Qin Fangge also knew that Lin Baoqing's sadness was not for no reason. In other words, it is strange that there is no such harmonious harem in the world! Just as women are naturally jealous, they are real.

He couldn't bear it, but what could he do?

Even Lin Baoqing choked up while shedding tears, "You can't lie to me!"

Qin Fangge was speechless and drove silently, wasn't it enough to lie to her? But silence is definitely not the way, there must be contradictions between the two, and finding and solving problems is the key.

Apologize and say sorry and the like, Qin Fangge naturally said a lot, and it was good for her to vent her grievances. Although he can't see the girl shed tears, there are some things that he can't change, and he can only make amends elsewhere, if he can.

Qin Fangge, this guy is also very powerful, driving or something, not affected at all, the speed is not slow, when she arrived outside Lin Baoqing's community, she was still pear blossoms with rain, I saw a pitiful look. In such a state, he didn't dare to send her back, after stopping the car, he didn't open the door in a hurry to let her leave, and only pulled her little hand over, "If you want your aunt to see it like this, you must think that our family will collectively bully Baoqing and make you wronged. ”

Lin Baoqing's tears still kept falling, "But you just won't change, right?"

"I'm sorry, I can't change it, but I'll do my best to keep you from other grievances. Qin Fangge nodded helplessly, and he was also embarrassed that he was thick-skinned to a certain level, and if he wanted to change someone else, he would be very ashamed.

"Can there be a greater grievance than this?" Lin Baoqing didn't want to go home in such a state, and he didn't mean to break free of his hand.

Qin Fangge wanted to comfort her, but he knew where to start, so he started to play the old tune again, telling the story in the beautiful dream, and worried about whether the current scene would be like a dream. Will Lin Baoqing, and the people around him, one day also become distant memories. I can only silently reminisce in my heart. He also said frankly that sometimes he can't distinguish between dreams and reality, so he can't rest if he can, he wants to grasp everyone around him, cherish every feeling, and don't want to leave any regrets.

"I'm so afraid that when I wake up one day, there will be nothing left!" Qin Fangge said quietly, making him feel as if he was schizophrenic.

This also successfully won Lin Baoqing's sympathy. She didn't have that experience, but she could imagine it. What will it be like. And she also knows that the so-called genius is actually a thin line away from a madman, with mental problems such as split personality depression, and physical diseases such as sex addiction and frigidity, and even more, just look at those famous musicians in history, and there are very few people who are the same.

Lin Baoqing did not have such symptoms, and she herself felt that it was because she was not genius enough.

Qin Fangge's statements. also successfully explained why he worked so hard, even greedily. Although it is impossible to completely whitewash what he did, she also said that she can understand one or two.

Not to mention anything else, in art, especially in music, the two have a good heart, and the tacit understanding that has been cultivated for so long is not fake. The music that I have collaborated with slowly flows through the bottom of my heart. When they first met, she played the mountains and rivers, and both of them felt like they were at home at first sight, and Lin Baoqing's feelings were even more profound, from birth to now, she finally met her soulmate. Later, I gradually got acquainted with each other, experienced a lot of things together, and had a lot of good happiness. Memories that will last a lifetime.

And unconsciously, she was also slowly embraced by him, but he didn't do anything bad again, and the two just leaned close together to talk about their hearts.

Lin Baoqing is indeed very aggrieved, and her recent good friend has attacked, and her mood will be inexplicably irritable. It is not a small pressure to practice the piano and flute ensemble "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night", and it is even more stressful to see his elders. Although she has always been calm and mature, she is only a little girl under the age of twenty after all, and she is not as strong as Qin Fangge, an old fritter like Qin Fangge who doesn't know how long she has lived. Qin Fangge's thing is not unaware of her, no matter how atmospheric she is, she will be dissatisfied in her heart, and if she doesn't usually show it, it doesn't mean that she doesn't exist.

This will completely erupt, and it will also make her quite embarrassed, of course, the culprit of all this is Qin Fangge, "It's all your fault that you cry so ugly!"

