I took a cigarette in my mouth to calm my mind. The director of the bureau also stretched out his hand to carry one, lit it, and continued: "When you do great things, there will always be people at the bottom and people will sacrifice! If you look forward and look backwards, you will never be able to achieve success! Just like on the battlefield, there will always be people rushing to the front to block the guns, and there will always be people who will be killed and injured by your own people, and these are unavoidable! I called you out today because I am afraid that you will be soft at that time, and you will be soft-handed, and your previous achievements will be abandoned, and your achievements will be lost, do you know?"

I didn't dare to look Director You in the eyes: "I'd rather give up all my efforts than kill innocents indiscriminately like Chen Fusheng!"

The director said: "Okay, okay, don't get excited now, we're just, just make a hypothesis first!"

I felt a terrible headache, pinched my forehead with my hand, and said, "By the director, I know, maybe what you said makes sense." But, but I, I really can't do it! Not to mention innocent people, they are bad people, they are members of the organization, they are all human beings and lives, and I can't bear to poison them!"

The director smiled helplessly: "I knew you would think so! But I'll give you an example! If you were given two choices: two loaches, and ten goldfish." If you kill those two loaches, you can save ten goldfish, will you do it? On the other hand, if you don't kill those two loaches, the ten goldfish will not be saved, but these two loaches will still die! Think about it, which way would you choose?"

I can read the subtext of the director's words. His analogy is apt, but it is too murderous.

I was noncommittal.

Director You looked a little impatient, and he continued: "Zhao Long, I know what you think! Isn't it?"

I asked rhetorically, "By the Director, then you tell me, if you were in a similar situation, what would you do?"

The director said: "This is a revolution in itself! A revolution will pay blood!"

I asked again: "Then you can kill innocents indiscriminately? If Chen Fusheng wants to send me over to assassinate you, I will do it too?"

I didn't feel like I had drunk much, I didn't feel drunk. But for some reason, I couldn't control my impulsive emotions.

The director was silent for a moment, his face worried.

I stopped talking, but pondered in my heart what the director said. I'd rather believe that he really drank too much!

But the director still did not give up his persuasion to me, he took another sip of wine, and said: "Sometimes, losing the pawn to protect the car is also a strategy!"

I said, "I know, I know." By the Director, shall we not talk about this topic for the time being?"

The director of the bureau said sharply: "No! If you don't understand the crux of the problem today, don't think about going out of this door! Your way of thinking has decided the fate of the country and the fate of many people!"

I secretly complained in my heart, and I always felt that this atmosphere was too dull.

I called the waiter and poured a pot of tea.

It's not an hangover, it's thinking, meditating.

At this point, Director You and I sat still for five minutes, and we didn't say a word.

We drink our own wine, we drink our own tea.

But in each other's hearts, they all have their own thoughts.

I admit that there is still some truth in the director's words!

Many things cannot be avoided and it is difficult to escape.

The director eased his emotions, took another sip of wine, and said: "You have to understand, I'm not asking you to kill innocents indiscriminately, everything you do is to save more people, more people who are listed as assassination targets by Chen Fusheng!"

I took a sip of tea and calmed down a bit. I yelled at the director, "I understand. However, I was afraid that Chen Fusheng would really let me carry out some plans to harm the innocent. In that case, I'll be very embarrassed. ”

The director said: "Afraid, don't you have to face it if you are afraid?"

I said, "Of course you have to face it." ”

The director said: "I believe you can also weigh the stakes, we have no other choice! I am telling you this today, just I don't want you to ruin the overall situation because of impulse! It is not easy for you to come to this point, it is not easy!"

I nodded and said, "I know." Alas, since taking over this task, it is doomed, I have chosen a path of no return. Everything I do, I have to disguise, I can't do what I want. I admit it!"

The director took a bite of food and said, "As a last resort, I will lose my pawn and protect the car." This is my most important piece of advice to you! If you can avoid it, you should avoid it as much as possible, but if you can't avoid it, you have to lose your pawn and protect your car, or even protect your handsome. The reality is cruel, and we don't have a choice. ”

I don't have the courage to argue about anything anymore, just now under the impulse, I did raise the bar with the director, but calm down and think about it, the director's words are not unreasonable. If it is a revolution, it must be sacrificed. I am not afraid of sacrifice, but I am afraid that more people will pay a heavy price for this operation.

