[Kimura...... Hehe, he is a very remarkable character in our class, he is a mixed-race child, with handsome facial features and blonde hair, he is very popular among girls. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Whether it's study, sports, or family background, it's very good, every time I take the first exam, he must be second, and in the entire baseball team, his strength is second only to mine, it's always been like this, one to four years of primary school, it's always been like this. I thought that he and I could become best friends, because, on campus, he was the only one who could compete with me, and he was the only one who could make me feel pressure..........]

Speaking of which, I think back to the previous time, and my heart is full of wireless emotion, obviously it is so beautiful, but the ending is so desperate, am I wrong?

Under the snow, I quietly put my hand into my hand, it was so small but warm, like a cloud of gentle skin, I gently held this small piece of warm cloud in my hand, I didn't dare to exert force, afraid that it would disperse like a fog, and I didn't dare to relax, afraid that I would never feel its temperature again. I walked out of my memories and continued:

[However, the people around me don't think so, and always compare him to me, because people tend to only focus on the first, and the second or something, either ignored or forced to become the first side of the village] Speaking of this, I laughed a little self-deprecatingly [At school, the teachers always give me priority to the best learning conditions and sports conditions, and I can even get the teacher's individual tutoring, and I can get the best baseball field, even if it is being used by others. ]

Under the snow, he moved his body down slightly, plunged into my arms, and buried his head in my chest.

[that..... Feeling the fragrance and the heat under the snow, I was a little nervous, and my heartbeat accelerated a lot.

[It's okay.... That's fine] said in my arms under the snow, and moved my head, as if to find a comfortable position. I said, is that really good? After all, I still have a strong smell of potion on my right shoulder. Well, yes, that's fine, I sighed and continued my story

[Kimura is constantly neglected and jealous, slowly accumulating dissatisfaction with me, although a small number of other people are jealous and dissatisfied, they will not dare to do anything under the pressure of the teacher, at most they will say bad things or something, but, Kimura is different, he doesn't care about these at all, it should be said that he doesn't need to care about these, his father is a member of the Diet, and his mother is a cadre of a well-known foreign company, even if he does something bad at school, the school will be forced to choose to tolerate it.] A person's jealousy turns into hatred over time, and at that point, it would not be surprising that he would do anything, and Kimura, in that summer, exploded his resentment and hatred for four years.....]

[That Kimura.... Have you taken revenge?] Snow whispered in my arms, with sadness and helplessness in her tone. Perhaps, she had experienced a similar situation before, but ........

[Ah, yes, it's not just me, it's everyone around me, everyone who has something to do with me has been threatened] I smiled sadly [especially my sister Komachi] The silence was ignited again, and my tone became heavy.

[That summer, Chiba City held an elementary school sports day, and we represented our school in a baseball tournament and won the championship. At this sports meeting, I was watched by the heads of many prestigious schools, and came to ask if I would go to their schools in the future, and gave me a lot of preferential conditions, just when I was surrounded by honor and success, I ignored one person, that is, Kimura. He was also very good, and he was very good at the Games, but in the end he didn't get noticed by these people. When I got home, I saw Kimura standing in front of my house, because his house was far away from my house, in the opposite direction, so I wondered why he was here, and when he saw me, he just said one thing to me: You, change schools, or you will regret it. After that he was gone. I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, and I didn't understand why he would say such a thing.... Later, I thought more than once that it would be nice if I had changed schools at that time. Until now, I still regret it, but no matter how much I regret it, it is useless, what has happened, it is impossible to stop it, all I can do is salvation and repentance.

[You don't have to blame yourself, Hachiman, you didn't do anything wrong] Yukishita raised her head, looked at her expression distorted by remorse, and gently stroked my face, which calmed me down a lot.

[Yes, I obviously didn't do anything wrong, and Komachi didn't do anything wrong.....] I let out a long sigh of relief, and then [Two weeks later, on Saturday afternoon, I returned to the classroom after a baseball event to pack my bag and wait for Komachi to go back with me, as usual. I stood at the entrance of Gakushita and waited, but there was no sign of Komachi, it was already six o'clock, even if it was an event, it should be over, right? I finally couldn't help but walk towards Komachi's class, but I didn't find anyone, all of them left, nothing was there, only Komachi's schoolbag was still in the desk box. I started to get anxious.,Began to look for the whole school.,Calling Komachi loudly.,Finally,At the school gate, I met Komachi's classmate.,A girl who is close to Komachi.,I hurriedly ran over to ask her about Komachi's whereabouts.,However,The female classmate was evasive from me.,Don't want to talk to me.,As if running away from me.,Finally, I forced me to cry and told me that Komachi was pulled out by a blond-haired man.,Now in the place where the small animals are raised.。 He was the first person that came to my mind, but I didn't know what he was doing with Komachi there, but I knew it wasn't going to be a good thing. I ran there as fast as I could, and after some searching, I finally found Komachi......] At this point, my voice began to whimper, and tears finally began to flow uncontrollably. Komachi She was locked in a small breeding cage, crawling with all kinds of insects, Komachi curled up in a corner of the cage, shaking constantly, no crying, no yelling, nothing done, obviously Komachi who was most afraid of insects. On the side of the cage, Kimura and a few people looked at Komachi with great interest. It's like watching a play. Once, Komachi cried all afternoon because of a cockroach and finally fainted, but now? I can't imagine how much fear Komachi was under. ]

