Familiar daily life, when it is about to fall apart - (medium)

As a result, when I returned to the classroom, I found that I had completely forgotten about lunch, looked at the time, and the lunch break was almost over, so I sighed helplessly and returned to my seat, leaning back on the chair tiredly.

Although I wasn't very hungry, and I guess my body wasn't tired, I did feel tired - mentally... Well, speaking of which, there's been a lot going on lately...

[Small business?]

A familiar voice came from behind him, and when he looked up, he saw that it was Yuhihama

[Oh .. Oh. ]

With a slightly worried expression on his face, he said hesitantly with his hands behind his back

[Are you all right?] Looks a little bad, huh?]

[.. It's fine, just a little hungry... I don't have enough time to go to the commissary.]

When I said this, I also gently pressed my hand against my abdomen.

However, sure enough, a sense of guilt grew in my heart... Ah, what a nasty feeling.To be able to tell a lie to Yubihama so naturally.,It seems that I'm also depraved....

[That... This one is for you.]

Just as I was curious, I saw Yubihama quickly take out the hands that were behind her - along with a piece of brioche bread and a can of hot orange juice on my table, and before I could speak, she herself stood up straight and explained loudly

[Ah、Because、Because I bought more... Here's what's left!um, what's left!]

[... Yes, thank you very much... How much does it cost?]

I couldn't help but smile and say... This is also a lie, right? However, no matter how many times you encounter such a lie, you will not feel deceived. Therefore, white lies can always be forgiven and affirmed by anyone.

[No, no, it would be a great help for a small business to eat it all!]

Yubihama shook his head vigorously, but I started to feel a little embarrassed on my side..

[No.. Sure enough, it should be..]

[Then next time!Next time, if you have a chance, just treat yourself again!]

.... Why are you so excited?

However, having said this, it is not easy to continue, and after sighing softly, he thanked him well

[Then... Thank you, Yubihama. ]

[Well, it's almost class, so we need to hurry.] ]

[Ah, don't worry, I'm pretty good at eating.] ]

[Hey hey.]

With a lovely laugh, Yubihama seemed to be in a good mood, and then shook his hand at me

[I'll go first, you eat slowly.] ]

[Oh]

After separating from me, Yubihama returned to her side, joined the group of Miura and Hayama, and opened up the topic, and became a state of talking and laughing, maybe it was talking about some interesting topics, but I didn't pay attention to listening, and I didn't need to care about anything, and seeing this scene was just an accident, and my eyes followed what I saw by chance after Yubihama left, and that's it.

I looked back at the bread and juice on the table

[Whew.... Forget it]

... I got started.

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After school in the afternoon,Club activities are the same as yesterday.,The three of us spent in that heated classroom.,I and under the snow are mostly reading.,Yubihama is playing with his mobile phone.,From time to time pull out some topics.,And I meet under the snow.,The real conversation between the three of them is very little.,The attitude under the snow is similar to that at noon.,To the extent that I can only occasionally pick up the conversation.And Yubihama is particularly eager.。 Probably, I feel guilty because of the lie at noon today...

Anyway, if you want to talk about guilt, am I not also one of the victims...

At six o'clock in the afternoon, the club activities also ended without anything at all, and I walked out of the school building first under the snow on the pretext of returning the keys, while I walked to the bicycle parking place, and Yubihama said hello to me, and then went to the side under the snow, because both of them were sent by train, and if you choose to take a short detour from here, you can share a tram... However, it seems that when I was in the classroom today, Yubihama said that he was going to stay under the snow... Well, whatever, it's not something I can do anyway.

So, after leaving the school gate, it was time for me to step home alone.

Pushing my bicycle slowly on the road, I couldn't help but slow down when I received the cold wind blowing from both ends, and I wondered if I shouldn't have been riding a bicycle to class recently. Anyway, it's not far from the school, and there's no need to go to the train.

I pushed my bike for a while, and it wasn't until I crossed the street that I started riding, and there were hardly any people along the way, just an icy gathering breath.

Perhaps it was stimulated by the cold that the originally chaotic thoughts were settled, and the events of today's noon were gradually recalled in my mind.

- Why do you lie under the snow? Don't you want Yubihama to know? If that's the case, it's not incomprehensible. But is that really all there is to it? and beyond that, the most incomprehensible thing is... Why, I'm going to answer those questions she asked.

There is no obligation or reason to answer, just to remain silent to quickly end the conversation between us, but because we can't ignore those questions, we try to explain things that even I can't understand... Weird, right?

Why... I have to explain so much to the snow... Sure enough, is it because of "sister"? Or... Simply afraid of being misunderstood? No, even if it is misunderstood, it's nothing, and it's not something that has to be explained clearly. But...

An unbearable burning irritability kept rising from my heart, in order to vent—

[Uh-oh-oh-ahh

I made a strange yelling on the bike, and my feet on the bike were pushing with all my might.. Fortunately, there are no pedestrians in the vicinity... Otherwise, I'll be seen as a strange guy.

The cold wind kept hitting my face, but the feeling of irritability did not diminish at all, I only felt like I was uncontrollably pedaling the bicycle, and then running wildly on the road, until I arrived at the door of the house, this state was reduced, parked the bicycle, repeated deep breaths a few times, then opened the door, took off my shoes in the hallway, quickly walked to the sofa and fell down, only to breathe a sigh of relief.

[... I want to cry...]

Please, who lends me a shoulder..