Familiar daily life, when it is about to fall apart - (above)

In this space surrounded by a dreary atmosphere, I finally saw the figure under the snow again. It was the same as when we first met—perfect, cold, as if the distance between me and me had widened a lot in an instant, but the distance of these few steps seemed difficult to cross.

The right thing to do at this time is to leave the place without saying anything, but you can't control your feet - even the sound.

I slowly looked down, staring at where I was standing under the snow, and took a deep breath in a voice that I couldn't even hear

[... There's no reason for this kind of thing..]

[That is, admit it.] Acknowledge the fact that you have already started dating. ]

It wasn't because the indifference in her tone made me feel like a stranger, nor was it that sense of distance, but what she called "admission".

... No, it's not a fault, so there's no such thing as admitting it. However, when I raised my eyes and looked at her again, my original thoughts disappeared unconsciously.

Even the words prepared in my heart turned into a pale and weak explanation when it came to my mouth

[.. The truth you are talking about is only from last week..]

[Yes.] What about the answer? It has nothing to do with time, I'm asking the question of why you started dating that person. ]

Under the snow, as before, he maintained that expression without wavering in the slightest, and continued to question coldly.

The last time I was called out of this classroom by Yono, I didn't expect it to become the current situation. With the mentality of being mischievoked, I kept fooling the past with sloppy eyes, and I can only say that I did it myself. However, if you take it seriously at the time, will the outcome really change?

The answer – no.

Whether serious or casual, as long as those words do not change and what happens does not change, the result will inevitably remain the same. So now, I can only breathe heavily, and look away from my body under the snow

[Why.] I can't say the specifics, it's just that I've figured out some things, and if I have a relationship, it's just a side result of it. ]

I couldn't tell my true thoughts to the snow, and I couldn't fool around at will, so I answered the question in a different way of generalization, not lying, but not correct.

He smiled and blinked under the snow

[Is it.] That's your answer.]

Then she looked at me, unmoving, and focused her gaze on me, as if she wanted to see through. Gently shaking his lips trembling slightly, with a hint of pain on his expression, maybe it was a relationship that could be hidden, and I wasn't quite sure if it represented pain - or hesitation.

[.... You like sister... Do you really like it?]

The tone of the sentence was very soft, without the indifference that it had carried before, it could be said to be as fragile as a candle in the wind, which could be extinguished at any time, as if my breath would make it disappear with a little force. Because of this, I couldn't help but hold my breath.

Is this kind of thing worth caring about? at least. I wouldn't care. The two people who became lovers and started dating-whether it was a real liking or a short-term impulse, it has nothing to do with other people.Xue Xia would ask like this.Probably I can't imagine a scene where a person like me can interact with someone.Or,Is it just a simple worry about various aspects?

I smiled at her, leaned back against the classroom door, and slowly slid to the floor, my eyes under the snow slowly following me

[M.] At the end of the day, I can't say exactly what you mean by "really like" right now. It's like - everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, but in the eyes of different people, those advantages and disadvantages will be different, if you regard the advantages as the favorite part, and the disadvantages as the disliked part, everyone's definition of liking is different..]

Until now, I still can't explain the definition of "like" in my heart, the only thing I know for sure is that Yono does have something I like. However, I can't figure out why two people can get along as long as there is something they like each other?

[Part of it..]

I looked under the snow in my thoughts and gave the answer.

[What?]

Perhaps, it was because I heard an unexpected answer, and there was emotion in my eyes that looked at me under the snow other than indifference-doubt.

[I like it, it's just appearance.] Probably that's what most boys like when they see it, right? That kind of ideal appearance. For her, what I really like is the degree of appearance. ]

[.... You're saying that you like your sister's appearance and not...?]

Xue Xia seemed to realize something and frowned, and looked at me with a look of disbelief as he clasped his hands lightly.

I nodded, reaffirming

[Ah.] Because I don't know anything about her.....]

As I spoke, I gently shook my head against the door, looking at the empty ceiling, and the picture of that time slowly came to my mind. At that time, Yang Nai said that he liked. Can it be called real again?And then after flashing the picture of Yang Nai suddenly kissing at that time, I couldn't help but shake my head gently, in the end... Which side is the real one..

After a brief moment of reflection, when she looked under the snow, she was also looking at me intently, and her eyes met in the air, and she gently brushed it aside as if it was over, and I spoke again

[Well, actually, I was surprised.]

[... What?]

He looked at me under the snow.

[You're asking such a question, it's the first time I've ever known..]

She closed her eyes and straightened her posture again,

[Is there something wrong?You're dating my family.,The question I asked can be taken for granted, right?,Although,I have no right or reason to interfere with anyone's freedom.,But if the person you're dating is my sister——]

She paused, glaring at me, a slightly dangerous gaze that made me wary

[I don't know if there's any surprise.,Than Kiya-kun.] ]

The tone gradually became gentle, and I couldn't feel the cold attitude before, more... A rhetorical question like a prank.

[Hmm, ah, indeed, indeed..]

Maybe it's because the contrast is too big, so I didn't organize the language of the answer for a while, and looked at her in a daze, as if looking for the answer to all this, but still found nothing.

"Da, da, da" The snow walked towards me, stood in front of me, looked down at me condescendingly, I looked at her for a moment, and then opened the door and walked out.

.... So, what the hell is today... Why?

[Aha...]

The classroom filled the classroom with my sighs of exhaustion.