Chapter 12 Even so, Yui Yui Yuhihama is growing4
[Huh?engaged?]
Wait, I heard you right, engaged? Me and under the snow?
[Yes...] Although it was sudden, that's what Sister Yang Nai's original words said....] Speaking of this, Ye Shan also looked puzzled and entangled, and seemed to be very puzzled by the content of Yang Nai's commission. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Don't even Hayama know the reason?
[Wait!It's not April Fool's Day, and you're not going to be ridiculous!]
What are you kidding, even if we are like this, but we are still students, this kind of thing... It's too early, isn't it? I've fantasized about getting married at the age of twenty-five or something... But who knows what will happen in the future? Although this is her commission, but this is too difficult for a strong person, right? Let's not talk about me, it will be difficult for the other side under the snow to accept it, right? Moreover, if you suddenly run back to Komachi and say, "Brother, I'm engaged today, or something, Komachi will not hesitate to dial the emergency number and forcibly send me to a mental hospital, and then look at her dear brother with tears in her eyes every day and say, "Brother, I won't leave you..." I'm glad to have my sister's concern, but I still can't accept the fact that I can't accept it.
The smile on Hayama's face was gone, and he said with a serious face, "Not kidding! At six o'clock in the afternoon, the family restaurant will give you specific instructions, be sure to be prepared, all kinds of aspects...]
[Is it a mandatory treaty again...] I sighed helplessly, every time it's like this, that person doesn't know that there is still a thing called "human rights" in this country ruled by law? Every time my human rights will be unconditionally deprived by her, I'm really fed up, and protesting and resisting or anything doesn't work, invincible, that person has been.
Hayama walked over and patted me on the shoulder, is this a comfort?encouragement?sighed, and said softly, [You should have more confidence in yourself than Qigu-kun, even if it's for her... She... It's lonely, and now I'm helpless except you...]
[This kind of thing, if you don't say it, I know it..] I knew better than anyone else the loneliness, weakness, and sadness under the snow, and I clenched my fists tightly, because of this, I didn't want to see her tears!
[Really?] Hayama smiled [Come on, then, your words will definitely work]
After saying that, Hayama was about to leave, but I stopped him
[One more question]
After hearing my voice, Hayama stopped [what?] turned his back to me, and I also turned my back to him and did not turn around.
[Why... You'll tell me... What about under the snow?]
[How do you say that?] Hayama thought for a moment and replied with a smile [I, I really hope to be friends with Hikiya-kun... If it's under the snow, Sister Yang Nai will inform you... Probably]
[You didn't say anything clearly, did you?!] What does this answer mean?sympathy?I don't think I need your sympathy and I don't want to be friends with you, but Hayama didn't stop and went downstairs.
[So give me a good change in the way you speak!! damn it!] I couldn't help but roar from the rooftop, I'm really fed up with this kind of incomprehensible answer, every time! And also... Why did it all come together? I think the biggest dilemma in my Hachiman life is this... Ah, I feel so tired.....
Because of the relationship between too many things that happened this morning, I basically slept in the afternoon class, after all, I can at least be carefree in my sleep, and the real world is always synonymous with trouble and tragedy, so isn't there a word called "daydreaming"?
After school, I packed my schoolbag and glanced at Yubihama's location, which was no longer there, did you leave first? I used to have to wait for her... But that's fine, it's going to be awkward if we walk together now, but we'll end up in the activity room.... Hey, no matter, you can easily calculate it for a while, and then we'll talk about it then.
When I came to the door of the activity room, I took a few deep breaths and tried my best to prepare mentally.... It's possible that the three of us... The last club activity is up, probably.
Finally, I mustered up the courage to push open the classroom door, only to find that Yubihama was not there, and that he was sitting there reading a book as usual under the snow, although he was saved, it was still a little strange.
[Ahh
After walking to my place and sitting down, he looked around, and Yubihama was really not there?
[Yukino... Are you the only one?]
[Eh, what about Yubihama?
[That's what I want to ask too...]
[Yes? Could there be anything? Let's make a phone call to make sure.] Yukishito took out his phone and prepared to connect Yuhihama's call.
[Wait a minute...] I think I probably know why Yubihama didn't come. I sighed and blocked the call.
[What?] looked at me puzzled under the snow, I really don't want to be because of this if I can.
I told her everything that happened during my lunch break today, and I told her every word as it was
[So... Probably... Because of this, Yubihama won't come again. ]
[... I know... But I guess that's not a reason for her not to come...] Under the snow, he gently held his chin with his hand, said thoughtfully, and then tilted his head and smiled at me as if he had thought of something funny.
