Chapter 68: Human Memory
"But I still want to know, what kind of monster am I?" she knew that most of what Ji Ao said was fabricated and not credible at all.
"Isn't it good to be a man?" said Shu Wang's voice behind him.
Lu Qing found that she had unconsciously said the question in her heart, and Shu Wang didn't know when she had come behind her back and answered her question, and sat down beside her.
"But I'm not human after all, Jin Hotaru won't lie to me, I'm a monster. ”
"What does it matter, I know you want to be human, you want to continue living like this, right?"
"I want to be human?" Lu Qing frowned slightly, "Is this also an option?"
These days, she's been thinking about whether she's a human or a youkai, but she hasn't thought about whether she wants to be a human or a youkai.
"At least for you youkai, if you want to be human, you can just become human, how easy it is, humans don't even have the ability to do this. ”
"If you become a human being, then it would be too easy to be human, right? Although I still don't understand the mystery, do you really think that kind of 'human' is human?" Lu Qing stood up, looked down at him, and turned to leave.
"Then why can't you remember your identity as a youkai?Or is it because you subconsciously want to be a human and don't want to be a youkai?" Shu Wang lay down on the lawn, his hands behind his head, "I really don't understand what you monsters are thinking in their heads." ”
Lu Qing was stunned for a while, but she stopped talking to him and walked away.
"Hey, Jin Hotaru, are you there?" Ji Ao woke up at some point, and tapped the golden moss that had turned into a shadow around him with his hand.
"Hey, you're so willing?
"She seemed lost. Although he didn't know where Jin Ying was, the voice still reached Ji Ao's ears.
"Isn't that nonsense? ”
"So what happened to her?"
"Maybe like Shu Wang said, she wants to be a human all the time, that kid really has two hits, and his observation is quite strong. ”
"To be human?"
"That's right, can't you see that she didn't just become a human being, she didn't learn to be a human being for the sake of cultivation like you, but really became a human being?"
"No way, what's so good about being human?"
"I don't know, if I knew, I would have woken her up, but in this case, you would have missed the opportunity. ”
"I don't want a good chance!
"Really, don't want it? That's a pity, it's a waste!"
"Okay, don't talk about it, Ji Ao, you better hurry up and help me find a way, don't play me anymore! We still need helpers in the future, her Taoism is much higher than ours, she can beat a few of us." ”
"Hey, Jin Hotaru, you've been with her for so long, don't you think there's something wrong with her?"
"Where?"
"Hey, don't you think it's strange? Not only is she talented and beautiful, but she is also proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and even embroidery and cooking are masters, and she is an invincible super beautiful girl in the universe, when did she learn this? Why don't I know?"
"She's lived for thousands of years, isn't it easy to learn this?"
"You're really ...... What are you doing, nerd, she's a zombie, a zombie, you know? Why does she learn to cook? Why does she have to learn embroidery? It's something that only humans can use!"
"You mean ......"
"Generally speaking, zombies are monsters that become monsters from the corpses of living creatures, and when they cultivate to a certain level, they will be revered as drought rays in order to gain eternal life, but no matter how you say it, it's completely a monster. Ji Ao was a little incomprehensible.
"She's probably an exception!"
"After all, the human body is only a pile of fur, flesh and bones after death, and the resulting zombie should have nothing to do with the person who was alive. Ji Ao still couldn't figure it out.
"Maybe she had too much resentment in her life to forget. ”
"Resentment? Yes, I also think that Lu Qing is different from other zombies, she seems to still retain the memories of that body before her death, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, manners, she should be a lady, right? Since she retains these skills, it is possible to retain some memories of her life. Jin Ying's words reminded him.
"Human memory?"
"She must have always felt like she was human, right? Especially in the past, when she had to eat people to survive, and she always felt like a human being, and this confusion was inevitable. Ji Ao analyzed.
"What then?"
"That's why she's always on the side of humanity, and why she can't recover in this situation, maybe deep down, she doesn't want to recover at all. Ji Ao concluded.
"She's going to have had a tough journey...... In the past, without the plasma in the blood bank, she had to survive by sucking blood......"
"Of course, life is definitely not much better!"
"Even if she really thinks like this, she can't be human, she can't go on like this, we have to help her recover!"
"What do you want to do?"
"Haven't you always been in charge of making ideas......
"There are two ways: first, you find someone to feed her, she hasn't eaten what she needs for more than ten days, she must be extremely hungry, she will probably remember something after a full meal;"
"Two, wait! She's been getting better by now, at least she believes she's a monster, right? Wait and see, maybe one day she'll recover on her own. It's just three days and two days, three years and two years, ten years and fifty years, whether you can recover or not can only depend on luck. ”
"Fifty years ......" Jin Hotaru breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, the time was not long, he could wait.
"But......" Ji Ao still had something to say, "the most important thing is that we must get out of here first. ”
"I guess...... It's been more than ten days of chaos outside, and it should have almost subsided. ”
"Okay, let's go see tomorrow. ”
The plane has been completely thrown into chaos, and as more and more yokai recover, all order has been shattered.
Youkai can be seen destroying, going crazy, and killing everywhere, and when the number of youkai exceeds the number of humans, youkai will start to fight with each other constantly. For food, for competitiveness, for the sake of tyranny, their wars have exacerbated the chaos here.
Of course, there are also intelligent and rational youkai. When they come to their senses, they find themselves in a strange world and lost for a long time......
They don't rush to vent or get involved in chaos, but calmly think about where they are and why they are here. While the other yokai wars are still going on, they stay out of the way and watch it all.
At the end of the chaos, only the strongest and smartest youkai will survive.
This is exactly the result that Ji Ao wants.
One of the three demons hid in the mountains and forests, waiting for the chaos to begin and subside, and then went there to find the yokai who could become partners.
"Cooperation, right?" asked Ji Ao as he stepped on the monster in front of him under his feet.
"To hell with it!" This hideous shape is like a red leopard, with five tails and one horn, relying on its bravery, it doesn't take him seriously at all, desperately trying to stand up and resist.
"Let me say it again, do you want to cooperate?" As soon as Ji Ao stepped up, the beast fell to the ground again.