Qin Fangge admitted this, and also told her not to punish herself for his mistakes, then he would be more distressed.

"It's the first time I've shed tears for a man, and I feel like I'm quite angry!" After getting along with him for a long time, Lin Baoqing will automatically filter out his useless nonsense, even if it sounds really gentle and beautiful, he also thinks about her.

Of course, he still blamed himself for all this, and he didn't have the slightest hypocrisy for her pity and distress, which Lin Baoqing could also feel, otherwise he wouldn't have chosen to be with him in the first place.

This seems to be an unsolvable problem, and she can only take one step at a time, although she also longs for pure love, the kind of love that only has each other in each other's hearts.

Time passed quietly, and by the time Lin Baoqing's phone rang, her eyes were still red.

The call was from Lin Baoqing's mother, Qu Jiayun, who said that the time was not early and asked her where she was, so she said that she would enter the house in a few minutes, fortunately, her voice was no longer choked, otherwise Qin Fangge would be good-looking again.

Qu Jiayun also asked her how she and Qin Fangge's family got along, and Lin Baoqing replied, "It's not bad, they all take good care of me, and they sang with his cousins just now." ”

After saying a few more words, Qu Jiayun took the phone, Lin Baoqing's father is very busy all day, as a famous guqin player, he has a lot of activities to arrange. She is the closest to her mother Qu Jiayun, and she doesn't dare to reveal these to her at all about Qin Fangge, and it is very uncomfortable to suppress it in her heart.

After staying in the car for a while, Lin Baoqing was about to go home, Qin Fangge also told her not to think too much, let alone put too much pressure on herself, of course, he was referring to the qin and flute ensemble "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night". He also said to death, "If we don't cooperate well, it will be taken revenge on me, and I deserve it!"

This also made Lin Baoqing, such a gentle and considerate person, laugh out loud, and scolded him loudly, "Big villain! I don't want to be a bastard like you, I have to do my best." ”

But Qin Fangge, this guy still didn't know whether he was alive or dead, and said, "It must feel very cool to slap me in the face at my concert! Do you want to try it?"

Lin Baoqing was so angry that he directly punched him with a powder fist, "You are shameless." I still want it!"

These hits on Qin Fangge were naturally not painful, but he grinned and pretended to be in pain, telling her to show mercy to her subordinates, which made Lin Baoqing angry and funny.

Before leaving, she didn't forget to tell him to drive slower, and to rest a little bit when he went back and not to work so hard.

Qin Fangge also sighed, "Close to Zhu Zhechi." The one who is close to the ink is black, I don't want you to become like me, Baoqing. ”

Lin Baoqing glanced at him twice. Then I went home without looking back.

After experiencing such a backyard fire just now, Qin Fangge was naturally not in the mood to go out to wave this night. When he returned to the courtyard, Ning Xiupei, Chen Yushan, and the others had already arrived home and were ready to pack up and sleep.

Seeing him come back, Song Zixuan didn't forget to sigh with emotion, "It's rare to see the eldest brother come back so early!

"Don't be nosy, little kids!" Qin Fangge waved his hand to send her away.

Ning Xiupei was also concerned about the situation on Lin Baoqing's side, Qin Fangge said that she was emotionally stable, and she naturally didn't dare to say such a thing as making her cry, otherwise Ning Xiupei probably wouldn't recognize him as a son.

After a few words of gossip, they went to rest, and Qin Huakai was also arranged in the hotel. In the past few days, the task of accompanying his family to play in Yanjing has been handed over to him, and he has to go to see the national flag raising early in the morning, and he doesn't want to run around anymore, especially the traffic situation in Yanjing, which is also extremely clumsy.

And Qin Fangge's side, Xi Wanqing also talked to him and cared about the arrangements of the elders in his family. She is delicate and sensitive. Hearing that Qin Fangge's mood was not high, and when he asked him what was going on, he said that it was a little difficult to adapt to these complex relationships, which made him feel quite big when he thought about it.

Xi Wanqing told him not to think so much, just do his music well, and leave the rest to Ning Xiupei and them.

Qin Fangge nodded. He also said, "My talent can only be to make music!"

