Extra-four: In short, it is an unstoppable obsession (8)

When I walked out of the restaurant, it was already half past one o'clock in the afternoon. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's not too early in terms of time, but for this kind of street from the center of the economy, it is the beginning of a lively day, and after lunch, the flow of people here slowly starts to increase.

The noise on the street is even worse than just now, the noise and the sound of various electronic music seem to sound at the same time at this moment, forming a busy and noisy atmosphere in the air spread rapidly, as long as people are here, most of them will be affected by this atmosphere and begin to become lively, from the inside out... In short, it just can't be quiet.

It's not bad to be lively, especially in a place like this, if it seems deserted... I'm about to declare that Japan's economy is about to die, but personally, I prefer to stay in a quiet place if I can, so... It's my way of life to avoid being near these areas as much as possible, unless I have to.

The weather in early spring is still cold, even at noon, the temperature does not necessarily rise, and there is no shadow of the sun in the sky, but all this does not affect the fun of shopping, as if as long as you blend in, you can make yourself warm by the atmosphere alone, but this is also the case, for example, you can see JK in summer uniforms and friends who are also JK talking and laughing about the next plan... I really don't understand... Isn't it really going to be cold?

At least... I'm still quite cold..

Thinking about it like this, I shrunk my neck as if I was attacked by the cold wind, and this scene happened to be captured by the night moon walking beside me, and at the same time cast a caring gaze

[Is it cold?]

[Hmm?ah... Well, it's not like that. ]

Actually, although I feel cold, it is not unbearable, like when I took a shower and came out of the water on a hot day. But ah... If you are repeatedly reminded that it is "cold", you will feel that it has become colder than before. Is there an effect of psychological suggestion?

At this time, Yeyue and I were walking in a certain direction at a slow pace, avoiding the crowd, because there was no specific purpose, so after coming out, we randomly chose a direction to set off, and then after walking for a while, we began to think about "why do we want to go this way" and couldn't come up with any satisfactory reasons, and finally we could only comfort ourselves by taking a walk after dinner.

[In other words, can you still feel it?]

Yeyue looked at me with a slight hesitation in an oblique look, as if she was planning to do something, and as if she was brewing what to say next, her mouth moved slightly, but she didn't make any sound, and finally, as if she had made up her mind, she took a deep breath, winked at me, and moved closer to me at a slow pace, and finally turned into a situation close to her shoulder, and one hand passed through the crook of the hand that I had originally put in my jacket pocket, and hugged it tightly in her arms

[Such.] It would be better, wouldn't it?]

[Hmm, hmm...]

That's not "better". Being held like this, no, just having this thought will probably increase my temperature by a few degrees, not to mention the soft and real touch that I feel at this time...

Ah, just like at the beginning, under the snow and Yubihama, he was suddenly carried by Yubihama from the side. At that time, the faces of the two of them were also hot...

But she didn't have the conditions to do such a thing... Because when I came out, I was still holding the heavy book in my hand, but at this time the book was already in my bag... A school bag on one shoulder on the other side... What should I do? Do you want to take it out?

... If you take it out, it won't change... Also, for what reason and in what way should I take it out? While thinking about this boring question, I silently sighed in my heart, and then threw all these things out of my mind with the next breath, and looked back, and met the eyes of the night moon in the air

[This semester... Has the location of the internship been decided?]

[Hmm... Sort of. ]

[Is it her side?]

[Ahh

When she says "she", she means under the snow, even if I don't have to say it, I know it... However, even if she doesn't have to ask, she should be clear about this question.

After answering, my eyes also drifted to the front, it was still a prosperous scene, obviously I had walked forward for a not short time, but I didn't see a little weakening, so... There's still a long way to go... I don't know if I can go back soon.

After a moment of silence, there was another small inquiring voice in my ears, and I felt a slight squeeze on my shoulder.

Night Moon's head had been lightly resting on it in a half-leaning posture at some point, and her gaze was tilted downward, so she couldn't see her expression at this time because she had her face turned away

[You... Are you ready to go to work? after graduation..]

[Sort of.] You can't stay in school for the rest of your life..]

Although half of this job is forced...

[... Want to go to work?]

In the face of Yeyue's question, I thought about it for a while, and said it in a nostalgic tone... After all, I've always thought like this...

[yes,,, of course I don't want to, my goal has always been to live a good life without working, but..]

"Such a thought seems ridiculous now, but I do mean it," and before the rest of the sentence could be spoken, Yeyue interrupted me in a very precise tone, and also raised her head to look at me seriously

[Then don't go.] ]

[Huh?]

I looked at her in amazement, don't go? I'd like to think if I could, but it's impossible, right? As far as the snow is concerned... It's been unilaterally coercive... And, I don't know why even the irresponsible parents approve of it... This alone is really distressing... What to say "those who don't work don't have food".. It's really like what people from that age said...

[Words of ordinary work...] It's still acceptable..]

After thinking about it so much, I said it with a sigh as if I had accepted my fate, not that I wanted to go to work, but that I had to go... It can only be regarded as half of the loss.. bar.

However, Night Moon did not intend to accept such an answer, but continued to speak in a serious tone

[I can... Raise you for a lifetime!]

[Aha?!]

Hearing not only the words of surprise but also shock, I let out a loud cry, and my footsteps stiffened and stopped in place, and the crowd around me also became curious because of my shout, in short, it was a success in attracting the attention of the surroundings, but none of this mattered... The important thing is, does she know what she's talking about?

Without waiting for my surprise to last long, Yezuki continued to speak in a steady tone, with a gentle smile

[I've thought about it.] Even if I don't know your feelings for her... To what extent, likewise, I don't want to know your feelings for her, for I have never felt it, nor have I ever felt it. But it was clear from start to finish... You are the only person I can accept, and the most important and irreplaceable. So, I don't want to see you being forced to do anything by anyone... Even if that's right, I don't want to. ]