In fact, many times, I have been worried, worried that Chen Fusheng will arrange some assassination plan for me. Because the people he wants to get rid of must belong to the patriotic faction, to the kind of people who contribute to the country and society, and I can't do it. But if I don't do it, my plan to infiltrate this time will be in vain! Chen Fusheng will no longer trust me, and will even kill me. This scene is too cruel, full of blood anytime and anywhere, and every footprint is stepping on a heavy price. In this regard, the director of the bureau proposed 'losing the pawn to protect the car', isn't it a great strategy and wisdom? In addition, there may be no better way to deal with it!

It's just that I can't accept this kind of expected result.

Afterwards, Director You and I each asked for a bowl of clear soup noodles and ended the meal.

We drove back.

On the way, the director didn't say a word, but his solemn expression indicated that there were too many things in his heart.

After being sent home by the Director, I am ready to take my leave.

The director of the bureau still instructed me: "Remember, lose your pawn and protect the car, and take the overall situation into account! When you have to do it, you must be decisive!"

I said with a heavy heart: "I understand by the director." I'll do my best. ”

Driving away from Director You's house, he was about to go up the lane, but he saw a luxury imported Chevrolet parked in front of Director You's building.

Who is visiting the director?

With some speculation, I looked over there, but I was taken aback by the two people who got out of the car.

A man and a woman, to be exact. The male is Manbenrui, and the female is a dream!

I thought I was wrong, but I rubbed my eyes and knew for sure.

Yume's figure is something I'll never forget, she still chews a bubble gum in her mouth, like an angel. And Manbenrui almost intimately held Yumeng's arm, talking and laughing with her.

This scene seriously stimulated my brain and my heart.

I couldn't help but clench my fists.

It turned out that everyone was deceiving me, including Yume! What is the relationship between her and this nasty Yankee?

Without allowing me to think about it, I quickly got out of the car and almost yelled at the backs of the two of them: "Stop!

Yumeng was the first to stop his steps, and Manbenrui quietly let go of Yumeng's arm and turned his head to look.

When Yumu found out that it was me, she was stunned!

Even though I was dozens of meters away from them, I could clearly see the special look in Yume's eyes.

Could that be a kind of guilt?

I charged on the front line, but she was at home with red apricots out of the wall!

Is my backyard really on fire?

No matter how good Chopin is, he can't play out my Zhao Long's sadness at this time! It turns out that I have been comforting myself all the time, all this is not true! I blindly believed in the cover of Director You and You Meng, thinking that You Meng and Man Benrui are really nothing, they are just ordinary friends, or the kind of relationship as Director You said. But witnessing the two of them walking side by side and sitting in the same car, I quickly had an answer in my heart. To be exact, whoever sees it will inevitably not be suspicious.

And before that, Yumeng had been lying to me that she was in the same school! As a result, at this moment, I saw with my own eyes that she was with Manbenrui! Doesn't this gap between truth and lie explain anything?

Seeing me suddenly appear, Yumeng seemed a little cramped. She looked at me and stopped talking a few times.

Man Benrui shrugged his shoulders and said, "Oh, it's Zhao Long! You, why are you here again?"

I frowned at Manbenri and asked, "Why can't I come?"

Yumo suddenly moved lightly and walked towards me.

I heard a wail in her footsteps.

She wore a white coat with black edges, and she looked like a pure and lovely angel.

But at this moment, her angelic image has suffered serious desecration.

Remembering everything beautiful between me and Yuyu, my heart is dripping blood. I wish all this was just a dream, but how could the lover in front of me be so real?

Yumeng came up to me and said a little sluggishly, "You, why are you here?"

Her voice is very soft, probably because of a weak heart?

My teeth were chattering, and tears were almost rolling in my eyes. I spat out word by word, "You don't want me to come, do you? I came, did I mess with your date?"

You Meng looked at me anxiously and said, "What are you talking about? Zhao Long, don't get me wrong. Me and Manbendrey really don't have anything!"

I sneered: "It's nothing? He is holding your arm, it's nothing? I'm afraid, in private, when no one is around, what you do is not necessarily!

You Meng spit out the bubble gum in his mouth and looked at me anxiously: "What are you talking nonsense, you!"

She came up and grabbed my arm, tugged at me, and glanced back at Manbourley.