Xi Wanqing couldn't help but giggle out loud, "What you say is actually quite unavoidable! Especially those who study music if they know, it's even more terrible! Okay, don't say it, I'm ready to rest, you can sleep yourself!"

Qin Fang sang and laughed. "You know, I'm not a three- or two-year-old child!"

"It's pretty much the same to have a temper. Xi Wanqing said happily, "Keep in a good mood, good night, love you!"

He raised his lips and couldn't say I love you after all, Xi Wanqing put away her phone over there, and she was really tired when she thought about it.

Qin Fangge himself didn't feel sleepy at all, so he tossed around in the recording studio. It's going to be a piano recital soon, and although he is not afraid, it's always good to practice more. When he plays on the piano, he doesn't have to think too much about it and focuses on the music.

treats art, especially music, Qin Fangge's attitude is not like that of women, but he is always persistent and single-minded. In this regard, Lin Baoqing and the other girls of the Jinse Orchestra are the same.

Although "dreams", "beliefs", and "ideals" have become rotten things now, words such as "what dreams do you have?" and "what are your dreams?" are flying all over various TV programs, and they are so vulgar that people feel uncomfortable listening to them.

But people still have to have dreams to live, otherwise, as Huang Jing said, "What's the difference between it and salted fish?"

Music art is the ultimate dream of Qin Fangge and other girls who also love music, and everyone is willing to put in hard work and sweat, even tears, for this dream. Of course, it is not to the point of giving your life, in everyone's opinion, only by living a good life, enjoying all kinds of good happiness in life, and even sadness and regret, etc., can you compose and play the most beautiful music in your heart.

Qin Fangge is the same on the piano at the moment, he also completely empties his mind, does not deliberately play the original tune, and moves with his mood wherever he thinks of his fingers and toes. He can't be extraordinary, and he is not an old monk who sees through the red dust, aside from the musical talent and perfect body he obtained after crossing over, he is still essentially a house, and he is a layman.

Lin Baoqing touched him very much that night, although he had his own persistence, he could also be hard-hearted. But in the final analysis, people's hearts are made of meat, from themselves to others, Lin Baoqing's thoughts, he can understand.

Love is a very complex thing, involving a lot of things, throughout the ages, all kinds of music and art poems have been sung and told, which can very illustrate the complexity and variability of the problem. And the infatuated men and women who fell into it staged wonderful performances.

The notes played by Qin Fangge on the piano are actually what he and Lin Baoqing have experienced, with pain, compromise, laughter, and tears. There are times when there is a spring breeze, and there are moments of depression and malaise, and all of this comes from the most essential thing of people, love, he thinks so.

In addition to his own feelings, he can also substitute Lin Baoqing's emotions, her thoughts, her emotions, and what she sees and hears. There is the excitement and happiness of love, the unwillingness and regret of incomplete love, the hesitation and helplessness when learning the truth, and the majestic momentum of mustering up the courage to pursue love. There are strong smiles when they pretend to be strong, and there are also lonely and sad when they are in a low mood, and they secretly cry.

Lin Lin is the most sincere emotional reaction in his heart, he first plays it on the piano, and then finds a way to organize these emotions. This is not an easy thing to do, but Qin Fangge is very patient and very persistent in this kind of creation.

As he told Lin Baoqing, he didn't know how many things he cared about besides music, in addition to the spiritual world, his relatives and friends around him couldn't get rid of it, and no matter how talented he was, he couldn't live purely in his own world. Eager to be loved and eager to love, he wants a lot of things, in order not to let himself be too cranky, let himself keep busy, is the best way.

Creating music is the best way to pass the time.

He didn't plan to go out that day, Zhou Xiuying and Shen Jianping had to receive guests from afar, and the rehearsal came to an end for the time being. Qin Fangge was also able to stay at home with peace of mind, he wanted to finish this piece about love as soon as possible, as for the form, he didn't want to add too many things, he used the format of a sonata, just use the piano purely, join the symphony orchestra or something, it is easy to change the taste when it is played. (To be continued.) )

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