she was tired of such days, when she was a child, others always said that she was crazy, and now life really makes her crazy. It is better to let yourself go back to the life of the wooden man back then than to understand the pain and know the loss now.
In the end, it was Shen Wei who lost, and when he almost hit the guardrail on the side of the road, he stepped on the brakes in time, and the front of the car stopped on the side of the road against the guardrail, and the guardrail was a cliff. The two people in the car leaned forward sharply with the sudden braking of the car, and even so, Shu Qin had no sense of fear.
"Hahaha......" Shen Wei laughed and kept smashing the steering wheel with his hand. "It's me who loses, it's me who loses. I won't give Fang Fanyang any more money, and I won't let him monitor your every move when you go to his house. ”
Shu Qin was noncommittal.
"Sometimes I wonder if you have feelings for Shu Qin. Shen Wei twisted her head almost frantically and made her look at herself. "But looking at He Yu, looking at Lu Shuangna and even your Aunt Zheng, I know that you Shu Qin has a heart here. He reached out and pointed to his heart.
It's just that there may never be a place where it is.
So he was jealous, jealous and mad.
Looking at Shu Qin, who still didn't want to look at him in front of him, he reluctantly let go of the hand that was clamping her, and combed the messy hair around her ears, Shen Wei readjusted his sitting posture and started the car.
The person who always loves more in love compromises first, but sometimes there is no more love at all, only "love" and "don't love".
On the day of Lin Hui's death
The dawn is very bright, but today's sunlight is not dazzling, the lazy and lazy sunlight pours down a little bit along the gaps between the clouds, shining on people warmly, very comfortable.
"Eh-" Lu Shuangna put her arm around Shu Qin's shoulders and approached her and said, "Today, Shen Wei is relieved to let you come alone, even if you don't come to the cemetery, I will send you over, but today I am allowed to pick you up." ”
"Hmm. Shu Qin didn't have any expression on her face.
The two had just walked to the tomb of Shu Qin's mother, but they bumped into Shu Ranjie, who also came to worship. "Z treasure......" he called.
For so many years, Shu Qin had never seen this man at his mother's grave, but today he appeared.
"This is ......"
"My father. Shu Qin said.
"She's ......"
"My friend Lusanna. ”
"Hello uncle. ”
"Well, hello, hello. It's rare to see our family Shu Qin making friends, are you her colleague or ......"
"Colleagues, colleagues. Lu Shuangna hurriedly replied.
When the two were greeting, Shu Qin had already put the flowers in her hand in front of her mother's grave.
Shu Ranjie looked at the posthumous photo of Lin Hui, who was already covered with dust on the tombstone, reached out and took out a handkerchief from the pocket of his clothes, carefully wiped the dust clean, and then stroked the tombstone, his eyes were full of tenderness.
"Have you come to see your mother every year all these years?"
"Well, I'll come over whenever I have time. Shu Qin looked at the smiling mother in the photo, was she happy at that time?
"Alas...... When people are old, they always think of many things in the past, they used to feel that they had no face to see you, and they always avoided you, and they all avoided today. As he spoke, Shu Ranjie coughed a few times.
"Didn't you have surgery?"
"Hmm. ”
"How's the recovery?" Shu Qin looked at his father, who was obviously thinner than when he saw him before.
"It's good, thinking that today is your mother's death day, so I was discharged from the hospital a few days early. ”
"Oh, good. ”
Shu Ranjie looked at her blankly looking at Lin Hui's photo in a daze, and sighed. "I always wanted you to come and see me, but I never saw you. ”
"Well, I've been busy lately. ”
Shu Qin replied without raising his head.
Seeing his daughter silently looking at the photos of his deceased wife, he said again: "I still have a lot of photos of your mother in the past, do you want to take the time to take a look." ”
"No need, photos are dead things after all, and they can't be kept, and what can really be retained is only the state of mind when taking pictures. The photo in your hand is from when your mother was young. ”
"Hmm. ”
"It's a shared memory that belongs to you, and I don't want to take it away. ”
Yes, the mood has changed, no matter how many times I look at the photos, the people and the friendship of the year have disappeared, and only the memories will be fresh for a long time.
Lu Shuangna silently looked at the two father and daughter who were inexplicably embarrassed, and didn't say too much, and quietly walked to her mother's grave, leaving enough space for the two.
"Z Bao, do you still hate Dad?"
"Don't hate. Shu Qin looked at him. "I don't have the right to say about the two of you, if you want to ask your mother if she hates you, I don't think she hates you, and in the end, she should still forgive you, right?"
"Yes, yes, she said she didn't regret it. ”
"yes, that's my mom. ”
Shu Qin looked down at her mother's smiling face on the tombstone, and a smile spread on her face.
On the way back, Lusanna kept talking.
She couldn't help it, and finally parked the car on the side of the road in anger.
"Qin cute, don't you think I'm a friend. ”
"I treat you like a friend. ”
"Then you just ...... "I didn't even know he was your father." She swallowed the remaining half of the sentence into her stomach, Shu Qin had told the story before, but she didn't know that she didn't know that the two of them were so strange.
"I just don't know where to start. ”
Shu Qin sighed, there really aren't many stories about her father in the stories after that, but more stories about her and He Yu. In fact, the time I really spent with my father was only a year or two, and most of them were not good memories.
Nowadays, strangeness between two people is inevitable.
Looking at Lu Shuangna's bulging face in front of her, Shu Qin funnily pinched her bulging cheeks.
The rest of the story, let's talk about it, it's always good to have one more person to miss him with yourself. She rubbed the ring on her left ring finger and smiled.
He Yu, let me tell you the story.