Chapter 12 Even so, Yui Yui Yuhihama is growing3

Although I know that I am already in my third year of high school, I have to deal with the class or something, but I still have no interest in this kind of boring class, so most of the time I am thinking about the problems left to me under the snow - how to be open, of course, I also have a good listening to the lecture part of the time, at least in the class of the violent teacher, I am not confident that I can fall asleep. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Overall, I spent this morning's class gorgeously again.

After the teacher announced the end of class, I slouched on the table, and after a morning of time, I still couldn't think of the perfect way, what should I do?

[Small business, let's go, lunch.] Yubihama came to me as soon as he got out of class and said with a happy face

I looked up at her in a decadent way, do I still want to go? I'm going to buy a drink first... What do you want?]

[when I buy and drink... Let's go too...]

[No, no, it's better to go alone, right? It's a waste for two people to go...]

[What is wasted?]

[Oh time and labor, it's a great sin]

Yubihama looked at me dumbfounded when he heard my explanation, and then laughed a little helplessly

[It's really... What about the explanation of the small business, okay, I want coffee milk, please. ]

I sighed and got up from my seat, ready to buy something, coffee and milk...

[Then I'll wait for you first]

[Oh, the words of the place are in....]

[I know, the old place, if it's a small business, it will only be that place, see you later.] After saying that, Yubihama walked out of the classroom with a bento, hey, what am I doing now? I already have the answer, but I'm still making mistakes, and I can't let go? Or do I don't want to lose? I'm conflicted, but then again, I should be worrying about what happened this morning under the snow, hehe, even if I was seen by my classmates for a short time, even if I asked, I would ask back with a blank face: Eh, who are you talking about? Except for a few people, basically no one will notice my existence, this is one of the stunts I've cultivated over the years - the obliteration of the sense of existence, thanks to it, I can unexpectedly be able to go to class and eat normally, but this skill may not be long before it disappears. It's not the same as me under the snow.,It's the complete opposite.,Probably the whole school will know each other.,I was watched by a lot of people this morning... Is this self-inflicted? The Snow Queen... Now I'm actually gloating, which is also a kind of joy in suffering... But in a few days there should be a "rumor", and it will not be good to face Yubihama's words again, and it must be solved perfectly before this, perfect! Before I know my mind, I have never had such high demands on myself, but this time it must be perfect, even if there is only a little flaw, although I am not a perfectionist.

After buying a delicious drink, a can of coffee milk and max coffee, I went to the place where I usually eat a bento alone, and Yubihama sat on the stairs early, looking into the distance.

I walked over, handed her the coffee milk, and sat down [to you]. ]

[Ah, thanks.] Yubihama came back to his senses, took the milk I handed over, set it aside, picked up a lunch box from his side and handed it to me. ]

[Oh... Thank you] I looked at this bento with mixed feelings, hey, what should I do... It's not okay to go on like this, don't make any more mistakes, Hachiman, be decisive!

[What's wrong?] Yubihama noticed my anomaly and asked with concern.

I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths [Yuhihama... No, it's okay...] The words came to my lips, but I still couldn't say them, I was scared, I didn't want everything to be a memory or even a memory. I'm a selfish person, and at this moment, I put this selfish label on myself, and if I say everything, is it a perfect solution? I don't know, maybe it is, maybe not, but even if it's a 1% chance that it's not, I can't say it.

Silently opened the lunch box, which contained a very delicate strawberry cake, which looked very attractive, and it was all sweets. Was it specially prepared by Bibin? This is really...

[Na, Yubihama...] I can't say it, but I really don't want to see Yubihama continue like this, so let's test it... I guess so.

[What?] Yubihama turned his head, still chewing the unswallowed food in his mouth, and it looked like he was struggling...

[Swallow your food before you listen to others...]

Yubihama finally swallowed the food with the help of coffee milk, and I sighed and said carefully. Yuhihama, later... Don't do it..]

[What do you mean?Did I do something very bad?] Because of the very puzzled relationship, Yubihama touched her head with some confusion and asked me.

[Bento oh, bento, don't bring it for me in the future... In the future, if you have a boy you like, give it to him again, it will be someone... After I said this, I felt as if all my strength had been exhausted, and at the same time, I was a little scared and expectant, afraid that Yubihama would give an unexpected answer, but this was also what I was expecting.

Yubihama slowly put the lunch box aside, closed his eyes and pondered for a while, then turned around and looked at me very seriously

[It's okay, small business.] ]

[.....]

I listened quietly to her answer.

[As for me, I've already delivered the lunch to the person I like, so, it's okay] Yubihama's voice was calm, without the slightest wave, as if she was saying something very ordinary, and after saying that, she packed up the lunch box, stood up from the stairs, turned her back to me and said [ In the past, I have always been observant, pay attention to the changes around me, and strive to change my approach to cater to everything around me, afraid of losing the things around me, and living a very tired life, but now, I want to pursue what I want in my own way, because I want it, so it becomes very clear, so... Probably, it won't be easy either, but... Even I don't want to regret it... The same goes for Xiaoxue....]

Because I was shocked by Yubihama's answer, that Yubihama... I still can't accept it for the time being, looking at the sky in the distance, and helplessly asking [why... Would you say that?]

[Yes...] Probably, I was encouraged...] Yubihama's heart recalls what his mother said that night, the friendship that will not end, the youth that will not end.

Yubihama went back, and I couldn't accept the answer she gave me, and although I was already aware, I kept denying it. And the answer that had long been destined to disappoint her was now about to be revealed. However, Yuhihama... Strong, brave, ?... Is this good news? I hope that after facing our reality, we can also be strong... I took it upon myself to expect that from her.

Looking at the bento just opened in his hand, it is not only beautiful but also looks like it tastes good, and Yubihama's efforts in this regard are also persistent... Although I have no appetite now, it's not easy to waste, so I can only barely finish it, lunch box.... I'll give it to her when I get to the activity room... As for the facts, Yubihama doesn't want to regret it ... Then I will solve it in a way that no one regrets, so that it may be solved perfectly, so I comforted myself and went back to the classroom.

Yubihama was already chatting with Miura and them in the position, talking and laughing, as if nothing had happened, and Miura... From time to time, I think about glaring at me a few times, because of what happened this morning? It's really a grudge, but I don't care, I lie on the table, thinking that I should sleep a little more before class, and there won't be so many things in my dreams.

[Can I talk to you for a moment?] ]

I looked up and saw Hayama standing at my desk, a little hesitant. If you're hesitant, I'll want to come back.,,I want to sleep... Miura came to see it again, hey, for the sake of unnecessary trouble, let's refuse, although I don't know what happened to him...

[I'm sorry...]

[It was a commission from Sister Yangna.]

.... I just held back the words, ah, that person's entrustment? Just think about it, you can know the consequences of refusal, probably even if you don't answer the phone, you will rush to the house and pull me out and call me at will... It's better to listen to it first just to be on the safe side... It's really in line with her style to make trouble at this time. But why did Hayama come to tell me?

[Well, you say, I listen]

Ye Shan didn't speak, and motioned with his eyes for me to go with him, don't you want people to hear?

We came to the rooftop together, and it was just me and Hayama.

[Say, what's the matter....]

After being silent for a while, Ye Shan said with a tangled face [Sister Yangnai's commission... It's to let you... You... And.. Under the snow... Conclude the marriage contract as soon as possible...]