I looked at the perfect face leaning on the pillow on my left by the faint light leaking through the blinds, and my heart was filled with helplessness. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

[that...... Yukino?]

Hachiman, isn't it time to rest? Yukino, who was sleeping on my left, looked at me with a smile, and although she was smiling, I couldn't laugh right now.

[Yes..... It's time to rest, but why ......] There's no way I'm going to fall asleep, smelling the scent of lavender coming from under the snow, feeling her warm breathing, I feel my heart beat faster, and a little further I can touch her nose, I try to control the distance, and move my body to the right. However, that didn't help, the bed was too narrow to fit two people, just barely. Damn, can't help it. I struggled to sit up.

Suddenly, my left hand was hugged under the snow

[Hachiman, go to sleep, I have something..... I want to ask you]

I lay down again, my eyes staring straight at the dark ceiling, and I always felt that I would be confused to look at her so closely, and it was dangerous in every sense of the word....... Is there anything you'd like to ask?]

Under the snow, he squeezed sideways towards me, and his whole body was pressed up, and he asked in my ear [Hachiman... Can you tell me who she is, and what is the agreement with her?]

Listening to the tone of close pleading under the snow, my heart sank, and I still came, and I would never want to mention it to anyone if I could, especially the people I cared about.

[Yukino.... I.... Can you not say it? Because it was a long time ago, and it was not necessary. I'm a little frustrated, it's not an easy topic, and I don't know how to answer it.

Reaching out under the snow, he twisted my head and looked at her face to face, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, even in the darkness could not hide her perfection - the Night Elf. I chose to be silent and closed my eyes, hoping that she would give up, after all, it was not a good thing.

The room fell silent, lying next to me under the snow, and I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself.

[Hachiman, do you remember what I said under the cherry blossom tree that day?] I don't know how long it was, and the silence was first broken under the snow [I said, I like you]

Listening to the words under the snow, I can't help but think of what I said and did under the snow that day, which made me uncomfortable and moved.

[...... Remember] I slowly opened my eyes and said sincerely [thank you]

[Can't you let me know you better?] The voice under the snow was already shaking, though she struggled to control her emotions.

[No, it has nothing to do with these things] I moved my mouth, but when the words came to my lips, I endured it again.

[What about trust? What about your trust in me? Don't you still believe me?] Xue Xia finally couldn't control it, and said loudly, holding my left hand with both hands, as if he had used all his strength to fear that it would run away.

[Trust....] Looking at the uncomfortable expression under the snow, I felt the power coming from my hands. Unconsciously I thought, am I a little selfish? I have paid so much for me under the snow, and I have so much trust in me, and what have I done for her? I just obeyed, I just thought about my own ethereal beliefs and agreements, I escaped, feared, wanted to be redeemed and lived in my own world, and rarely thought about the feelings of other people, so when I thought about it, I was too selfish.

What do I want to do now? What do I want to do for other people? The answer is -- trust others. If I don't even have basic trust, how can I be qualified to accept the feelings and expectations that others have given me? What is the difference between mere acceptance and begging? It's just a repetition of tragedy. Thinking of this, I made up my mind.

[Yukino, I .....] I won't run away anymore, and I'm not qualified to run away in front of the snow.

Suddenly, the snow blocked my lips, and with her two warm lips the size of cherry blossom petals, stopped me from speaking, and I couldn't help but look at her with wide eyes, and she silently closed her eyes, breathing quietly, smelling the fragrance of the exhalation under the snow. It reminds me of the scene under the cherry blossom tree that day, so similar, why couldn't I have found out earlier? What a fool, Hachiman, who knows so much, but doesn't even understand the most obvious things. A little laughed at himself in a daze.

After a long time, he let go of my lips under the snow and looked at me quietly [Now, you can say it, tell me the answer, Hachiman]

The gentle voice under the snow pulled me back to reality, recalling the warm lips under the snow just now, I was a little embarrassed [that, Xue Na..... Why ........]

Before I could finish speaking, the snow clicked on my lips again, and said with a smile [I'm happy, what's wrong?] I didn't look shy at all.

I looked at her blankly, and I looked a little embarrassed[...... No, nothing]

Under the snow, he gently rested his head on my shoulder [Hachiman, tell me about your past, it will pass, ..... with me]

I sighed slightly. Who knows] I glanced at her leaning on my shoulder, silently closing her eyes and waiting for my next story.

[Seven years ago, when I was still in the fourth grade of elementary school, at that time, I was omnipotent in learning and sports, and my eyes were not the dead fish eyes that I have now, so I can say that I am just like Hayama today, or even better than him.....]

[You're also excellent now] a voice of encouragement sounded under the snow.

I smiled slightly, and then said [At that time, I had a lot of friends, let's call it a friend, my grades, every test is the first in the grade, and I am very good at playing baseball, as long as there is my game, the team I lead must be the first, at that time, even the seniors in the sixth grade were defeated under me, and even the surrounding middle school students also pulled me to play baseball as foreign aid, and was once praised as a "prodigy" by the teachers , it can be said that I was beautiful at that time, because of my excellence, I gathered around a bunch of people who envied and admired me, everyone wanted to be friends with me, and basically received a few love letters in my shoe closet every week.....] Speaking of this, I obviously felt the pressure on my left hand that was being held increased, and I couldn't help but feel a little bitter, and then went on [I put all these letters away, but I didn't read any of them, because at that time my dream was to be admitted to a first-class middle school, let go of love or something, even so, although I didn't respond to anyone's thoughts, but I would still keep receiving love letters. At that time, Komachi and I went to the same elementary school, and we had a good relationship, and we walked together every day after school, and Komachi was happy to be with me, because she had an excellent older brother who was very envied in the class. In school, no matter where I go, I will be the focus of attention, and I can say that everyone knows about it. Respect, envy, praise, affection, etc., this is the most I receive in school. ]

[Then you must have lived a very fulfilling life on campus.,Very happy] said with some sighs under the snow.,Indeed,When I was in elementary school, I was known as a prodigy.,Physical education learning is universal and there are many friends.,It can be said that it's the most perfect campus life.

[Yes, perfect.] I sighed [if only everyone was just envious......]

[Also, there will be some imbeciles who will be jealous and ostracize or something] Xue Xia has deep feelings about these things, after all, she has been in this situation before.

I shook my head slightly [No, if it's just jealousy and exclusion or something, it's no problem at all, I was okay with anything other than my sister studying and baseball]

[So.... Is something bad happening?] Under the snow, he asked with some concern, hey, it's useless to worry now, after all, so many years have passed. Thinking of this, I couldn't control my emotions a little, and tears were already filling my eyes.

I tried to make my right hand move, gently touched her hair, felt the soft touch, tried my best to calm my mood, I gently put my head on the top of her head, and took a few deep breaths.

[At that time, there was a man named Kimura Nono in our class........... He, ruined everything for me!]