Extra: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (13)

The playground is still like that.,It's full of busy hustle and bustle.,It seems that compared to yesterday.,The students here today seem to work harder.,Hawkers,I think it's because there's not much time for the sports day and the school festival, right?In order to complete the work, it takes more effort.I'm walking here like sightseeing.,The mood is a lot more relaxed.。。 Ah, it's good to be laid-back, even though I don't want to work... But I still like watching people work hard. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Looking around, I didn't see the same view as yesterday... In other words, aren't you here today?

[Haven't you come yet...] Or somewhere else..]

Then look for it elsewhere? I stood there and thought about it, and unconsciously took out my mobile phone and fiddled with it repeatedly in my hand. Why don't you make a phone call and check it out first... No, no, it's not good to call casually, like... It's not good when it affects the critical time of drawing.

Just as he was about to turn around and go somewhere else, there was a faint greeting from behind him, like that of a bird that had just woken up at ten o'clock in the morning

[... Good morning..]

[Huh?]

It can't be such a coincidence, right? Half lucky and half puzzled, Liu Wei, who was wearing a white sweater, appeared in his eyes, carrying a sketchpad and easel behind him, and a toolbox in one hand, although it has not changed from yesterday... Because of the eye-catching relationship between the easel and the canvas, or because she herself seems more petite, it looks a little out of place, and the canvas and easel have protruded a lot from the shoulders.

[Oh oh, good morning.]

Maybe it was because of me, Liu Wei stopped at this moment, tilted his head slightly and looked at me with a slight doubt

[... When did you arrive?]

[Ah.] In the morning... It's almost half past nine.]

I skimmed it off, and was a little worried that I didn't make it clear, so I continued to explain

[Well, because yesterday there was a notice of today's time.] ]

[Such.] ]

As he spoke, Liu Wei took a step and walked past me gently, and after a little hesitation, I also followed. Saying.. I really wanted to know where she was, but now I was a little overwhelmed, what should I say? Or would it be better to ask the doubts in my heart directly? and in what way?

Thinking about it, it's really hard to talk about, so I can only start with the simplest topics...

[Now.] Do you just go to the painting?]

[Hmm]

[Yesterday's place?]

[Yes..]

[Not finished yet...] Is that so?]

[Hmm..]

[Original, so so... Hmm.]

Cut... What the hell am I talking about... Obviously there are other better topics, right? I'm a little worried about my social skills.It's just that there's no progress at all, and that's all I've been trying to figure out....

But it's not completely useless.,At least when I'm talking about this.,It's already in front of the chair yesterday.,Liu Wei silently began to prepare for painting.,The easel and drawing board have been set up when I'm ashamed of my "social powerlessness", and the toolbox is also spread out around me.I've already done it.It can be said that I've already entered the state of work.。

I stood behind her and sighed silently.

Forget it.. Perhaps, I am not suitable to do this at all... Probably, there will be people in the future, right? It doesn't have to be something that can be done.

[Don't you sit?]

[Uhhhh

Shaking his head and leaving all these behind, he realized that Liu Wei had specially left a place for a person beside him this time. After a little hesitation, he sat down.

The question is. Even so, it's really hard to talk about.I always feel that if you ask, the weak connection between us will be broken, and the distressing connection that doesn't belong to "friends"... As for what it is, I can't say it myself, but it's definitely there, I can feel it. That's why the idea of "wanting to know" arises.

I was thinking nonsense, but Liu Wei was already holding a paintbrush next to me and moving quickly, leaving traces on the drawing board, engrossed, completely unaffected by the surrounding environment.

... Forget it, I'm still here.

After looking at her for a few seconds, I came to the conclusion that "it is impossible to get an answer" has already manifested.

[Hah...]

Inadvertently, he sighed.

[Yes.] What's the matter?]

The fast-dancing brush in Liu Wei's hand stopped as if time had suddenly stood still, and some lines of sight were slightly diverted from the corner of his eye.

[Hmm.] Yes.. No, it's okay..]

I quickly shifted my gaze and became a little reserved. After all, this is not something to pay special attention to.

[... What's the matter?]

He asked softly again in a clearer voice than before, and put his hands back on his lap, looking at me seriously.

Totally noticed... I glanced at her quietly, maybe... Can I ask now? What will happen if I ask it? I don't know, but... Maybe it's a great opportunity.

I coughed a few times as if I was clearing my throat, and after checking it repeatedly, I asked in a hurry

[The.] I...]

At this point, I paused, took a deep breath, and rehearsed it in my mind several times before continuing

[The phrase "I shouldn't have gone back" you said yesterday .. Can you tell me what that means?]

[Huh?]

Perhaps, it was my question that came too suddenly, Liu Wei didn't react and looked at me blankly, but I was in a state of full strength, and I had reached this point without flinching at all.

After a while, she reacted, her mouth open, repeated several times, and finally spoke

[... Why, will ask?]

[Because I care about it..]

Hm.. When you ask, it's a lot easier.

[Would ask questions like this...] It's not like you. ]

[Ah.] I thought so too.]

Saying this, I couldn't help but laugh myself, which really can't be refuted.

Then there was silence, Liu Wei put the brush in the tool box, glanced at me, as if to confirm something, and after a short while, he spoke

[.. Is it necessary?]

[Yes.] ]

It's been confirmed. I answered without hesitation. There is no turning back but to go on.

Liu Wei looked into the distance and seemed to be beginning to remember something, and my mood calmed down, waiting for the upcoming facts

[Chinese New Year.] Did you know?]

[Ah.] I've heard a little bit.]

It seems to be one of the most grand traditional Chinese festivals, a bit like Christmas here...

Liu Wei smiled and continued to speak slowly

[I used to like it a lot.] Chinese New Year, because, that is the day of family reunion.]

[...]

[However, since I was ten years old, my family opened their first hotel, and they have never been reunited.]

Ahhh I know.. The reason that adults will say is that they are busy with work. It turns out that this is universal...

[Every time I celebrate the New Year, I'm always busy with work and can't go home... So, for the New Year, it's just me and my brother, but... It was okay then... There are finally two more people. ]

[When my brother was seventeen years old, as his father's successor, he began to run around with his father in order to adapt to work, and he was only a middle school student... But... I will come back occasionally every year during the Chinese New Year or other times.. I feel very happy. ]

[But, since I was fifteen, I haven't seen him again.] The reason is simple, I met an ordinary traffic accident on the way on a business trip, passed away, and was with my father. ]

[So, all the pressure of work fell on my mother's body, and I came over alone.]

[Those headphones also happened to be a birthday present from my brother on my fifteenth birthday, so it can be regarded as a little memory left by him.] ]