Whimpering could no longer alleviate my pain, now, what I want to do most is to cry well, cry completely, the helplessness, pain, remorse and hatred deposited in my heart all broke out, I gently saved the snow with my right hand, cried, very sad cry.

Under the snow, he gently hugged my back, caressed slowly, and silently supported me. After crying for a while, I slowly calmed down and continued

[When I saw this scene, anger instantly filled my whole body, and I ran over to try to get Komachi out of the cage, but the cage was locked, and no matter what I did, I couldn't open the door of the cage, so I could only watch where Komachi trembled and couldn't do anything.] At this time, Kimura came over and said: I reminded you a long time ago that you chose it yourself, and I don't know if your sister still has the spirit of crying and calling her brother and brother just now, and she is noisy to death, and she is not cute at all. Hearing his words, I was furious and picked up the baseball bat at hand and hit Kimura, however, I was hit by another fist, and it was a tall young man standing next to Kimura, who was Kimura's older brother and was in the third year of junior high school in an international middle school. I struggled on the ground and tried to get up, but Kimura came up to me and looked down at me [if you want to save your sister, you better not get up, I have a clear reminder now] Hearing his words, I stopped my movements and just lay on the ground, motionless, begging them to spare Komachi, because I was afraid. [Now, you kneel down and pray to me, maybe I'll let her go, maybe hahahahahaha] I knelt in front of Kimura without the slightest hesitation, begging him to let Komachi go, begging him to let us go, and the people who were with Kimura looked at me kneeling in front of Kimura like this, and they all gathered around and laughed [Haha, this is our "prodigy", it's really godly, even the momentum of kneeling is different from ours] [Uh-huh, we people, we will have proud capital in the future, hahahaha] [ Also, this kind of kneeling method, we ordinary people can't even learn the handstand special training] ridicule, insult, and schadenfreude. Kimura kept kicking me, laughing maniacally, releasing his hatred for me, and I, without resistance, I didn't dare to resist, and finally, perhaps it was Kimura who got bored, stopped, and threw the key in front of me [Haha, let's go! I'm in for a treat today!] and took them away. And Kimura's brother came over, grabbed me by the hair, and pulled me up from the ground [Boy, maybe you're not convinced, but, I'm telling you, don't think about taking revenge on my brother, because you don't have that ability] After saying that, he glanced at Komachi in the cage, threw me on the ground, and left. ]

Speaking of this, the snow in my arms also trembled slightly, and I smiled bitterly, maybe these words are a little heavy for the snow.

Hachiman, please tell me all of them, I want to be with you too] asked me stubbornly with a whimpering voice under the snow.

[Alas] I had already made up my mind to tell her, but I still couldn't bear it, I sorted out my emotions and continued to say [I rescued Komachi and ran to the health room with Komachi in my arms, I can only hope that the teachers can give us some help, at least Komachi can have a safe place to rest.] After arriving at the health room, I gently put Komachi on the bed, and the teacher in the health room called to inform our parents, and I sat on the side and looked at her worriedly, I don't know how long Komachi will be in a coma this time, however, just when I was worried, Komachi slowly opened his eyes and sat up slowly, I thought Komachi had recovered, but when Komachi turned his head to look at me, a wave of despair arose, Komachi's eyes did not have any color, no vitality or even brilliance, I could only see despair! She looked at me quietly, didn't say a word, didn't cry and pounced on me to call my brother as usual, but just stared at me with wide eyes, and at that time I actually cried out of fear of these eyes, and then Komachi fainted again. After that, our parents took us home, and the teacher at the health room had already told our parents about it. Komachi didn't wake up the next day and was taken to the hospital, and I was admitted to the hospital because my parents were found to have injuries on my body, and my parents went to the school to deal with the matter. ]

Under the snow, I was already crying on my chest, and it was me who should have cried the most, so I shook my head helplessly and touched her head gently. Felt like a kitten.

[So, what about later?]

