Extra: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (28)

I was just... I just want to be sure of her. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

That's right, it's a certainty, that's all.

Whatever you say is just one person, and you don't care about anything else, this kind of thing is completely impossible. No matter how much you deny it, you can't avoid it, you can't ignore the information you receive from your ears and eyes, the only difference is more and less, but you will always be affected and react.

Because whether you want to or not... We will always survive in such a complex environment, and such a situation will always exist.

So, when a person claims to be lonely and strong, is that really the case?

Absolutely not! This is just self-hypnosis, allowing yourself to become more comfortable from that kind of suffering, and some of the lies you have told yourself.

As long as people live in such an environment, they will definitely yearn for those things that exist with this, people who truly have no desires... There really aren't few, at least not me, and neither is she.

Because of this, no one expects, no one appreciates, and no one waits for the works she likes, she will become so shaken about such a simple thing as "liking to draw". Since we do not have the mental awareness to dedicate ourselves to the truth, we can only find what we hope for among many things, but we are blocked by the layers of barriers. However, in her heart, she actually longs for it... Hopefully someone will share those works with her.

All I could do for her was that.

At this point, I looked at Yono and spoke in a trembling voice

[I just.] Be yourself..]

[What can I do..]

Yono took my words without disobedience, and then showed a mocking chuckle, and looked at it out of the corner of his eye, and the smile on his face became playful, undisguised like a sharp blade piercing my chest

[And after that, pretend that you don't know anything, don't know anything, and continue that so-called "trust" contact? No, you should use "trust" as an excuse to cover up all these things, and then prepare to use "time" as a bargaining chip to erase all of them, right? Am I right? ]

Yang Nai said my truest thoughts word by word, and no matter what, it couldn't stop it into my ears.

My breathing became heavy, and I clenched my fists, trying to bury these things that shouldn't be in my heart, but I couldn't ignore Yang Nao's stinging gaze on the side

[... Even so, there's nothing wrong with that.]

[Of course, after all, as long as you don't say it, the child will probably be silent, and she is probably this kind of person.] ]

[In that case..]

[But in that case, it could be forever... It's never going to come out, so it's okay?]

The words "I can only do it to this extent" sounded in my mind repeatedly, and then spread all over my body, with that helpless sense of loss, and a sour and spicy expansion came out in my heart. Repeatedly hinting that I could do everything. I also know that these are not all I should do, I should do more, and better. But ah... People, to a greater or lesser extent, will be limited by their abilities.

But... Is that really it...

I was silent, and then I was lost in my thoughts, muffled to myself.

No, probably, something went wrong ... will become the current situation. Since there are only two options, and one has already been dispatched, do you have to choose the other one? The answer to the multiple-choice question, as long as the wrong answer is eliminated, the rest is definitely the correct answer. There is nothing wrong with this way of thinking. But is that really all there is to it in the real world?

After thinking about it for a few seconds, I came up with the answer.

- No, it's not.

Try to think in the opposite direction – do you have to choose the answer based on the question?

If the correct option is not satisfactory, why not try changing the question and rewriting it so that you can choose the answer you want and fill in that answer as the correct answer.

That's right, the options are OK ... But the title can be changed, that's the reality.

The answer is used to choose the question, so that no matter what kind of answer appears, it will be correct.

And I, too, have changed from a respondent to a questioner.

Oh, yes... In that case, there is no problem.

[I see...]

[Hmm?Did you make a decision?]

[Ah.]

Raising his head, he exhaled that turbid breath from his chest, and now he can just come on, this abominable .... I'm a real asshole, and if I'm a bastard, it's a matter of course to break the rules.

[What's it?]

Yono's original piercing expression had disappeared without a trace, and was replaced by an interested look that turned his head to look at me

[Nothing.] Anyway, don't you think it's tiring?]

[Tired? ]

Yang Nalen paused for a moment, then shook his head

[It's fun, so I don't feel tired at all.] ]

This guy.. It wasn't like I was going to watch the show from the beginning, right?

...

In an instant, a strange thought passed through my mind like an electric current.

No, it's not just "fun". She has other reasons as well... Reasons for doing so.

[Hmm, what's wrong?]

There was the voice of Yang Nai in my ears, the sage me who tilted his head and smiled, I came back from my thoughts and shook my head in a panic.

[Could it be... Looking at my sister, I'm in a daze?Na, I'm really attractive, right?A beauty who is more attractive than Xiaoxueno~]

[Yes, yes, beauty..]

Dealing with it casually, I threw my eyes outside, looking into the distance, although the sentence is true, but it is definitely not a reason for me to be in a daze... This person, I care more about other things in terms of appearance... However, no matter how much you care, as long as you don't want to show it or say it explicitly, you can only care. Ha..

In this small space, the usual atmosphere has been restored, as if nothing had happened, but the height has changed from rising at the beginning to falling, and it is almost time to end... Such.

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Walking out of the Ferris wheel, Yang Nai long rose to a lazy waist

[Ahh Hmmm..]

[Since that's all it takes, so be it.] Goodbye]

I'm walking beside her, and there shouldn't be anything else to do... It's still early, and I have to prepare for tomorrow.

[No~ OK.] ]

Deliberately lengthened his voice, leaned over without permission while rejecting my proposal, squeezed my shoulders, and spoke in a voice that didn't sound very happy

[Have you forgotten the purpose of coming today?] ]

[The purpose is... It's done..]

Eh, what? Isn't it? The one I just said in the Ferris wheel.

[Date, date.] ]

[No, so that's not the case.] It's not a date..]

The purpose of coming out today, I agree that the purpose of coming out is only "about the topic of that child", isn't this person thinking so?

[Then that's the rest of the time.] ]

[Hey, isn't that right?!I...]

[At this time, just say "um", than Qiya-kun.] ]

With an irrefutable tone, like a victor announcing the result, Yono walked forward briskly as he walked over my arm with a bright smile as he finished speaking. I don't care about other people's opinions...

Well, it's still early anyway... Just relax.