[What's wrong?] I'm a little uncomfortable to look at, is there anything fun about me?
[How's it like to be confessed by a girl?]
[No, wait!Now isn't the time to talk about such a thing?] Aren't you friends? Aren't you worried? Now I'm worried about you.
He stood up under the snow, walked to the window, looked at the sunset in the distance, and said [Yubihama... Are you waiting]
[etc.?]
[Just like people, some are waiting for the night, some are waiting for the dawn...]
[No, that's not right, isn't it?, it's not a matter of waiting, it's an inevitable process, right?] The sun rises and sets without anyone waiting.
Under the snow, she turned her head and smiled slightly, but there was a bit of a poignant feeling, with her hair that was blown by the breeze and a little fluttering, the slanting sun was imprinted on her beautiful face, and the halo of dusk seemed more and more poignant [No, for Yubihama and me, it's not inevitable, Hachiman, you're the sun now...]
I was silent when faced with the answer under the snow, Yubihama's wait, darkness or dawn, but I felt that it was a selfish choice, why could there be two answers? And is it up to me to make this choice? I am not a great person and I am not a selfless person. But isn't there still a whole day left for dawn and night? Why are there only two options?
[Hachiman, if we're still the way it used to be, probably... I'm waiting too...] Came over under the snow and gently touched my face [I, in fact, am very afraid of the night... But, for me, you are all I have...] Feeling the warmth coming from the palm of her hand, I somehow felt the urge to cry, I couldn't say a word, even if it was a word of comfort or encouragement, could I cry once?
After a while, under the snow, he withdrew his hand, took a few steps back, and announced [So, this time... It's up to me to face the results, whether it's good or bad, Yubihama... It's my best friend!]
I looked at the snow in surprise, there was no longer that sad expression on my face, a look of determination, right? Under the snow finally dared to face it alone, because I didn't want to lose and face, because I didn't want to change and be independent? This is her growth, but also a transformation, it seems that our answer will eventually be conveyed to Yubihama's face, by the best transmitter. So, no matter whether the ending is good or bad, I'll face it with the snow, this... It's the only perfect solution, right?
[Then again, Hachiman...]
[What?] this sentence pulled me back from my sigh
Under the snow, he put his hands behind his back and looked at me very seriously. Let's do it together... During lunch break]
[What?]
[Bento oh, bento, I'll be in charge of Hachiman's bento in the future...] When he said this, his face under the snow had begun to turn slightly red, and his voice was getting smaller and smaller, and he was unusually shy in this most shy place...
[No, wait, then Yubihama is not .....]
[It's okay, I said I'll face it this time, Hachiman just needs to accept it honestly!] Yukishita blushed and said this unconvincing order.
[Okay, okay...] Ay... You said you were going to solve it yourself, but you didn't say when it would be solved, and I had to worry about it alone during this time? For example, someone must have found out that guy had two bento boxes and then spread rumors everywhere: Ah, it's him, even though he's just a hooligan but stepping on two boats, is he being threatened? Or is it going to call the police? After that, the more serious the spread is, it is very likely that it will come to me. Become a big hooligan who has mastered the handle and forces multiple girls to send me bento for a relationship, maybe one day it will turn into a police suddenly break into the classroom and take me away... However, it seems that there are more important things to discuss with Yukishita, right? I forgot about Yubihama just now...
I looked at the snow that was still standing in front of me with a red face, twisting my head and looking at a blackboard that was nothing... Haven't recovered yet?
[Yukino....]
[Huh?hmm...} After hearing me call her, Xue Xia suddenly came back to her senses, turned her head back, and looked at me with some anger... Looks like I interrupted her from what she was thinking... I'm sorry but I'm really something.,It should be said that it's a matter of the two of us.,Look at today's reaction... I guess I forgot about it completely, right?
[Hmm, hum.] Because I had a hard time talking about this question, I first calmly cleared my throat and exhaled a few breaths before I opened my mouth to ask her [about your sister's commission... Any thoughts?]
I looked at her cautiously, and I always felt a little scared, although I didn't know what I was afraid of...
Xue Xia looked at me blankly, with a completely unaware expression, what was the situation? Didn't her sister tell her? Or did Hayama really lie to me... But I can't think of a reason for Hayama to lie to me... What should I do? However, I don't know when I started facing her questions, and I felt that I couldn't refuse and lie... Is it controlled?
[It's just... She made us get engaged as soon as possible...] Finally said it...
[Huh?]
After I said this, the whole person under the snow was stunned, his eyes were wide open, staring at me without blinking...