Extra: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (27)
Extra: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (27)
Slowly relax your tense spirit and lean limply on the cushion. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ In this small room in mid-air, although the scenery from the outside is quite good, there is no energy to enjoy the beauty of this high altitude in this kind of place.
It's Sunday, and at half past ten on Sunday morning, to be exact, I can only cautiously look at the person sitting across from me. I'm afraid that she will suddenly turn into a monster and devour me in an instant...
The height was still slowly climbing upwards as time passed, and when I was about to reach the top, I sighed softly, and finally couldn't help but ask
[So... Why the Ferris wheel?]
[If you're dating, why can't it be a Ferris wheel?]
Without the slightest hesitation, Yono turned my question into a rhetorical question and threw it back, while also retracting his gaze from the outside and looking at me with a smile.
[NoγIt's not a date...] Definitely not. ]
[Eh~ Don't deny it so seriously, didn't you honestly follow along?]
[That's just agreeing with the phrase "find a quiet place to talk"..]
Although the Ferris wheel is indeed a quiet place, even quieter than the library, but... As she says about dating, it's not a place to sit down and discuss things calmly.
[It's really persistent.] Well, forget it. ]
Listening to a pity sigh is not true, Yang Nai's expression became a little more serious, looking at me
[... Before we begin, there's one more thing you have to do to prepare. ]
[Huh?what?]
Because this person suddenly became serious, I was also unconsciously affected, and I also focused all my attention, ready to work... What is it?
Thinking like this, Yono slowly stood up from that side, took a slight step forward, and then walked over to my side and let out a "hey" and sat down side by side with me, and the originally spacious space instantly became a little crowded.
I glanced at her and asked helplessly
[.... What is this..]
[Preparations.] ]
Yono tilted his head and looked at me as a matter of course, although I also thought about sitting on the opposite side but... The back of the hand is under control... Can't even pull a distance.
After deliberately leaning the weight of his upper body on me, he poked his head out of the side and turned to look at me with a smile
[Okay, ready to finish~]
[What kind of preparation is this...]
I said and complained helplessly, but I didn't change anything about it, and after making sure that I showed no signs of escape, Yono finally nodded in satisfaction
[How much do you know about that kid?]
[... Liu Wei?]
Although I was very reluctant to open the topic in this way, now that Yono had already started to get to the point, I had to refocus my attention on it.
... Anyway, it's hard to talk like this.
If Yang Nai holds his arm in the same state as a prisoner... It can't feel smooth anyway, right? In every sense... In short, the smell of perfume coming from the air alone is impossible to calm down, not to mention...
No, no, now is not the time to think about that.
After thinking about it for a while, I gave the answer
[If it refers to the cause of her current condition.] Probably, it's all. ]
[... yes, all of them..]
Yono sighed and said a few words, then smiled and looked at me
[I was completely trusted.] ]
[Friend's Words... It's normal, isn't it...]
That's what I said, but what is the real situation? I don't have much confidence in my heart... So, after finishing speaking, I unconsciously shifted my gaze and looked into the distance... I thought so, but... What do you think about Liu Wei's side... Slowly, a panicked mood arose in my heart, and I shook my head and tried to suppress it.
[It's not that simple, it's more than Kiya-kun.] ]
Yang Nai leaned a little tighter than just now, and even, the whole body had leaned on my body, so I had to be squeezed to the very edge, but it was Yang Nai's shining eyes, as if to see through everything, and continued to move her delicate red lips
[That's... Something on top of this..]
As soon as the words fell, I felt as if my chest had been hammered by something heavy, and then the heaviness slowly fell back to the soreness... For a moment I fell silent.
[That... You said... What is it?]
After a while, when the Ferris wheel crossed the highest point and slowly fell back, I recovered from the occasional bump, looked at Yang Nai, and asked intermittently.
[It's a bit too much for me to answer this question, isn't it?] ]
As she spoke, she removed most of the weight from me, and I was able to sit up straight, but I couldn't sit here as easily as I had done at first.
[... I.. I don't know..]
Taking a deep breath, he put everything behind him and said the answer in a calm tone, not a lie, not an excuse.
[Really?]
[Ah.] I trusted her, that's all. ]
[M.] That's probably the extent of it.Bi Qi Tani-kun's words]
Yono sighed, looking up at his head with a disappointed expression and tone. After a few seconds, he turned his gaze back to me and chuckled
[But it's like this.]
[What does that mean?]
[Something beyond trust, above this.] There can only be family affection and love, than Qi Gujun. ]
[....]
I frowned and looked at Yang Nai without saying a word, and some kind of vague answer had already appeared in my heart, but there was a sound that kept reminding... That's impossible.
Perhaps, it was such a vague outline from the beginning, but there was always such a voice in my head when I was about to know, so I never fully saw it.
[That kid's thing, these things... It's impossible to say so calmly just by trusting, right? Everyone who has been injured will be strengthened once, and when she is the only one left around, around her... All that's left is the barrier. ]
[... This kind of thing: If you don't say it, I know it. ]
Because I knew, I didn't want her to continue... Repeating this kind of mistake... Absolute.
[But, if it's a family, there's always a space left, right?,Isn't this clear to Kikiya-kun?]
[Ahh I know. ]
[But, that kid is different, excludes all of it all...]
Speaking of this, Yono's eyes became a little cold, and he looked straight ahead, as if he was falling into an extremely dangerous contemplation, and the space froze with it, as if everything was still
[Friends or relatives...] Family, too... All of them were rejected.]
[... No, family's words, still...]
[Really, the child is said to have not met with his mother since that incident, and the communication is only in the form of a phone call.] ]
[....]
Maybe this kind of answer is beyond my comprehension, and I can't say words with my mouth open, because the kind of words judged by common sense no longer work...
Since then... It's been more than 10 years...
I shook my head, and said that the coldness that spread throughout my body was suppressed.
[So, no friends, no family... Do you think she's going to tell you this just because of trust?]
[... So, how do you know..]
[Yui's family, who had business dealings with the child's mother, had a good relationship. ]
That's why it's the Faculty of Letters? That's why it's like that, that's why it's like that?
However, even so, I really can't accept the remaining option.
Unacceptable, unacceptable!