[Later, the school dealt with us by giving us a sum of money as compensation to pay for our medical expenses.] Hehe, that's the best result you can get. ]

[How can this be? What about Kimura? Is it just to let him....] The snow was furious

[What else?] Because of his family background, his background, and his parents are both high-ranking people, the school has done its best to achieve such a result, and I have no reason to blame the school, but despite this, the teachers and principals of our school also came to me in person to apologize, and apologized very sincerely, obviously they didn't do anything wrong, hehe, this society is such a mistake but it can't be changed. I can't help but laugh at myself, it's weird, isn't it? The person who did the wrong can take responsibility, but the injured person does not dare to hold me responsible, but the teacher and the school come to apologize to me, what a wrong world [because of this incident, Komachi suffered from Selectiveamnesia - selective amnesia, forgetting all things about the school, including teachers, friends, classmates, and all other school-related things, but fortunately, the memories of me and my parents are still intact. ]

[Selective amnesia?] Xue Xia asked with some doubts, after all, this was a little difficult for her to understand.

[It's the selective loss of part of your memory.] This kind of disease usually only appears when the head is badly injured or when the brain and mind are extremely rejected, you can imagine how scared Komachi was at that time, it was all my fault, it should be my relationship] Speaking of which, I have completely calmed down, and a sense of powerlessness fills my whole body.

[.......... So, how is Komachi doing now?

[Don't worry, it's back to normal, although I still can't remember what happened before, but, this is also a happy thing for her, maybe it's a happy thing, but it still leaves some sequelae]

[Sequelae?]

[For example, I'm afraid of narrow spaces, darkness, loneliness, bugs on my clothes, etc.,So Komachi is now afraid of being alone at home at night.,Now I guess I have my mother with her] Thinking that Komachi can live and study well every day.,I'm happy for her in my heart.。

[Turns out, that's why you dot on Komachi.....] He whispered under the snow.

But that's not all right, and I don't need a superfluous reason for my brother to love my sister, isn't it normal for my brother to love my sister? People say that my sister is half of my brother's bride, and I agree with that.

[............ And what about the end? Finally, you ....... Transferred?]

[Hey, yes, for all sorts of reasons, during our hospitalization, neither me nor Komachi had any friends come to visit us, hehe, maybe they were threatened or scared by Kimura, anyway, I never saw them again] This can't be blamed on them, after all, at that time, everyone was just a group of children, and it was normal to be afraid of these things, but, at that time, the so-called friends were just that, and a month later, Komachi transferred to another elementary school, and I chose to drop out of school because of guilt and self-blame, more disappointed, and was responsible for picking up Komachi every day, and my parents also acquiesced in my choice, after all, they are not easy. ]

[Hachiman, you're only 18 years old this year, right? You dropped out of school?] Under the snow, he was a little surprised, and looked up at me in surprise.

[You don't have to be so surprised, I just dropped out of school for two years, and then I was directly admitted to the national high school, after all, I used to be a prodigy, and it was very easy to study or something, but only in the liberal arts, I couldn't help such an absolute thing as science.] In the first two years of entering the country, I still couldn't get out of the original shadow, lonely, afraid of contact with people but longing for friends, so basically I lived alone] This is my tragic past, and now I feel a sense of relief when I say it, which is incredible. [Ever since I was admitted to junior high school, I've been afraid of repeating the previous tragedy, and I've been blaming myself, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and finally I have come up with a way to not let this happen again, never again]

[...... Self-sacrifice....... That's your method] Xue Xia really thought of it at once, after all, I've known her for a long time.

[Feelings, youth, ideals, trust, jealousy and hatred, this is the direct cause of this tragedy that happened before, then, I'll just throw them all away, as long as Komachi is happy, the rest... Let's talk about it later, I've always thought like this before, desperate and hurt, it's enough for me to come alone] Speaking of this, I thought about myself now, and I felt more and more that I was really too selfish before.

[... A world where no one is hurt, this is the agreement between you and Komachi] He raised his head under the snow, leaned back with me face to face, smiled slightly, and said expectantly [So, what about now? Has it changed a little?]

[Ah, this promise was made by myself to Komachi at the time of amnesia.] Now, maybe it's changed a little bit, at least I've learned to trust....] Speaking of this, I can't help but feel a little embarrassed to say such things contrary to my personality in front of the snow.......

Under the snow smiled slightly, hugged my head, and said softly [That's okay, that's it, you just need to remember that you are not alone, you have me and us, it's already over]

[Ah, yes, it's gone.] I sighed, now I have a different friend and the real thing I pursue.

[So, go to sleep, good night, Hachiman] After saying that, I buried my head in her chest under the snow and held it like this. Miss Yukino, I've already touched a terrible place, and it's so fragrant.

[etc....... Yukino, like this....]

Under the snow, he said a little mischievously [Because Hachiman did a good job today, I think I can give you some rewards.] ]

[Reward is ......] I asked with some difficulty.

[Just fall asleep quietly, stupid Hachiman] said that, he moved his body again, making a little space, not so crowded.

[Again.] Good night, Hachiman. Again said goodnight to me under the snow.

[...... Good night] what else can I say, sleep quietly.

In this way, she and I fell into a peaceful sleep in this not so quiet night.